Time To Go

I dreamt of a tall mirrored high rise building.

I dreamt of a gated abandoned house/building with several stories.

I dreamt that I had pooped a slightly curved tan “brick”, leaving it on top of the toilet. I had some dark remnants on my right leg on the top of my thigh under my belly. It was Micalanne’s turn to clean. She was poking it with a stick and smelling it, not smelling anything, trying to figure out what it was.

I put the brick in a hole above the seat the size of the brick and flushed it. I was anxious that it might not go down and flood but it went down smoothly.

I dreamt of being with a group of people, including my parents and Mark, and someone with down syndrome. We were inside a church (?) playing “keep away”. It was fun to watch the person with down syndrome be involved with the game.

The ball wasn’t thrown to me until the end. Because of this I couldn’t remember who my teammates were so I randomly threw to Mark. He threw it back to me and I threw it to dad, who then told mom that it was time to go.

I was standing behind a line the people, one of which was a Polynesian female, had then made, semi anxiously searching for my yellow flip flop sandals. I then saw that they were to the side on the right in front of me on the other side of the line.

I dreamt that there were a couple guys who wanted bicycles. I wasn’t sure if they were homeless or not. After they got the bikes I saw them driving away in front of me, driving slightly to the left. One of them had a Lamborghini. I then wondered why they wanted the bikes.

There was a section of the road that was dirt and had what looked like a ramp, causing the vehicles to go up in the air. There was a one person dug out hole to the left that the driver had to jump into before the vehicle came back down.

I saw a female go in the hole, curled up with her right side on the bottom. I could see her hitting the sides as she was going down. She kept saying, “Ow.”

(From Oct. 11, 2019) Make Noise

I asked, “How do I prevent that (Utah) girl from entering my body?” I dreamt something about Ali & I living (?) in a house with an uphill driveway. The guy before us had a car shop in the garage so he had one of those strips that make noise when going over it. It was still there.

We were going somewhere but I was taking my time coming out. I was in the garage, picking up the car key last. Ali was frustrated at the time I was taking.

There was a guy who lives in the neighborhood who rode past on his motorcycle without shoes. He likes to ride, when he has time off, for fun.

A small/medium size dog walked by me with red ants crawling on him. The ants were around his butt then he moved on. I think I asked the dog if he knew about the ants before he left.

I dreamt that I was with mom & Mark inside mom’s house. Mark asked mom if Steve could come visit. I mentioned that he was going to be coming, why should he be asking. I then asked mom if he & Natalie were separating again. She didn’t respond. I then heard, “One = two”.

I dreamt about making DIY soap out of flowers.

(From Oct. 10, 2019) Walls Going Down

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Kenny Rogers had worked with Taylor Swift several times so he wasn’t nervous (?) around. He was holding up a baby size patchwork quilt.

The name Tommy Becky came to mind.

I saw an older couple walking in front of me. They (she) were holding the baby of a Jamaican woman who was on their right. Her hair was up in braids with colored bands all around.

I saw the brick walls in the backyard and side going down.

(From Oct. 9, 2019) Shining Bright

I asked the same question. I was with other people, including Trump. Seems it was at the end of work. Trump left for a little bit then came back. He was debating on walking me home or another girl. I told him that it takes me an hour. I wanted to ask if it would be quicker to drive but since he was the one who is offering, I didn’t say anything.

I was sitting on the floor wearing a dress. The bottom was up by my waist. My legs were bent up. I was thinking that anyone here who might become my husband would know how I already look. My garments were showing so I decided to pull the dress down.

I saw one of those display cookie jar globes/balls that stores use for small items to sell. Inside were the rubber balls used for handball/racquetball. A couple of the front balls had writing with an outline of a skull, like the type for Day of the Dead. It was saying something about Kliceco, which is the face shining bright under the moon.

(From Oct. 8, 2019) Married

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a party with two suppliers of champagne. The people were drinking more of one over the other. A guy involved with one of the suppliers kept bringing glasses out on to the long rectangle table because of this.

Amy was warning me about hunting ghosts because a friend of hers became involved with drugs after starting. I told her the difference between our situations. She told me, “Let me poke your eye”, for health reasons, as a release.

I dreamt that Ali & I were at the house of one of my brothers. I don’t remember if it was a dream brother or one of my actual brothers. If it was actual then it would’ve been Mark.

Ali was standing behind me, not doing anything, and my brother told me to stop doing that, as if we were having sex. I reminded him that we were married. There were other people at the house as well.

I dreamt that Ali & I went to the church with two sections/chapels. They were across from each other with the one on the right a bit higher than the one on the left. The one on the left was for families and the one on the right was for gays. I don’t remember why Ali came but he came for a reason. I think I was tagging along, though I didn’t see him while we were there.

There were people on both sides. I stayed on the right. The women there didn’t feel as if they were gay but were family of those who were. There was a type of (not see thru) screen to go through to be on that side.

I knew that payment was involved to be involved with what was happening that day/night. I wasn’t going to go through because of that but after seeing the last person go through, I decided to sneak in.

I saw doors open as if the room was a dressing room. I saw the bottom/legs of a guy getting ready for a show. I heard some of the guys chuckling slightly after two of them did something sexual. I looked after hearing that but didn’t see anything.

