Girl

I asked, “What is the meaning of the neck tattoo?” I dreamt that I was on a small bus/delivery truck with other women. We were coming back from somewhere. The driver was a young black female who worked at Bank of America.

I had several different checks that I wanted cashed so I asked her if I could, counting them out in front of her. It came to over $50 but below $100. She was looking through them with her head down as the vehicle was still moving, knowing where to go.

We parked in a shopping center where the bank was. She went in but I didn’t follow. I went with the women to a nearby building where other women were gathering for a party. My mom was there along with Vickie, who had left the area and had come back.

There was an open patio where they were sitting. There was a girl sitting against the building, facing the crowd, who looked like Beyonce.

After some time I started to get worried about my checks. The girl finally showed up but without them. She said that the checks weren’t able to be cashed. She then took off, leaving the area. I told the ladies what happened. They said the girl probably took the money for herself and they won’t use that bank anymore.

It was getting late and time to clean up. I saw a lady in front of me to my right standing and talking to a man who was on her front left. I noticed that she had blonde facial hair that was visible enough to be seen and realized that she still had a normal life.

There was a short lady sitting, facing away from me in front of me. She had arms like a dwarf/midget. She could have been one. I then was on her left and grabbed her shoulders to hug her and say something. I don’t think she cared for the hug.

There was a lady with some cookies that she had brought so I took a chocolate with powdered sugar and a different one.

The ladies were in two different sections of the building but had to go outside to go from one to another, which I did. I said that I wished there was a connection so that everyone could be together.

It was dark outside and I was back at the white bungalow house waiting for mom. An old lady spirit looking similar to my mom, with a white face, came in and then disappeared. When she came in I asked about my mom but she didn’t say anything. I then put the front lights on for her to help for when she got back.

Somewhere during the day, some animals showed up. One of them was a kangaroo.

I dreamt of a pond of water with some moss and that had a small water wheel. There were a couple other things but don’t remember. I knew that sometimes I would put my feet in.

I dreamt that I was reflecting/contemplating my life and how lazy it has been since being with Ali. I was thinking how when I was a teenager I assumed that I would have accomplished something during my life.

I dreamt that a female Brinks driver was delivering some mail up by the curb. She was facing to the right. I was hoping that the checks were in there. She then drove off.

(From yesterday) Dangerous

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was walking home around 10 p.m. I was in an area of town where the street dead ended with the freeway entrance to the left. There was an overpass going across the street.

There was a car going on the freeway and then a small white Scion type that drove in front of me to the right and then behind. I didn’t see the driver.

I was then in a different part of town with dirt to my right. Two big skunks, the size of dogs, were walking toward me. I knew they were dangerous but they never came to me. There was a couple behind them who didn’t seem to notice, or care, about these skunks. The couple then went toward the dirt and disappeared. The skunks then turned into wolves. They then were on a unicycle and rode off.

I was then where there was a fence on both sides, with water on the right of the fence on the right. The wolves were then chained up to the fence on the left. I was walking on the left. I saw that the chain didn’t reach all the way to the right so I crossed over.

One of the wolves fell in a hole where the right fence was. I don’t know where he went because I didn’t look, and didn’t hear anything.

The street then ended so I was hanging onto the fence. I was saying, “Heavenly Father, help me home” over and over. I was looking behind me hoping a boat would come and save me.

I dreamt that I was with some people in the area where the part of the previous dream took place so I mentioned that to them. I was thinking to myself, “So this is where it was” as I was looking around.

(From March 26, 2020) Warning

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in a building and there was commotion by the glass doors. It looked similar to the hallway area at church.

I had some of my stuff inside by the door along with a tall black square bowl for the “little girl”(who was shot and killed) siamese to drink from. A Mexican man saw her and didn’t know why she was there so he grabbed her and went outside.

I hurried to get her back, calling out “Hermano” to him and motioning whiskers with my hands by my face. He hadn’t left the area as it looked like he may have been waiting for someone. As I got close enough to the doors he finally saw me and waited.

I dreamt something about something on the computer screen overlapping.

