Turn Into Dust

I didn’t ask a question last night. I dreamt that Ali would make people’s (sleeping) dreams turn into dust. (That’s what the Utah girl does to mine.)

I dreamt that I was standing out past right field of a baseball field. There were other people as well. I was thinking that if the ball hit my glasses I could get some new ones. Shortly after thinking this, a ball did hit the bottom of my right lens, breaking and shattering it. Amy cleaned it up. I didn’t move.

I dreamt that a short silver horse trailer was standing on the front end on top of some dirt. It loosely looked like there was a horse buried next to it. I didn’t want to get a shovel and touch it to find out because it would’ve creeped me out if there was one.

I dreamt that some young boys were talking about how they were able to escape WWII by hiding among trees in the dark and keeping still until it was safe to move. They were finally able to make it here to one of the states but don’t remember which one.

I dreamt that there was thin chocolate (nutrition?) bar in the fridge that I had put in there the week prior that I had forgotten about.

I dreamt that there was an author in Norway who looked like my brother. I was wondering if it was him living under a different identity. He was wearing a white shirt. I was finally able to see his eyes close enough to know it wasn’t him.

(From yesterday) No Food

I asked, “What is Ali’s relationship to me?” I dreamt that mom got a call in the middle of the night letting her know that I don’t have any food. She woke up Judy to take her shopping. Judy was upset about having to go. Mom mentioned getting a pancake mix. Judy asked whether I was able to make it and mom said that I could.

I got up and started stomping on Judy as she was lying on the floor on her left side with her head to the left. I didn’t care if I broke any bones. I then picked her up and flipped her, feet over head, out through the bedroom doorway to the left without her hitting the hallway wall. I didn’t care how she landed, not looking.

I dreamt something about setting off firecrackers in the street at the end of the driveway without the Mexican neighbors finding out it was me.

I dreamt of looking at the time that was on the left of the bed, and seeing that the time was 2:41. I’ve been sleeping in a family size room with horror movie characters sitting a short distance away from me in the front of me at a rectangular table. They are only lit by outside lights. I only noticed the first couple of them on the left.

I was crying out, “Mommy” but not loud enough for her to hear me from her room. (I’ve never called her that.) I was telling myself that I could handle this for two more hours until I got up to feed the cats. I was also praying to God for protection.

I started hearing a man, as if a commercial, saying, “Do you have to watch your back?” I saw a picture (unless he was part of the mannequins in front of me) of a dark/shadow man walking through a front door to the left.

I dreamt that I was lying in bed on the left side, peeking out of the blanket over my face. Someone was next to me, telling me to get rid of the beetle that was casually walking to the door to the right at the end of the bed. I didn’t see it but knew it was there.

I was thinking that it shouldn’t have been there since the VibesUp pad I have is supposed to raise the vibrations of the environment and that the two can’t coexist.

I dreamt that Judy’s name was instead Amy and I was thinking that there are two Amy’s in the family.

I dreamt that there was a toddler boy who walked out of a public bathroom with his dark blue pants down to his ankles. I was in front of him. I picked him up to take him back to clean him up.

There were several water streams spraying up so I playfully touched his butt to a couple of them, asking him if it was cold. He had a little bit of poop still that the water rinsed off.

I dreamt that Micalanne was frustrated and said something about different things going wrong as a sign that she wasn’t supposed to buy a house that she was interested in.

There was a short roller coaster that was our way to the house. There was only one side of the track. Mom, Micalanne, Amy and I were in it. I noticed down below that there was a light colored bag, that looked like a doctor’s bag, was under water. I mentioned this to them but they weren’t paying attention to me.

Bethany was under mom’s seat as mom was sitting there, and Micalanne got after her, calling out her name.

The roller coaster started moving and after it got to the end, kept going, flying in the air. I mentioned this and they acknowledged that they already knew.

I dreamt that I was on the KFC website, looking at the nutrition page (?) wanting to search for something. Instead of typing it in, I clicked on the button with 48 on it.

(From August 13, 2019) Exposed

I asked the same question. 222 views/subscribers came to mind.