I then went in to the chapel and sat in a folding chair in the back right on the left of the short row. A guy in front of me told me to look at something that was behind me. I don’t remember what it was.

I saw that there was food up front on the left where the sacrament area was. I figured that was what the payment was for. It was for after the event. I figured I didn’t have to worry about eating because Ali would take me to eat after the event was over.

There was a screen up front for a film that was to be shown. It was a type of documentary. Part of it, there was only music with different scenes. It showed a guy walking in a pool on the right side next to the edge. He was walking away from the camera. I got a little excited, thinking I had seen this part and that the guy was Dakota from the Ghost Adventures tv show.

He then came back with a small group of people, walking in the same area. I realized as they got closer that it wasn’t him. In front of them was a black dog pushing a stroller with a guy behind the dog holding the baby. They eventually turned to the right (their left) and continued on.

Get Away

I asked, “Do I need to go to a Catholic priest to get her (Utah girl) expelled from my body?” I dreamt that Ali was driving us out of a parking lot. There was a man walking beside Ali. I couldn’t see his head. I was telling Ali that we need to get away from this man.

I dreamt that I was with a handful of people outside, along with two male church members. For some reason, I didn’t fully trust these men. They were dressed with trench coats, like criminals wear. They were trying to sell something to us.

I dreamt that I was at a (high) school. I told a couple people that I was from the future and asked them where the room was that I was supposed to be in.

When I got there the door was open to the right. I peeked in, standing at the door. There were a couple empty desks on the right with school stuff on them. The students were facing me, looking at me. No one looked familiar, and I couldn’t remember where my seat was.

I dreamt that I was in a bath washing my legs after they had been cleansed.

(From yesterday) Baby Knows

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was standing behind a very pregnant lady who was outside in a sunken tub. (Italian setting?) I was wondering how the baby knows when to come out.

I dreamt that Ali & I were at a restaurant (?). One of the girl workers was wearing her black bra on the outside of her black work shirt, which had white writing on the back. I was pointing her out to Ali.

(From Jan. 15, 2020) Worked On

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in a tall high rise building. I was a missionary and my companion was scared of earthquakes. There were some small tremors.

I was pleading to her for us to get out. I had done something earlier which upset her so she wouldn’t move. I had walked over to where the guys were, with one of them looking at me.

I dreamt that I was at the dentist at the end of my teeth being worked on. I saw that it was 3:00 and realized that I was supposed to start work that day. I knew they couldn’t get a hold of me because I didn’t have a phone.

The dentist was a woman. She said something about my lips being dry when she saw me peeling some skin off with my teeth. I noticed that her lips were worse than mine, having more skin peeling off.

I dreamt that I saw my lipstick brush that I’ve been meaning to bring out to use.

I dreamt that I was sleeping on a bed on the left side with an overweight man and his grown son.

The man got up to use the bathroom, which was on his side. He said something to his son about moving closer to me.

I had moved to the floor. There were blankets under me (?). I told him that he didn’t have to if he didn’t want to. He seemed to be relieved when I told him that.

I was trying to hide from the man for when he came back. The bed was a bit smaller (length?) than usual. I don’t know if I was successful.

I dreamt of turning a stringed instrument (mandolin?) upside down and a bunch of water coming out. There were towels on the floor but not enough. I was thinking that the concrete floor, with a tiny slope to the wall, needs to be redone anyway.

I dreamt of seeing photos of a black Mary Tyler Moore dressed provocatively in red. She had on the tiny shorts that volleyball players wear that only cover the butt. There was a close up photo of her left side leg/butt area, showing how strong her thigh was.

I was wondering which Christmas album to add these to, for future reference.

I dreamt of being at a store and looking over the shoulder of the woman at the register, which was on the right. She had placed her credit card on top of the machine to pay. I saw that it was a dirty MasterCard.

Ali was on my left. I lifted my eyebrows at him, as if to say, “Whatever” about the lady/card.

I was thinking that if anyone said something to me about looking at her card, I would tell them that I didn’t see her numbers, which I hadn’t.

(From Jan. 14, 2020) Go To Church

I asked the same question. I dreamt that the house was at the left end of the street where the elbow is. My dad was suggesting to my mom about buying the house across the street that’s for sale.

I was thinking that I would be able to use it to foster children. I was also thinking of only offering between $375-400 because of how small it is (2 bed, 1.75 ba).

I dreamt that Steve had his room at the house plus a room at the lady’s house across the street, which was on a corner with the street going North on the side.

Steve had a big dog. He was walking out of this lady’s house with the dog on a Sunday to go to church. She also walked out. They started to turn the corner when she dropped a magazine she was holding. I was trying to get Steve’s attention when he finally looked back.

I dreamt that grandma was living with us, having her own room. It was situated similar to the one in her own house but smaller.

There was going to be an open house. My dad told me that the cats need to be gotten rid of (or put outside) because of the fur. I was thinking that they would just hide when the people show up.

I wasn’t going to participate but stayed back in the bedroom. There was a lady who had gotten ready for it. At first I didn’t have my glasses on to see how she looked but quickly got them on and saw that she was dressed nice for it.