I dreamt that I had to pee. The toilet where I was at was only a bucket with overlapping bag/paper with some pistachio shells among the layers.

I dreamt that Ben had another sister who lived at the house with him and Barbie. She was had gained over 100 pounds and was sitting on the porch. She was giving a warning.

I dreamt that I had gone back to D.I. but it wasn’t D.I. It looked more like a warehouse. I was in the back. I started to do some work even though I wasn’t employed there.

At 12, I took a nap, waking up at 3. I then went to do a little bit of shopping. I got some classy/dressy black loafers, among other things. I didn’t think it would take so long. Jon was upset with me when I got back, making sure first that I had the correct shoes on. Somewhere in there I saw some wingtip shoes.

I dreamt that I was with some people and holding a box of mac – n – cheese. I was playfully saying that it was mine because there was something different about it.

I was walking with a young Steve to a house that mom & dad had recently bought, even though we had recently moved a couple months prior. I was telling Steve that I couldn’t believe we were going to be living in this neighborhood (in a good way). I don’t know why. I was looking at all the houses as I was saying this.

(I’m not sure about the order of the next events.) The house was on a corner and across from Gene. There was an address number on the tree at the house so I took it off.

Walking to the house, I saw two yellow lab/retrievers at the house at the end in front of house to the right. One was on the street by the curb. They were still, and wearing a Christmas outfit on the top half of their body. I thought they were decorations because of how still they were. They eventually moved slightly when we got closer.

There was a black mat and put it where the dogs were, saying that we don’t need it anymore. There was a young boy at the door talking to someone inside. I was going to say that we were going to be neighbors but wasn’t sure if I should so I didn’t. The door was then closed.

I turned on the hose for some reason, or someone did, and the yard flooded. I was pushing one of the dogs out to the curb so that he could breathe since he was holding his breath and I didn’t want him to die. He wasn’t wanting to move so I had to use force to move him.

Started

I asked, “How do I have children if/since Ali doesn’t want to get married?” I dreamt that Barry Manilow had been invited to a gathering at someone’s house. I was wondering how the person in charge was able to get him to come. I then remembered that they knew each other.

I was thinking that I would’ve thought this would be at the church instead of at someone’s house.

There was an overweight twenty-something girl (Hispanic?Mixed?) wearing a dress with the back exposed. She was waiting for someone. She had another girl touch her a little bit to get her started.

There was a chair that sloped down to the floor, like a beach chair.

As Barry was driving home, I was thinking that he has free time that allowed him to come.

I dreamt something about Back to the Future, or maybe just the words.

(From yesterday) Help

I asked the same question. I dreamt about a girl wearing a fancy dress going under a table to hide. She had on high heel shoes that were high enough for her to stand on her toes, like a ballerina.

I dreamt girl on my left saying something about beer not going right. There was a guy in front of me with Lauren on his right slightly behind him. Lauren told this girl that she would help with the beer.

I told this guy, as Lauren was talking, that she was my cousin (niece). He jokingly asked if I had told her that/Does she know.

The girl next to me was saying that if this guy is like a Mormon then he’s a yenyen/yinyin.

(From March 14, 2020) In the Process

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I took a shower during a Jewish wedding/reception. I was in the process/middle of getting dressed when some women came in wanting to use the facilities/space.

I dreamt that it was flooded a couple feet outside. I was crying to my mom about my cat missing. I was thinking that it was ok for someone my age to cry over a cat.

I dreamt that I was with a couple other people taking care of other people’s children. Sheldon & Zelma had had another baby, a girl, who was about a year old but still looked the size of an embryo/newborn. I was wondering why.

She was thirsty so I gave her a baby bottle of water. She then had to use the bathroom so I asked her which one she wanted to use. There was one on my left so she chose that one because she really had to go.

When I looked inside, the toilet was full from other people. Mom and dad had separate bedrooms. I debated which one to take her to. I decided to use my dad’s bathroom because the toilet was situated further from the bedroom.

When I walked in, my dad was asleep on his bed which was horizontal on my right with his head by the wall. He woke and said my name. I asked if we could use his bathroom. I think he said yes. As I was walking, her diaper came undone in front. I held it up so that nothing/no poop would fall down.