The thought that some of my pictures have been turned into a luna, which means a video/compilation, came to mind.

I dreamt about Kyle speeding in his station wagon. We were already where we were supposed to be/going.

There were a couple other people with us and there was something about not wanting the neighbors to hear the doors close. As one of them closed a door, there was a sound and they jokingly said that the neighbors heard it.

I dreamt something about wearing something that had my back exposed.

The thought that I would be guided through this pregnancy and that I would be near came to mind.

(From August 12, 2019) Lopsided

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about a most lopsided room.

I dreamt that Amy wanted me to ask a lady how to get somewhere. Her house was square based and open on the left side. This lady told me to follow (route) 57. She was hopeful that we would reach our destination and that she would be able to move away from that area.

I dreamt of seeing billionaires walking up some steps that were on a couple sides of a “pyramid” that was flat on top. There was a huge white billboard size thing for engraving/carving. There was only space enough for this and the people standing so it had to be lowered there after the work was done. It was a face of a man looking to the left.

As the people were walking up, I was noticing their clothes and thinking how it must be nice not to have to worry about being able to buy them.

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Give More Heat

I asked, “What do I do with the limes?” I saw a black family coming through a door to visit one of the females. The door opened to the right with the female standing at the end. One of the guys stopped in front of her and kissed her face, having fun. His hair was about to the nape of his neck and was twisted / spiraled / curled.

I dreamt that I was with someone and we were finding coins outside by a grate. I mostly was finding pennies but occasionally found dimes. One of the coins I found said, “Queen of S—–“. I think there were A’s in the name. There may also have been a profile.

I dreamt that I was in the kitchen of a Mexican family (don’t know why) on the other side of the sink and microwave, which was in the right corner. There was a girl who was upset that her slice of yam wasn’t soft / cooked enough to eat. I said to give it more heat. I don’t know if she heard.

I dreamt that I was overwhelmed with water and I was crying out loud, asking God for help. I don’t remember what I said.

(From yesterday) Got The Girl

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I didn’t know where I was.

I dreamt that I was looking at a newspaper and a square on the right page played a short film about Ali and the Utah girl. It showed some guys passing him on his right as he was facing forward in my direction. One of the guys said to Ali that Ali got the girl.

Ali then turned around and there were several girls at a distance sitting on a concrete step. The scene closed in and I saw the girl on the left. She had blonde hair darker than mine that was just below the shoulders. She had the top part up in a ponytail. She then gets up and walks over to Ali. Her nose had the beginning of a pig’s nose. I think to myself that she isn’t as ugly as I thought but she sure isn’t pretty. I still don’t understand why he would have sex with her. I also realize that this is the girl who keeps bothering me and entering me.

I then see her lying on a beach, at dusk?, behind another girl on the left, facing to the right. They are lightly / softly singing a song about the guys in their lives. They are both clothed. The area where they are looks secluded, from what I see.

I dreamt that I was exhausted and a family wanted me to see a baby monkey they had. I wasn’t up to it, though it was there and I saw it. It had tan hair.

(From July 31, 2019) Feed the Bear

I asked the same question. I got the phrase, “Feed the Bear”. I saw that a college guy wasn’t in class so his classmates went to check on him. They found him lying beside his bed on the left, when looking down. He is then in a hospital bed with his classmates on either side of the bed.

I dreamt that Mina (Good Bones tv show) and a black girl have been “comparing” their lives as business owners. The black girl suggests to Mina to take the buyers to the neighborhood 100 houses down and around the corner where there’s a dark feeling, then bring them to a safer area to show them the difference.

Terence Howard was walking on dirt, holding the black girl upside down / folded over with head down, bouncing her head on the ground for fun. She didn’t see any harm, or didn’t want to complain. I was marking / making notes of when he abused her to show her later.

I dreamt that I was writing something on the inside bottom of a bathtub about a guy who was there with me.

The words “Roniga” and “Tamalawaxalaweel” came to mind. I don’t know the last four letters of the second word, so it could also be “wiel” or “weal”.