I dreamt that I was walking around a shopping center at 9 a.m. on Sunday. I was walking past a See’s on my right when I saw the display of their new candy in the windows. It was red with cinnamon flavor and looked like stretched out Jolly Rancher’s.

There was a window in front for those customers who only wanted the samples. I was hoping someone would be there because I was wanting a sample but didn’t see anyone there, having to wait until they opened at 9:30.

I saw teenage girls showing up to buy some white clothes that were there. I was surprised that they would be here so early. I was thinking that they should be in church instead.

I walked past a guy on my right who was solemnly looking at some empty stores that had for rent signs. As I walked I said to him, “It will come” in a singing manner. I was thinking that it sounded like a song.

I was on an upper level and saw the outside tabby lying at the bottom of an escalator with his legs stretched to the left. I thought he looked dead but as I got closer I saw that he was only resting.

I was petting him and playfully said that we need to find orange (and white tabby who passed away before Christmas). There was a manager on my right and thought I was crazy talking to myself before he saw the cat.

I then saw orange below under a circular rack of clothes. I was able to pick him up before he got away.

I saw my head and shoulders as black. My hair was in twisted ponytail sections.

I dreamt that this shopping center was in Santa Barbara. There was a girl who had Tom Selleck (?) and Aaron Goodwin there for remodeling consultation. The store was to the left of the entrance.

She was inside holding a brick and slightly swaying it back and forth. Tom told her that there’s no better time to get started than the present. She then started hitting the white tiles with the brick.

Aaron took the rubber stripping from one of the entrance doors then moved the door to the right, creating an opening instead where the door was.

I was sitting outside, pointing to my wrist, letting a girl above know that it was time to be ready. It was 10:01 pm but still light out.

Still Alive

I dreamt that dad was driving us home on a route that always scared me because there was a part of the road that was steep going down.

I dreamt that I was in a dug out tightly compacted dirt square with a white dog who was just lying there in front of me. There may have been a small section in the left top corner that was wet.

Ali was standing above on the left top corner with a shovel. He had picked up the dog. I told him that the dog was still alive. He slightly threw up the shovel, moving it away, causing the dog to land on its feet.

It was thin as if it had been starved. It stood there for a bit and then went back into the dirt square to lay down again.

This scared me for some reason, causing me to suddenly wake and open my eyes.

I dreamt that Doris Day had died (singing part) which upset (saddened) me.

I dreamt that Steve (?) & I got on a guy’s big rig that he was using to transport people, like a bus service. There was another guy and the driver turned the vehicle around to take this guy to his destination. I was concerned/hopeful that he would turn back around to take us to ours.

I dreamt that there was a crowd of people who parted, like the Red Sea, because of something that was on the other side.

(From Oct. 20, 2019) Go Help

I dreamt that someone was trying to kidnap a young Steve. He was in another room behind me and to the right. I was having a hard time getting the headband off that I use to cover my eyes while sleeping so that I could go help.

I dreamt that I was looking at a brochure with Robert Mailhouse on it. He walked in front of me from right to left so I showed him what I was looking at.

(From Oct. 19, 2019) Fireworks

I dreamt of a Celine Dion video with a see thru filter/screen over it, like when ads pop up covering what you’re looking at. There was something on the screen but don’t remember what because something popped/clicked in my head then I was suddenly awake.

I dreamt that there were fireworks for something.

(From Oct. 18, 2019) Christmas

I dreamt of a young Shauna whose name was Emily instead. We were at a house (?) with a big bed with big/thick comforters. She got up on the left side of the bed wanting to snuggle in.

I was standing on the right side telling her we needed to go to her house (within walking distance) to clean up first. I think I was going to let her walk by herself if she didn’t come down because of how close her house was.

I dreamt of a handsome young Bill Gates. He had taken me into his RV. I was wondering if he was the one from an earlier dream with a well who was going to take care of me.

I was wearing a knee length skirt and no shoes. I don’t know if he had planned on picking me or if he chose me out of others. I don’t know why I was there. There was at least another female there who was connected to him. That may have been all.

I was able to “escape” but for some reason went back. Someone was discussing an issue that he took interest in but I said (out loud?) that he doesn’t believe in it and when I looked for him he was gone.

I dreamt that there was a semi long business building at the end of a parking lot. There were two businesses there. The one on the right was a Mexican restaurant called “Samaya” (?). I don’t remember what the left side was.

There were people standing in the parking lot. I don’t recall seeing any vehicles. On the restaurant side was a tall, skinny black man with a small group of people (or just standing by them) and dancing by himself. Ali was to my right though I didn’t see him. I was pointing out the black man to him.

On the left side, closer to us, where a group of people lining up horizontally. After a bit they started to dance.

I dreamt that I saw a picture of Christ sitting and looking to the 5 o’clock position. I was wanting to share the picture to some of the LDS groups I’m in and comment that Christmas in only a couple (3 or 4) days away.

Accepted It

I dreamt that there was a pile of dead people on top of the only survivor, who was looking out.

I dreamt that the orange and white cat was back (he passed Dec. 23) and at first it threw me off but then I accepted it.