(From March 13, 2020) Break In

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was reflecting on how back in the ’50’s, people could leave their doors unlocked and windows open at night, even though there were minor/minimal break-ins. I was picturing this as I was thinking about it.

I dreamt about having to walk through a tunnel that was made of/with people. I had to crouch down some. I had to walk through obstacles to get through.

Gone Home

I asked, “Who is the father of those adult children?” I dreamt that someone had a seed catalog/library.

I dreamt of someone with/having bipolar.

I dreamt of a couple researching places to go to redo their wedding photos.

I dreamt of being at work. I was driving one of the heavy machinery with the bucket in front. I was having trouble with it, almost hitting two cats as I was turning right.

One of the guys was asking something about working still. I, or someone else, said, “Of course. It’s only 3 o’clock”.

I was then in someone’s backyard (?) with Travis and other people. He had a long white ponytail. He may have been where I had been working. Everyone was having fun, playing tag (?).

After a while, I got in line with a clear deposit (?) bag. I was wearing a long men’s polo (mid thigh?) shirt. I was anxious of having Travis see me but I no longer saw him there so figured he must’ve left/gone home. I was relieved and glad that he was able to see me in a regular shirt.

(From yesterday) Dog

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being outside and seeing the outside boy cat on the left side of the street. It looked like he was playing. It may have been with his friend (half white half tabby). I was worried a little about him crossing to the other side even though I didn’t see any traffic.

I dreamt that Micalanne had a gallon of milk sitting on a chair. I was behind it. I wanted to put it in the fridge but I didn’t know why she had it there or for how long so I left it there and walked over it.

I dreamt of a blonde guy with a little bit of stubble, which I liked. He was liking me. At first I didn’t like it and didn’t want to be with him (don’t remember why) but eventually I did. Either he, or I, had a dog with us.

(From March 10, 2020) I knew

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Tom Arnold had killed himself in his car in water that was a couple feet deep next to my bedroom on the left side of the house (when looking at the front).

I said, or did, something and his spirit lifted/picked me up on/to the top of a building that had different heights of a border around it. He was warning me that he was going to drop me. I then said something and he let me down.

People were in line to go through a white building that had a hallway with a slight angle to the left after entering then turned right/straight. They were here to see him before the funeral.

One of his blonde married friends was the only one to have been able to go through/finish an obstacle (course?).

I dreamt that I had given birth to a strawberry blonde girl (didn’t see) and had one of her strands of hair wrapped around my pointer finger. I slowly pulled it off, with it tightening as I did so. I wasn’t worried about it cutting the blood off because I knew it would come all the way off.

(From March 9, 2020) Next To Me

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was sitting in the chapel near/by the front (?) with a guy next to me on my left. I was in the beginning of a pregnancy.

I was wearing shorts that were only mid thigh length but still covered my garments. My top garment must’ve been untucked in back because I was thinking that I should tuck it back in.

The word “Pa/elinguas” came to mind. It could’ve been “Pel”.

Peace

I asked, “What are that (Utah) girl’s limitations?” I dreamt something about a lion having peace until the children come.

I dreamt of a tall monster puppet similar to the ones in the Dark Crystal but with a flat face. I then saw dark pink legs of another one. The monster had a meaning to him but don’t remember.

I dreamt of being with several people and coming back home, in the back. There were about 3 or 4 people who were up on the sidewalk that was on a small hill next to the house waiting for the bus to take them home. I was wanting to take them home but didn’t. I don’t remember why. The house was white.

There was a guy who had written a story and gave out some copies to these people to read. He became saddened when they didn’t say how they liked it. I reminded him that the door was at the beginning of the house (at the edge on the left) and so he needed to give them time to read. He then lightened/cheered up.

I was then inside where the walls indented, for one person. I was looking at the blinds and didn’t see the cord to open them so I went to ask someone about it.

I saw a baby face sticking out from under a cover, like a worm or caterpillar, so that it looked like an eye.