Misogynist

I asked, “What is the language?” I dreamt that a neighbor was known to take all the limes before I moved in. I was on a top bunk that was next to a window. The neighbor was in his house that was next to the window. The window was to my left, with someone in between. There was someone else, or more, on the bottom bunk. I had the limes up on the bed with me.

Someone entered through the door on the right. I didn’t see who it was but felt it was the neighbor. I then felt the bottom of the bed pressed up against my left leg. I then felt shocks coming up to my leg which were caused by a stun gun. It was kept there for several minutes. I woke with it still there.

Amy had gone out before this. When she came back, she said that she had met a guy and that they had “gotten fresh”, meaning that they had taken their shoes off. I think they were going to get married.

I dreamt something with Greg.

I dreamt that I was sitting with Steve when Greg came from behind and said something about me calling him a homo. I went over to him and he started squeezing my left arm so I pressed a pencil into his.

The word “Misogyny” came to mind.

I dreamt that I was looking for a space to park in a near empty parking lot. The spaces were diagonal to the left. There were some black people there.

I was then in a warehouse that was there. Near the entrance, I was on top of a stack of designed maroon low carpet floor tiles. I was hopping back and forth from side to side having fun on top of them.

There was a guy older than me outside who saw my head through the top windows and grinning, wondered what I was doing. He came in to check me out but also because he had ordered some tiles.

The ones he had ordered weren’t all there so a girl was subtly trying to suggest the ones I was on. He was paying more attention to me than to her.

(From yesterday) Killer

I asked the same question. I dreamt that people were hurriedly trying to get out of a building because a lady who was a killer was on the loose.

(From July 28, 2019) Turn On The Heat

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was inside a white garage with Ali. I think there were others as well. There was a section on the left that was an open path to the inside of the house.

I went there to turn on the heat for inside the house but not quite as high as usual because Ali didn’t want it.

There was an intercom in the wall. I yelled to the spirits to leave the house. Ali may have warned / cautioned me before I did so.

The words “If I were a bird” came to mind.

I dreamt that Shane and another guy are getting / going to get married. There was a big black dog who wanted inside the house.

The phrase “I wanted you to experience the new me” came to mind. I don’t know if it was part of the dream, or on it’s own since it came directly after.

I think I dreamt that the Siamese got outside.

I think I dreamt of being in an earlier era with a woman.

I dreamt that I was sitting on the right side of a lady older than me who had a bob. She may have had blonde hair. She felt like she was taller than me. She had gone / was getting her ring back after getting it resized. I don’t remember if she said it was a 7 or 8 but I was thinking how it was the same as me. It’s possible that we were sitting at a jewelry store.

I dreamt that I was in Cape Cod at night , or near nighttime, with a bunch of people. Someone mentioned that the trees needed to have those stringy things hanging on them (like down South) for fear that something bad would happen otherwise.

Someone was asking about mountains and I said that there were some in front of us and pointed them to a spot on the left and on the right. Both spots were tall hills instead.

I then showed an area in the distance in front of us and said that that’s where they are. There were mountains but were only slightly visible because of the smog.

I then saw a couple giant structures in front of me to my right with power lines in between me and them. The one closest to me was of open cement squares on top of each other. They were stacked slightly in differnt directions / angles. I may have said out loud that depending on how the earth shook, would depend on our safety from getting hit or not.

Dwayne Wade was there. He was wearing makeup and acting gayish, as if he was bi. I knew that he would act this way off season but would act manly during the season.

I was walking, with other people, behind a blonde couple. The guy was on the right. He wouldn’t let anyone get in front of him. I got upset and was asking why he was more important than us. I finally got in front and was telling him that he would have to pay for nor letting us in front. I later found out that he had become paralyzed from the waist down.

I saw from friends and tiredly laid down on a blanket that was there. They knew that it was because of what I went through during the day with my own family. I was thinking that meant that I had twins, or a bigger multiple birth.

I looked behind me and saw about 7 – 8 mixed race children from the ages of preteen to young adult. They were walking my direction in a bunch. I knew that they were mine and was hoping the father wasn’t Ali. I’m not sure if the father was there or not, even though I was looking. I noticed that the girl who looked like me who I had seen in a previous dream wasn’t there.