(From Oct. 24, 2019) Playing

I saw a young Mexican couple with their two young children, boy & girl, who were playing.

I dreamt of an insect, bigger than a bee, flying around. There were some of those windows that are in strips, that look similar to blinds, that were open in front of me.

I had something in my left hand (cardboard?) trying to swat it out so it wouldn’t sting me. It was a female who I know. There were a couple people with me as well.

(From Oct. 23, 2019) Bauhaus

I dreamt of being with some people. I don’t know where we were. Briana was there. There was a guy with black hair. He had something of Bauhaus, or something that had the name written on it. I told him that all I remember is Peter Murphy saying, “Bela Lugosi”. Not the whole song but only those words.

There was also something about a round glass object that had the top broken off and I was worried about the cats walking over the pieces on the ground and the remaining piece that was there.

I dreamt of someone holding the end of a hose and water coming out on the left.

(From Oct. 22, 2019) Near Dead

I dreamt of a woman with fat in puches below her knees. She had a slim small fridge packed of food.

I dreamt of gathering cats in my left arm that were near dead.

(From Oct. 21, 2019) Not To Forget

I dreamt of looking at pictures from the movie Casablanca. There was a young couple also with me. I was saying that I had seen half the movie, telling them pieces of it, but couldn’t remember if it was the first or last.

I was then transported into a desert picture. The sand was white and smoother than I had felt before. I was looking up and it was dark (because of it being a picture). I was wondering if I would be able to climb up and what would I see/would I see light. Climbing up to the top had something to do with death.

I dreamt of an airplane that people were able to climb up and tour. I was on the steps looking down. Ali was there wearing a jacket/coat and standing among the people facing away from me on the right side.

I dreamt that after the events of the day, I was in a room with Barbie and grandma with some other people. We were wearing dark dresses, or Barbie and grandma were.

Barbie asked me if I was going to the wedding (Bethany) and I quietly told her no. She was a bit saddened by that but continued her walk out. After she passed me on my left, I saw her cane so picked it up and told her not to forget it, handing it to her.

Grandma stood up, facing me, from a chair that was in front of me at the end of a table. I knew she was there but hadn’t really noticed until she stood up.

She started walking toward me and I started toward her. I said hello to her as I softly patted her on her back.

Survived

I dreamt that a young Steve dropped a short distance through some things that were close together with a hole in the middle. I was worried that he died because he hit his head and then bent over at his neck but he survived.

I dreamt that I was with someone who was driving through an entrance to exit. I was worried that someone might show who wanted to enter.

(From Oct. 28, 2019) Pay For It

I dreamt that I was out in the living room after feeding the cats then sitting at the table. I heard a man on the side say hello to check if anyone was home. I then turned the outside lights on & off and then crawled to Ali’s room, having a hard time doing so.

I knocked on his door, even though I wasn’t sure he would respond (he doesn’t always) but he did right away. I told him about the man and he started walking over to check.

Teiga Shake came to mind.

I dreamt that Ali & I went to Olive Garden and I was going to pay for it. I was pretty sure I had enough to pay but when the food came, I was hoping I had enough money to pay because we had a lot of food.

(From Oct. 27, 2019) Have To Cross

I dreamt that a temple was to be built in Vietnam but the church leaders didn’t know where. There was barbed wire everywhere. There was a girl walking along the desert landscape among the wires wanting out. A guy saw her.

There was a pond of water she had to cross to get out. It was murky from the sides but clear when looking from above. The guy dove down deep clearing a path among the crocodiles that were there.

While he was there, I saw he got pierced by the inside of his left elbow and started bleeding. His girlfriend was down there and so stabbed his arm, killing him. I was thinking that didn’t seem right that he would clear the path for the girl on top before his girlfriend who was already in the water.

I dreamt that a 3 ft (?) tall guy was walking along the street. Another guy pointed him out to me, saying that he had played football in high school. I remembered that I had seen him in his uniform. The short guy then said that “What” is his name.

(From Oct. 26, 2019) Coexist

I dreamt that when I let the three cats inside, who were out, in the morning, I was amazed that they were able to coexist with the wolves that were out there.

(From Oct. 25, 2019) Princess Akoo

I dreamt that spirits/demons like addresses with 27 in it. I think David was there and he said his address was 3027 so I told him mine.

I dreamt something about having one more night, after 2, of having the lights on at night. (I read about having them on while dealing with these problems.)

I dreamt that the church once used donkeys (?) to pull apart a man who was accused once of something. Don’t remember what. There were camera people taping when he was tied to the animals and they walked, head first, down a small hill (2-3 steps) to the right and out of view. I was thinking they must be glad that they don’t hear and see what’s going on.

Two big heavy equipment machines then came from the right bulldozing that area where the hill was. One of them looked like it had its head down for a bit as if ashamed (?).

I dreamt that there was a helicopter spotlight shining in the backyard at night looking for a criminal on the run. The sliding glass door was open a little. I was thinking it would make it easier to yell out to the officers who were outside on the side waiting in case he showed up.

I dreamt that I heard a guy say, “Hey mas” and so I shined a light by that area but didn’t see anyone. I wonder if he was trying to say, “Hey, Miss”.