(From yesterday) Church

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with some young people (20’s) and telling a gay girl that she hasn’t been to church to talk with the bishop because she’ll be excommunicated. I said it in a way that could be seen as accusatory.

She responded that she doesn’t want that, in a tone as if saying that isn’t the reason. She could’ve meant perhaps it was that she didn’t want the church anymore.

I then said, to the others, that she only has sex in her house.

I dreamt something about seeing the reflection of a happy blonde guy in a mirror.

I dreamt of something to do with puppets like the small ones in the Dark Crystal.

(From March 6, 2020) Hold Fast

I asked the same question. The words “Transfixed” and “Transposed” came to mind.

I dreamt that it was the anniversary of the S.S. Minnow going out to sea.

The phrase, “Hold fast” came to mind.

I dreamt something about memories.

Married

I asked, “When is the end?” I dreamt that two people were to make a framed picture of what they like. A guy made his of an Old Navy picture of water that went from top right to bottom left. He added a bullet hole. I don’t know what the other side was. Someone mentioned to him, “I don’t know why you’ve got that when you’ve got the Old Navy.”

There were a couple women who I had taken out of a tv show because of their drama (?) and put them in another one.

There was a guy who made 3d footprints, and other small parts, out of white plastic 8×10 (?). He made lots of them. Him, and some others, were separating the parts to put on the ground to guide people who are walking.

Boy George was there but was in his twenties. He was acting a part of someone going to get/be married. He was naked except cloth covering his lingham. He had his makeup on with blush. I told him that he looked the part.

I dreamt that the gardener was here pulling out the weeds in the back.

(From yesterday) Boy Came In

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a guy sitting next to me on my right. We were both wearing light green shirts. Mine was more of a neon. I pointed this out to him.

Later, I was in his house, on the left side of his front door, looking into the room on the other side. The door was open. A boy came in and turned on some water to flood the place then rushed out. This man then angrily came in to turn it off.

(From Feb. 24, 2020) Water

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with a guy who I was supposed to be on a casual date with. Briana was also there. He was a short distance in front of me and kept drawing. I told Briana that if he continues to do that I’m going to leave. Water was involved somehow.

(From Feb. 23, 2020) Noises Stopped

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I heard noises by/at my bedroom window as if someone was wanting to come in. I was too tired to take my headband (use as eye mask) off to check it out. The noises then stopped and I didn’t hear anything more. I don’t think they did come in.

Death

I asked, “The end of what?” I dreamt that people had gotten the coronavirus. They were getting their stuff together and getting ready to die, including me. I was thinking about the inside of the body shutting down and eventual death.

I then remembered that I had been told in my patriarchal blessing that I would bring children into mortality.

A man in a dark suit with a briefcase then showed up on the left, walking to the right. I knew he was from the church but wasn’t sure if he was a leader or just a regular member. I wanted to talk to him about my situation.

He had disappeared. Everyone then regained their health and started fixing what was damaged/broken. I was talking to someone in front of me who was with their black car, which was facing me, about how the passenger side had previously been broken/scrunched/shortened.

(From yesterday) Danger

I asked the same question. I dreamt that several dangerous/poisonous insects were crawling up by my eye wanting to get in the socket. I didn’t see my eye there. I was looking at my face but don’t know if I was looking in a mirror or not so I don’t know which eye it was.

At first it was hard to grab them, as if they were holographic. After getting rid of one, another one would show up. One was black. One was multicolored.

I dreamt that I was in Hawaii. I don’t know if I was in an establishment/business or only an area of Hawaii known as North Shore South Wave.

I was standing on the street and saw a tow truck going in front of me from right to left. There was a girl who was having her car towed. She was sitting on the hood talking to me as they went past. I was wondering how she was able to do that, thinking that it was illegal to do so.

The Fairmont house had been updated/remodeled. It was now white inside. I was visiting and realized that I hadn’t checked the room by the front door so I go to check it out.

I was in the bathroom to use the toilet. Dad had left a huge log in there. I was frustrated that he left it there. I then flushed it. As it started to go down, a wolf came out of the poop out of the toilet on to the floor. It went back in the toilet just as the end of the log was going down. I thought that was weird.