Blurry

I asked, “Do I need to have children from Ali?” I dreamt that Briana had taken a picture while on the road of some small pillars (?) with what looked like an outline of a dog’s face on them. The picture was blurry from rain but clear enough to see what it was.

I dreamt that I was at the bottom of a ladder in a submarine (?). I was asking if I could come up. I was told I could. Someone with me said, “Be careful. They don’t let just anyone up” as if I might not be able to. I responded, “That’s why I asked.”

I dreamt that I was using a professional (?) digital weight scale. The number changed several times from the 500’s, 400’s, and around 150. I said to mom, “See, it’s 150.” She pointed out that that wasn’t what it was and that I wasn’t looking at the top of the numbers correctly.

I dreamt that I was being asked where my money went. I don’t remember who was asking.

I dreamt that I mentioned to someone that they still had the last two Costco / Sam’s Club chocolate muffins in the packaging on the tray.

I dreamt that I was with Greg, Mark, Judy (?), and Amy. There was another female there with down syndrome (?). I don’t remember where we were but I was hysterical that there was a man’s ghost head in a cupboard (twice the size of kitchen) that had some books in it. Greg was saying that by not seeing the ghost, that person (me) doesn’t have a normal brain.

They were also saying something about the house on the avocado street. (We had a house with a tree in back.)

(From yesterday) Held

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Sara was pregnant and when she held her belly, it looked like she already had the baby. Her stomach was in the form of a newborn baby. The head was to her left. She was wearing black.

I dreamt that a thin naked (Russian?) lady came to me when I was in a building with sweets against the wall in front of me. She was on my right asking me which option I wanted something from her. I don’t remember what I was getting, or the options.

Out of my peripheral vision I was noticing how she kept herself clean shaven. I was thinking how she takes the time to do that.

There was an office (?) to the left of the sweets that I was put in charge of while the owner was away. There were stairs to get up to it.

There was a chocolate (cookie?) with the sweets that I tasted. There was also some loose sugar on a cookie sheet.

I dreamt that Walid (online guy) sent me a voice clip of him drunk and singing a love song to me. It may have been in French, or partly. I was thinking that I liked his voice.

I think I had a dream with Kim Kardashian.

I also may have had a dream that had something to do with pictures on a camera disk.

(From July 13, 2019) Found It Funny

I asked the same question. I dreamt that it was Christmas time. There was something about the Mary Tyler Moore show. There was also something about a tv channel.

I dreamt that I put my hair in a ponytail. The front of my hair became red and fluffy, like a Southern lady. It was combed over to the left. I thought it looked funny because it looked like a wig.

I dreamt that the water for the cats was low and that I needed to give them some more.

(From July 12, 2019) Dumped

I asked the same question. I dreamt the orange cat was outside and I was scared for him because of the wolves out there.

I dreamt that an overweight girl was looking for change from the container that she dumped on a car.

I dreamt that the family moved into an older couple’s home while they were still there. Before we got there (?) they had left the house for a short time because of the floor being worked on.

I mentioned that the man’s hair moved in a way that looked like he was under water.

A short time after moving in, the couple decided to move. I said to the man that it would’ve been easier for them to move when the floors were being done.

They had some paintings that were leaned up against a wall where it would be easy to pick them up and take.

At night time I saw a black post, that is used for the “For Sale” signs, staked in the front right corner of the yard. I said that the sign would most likely be there on Sunday.

We were going to take over the mortgage. I mentioned to the man that it would be easier to take them over while they were still alive rather than dead.

I dreamt something with a black mustang vehicle. It was either backing up or out.

Older Woman

I asked, “Do I need to be with Ali?” I dreamt that someone came to me for information. I pointed out an older woman, with white-ish hair, who was sitting at a desk across from me and a little to the left, facing me.

I dreamt that I was outside at night. It was raining but I wasn’t getting wet. I was walking (?) up a hill (?) on the right side of the street. There was a fast food restaurant and I saw Sean Connery driving one of those toddler plastic cars with the yellow roof. He was with his grandson, going to the drive-thru for food.