I dreamt/saw two chow (?) puppies with shirts on that said “#Princessakoo”.

Boy In Water

I dreamt that a guy killed himself but it was a good thing. There was something about a boy in water. There was a term used and the definition was told to me but I don’t remember them.

I dreamt that I was sitting in a circle with Kyle and others. We were having a good time. I think Kyle brought me here to see.

(From Nov. 4, 2019) Found

I dreamt that I was in a smoke filled room with someone frantically trying to get a door open to get out.

I dreamt that the orange cat had either been taken or he got lost. I found him inside the church, which had the cultural hall floor and hallway floor next to it ripped up for updating.

I was elated when I found him. I picked him up and started walking the way I came/to the car, looking at the cultural hall and wondering if I hadn’t come this way.

I was then on the freeway home. I was hysterically crying when I realized orange hadn’t been able to follow because of the freeway.

(From Nov. 2, 2019) Gift

I dreamt that I was back in the Fairmont house in San Bernardino. There was a big box next to the brick wall in the entrance and Micalanne was standing in front of it reminding me that she had a gift in there for me.

Steve appeared on my right, telling me about a party/get together. I wasn’t sure about it so I told him I would check/schedule first to see if I could make it. Natalie was at a table on the left. They were talking about what to get her for lunch (PB&J?) as he was walking out.

I was lying on my bed. I was either on a top bunk (different house?) or on the second story (Las Vegas). My head was to the right. Mom was telling me to be careful because there was a guy trying to look in while I sleep.

There was something about the window next to my bed that needed fixing so a lady came to fix it, twice.

The house next door had (some) lights on. One of the rooms was an empty bathroom. I knew that because looking down, I had to slightly situate myself to see. I then saw the (different) guy who lived there in the bathroom with a camera. Looking up to the right, he was trying to take a picture of me.

I was wearing something blue with my cleavage showing. I put my head by my waist and waved at him. He got embarrased and came out of the house. I was going to text him that at least he came out and showed himself but decided not to. I then was going to text him that he was busted, but again decided not to send that one either. We were going to go out together later.

I dreamt that a girl went to some people for help. She showed them that she was a monster inside (turning into one).

I dreamt that I was sitting in the middle of a hallway at church. There were children around. I may have had a blanket on my back. I felt a push from behind on my shoulders. I looked back and it was a young (7-8?) dense spirit girl.

She was visible. She was of a darker color because of her density. She wasn’t hindered by her density though. We had a short conversation as she was pushing me a short distance. I wasn’t scared or worried about her presence. She then walked to my left and into a room.

There was an older young girl in front of me on my left and I was telling her about the dead girl as she (dead girl) was walking in the room.

The door closed and the second girl opened it and the dead girl was gone. There was a path inside the room to the right. I’m not sure what was on the left because there was a wall on the left inside on the other side of the door blocking the view. It could’ve been a bathroom/nursing room?

I then was holding a baby, trying to feed it (?). A lady was standing in front of me and I commented to her questioningly, “You do this 24 hours?” She responded something about when the baby wants to feed you his food. I got an image of it being messy.

I dreamt that I was in a parking lot wanting to back into a corner space, with the front facing right. As I was backing up, I ended up in the space to the left of the one I wanted. I was going to adjust my parking when another vehicle (red?) backed up in front of me in the same space I was in.

I was honking to let her know I wanted out but there was no sound. The steering wheel may have been broken. Getting frustrated at no sound, and these people getting out of their car, I realized I could get out of the car & say something to them.

It was a couple with their son. The wife was the driver. She was standing on the passenger side when I got up there. I picked her up and asked her to move. She got scared and so she complied.

I was then inside a mall on the second story looking through a hole down to the first floor. This family walked by, from right to left, looking up at me. The husband looked to be Arabic, or had some in him. There were a couple girls standing next to me.

I dreamt that a guy from the Middle East came to get/exchange some money from me ($50?) and then left to go back home. I was thinking how interesting it was for him to come here just for that and then leave.

I dreamt that a bee type insect (it was bigger than a bee, unless it was a big bee such as Wallace’s giant bee) kept flying and diving at/around me and a guy who was to my right.

It then got my left middle finger, releasing some wire that coiled and then went through my nail, coming out with a spoked wheel at the end. I was hysterical. I wasn’t in pain but was anticipating the pain when it does come out.

It looked like we were outside of a shopping center. I saw a guy in front of us a distance looking at me as he was about to walk in a store. I was thinking that maybe he might come look to see what was happening but he didn’t.

(Nov. 1, 2019) Make Some Noise

I dreamt that I saw written, “Don’t do it.”

I dreamt of jets flying through hoops/arches. One of them was a heart. I don’t remember why. I was outside watching this with some people.

Afterwards I had a toy plane and was pushing a couple buttons to make some noise. I then figured that the people around me didn’t appreciate that so I stopped.

There were some guys casually dressed sitting on the street and sidewalk. One may have been Sowin. Seems I also knew another one who had recently returned from a mission. D&C 4 was being recited. I was able to remember some parts of it, from when I was a missionary, and recite.

I dreamt that I went into/onto the top of a stairwell for a bit then came out.