I was driving on a wide street. On the right were emergency vehicles lined up, ready in case they were needed at the event/whatever was going on. I noticed some of them were standing outside on the street side, talking. One of the firemen was Brandon Routh.

I dreamt that I got something about my health insurance in the mail.

(From Feb. 20, 2020) Evil

I asked the same question. All I remember is needing to stay away from an evil/dangerous person. Ali was there with me.

(From Feb. 19, 2020) Demons

I asked the same question. I dreamt that the Ghost Adventures crew were trying to get rid of “Me”/demons.

(From Feb. 18, 2020) Removal

I asked the same question. I had the image of my No! No! hair removal device.

The thought, “Spread your legs” came to mind.

Start With Those

I asked, “Is there an alternative way, other than getting pregnant, to get rid of that girl?” I dreamt something with Trump and seeing the words “Not always perfact”.

I dreamt that I started working at a lady’s house that was down the street and around the corner to the left. She had a small bookstore in her house. I had some pocket planners, and regular sized ones. I looked in one of them and saw writing and cut corners. I wasn’t sure what to do with them.

I went to the lady to ask what to do with them. She took a piece of paper and slid it in, folding the edge over one of the pages, as if that made them ok to sell. She then gave it back to me. I still wasn’t sure what to do so I put them away.

A young lady came in buying some books because she was starting her own bookstore. She had about 10 – 20 on the counter and the majority of them were the Books of Mormon with the dark cover. I was surprised that she would start with those.

It was the end of the day. Four of the workers were sitting in a square area. A guy worker had a small brass musical instrument and played it for about a minute then put it away. A girl was holding a camera or phone. I saw a flash bulb on the floor and asked who it belonged to. It belonged to the girl.

I started watching a movie on a black old time movie player. I don’t know if it was VHS or something else. It was showing some people walking a path that curved to the left. They were then ambushed by some other people.

A guy was shirtless and had a sword thrust through his right side going up toward his chest, coming back out. He was then lying on the ground with his head to the left and arms stretched out.

He was being nailed to a cross. I then assumed that it was the movie, “A Man Called Bear” (actually a horse) with Richard Harris. I couldn’t handle continue watching so I took the movie out.

I then noticed that the others had left. I got up and saw that the lady was behind a wall sitting and doing something. I decided to quietly leave. As I was going through the door and screen I noticed that I was barefoot.

Outside, there were two butterflies the size of Polyphemus moths. One had blue on the top edge of its wings. They both flew off to the left.

I recognized the houses across the street and to the left at the end of the cul de sac since I lived in the neighborhood around the corner and up the street to the right.

I dreamt of a huge black insect with skinny legs flying toward me and attacking the top of my head. I wasn’t able to get it off. I had a sense that it wouldn’t leave until it was finished doing whatever it was doing.

(From yesterday) Almost Out

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a skinny black man on my right staring at me weird. He asked me my name. I hesitatingly told him. I then thought that I should’ve told him “Regina”. I then walked away.

I was then in a college building and struggling to get to the door, taking all of my strength to get there. As I got close enough to see it I rested knowing that I was almost out of the building.

I was then back at/near Valley College in San Bernardino. I was inside a somewhat dark house, walking through. I saw a bed with stacks of books piled high underneath. No one was there. I was thinking that they must be at work. I had a knowing that this house was for sale.

As I was walking through there was a guy on my left who didn’t seem to be all mentally there walking slightly behind me. I didn’t know who he was.

Coming out of the front door, there was an eye hook lock. I decided not to lock it so that whoever lived here could get in/out.

There was a wire fence around the perimeter of the yard. I started walking to the left to find a way out, which I did after a few steps. I was then thinking that we (when I was a missionary) had(n’t) been to this house. It was on the corner with a street to the right of it.

I then saw nature overtaking the road in front of the house. I figured that it had been turned into a pedestrian walkway so I started walking to the right.

It wasn’t long until I saw a white car coming my way. It looked like one that a young guy would have for speed racing. To my left were several black girls. I didn’t say anything to them thinking that they would see the car.