(From yesterday) Scared

I asked the same question. I dreamt that as I was walking upstairs at night to go to bed, there was a knock at the door, which scared me. I don’t remember who was with me, but they pushed on the door to make sure that it was shut and locked.

There had been pictures taken of me with a model looking guy. I was standing in front to the side of him. I looked happy. When they were shown, so that people could see, I felt like a fake because of the circumstances behind how and why the pictures came to be.

I dreamt that I was at grandma Fessler’s funeral (?). There were either pictures of a boat, or people were talking about one that she had. I was saying to someone that I never knew about it until she died. I then went and mentioned it to mom. Amy (?) said that there were pictures of me on it when I was young. She was saying it as if I should have known.

I then started cleaning the area where the coffin (?) was and crying.

There was a lady there who had a certain type of glasses that she had me put on. I could see something about me marrying a certain person so I hurriedly gave them back to her. She was excited that she would be able to live on, signifying that something of her had passed on to me.

I dreamt that I was flying a stationary helicopter above some houses in a neighborhood. The street may have been circular, bending toward me. I was looking at the houses on the left bend.

There was a white sedan (big hood and trunk) parked on the right side of the driveway. There was a lifted white truck parked on the left side of the house to the right with the driver side of the truck over the sedan a bit. I was thinking that the people living at one of the houses would’ve moved by now, but seeing the car, it looked as if they were still there.

As I was looking down, I was thinking how amazing it was that I was flying a helicopter as if it had been a long time before doing so. As I was thinking this, I was about to lose control but was able to hold on.

(From July 9, 2019) Preston

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a young guy wearing a black sweatshirt with mens names on it. I saw the name Preston.

I dreamt that I was listening to songs sung by an older woman.

Someone tells me, “She’s always been here.” I then see a woman with a white shirt with black sleeves (?) with 1617 on it.

I dreamt that Obama had big full lips and was taking a nap during the day with his suit on. He wasn’t lying straight. He was on the right side when looking down at the bed. I was noticing his ring finger was growing from the pads on the palm and out a little ways, like as if on a spring. This was normal.

I was also on the bed, below him. There was a guy with me and possibly another. I was positioned with my head towards the foot of the bed, also not lying straight.

I was naked, on my left side, on the side of the bed, with the covers covering the front of me. I was wondering what Obama would think if he saw me like this. Someone was on the bed with their shoes on. I was wondering what Michelle (?) would think about that.

We had to pay to be able to be there. It was only for half an hour. The guys were discussing what date we could be here and I said that it was July 10. I looked at the ticket and it had 7/10. The amount of time we were scheduled for may have been 29 minutes.

Don’t Go

I asked, “Did I need to meet Ali before that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that a ruthless man loaned money to me ($50,000) and another guy (don’t know how much). I used mine for buying a house, knowing I would receive more and would need to pay it back. I was using mine wisely so that I could pay him back. I don’t know what this guy did with his.

There was a one lane road in back of the house that came toward the house and slightly curved to the left (when looking out back at it). The back of the house had big floor to ceiling picture windows.

Me and a third guy were trying to dissuade the second guy from going outside, telling him, “Don’t go.” He didn’t listen, disappearing after going out. The ruthless guy was sitting in his SUV on this road back a ways from the house, waiting for this guy to come out, eventually killing him.

Wendy and I were in the house and hid under Steve’s bed so that the ruthless guy wouldn’t see us / me.

(From yesterday) Don’t See

I asked the same question. I dreamt that the Property Brothers were connected with string / rope with a group of people and they were all twisted and tied. The property brothers were standing in the back. I think Drew was on the left and Johnathon was on the right.

I dreamt that Greg and I were somewhere were there was a pool. He was blind so I had to lead him. He had two scuba masks that were of slightly different shades of neon orange that he had to choose which one to wear.

I dreamt that I was lying down with no top on. Ali was sitting on my left. My breasts had some hair on them.

I dreamt that the Property Bros had come to fix a house that had been flooded after hurricane Katrina.

