Evil

I asked, “What is the meaning of the helicopters?” I dreamt that I was acting (?). I was told that I was going to go somewhere. I enthusiastically asked if it was Europe. I was told that it was to Norway. I hugged my “father” and whispered to him that I wish it was true. After getting there, the rest of the family showed up. They were at the top of some mountains and were in awe of the mountains and landscape. At night we were at the right side of the house (from backyard). There were some things against … Continue reading Evil

Expansion

I asked, “How do I wake him up?” I dreamt that I had been gone and had now come back to live with the family. Mom & dad had added on to the house a little bit because there wasn’t much room. I wondered how they were able to do that. They added an extra big room across from my bedroom that was now Amy’s room. Everyone who wanted to go from their rooms to the rest of the house had to go through her room. I now understood the craziness of the position / questioning of placement from watching … Continue reading Expansion

Privacy

I asked, “What is the truth?” I dreamt something about being up on a top bunk (?) with someone next to me on my right. I was worried about my left foot being cut off. I dreamt that I was in a guy’s SUV in the back. He was speeding as if he was on a roller coaster. I told him that I still want to live. I dreamt that I was at Barbie’s house (different) in the tub. I was casting out that (Utah) girl, commanding her to leave. She was trying to drown me. I dreamt that I … Continue reading Privacy

Transition

I asked, “What is the meaning of the nose piercing?” I dreamt that I went to the church to help clean. I parked the car so that it was facing the street. I wasn’t looking at the street but the movements of the vehicle. Someone was with me. There was a camper that belonged to a lady I used to work with at D.I. who was there to help clean also. Briana was there. She was saying that the pieces of paper on the floor that were lined up on both sides by the walls was all that was left. … Continue reading Transition

Connection

I asked, “Do all of the adult children have the same father?” I dreamt that I was on a hospital bed with casts on both legs. I was in an open space (?) of a hospital (?). A doctor, and a couple other people, came to see me. They were acting like comedians but I thought they were overdoing it and I wasn’t laughing. I was supposed to have surgery but it turned out that I no longer needed it. As the left cast was about to be cut, I was anxious because of a previous experience I had when … Continue reading Connection

Trauma

I asked, “What will happen if I don’t marry Ali?” I dreamt that the Beatles were still together and singing songs in the ’70’s. I saw Paul singing. I dreamt that I had recently moved to a new home. Some of the cats were outside in the back. There may have been a wood fence (?). I think it was (getting) dark. I didn’t see “Sneaky” (female Siamese) out there. Cross-eyed (she isn’t but looks like it) may have been inside. I was worried about her going out because of the trauma she had of her back claws. We thought … Continue reading Trauma

Start With Those

I asked, “Is there an alternative way, other than getting pregnant, to get rid of that girl?” I dreamt something with Trump and seeing the words “Not always perfact”. I dreamt that I started working at a lady’s house that was down the street and around the corner to the left. She had a small bookstore in her house. I had some pocket planners, and regular sized ones. I looked in one of them and saw writing and cut corners. I wasn’t sure what to do with them. I went to the lady to ask what to do with them. … Continue reading Start With Those

Get Away

I asked, “Do I need to go to a Catholic priest to get her (Utah girl) expelled from my body?” I dreamt that Ali was driving us out of a parking lot. There was a man walking beside Ali. I couldn’t see his head. I was telling Ali that we need to get away from this man. I dreamt that I was with a handful of people outside, along with two male church members. For some reason, I didn’t fully trust these men. They were dressed with trench coats, like criminals wear. They were trying to sell something to us. … Continue reading Get Away

Make A Structure

I dreamt that I was watching a preview of a movie about a boy who visits his girlfriend from another country (Asian?). The sun is setting. She is wearing a black bustier. He pulls the top down from her left breast to suck on it. This is her first time being sexual with him. I see a jolt of energy/electricity go through her. They are then sitting outside next to each other on a different day. There is a small space between them with her on the right. She is holding some of the letters she received from him. She … Continue reading Make A Structure

Must Be Finished

I asked, “Is being a mother the next project?” I dreamt that I found out a girl bad been taking my mission newsletters all these years since I’ve been back. I took the one she was holding and she began to cry. I got so angry that I cursed at her and wanted to punch her but refrained. I then figured it doesn’t really matter now because I wouldn’t know/understand what’s going on. I dreamt that I was with Kyle, or someone similar, who was lying naked on the floor with his head to the right. I was looking at … Continue reading Must Be Finished