They didn’t but were able to get over next to me on my right as the car stopped. A white puppy then was in front of the car. When it was about to continue I started waving my hands so that it wouldn’t go under the car. Another puppy then showed up.

One of the black girls said something about me being concerned about the puppies but not them. I was going to explain to her but then figured it wouldn’t do any good so I kept my mouth shut and walked away.

I was then walking along where there was some water to my left. I had to cross it by going through it so I did. I was wearing my black suede (?) coat. There were some men behind me and I was wondering what they were thinking about me wearing this as I crossed.

After a short distance I was at the school’s pool. Briana was there with other people, playing a game with a ball that I didn’t see but knew was there. She was in the shallow end looking to the right. She was naked. I was surprised but then I wasn’t. I was surprised that she was allowed to be here like that.

She then got out to get a drink at the water fountain in front of me on the other side of the pool. She was wearing a bathing suit then. She took it off as she was getting back in.

There was a guy there who was going to measure me to see if I had lost weight from being 250. He had a soft/baked potato and was peeling it. I may have asked what it was for. I was told that I was going to see. There was something about my strong right bicep.

(From Feb. 9, 2020) Fish

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being with people outside to hear a band. Some people then came and bound them with strong, thick ropes, blindfolding them with something black.

One of the guys was lying on the stage facing NorthEast, looking like a fish, with the rope going around his body with arms inside.

Hard To Comprehend

I asked, “Is there an alternative way, other than marrying Ali, to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt of the episode of Ghost Adventures where they go to Ripley’s Believe It or Not in Hollywood and seeing Zak holding the foot of a lady.

I dreamt of a drawing/illustration of a blue/purple flower with only the middle part and the top edge of the petals drawn.

I dreamt of Ghost Adventures going to a house to investigate.

I dreamt of lying in bed with Kyle, who was on my right. He turned over so that I could see his back. I saw that he still had staples (didn’t have any) and that his wound was healing well. He got up to do something, (I felt) as if he didn’t want me looking.

There were some small pink squid, head to the right, in a produce bag in a rectangular tub/bin. I saw some small movements. I was wanting to tell Kyle to put them in water before they die, but didn’t.

I dreamt that there was a small white rectangular building on a small dirt lot across from Ali & I as we were in the car. It was about the size of two garbage bin enclosures together. There was a wire gate on the left in front of us and one on the right on the other side.

There was writing to the right of the gate indicating that it was for sale for $57,000. There was other writing underneath indicating other ways of payment/uses for it but those were hard to comprehend because it was dirty.

I pointed it out to him, telling him it was for sale. I was thinking of the possibility of converting it into a residence. Seems there may have been a man standing inside on the right.

(From yesterday) May Have Been

I asked the same question. Someone said, “(I) Don’t have to disprove anything. He’s just a card reader.”

I dreamt of being with some ladies somewhere. There were tons of brownies that they had brought. They were gathering as much as they could to take home but there was still an overabundance of them.

I dreamt that I was sitting at a desk with a couple stickers and writing in pencil. There were some numbers on the top right and a sticker on the top left.

There was a lady next to me talking something about the numbers and witch’s. The sticker had something to do with the witch’s. After she left I picked/peeled off the sticker.

There may have been a (treasure) hunt. After I was finished I went to ask a lady if I could go home. She was talking to someone on her right so I motioned. She said I could. I may have gone back to where the brownies were.

(From Feb. 5, 2020) Tie A Knot

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about needing to tie a square knot.

(From Feb. 4, 2020) Wouldn’t Stick

I asked the same question. I dreamt of going to D.I. for something. I saw several glass items along with a crystal chandelier with hanging crystals.

I went back a second time and saw that the glass was shattered, along with the hanging crystals. I wondered why the workers would’ve done that.

They were in the process of moving items either to a different spot or different building. I saw some of the people I used to work with (at different job) and was talking to them.

I was with someone and playfully mentioned to them I was glad I wasn’t working here anymore (because of the moving).