(From July 2, 2019) Keep Away

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a Facebook group where people tell how they’re able to keep away from evil spirits.

Clues

I dreamt that I was in England, but also in Provo.

I was walking past Prince Charles, dressed in his kilt and singing, and three other men who were with him. They were on grass formed in a square next to each other. Prince Charles was looking at me, happy.

There was an older couple in a wagon, being driven to the left. They looked as if it was Winter, or the beginning of it. She wanted to give her husband a kiss but they weren’t allowed to show PDA.

I’m in Provo, Utah with a group of people, though I’m not always with them. We’re on a tour (?) of some sort of a building. I’m not sure where we are. The people involved have some sort of mystery game (?) going on during the tour, though it doesn’t finish (maybe because I was woken up?). As I walk about, I see “clues” that I’m not sure / don’t remember if I was supposed to see, or not.

There are a couple older women who have been cutting up strawberries for our lunches. I walk up behind them and see that the last couple deep red ones, in a grocery bag, were huge (hand size). Someone then somehow takes the top off of the one closest to the woman on the left. It exposed that there were three moldy spots and that it was mushy / no good.

I’m then (or before the strawberries) with the group and we’re sitting interspersed on a balcony, on the right (?), of a theater. There’s a hefty / broad old man to the left, behind me. Someone in front looked back, and after a bit, jokingly said to him that he makes a good curtain. I was thinking it was because no one see behind him.

I don’t remember why we were there. There may have been someone talking to us. Someone got up at the end to give a closing prayer, facing us in front of us. They started speaking and a couple people in front of me must not have heard and continued talking. They eventually quieted when they heard the prayer being said.

The theater was a 70’s light blue. The old man mentioned something about being married in Provo. I wondered if it had anything to do with me. I mentioned that when I was a teenager, I wanted to be married in the Provo temple until when I was able to go inside and saw that it still looked like it was the 70’s. I then thought that there was a possibility of it being updated.

In another part of the building, a man came up to me and was mentioning that they wanted me to come back on 3/1, which happened to be the next month. He was saying something about church and E.O.C. I silently told him that I hadn’t been to church this year.

After he left, I said, “Job”. I was thinking that the people who heard me may have thought something wrong about me finally working at this age.

I mentioned to several people about me coming back and they suggested that maybe I was to be their spokesperson. I happily said, “Maybe”.

At the end, we were outside and I saw a table on the middle of the grass, barely shaded. Our bag lunches were on the table. There were some tables to the right up by the building there for us to sit while eating.

I walked over to the lunches, wondering why no one else had gone over. The others followed me. I was looking in one of the bags to check what kind / type the sub sandwich was. As I was doing so, I asked Ali what one he wanted. I decided to take the one I had without seeing exactly what it was.

A short down syndrome girl showed up and when she was about to check the bags, said that when she was about to eat her mom shows up. I was thinking that she must’ve heard a car engine that she recognized.

As I was waking, someone said, “Income.”

(From June 28, 2019) Jesus and Me

I asked, “What is the meaning of the answer key?” I dreamt that I saw four posts from YouTube / social media from someone who covered this answer / wrote their dreams and their username was Jesusandme. I don’t remember the capitalization of the name.

I dreamt that I was in a restroom of a business. I don’t know what kind. It was big with two or three toilets without stalls, in front of me with space between. The door was on the left, sink was on the right on the same wall as the door. This wasn’t used much so it wasn’t cleaned much. There were about two grey garbage bins over by the sinks.

The Siamese boy was there, sitting in front of me at the opening of the door. The toilet seat covers, and the majority of the toilet paper, was strewn all over on the floor. I asked him if he had done this. I then was looking for a hook to put my (shopping?) bag so that I didn’t have to put it on the floor. I think I did see one by / behind the door.

(From June 27, 2019) Bloody

I asked the same question. I dreamt that my bottom garment was bloody from starting my period.

I dreamt than an overweight man was using the women’s restroom. He was using the stall on the right, with two others to the left between him and the door. There were no doors on the stalls.