I dreamt that Ellen DeGeneres was sitting outside by herself at a table with food for lunch. She was at a wide corner on the left of an intersection facing me. Portia was walking from a food place on my left with cups in her hands. I didn’t see her after this.

I hid in some black curtain/drape things that were there pretending to look for some Lamborghini’s in the traffic at the stop light about to come toward me. I didn’t see any.

I then was walking toward Ellen’s direction. I debated on whether to ask her what I do when I don’t know what to do. When I decided to ask her, I figured that was why she was there, a lady at a table to the left of her (her right) started to ask her questions.

Get A Kitten

I dreamt that I was flying in the air with Steve, some Mexican/Hispanic women, and I think Christina Anstead (HGTV Flip or Flop). We weren’t in an airplane. Whatever it was was either a circular shape or more like a blimp. It had several stories to it.

At one point, Christina had the top of her hair in two separate french braids. I then had my hair like that and started strutting around like my hair was better. I mentioned that this hairstyle was nothing new for me because I did all sorts of different things with my hair when I was younger/a teenager.

Some of the Mexican women were standing along/by some stairs. I walked by /past them. I felt a sense of bitterness/spite coming from them, even though they weren’t showing it, as they were talking with each other.

I was about to walk up a couple steps when I saw one of the women jump back to the left from the siamese boy. I didn’t see why. I sharply asked, “What do you think you’re doing with him?” She calmly said that she wanted a cat. She continued talking about it when another woman showed up. I wanted to mention for her to get a kitten but didn’t.

Steve was nearby rinsing dishes. There was a huge cookie sheet on the floor that looked like it had been used for scalloped potatoes. I thought he was using it to stand on while doing the dishes but I never saw him standing on it. He was rinsing a big green Tupperware salad bowl. The water on it looked the color of cheese.

(From Nov. 6, 2019) Singing A Love Song

I dreamt that I was dressed up in a dress leaving someone’s wedding (reception?). I didn’t see the ceremony and what I had been doing was different than being at a wedding. I can’t remember the details. There were other people leaving as well. We were walking on the sidewalks/streets to our cars.

There was a concrete area with wide steps that on my right that I started to walk up but someone told me that I couldn’t because something was going on at the top.

Wilhelm showed up. He looked shorter than me. We walked to a different spot than where we were to the right. He started singing a love song. I had never heard it before. I didn’t know he could sing and I was liking it.

After he stopped, he went somewhere else. I didn’t see him leave. There was a girl I knew who also knew him. I can’t remember if she was a relative or not. It may have been Megan (used to work at Starbucks).

I cautiously asked her how tall he is because of looking back and not knowing where he was. She said he was 6’1″ or 6’2″. I was surprised at that because he didn’t look like it but figured it was because he could’ve been sitting, or slouching.

From Nov. 5, 2019) Close

I dreamt that I was inside with the family and asking them, “Why are you mean to me?” No one was paying attention. Maybe one or two heard me but they didn’t respond.

I was then in Micalanne’s house about to go to sleep/bed so I turned the lights on (I read to do that while having problems with spirits & such). She got upset and turning them off, said that the house isn’t for sale because she didn’t want people to see inside.

She had vertical window blinds that were open and she closed them. I tried opening them again but they were so tight, I couldn’t get them/pole to budge/move.

I was then outside on the left of the house where there was a black gate, like Ali’s, with the family. I don’t remember how (took a couple steps first?) but I leaped up to the top where it was flat so I wouldn’t hurt myself. No one cared.

I saw on the front of the gate was iron/metal piece that crossed from left to right diagonally, coming up (?). I was thinking that maybe I could climb over and down using that piece to step down. I didn’t.

I then saw the Siamese girl had crawled up on the front, close to where I was.

Didn't See

I asked, ” Who does the baby belong to?” I dreamt that it was Halloween around 3 p.m. Kyle and I were in the church. There was a room to the right of the exit doors. Someone was having the drug addicts come here instead of outside and getting into trouble. Some were in costumes, not fancy.

There were people standing, going in a circle to the right. There were also some sitting on the outside of the circle on both sides. On the right there was a short guy in a wheelchair.

I was sitting back by the door since I wasn’t connected with this group. Kyle was supposed to be sitting with the group on the right but I didn’t see him. I went out to the hall and asked a guy out there if he knew where Kyle was. He didn’t.

I went outside and was thinking that if the drugs hadn’t killed him, I was going to. I then thought that if I had said that to someone I would’ve said that I wasn’t serious because I didn’t want to deal with the spiritual consequences of going to hell.

The church was on a small uphill slope. I was on the right side of the church. A black lady was driving in, going to the back. She saw me standing there and waving, said, “Sunday next week.” I was confused by this. She was driving an old blue (?) car and others with her. She then turned around to go back out.

Looking past this part of the parking lot there was a chain link fence that went horizontally along the lot. On the other side I saw about 20 – 50 women scattered along by the fence. They were wearing dresses that looked like some sort of traditional type.

I also saw what looked like either blue blankets or sleeping bags laid out on the ground. I was thinking these women could be homeless but they didn’t look like it.