Zelma was there and happily gave me a brochure of the candles she had been selling. I had forgotten about them, having wanted to buy but not having the money, possibly even still. I mentioned to this other person about having forgotten about them. There may have been a picture of a lemon one(?).

I, along with some of the guy workers, had colorful fuzzy things on the bridges of our noses. They had to stay there until they came off on their own, which was fine.

There was a guy who wanted to have one but not on his nose so he tried putting it between his nose and the top left side of his lips but it wouldn’t stick.

Recipe

I asked, “Do I need a shungite or obsidian cross to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that I was having sex with Ali’s (?) spirit.

I dreamt that a guy named Clint van Czeyk had a b&w cartoon on Vimeo. It was showing something dripping from the back of a man’s head.

I dreamt of people watching a sport. There was a group of blondes. There was a big guy speaking to me/tv with a German accent.

I dreamt of a recipe and one of the ingredients was lumphes.

(From yesterday) Play

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with people from church, or some of them were. I was wearing a white bathing suit/leotard with the top down. After a while I figured I better cover up so I did.

There was something about a sleeping white gecko. There was a shirtless guy with dark hair and a medium hairy chest. I either rubbed it, or wanted. I started getting excited from looking at it but was able to calm myself down. He wasn’t a member of the church.

It was time to separate. I was with someone. It seems we went to a fast food restaurant (McDonalds?) that was close by. He ended up at the same place. He came over to me and asked me to “play”. I told him I can’t but I wanted to.

We were at a place that was being given to a family of four, transforming it to a residence. I was behind them. They were lined up side by side and gave a bow in unison to show their gratitude.

I heard my dad’s voice. I listened to him talk a couple times to make sure it was him before I saw him. I told the guy that it was time to go.

The gecko woke up. I was a little anxious not knowing how to transport him. Someone must’ve asked how I brought him here because I said that it was sleeping. I eventually put it in a slightly open sandwich bag until I could put him someplace safer. Liquid appeared when I put him in it.

Somewhere in there I went pee. It was audible but I didn’t care. I t felt like I was going a long time as if my bladder had been full.

I dreamt that I started dating a Hispanic guy. He was wearing a greyish sweater. We were at a park, or somewhere were there was a park. There was a pool but with very little water. I was thinking that if it were full I would’ve playfully pushed him in.

He looked to be in his 30’s so I asked him what age he thought I was. He started saying, “3-0-6, 3-0-8” telling him no each time. I told him that I was going to be 48 next month (May). He was shocked but I couldn’t tell how it affected him because even though he went silent, he stayed the same.

(After rain?) We were walking, with him on my right. I put my arm around his waist, pinching it a little at the bone. There was a little bit of extra skin. I was thinking how I liked to do that with Ali. I didn’t care if people saw us together.

On the ground was spelled out two words. The second one was Trenta. I asked him what it meant but don’t remember what he said.

We ended up in a building (before walking?) with other people. After a while it was time to leave. He was going to stay to do some work. The entrance was on the lower right corner on the side.

It had been raining on and off at an angle. There was a space up next to the building that was still dry. I was wondering if it would be possible to crouch/duck down to walk through but then it would be too uncomfortable.

The rain finally stopped and the other people left. The hairy guy wanted to walk me to my car but I told him that I would be ok and that I didn’t want him walking back and forth.

He asked if I needed any help and I told him that I had only brought a couple things of my stuff.

Either later that day, or another day, I was then with a Mexican lady. We went to a walk up food place that had several windows. One of the companie’s name was something about one ingredient needing another ingredient and that ingredient needing another ingredient, listing 4 of them.

There was a female worker who looked frustrated. She had on a green apron. I figured the name of the company would be on there in a simplified form. Instead, I saw two fancy circles. The Mexican lady I was with was inside with this worker to talk to her.

On my left was a Hispanic guy ordering his food. I was mostly positive it was the same guy I had started dating but because of the newness of the relationship, I still had a little doubt whether it was him. Still, I kept looking at him in case it was him.

He looked over at me when he was finished and asked, “What are you doing here, dear?” I looked inside at the Mexican lady then back at him. I didn’t care if she saw us together or what she thought. I told him that I was here to talk to a lady about selling her products, which was true.