He was facing left, doing something between his legs for a couple seconds, as if he was uncomfortable, then faced to the wall that was behind him on his right.

I dreamt something with Barbie and grandma.

I dreamt (or same?) something with Allison, in front of me a distance. I was telling someone that she didn’t feel worthy of something.

(From June 26, 2019) Kill

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy (at a hospital?) had ordered a tuna sub sandwich but hadn’t eaten it. He left it on a table when a chaplain (?) entered, thinking the chaplain would eat it and kill him.

I dreamt something about police showing up at the same place as Ali and I. I mentioned to the cop that he was able to do that because there was a tracker on the car.

I dreamt about the women’s group from church having started gospel conversation’s on Wednesday’s beginning the first of the year after the church schedule had changed.

Wedding

I asked, “Is time travel physical or spiritually?” I dreamt something about living as a spirit. it was at the beginning of doing so and I was questioning it, like when at your first day at work and taken on a tour of what is involved / how things work.

I dreamt that a lady was telling me to get an answer key. It would be locked, but it would have all the answers that I needed. I didn’t ask her to clarify about the lock, and wanted to ask her if she was going to get it because I didn’t have the money, but she was about to go somewhere. I figured that it was locked to other people, and initially pictured that it had mathematical answers.

I dreamt that I was with a couple other girls, in dresses. We ended up at someone’s outside wedding reception, near the ending of it. These people looked to have some wealth to them. The theme may have been about sailing. We sat at one of the tables, facing left. We may have been waiting to use the space. I suggested that we help to clean up.

I started piling up the white dishes and utensils in my arms. As I was doing so, a lady asked me about children. I told her that I will be 50 in a couple years so it probably isn’t possible / won’t be happening. There were some 20ish girls who I thought was surprised when I said my age, thinking that I was younger. I didn’t look up at them so I don’t know if they were.

There was a young guy sitting at one of the tables and I asked him if he was blind because his eyes looked like he was. I told him not to give me a philosophical answer, thinking he would be one to do that, but to say yes or no.

I saw a small rectangular small pocked silver bar that was bendable. I only bent the top of it slightly because the fear of breaking it, and I still had all the dishes in my arms. I was asking these people if it was silver. A tall man appeared behind me close enough for us to touch, which we did for a minute. I also asked him if it was silver.

As I was walking to the kitchen (?) area, which was a short distance away, I dropped a (serving?) utensil / knife in to a small puddle. I wasn’t able to bend down to get it and decided to come back for it, worrying that a child might pick it up.

I passed by the bride , on my left, facing right, getting fun pictures with others who were there. There was also a family picture taken with all of the people there, who it seemed were about 100. There was a Mexican family taking over the tables that were behind them for their own celebration / gathering.

A small group was about to watch, to the right, a documentary about slavery. I wanted to mention about the blacks nowadays wanting reparations and that there were some slave owners who were black but I didn’t.

I was trying to stand between two of the girls there, not wanting to block their view.

(From yesterday) Showing

I asked the same question. I dreamt something to do with ghost fingerprints showing up on the steamy shower door.

I dreamt that I was sitting at the foot of a bed and urinated a bunch, as if I had been holding it in. I didn’t have my pants pulled down so I don’t know how I was able to do it.

There was a cardboard that was on the floor the length of the bed which the urine landed on, which I was grateful for, though there was some of the last portion that ended up on the carpet. I was wondering how much I would be able to clean up.

I dreamt something about the pyramids (?) at Giza being below the arrowhead at Lake Arrowhead in San Bernardino.

(From June 21, 2019) Look

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I went to a library to look for books about oppression. A lady there had a young blonde girl search for me. She found a book with 8×10 (?) pages width wise that I flipped through. It was about Russians so I told them that it wasn’t it.

I dreamt that I was feeding chocolate candy bar squares to a guy who was facing left, sitting on my right in front of me. He said that he was on a strict diet but he took them anyway. I told him when I was giving him the last squares.

I dreamt that two white hawks were flying around me and Ali as we were sitting on a grassy hill and he was lounging back. I don’t remember if the grass was green or dry. Ali was sitting above me to my left. I was facing to his left. Downhill on my right.