They then lined up in pairs of two to the fence and started singing. I didn’t hear the words because I was scanning the women. I noticed a pair slightly to my right were tall. I continued to the right and noticed another pair that was taller than the first. I continued still and saw yet another pair that was taller than the others. These looked to be Polynesian/Islanders.

There was a lady between the second pair and another pair of women who seemed to be leading the singing as she was a bit louder and had a start on the lyrics before the others.

The words either came to me, or I heard the women sing, “The land that I would have given to my children, you now use.” I was thinking of Pocahontas and the “Colors of the Wind” song and that if I could write more words this would be a great song for a movie.

(From yesterday) Not Sure

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being in dark/murky (?) water, not sure what was below me. There were others with me. We were close enough to the shore to swim to if needed.

I had forgotten to get a picture of something that I was picturing in my mind. I handed my camera over to a guy to get the picture.

Ahead of us a distance to the right was a building of several stories. Up on top in front on the left side of it (it was facing to the left) was the word Freemason, though it seems the “Free” part was something else.

I dreamt that I was on a school bus with other people. We were on our way to a place that would take us so we could go out in space. We were going through a narrow road. I didn’t notice what was on the sides of us. Rocky mountains (?)

For some reason the bus stopped as we were going around a corner to the left. I then looked back and saw a line of trees on the right. They then quickly went through all the seasons.

We then continued on with the driver speeding. As we started, there was some water to the right that he swerved towards and went through. I didn’t see any other vehicles.

(From Dec. 11, 2012)

I dreamt that both mom and dad had a heart attack. Earlier in the year I dreamt that mom had already passed away.

(From Dec. 10, 2019) Vague

I asked the same question. I was seeing vague images of shungite and sage.

I dreamt that I used my right hand to pick off a couple small pieces of dried poop on the right side of my butt and then flushed them.

I dreamt that I was holding a small white wastebasket with bag in it and figuring out where to put it. There was already one in a room that was basically empty. There was a room to the left of that one with the door closed.

I wanted to ask Kyle but he was in his own white bedroom lying on the bed, with his head in the North position. He was on the phone talking to someone but with his eyes closed so I thought he was asleep at first. We either lived in a small house or an apartment since the rooms were close to each other.

I dreamt that there were lots of people walking back home to San Bernardino. I saw the map in my mind of where this was from where we were. They were on the freeway. They had stopped traffic for a demonstration. They were now letting traffic flow but had to stay behind the people. They had come a distance and still had a bit to go.

I was on the right side, by/in the slow lane. There was a lady in front of me dressed in a skirt with heels. I was wondering how this walking would affect her feet, along with the others. She was looking back at me as we walked. She was part of a/the local government.

(From Dec. 7 -9, 2019) Hiding

I asked, “Who’s baby was/am I holding?” I dreamt of a bear wanting to finish the coke I had been drinking from a glass bottle. I told him to be careful.

There was then a smaller bear that showed up who was connected with this one. The smaller bear didn’t have pants on. I either knew, or the first bear told me, that this smaller bear wanted me without pants on. I was with someone and grabbed them and started running. I squeezed through some type of bars.

I dreamt something about stepping through the computer screen on the left to Facebook and hiding.

Go

I asked, ” Do I need to marry Ali to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that I was with Amy, Judy, and Steve. Amy and Judy were in front of me with Amy on the left of Judy.

Amy kept pinching the bottom of Judy’s left breast. I don’t remember why. Irritated, Judy told her to stop.

We were then at the top of a curved covered slide. Judy was at the entrance. I don’t remember what I did but Judy slid to the bottom and then accused me of pushing her.

It was then my turn. I went head first on my stomach with my arms out. There was a blue hand/racquetball in front of me as I went down. I was worried/scared that there might be a guy at the end waiting to kill me. There was no one there when I got there.

There was then a little boy telling his dad that he wanted to go on the slide again.

(From yesterday) Going To Happen

I asked the same question. I dreamt that there was a black bear walking on its hind legs in front of me from left to right. I playfully hid to see what was going to happen.

(From Nov. 30, 2019 or Dec. 1, 2019) Started

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at someone’s house about to demo for remodeling. The wife, standing on the left, said something before we got started. The husband was to the right with a young daughter. I didn’t see the face. After the demo got started the wife turned into someone younger.

After demo got started, there was chaos from extra things/materials added in. There were cooked noodles below the kitchen sink area. Outside by the kitchen window was water flowing in a u shape.

I dreamt (same?) that I had gone pee 3 times in a short time and needed to go again. I don’t think I was in a bathroom because there were men to the left of me a short distance.

I wasn’t going to pull my pants down, not remembering how I did it the other times, but realized that I should/needed to. I then heard the sound of it coming out.

(From Nov. 29, 2019) Waiting

I asked the same question. A wrinkly old lady was frustrated with me, asking why I went to the conference after she told me not to.

I dreamt that a man and his son rented a Prius. It was night. There wasn’t a wand (if that’s what they’re called) on the right of the steering wheel to reverse.

The dash went down along the driver door with a digital display at the end with the mileage on top (92 miles) and another number below that which I don’t remember what for. The numbers were tilted slightly to the left. We were all looking at the numbers as if standing in the car in the driver’s side.