(From Feb. 1, 2020) Children

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a young black man picking out an old b&w movie. He was standing close to me on my right. He said that his children like these movies. It may have been a children’s movie. I knew that he was married.

I saw black/African women in several groups. One group was sitting side by side doing something with their hands with each other. Another group was to their right. They could have been dancing.

(From Jan. 31, 2020) Blind

I asked the same question. I dreamt of several different animals in the back. Two young elephants were close to me lying in some water with their heads to the left. I thought they were dead but as I got closer I could see that they were resting.

I dreamt of holding a blind person’s hand and letting them know that I was leaving and for them to stay in the room where we were.

(From Jan. 30, 2020) Family

I asked the same question. I dreamt something with Jason and other family in it.

Growing Up

I asked the question, “What is that (Utah) girl’s kryptonite?” I dreamt that a girl (Ariana Grande?) had sung a song about growing up. The picture had a Pokemon ball hanging.

I dreamt that work was over and I wanted to take a shower before leaving. I was naked and trying to hurry to open my locker before the guys showed up.

The first number I could remember was 97 but the locks don’t go that high so I was frantically trying to remember the combination.

I heard some people so I used to yellow washcloths that I had to cover myself. There was a girl who saw my predicament. I don’t remember what happened next.

I dreamt that I was at Ali’s. He didn’t have a/c, or it wasn’t working, so he had about 4 or 5 fans going that were facing up.

He had b(r)ought a bunch of clothes that were still in bags. I took out a small boys sweater that had two small holes up on the right shoulder.

I then picked out a man’s blue and white vertical stripe nightshirt that had a tassel/pompom at the end on the right side (when looking at it). I told him that this is what I was talking about (to cover me).

I saw some shirts that reminded me of Greg, telling Ali this, so I got a little emotional.

I dreamt something about being outside and had given the gardener some tomatoes that we had. I was with someone when I saw him throw some away still in the bag. I could see that there were some rotten ones. I told the other person that I had given those to him.

He said something about a tomatillo I think. I couldn’t understand and I didn’t ask for clarification. I think it had to do with being too spicy for him.

(From yesterday) Excited

I asked the same question. I was thinking about the pumpkin pie and the thought came to me that it’s impactful through whole house.

I dreamt something about grandma Fessler and Judy with other people sitting on opposite seats/benches with an aisle between.

I dreamt that there was a big, long cut on the right side of my right thigh. I could see inside and saw some water in the back.

I dreamt of walking around the right corner of a dark business building from back to front. A woman was with me. The building was elevated so that we had to look up to look at the windows. The windows had holes in them as if rocks had been thrown at them. I was saying something about the holes (different sizes?) but don’t remember.

I dreamt that there were girls sitting in front of computers doing their makeup. I had recently stopped working here several months before.

I dreamt that there was a stretched out silver car from the early 1900’s. I thought it was a Rolls Royce but there was a big jaguar hood ornament. I was excited about it, standing a short distance from it so that it would’ve been around the 11 o’clock position facing in front of me.

I was talking to a woman about it. It may have been her favorite.

I dreamt that someone had left a piece of expensive luggage in a parking space. I don’t remember if I was putting that through the back windows of a black man’s small car, or if that was a separate dream.

(From Jan. 25, 2020) Blood

I asked the same question. I dreamt that (I may have been in Ali’s room?) I started to take my bottom garment off and saw some menstrual blood. I rushed to the bathroom that was behind me to rinse it off/out.

The thought came to me that a man did a horrifying thing of killing his wife/mother to his children.

The thought came to me that it was Halloween and I was getting poked by a stick.

I dreamt that I was inside a long rectangular shaped room, standing at the door at the short end. A movie was playing at the other end? Other people were there? I was at the door waiting for the mother cat to come in from the dark outside.

A crab showed up trying to get inside. I may have kicked it away, but not hard. There were other creatures around but they were doing their own thing.

(From Jan. 24, 2020) Mushy

I asked the same question. I saw a slightly burnt pumpkin pie that was still moist/mushy inside.