I then was in the passenger seat looking at the dash to the right of the wheel noticing that it was dirty with some fingerprints. The guys were outside at this time and I was waiting for them to get in. The car was parked on a small slope. It moved on its own, stopping before entering the street. Someone mentioned that these cars sometimes do that.

The man and son then turned into Karen and Mina (HGTV Good Bones) with Karen driving. On the right side of the steering wheel, facing me, were the directions (NWSE) that we were going. I commented how that was nice to have that to know which way we were going.

After driving a short distance, we started to fly. To the right was a field with a structure (barn?) with some Christmas lights on it. There may have been a couple black cows.

A little bit of fog showed up but not for long. I was wondering if the car had enough battery to make it to our destination. I mentioned that sometimes I fly in my dreams.

I dreamt that I was at someone’s house. The floor of the family room was lower on the right with the left having a strip that was higher.

The family all had light blonde hair. I was going to mention to one of them that my hair was the same shade as theirs when I was younger but then noticed that some parts were darker.

I was asking if their ancestors were Scottish and Irish and then Scandinavian/Norwegian. For some reason I was holding back about asking them the last one. They kept saying yes to each question.

I was standing with a couch behind me. A girl started telling me that someone was next to me on my right, waving. I said that I couldn’t see anyone but I kept looking. This girl kept saying that someone was there.

I then started to see something, as if the air was moving around wanting to take shape. I saw something shimmering and my reflection on it. There was a small mound of sand that appeared next to me on my right. The girl was talking to it, telling it to hold/keep the shape/form. I was thinking of the Aladdin and the cave of treasures/wonders.

When it suddenly went away, I was sitting and saw Kyle to my right with a smaller man between us. I was sobbing the whole time because of how happy I was to see him again. They were happy and kept looking at each other as Kyle reached out his hand to me. Kyle never looked at me but went between this man and in front of him.

I noticed his dirt under his fingernails (as he sometimes had). I was hesitant to reach out, not knowing if I would feel him. I reached out anyway and felt him, for a couple seconds before waking up.

Open Ends

I dreamt that I had a small mound of mold growing between my right thumb and finger. After a couple days I was able to peel it off. Underneath were clear plastic tubes with open ends.

I think there was someone (Amy?) there I wanted to show but they were either not interested or not paying attention.

(From yesterday) Felt Something

(A lady from a Facebook group told me that she saw a girl with brown hair and blue eyes wearing blue/brown clothes and that her name is Elizabeth Mary.) I asked, “Is the Utah girl disguised as Elizabeth Mary?” I dreamt that a lady had read that I dislodged something when I urinated and if I hadn’t, I could’ve died. I was thinking that I felt something going on. I looked over to my mom on my right and told her what the lady told me.

(From Nov. 25, 2019) Saw

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I saw only the head of the outside tabby boy and that his head had been eaten.

(From Nov. 23, 2019) Able To See

I asked the same question. I dreamt that someone poured a little of clear soda down the throat of a baby/toddler to clear out the little bit of milk that was there. I was able to see the soda go down and flush out the milk. The baby then gave a shiver and said that it felt cool (refreshing).

I dreamt of being below a ship that was in the air from rough seas. I was there for several seconds before I had to move so that it wouldn’t crash down on me. It almost went under when it landed but was able to stay afloat/above water. There was a man next to my right talking about it before it came crashing down.

There was a small section of water that turned black. I thought it looked like oil but knew it wasn’t. Another guy was saying that he had a female friend on a ship. He didn’t say if it was this one or another.

I was thinking that I was grateful I wasn’t on it, experiencing all the turmoil that was going on.

I heard a lady say, “I just need to relax.”

I dreamt that I was up on the left side of the ship up front with my legs hanging over. I was scared/terrified. There was a small boat a little ways from the ship. There was something about a camouflaged white cat on that boat.

I had a ball between my thighs. I wasn’t able to hold onto it so it eventually dropped into the water.

To the left of me I could see the bottom of the ship through the water.

(From Nov. 22, 2019) Being Used

I asked, “Is the Utah girl Elizabeth Mary?” I dreamt that I needed to pee but the bathrooms were dirty or being used. Amy’s toilet had urine in it and clothes were all strewn all over the floor.

I dreamt that a couple young people were telling me that I looked like a famous character. They said the name but I don’t remember. The character was from a genre that I don’t watch.

There was also something about Catholics. I told them that I don’t know anything about them.

(From Nov. 27, 2012) Stolen

I dreamt that I went back to the 1800’s (I was sensing it was during that time period, and all of it was in that time period). I was looking at some jewelry made by Indian women who had either been stolen by the white men for themselves, or were massacred with the rest of the people. As I was being told about the women, I could see the white men on their horses coming to take the women, or coming to give battle.

I was then looking through a shopping catalog where I could buy things for around $1. I was thinking it was weird to actually be there and to see these prices at that time, and not just looking at something vintage in the present day.

I then saw a guy and girl outside next to a fabric shop(?) with windows, and told them they better stop what they were doing…hm..mmm, because there were people (mostly women) inside who could see. The people inside then came out and sat at a picnic table to eat. It was as if we were ghosts and those people were oblivious to us being there.