One of the hawks eventually came down and was at the right side of his head, maybe even slightly touching it. I wanted to take out my camera to take a picture but didn’t want to scare the hawk away.

There was a Starbucks a distance away from us, in front of me, within sight. He had been in there earlier and told me that he had found some cash.

I dreamt that there was a group of dressed up women, in dresses, in a convertible car that was sitting / parked at the corner to turn right. It was sprinkling so I was trying to get them to come inside for fear they were going to be hit by lightning.

(From June 20, 2019) Connected

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was picturing a Clydesdale and wagon above me and the group of people I was with. I also saw the foot of the Clydesdale. I knew they were going to fall through the ceiling because of the weight so I moved closer to the right / back wall hoping I wouldn’t get hit.

As the ceiling started to give way, I was telling the others to look, to warn them. When the horse and wagon fell through, they were miniatures instead of being real.

I made mention that Obama, Biden, and I think Hilary (?) had left, in different cars. Sure, they could’ve been going to different places but it was highly unlikely.

Val had pictures that were connected, like an accordion, of a place there that she went to, that had a story about ghost children and seeing their fingerprints on a steamed up car window. The pictures were a bit blurry but could still see clearly enough what the picture was.

Coming In

I asked, “Why did I need to go?” I dreamt something about seeing signs, that are at construction sites, that were letting us know that a Somali business was coming in.

Some of the signs had Somali language and I was telling the person on my left that I know / knew some of the words.

I dreamt that a man murdered someone hidden in a back room. There were about 4 detectives, who I knew (leaders in the church?), mentioned that there was a lot of blood when they looked in.

I was standing next to them and asked if I could get my garments. I was woken but I think the answer was no.

(From yesterday) Family

I asked the same question. I dreamt that some people had found a way to go back in time.

I dreamt that Ali was saying that it would be a problem for his family.

I dreamt that I was with other people getting on a ship. There were also supplies being put on the ship. I don’t know what they were, or why.

I was worried and anxious that the ship would sink like the Titanic but I knew that this was the only way to get across to where we were going.

(From June 17, 2019) Better

I asked the same question. I dreamt that my back left tooth (next to where the wisdom tooth would be) had come out, along with the one next to it. I was thinking that what I had read (in dream?) was right about that it’s better / easier to have the teeth pulled (or something like this).

(From June 16, 2019) Pregnant

I asked the same question. I dreamt of Ryan McPartlin and woman swinging on a simple metal set with only two swings. It was a commercial for women who aren’t getting pregnant. She was on the right swing. She then turned into me.

I was thinking about having my computer so that I could look something up. It had gotten dark so we decided it was time to get back. I held his hand, with him still on my left, because it felt good and secure from being big and sturdy feeling.

I noticed spots in the grass lighting up blue and so I asked him if it was from his watch shining down but he said no and showed me that his shirt was covering it. Taking his hand again, I then realized that they were insects.

I mentioned that there was only one week left before the days get shorter / that we have this light.

There was some water to our right flowing downward through an open space / ditch that had some boulders along the edges. It was a bit deep in the middle. He went over to walk on the top and after several steps, he fell in with me still holding his hand so I was able to help him back up.

I then mentioned that he would’ve been able to get back up after showing him that it was only about as deep as he was tall.

I dreamt that a lady was telling (naked?) people to say goodbye before the(y) crash.

(From June 15, 2019) Change

I asked the same question. The quote “Prayer changes things” came to mind.

I dreamt about an older dark Hispanic man (within 10 years) and that he was worried that I wouldn’t be awake (from nap?) in time for the celebration he had planned. I woke in time but he didn’t give me time to smooth / brush out my slightly crinkled / crumpled hair.

I was sitting on the left side of the bed, after the celebration, with him sitting / lounging in the middle. He had on lipstick that I could only describe as pearl, or shell. He didn’t have much, just enough to notice. I was wondering why he had it.

He was wearing a tux with a bow tie undone. He said my name and then something else. I was thinking about sex with him. I can’t remember if we had done it earlier. He sounded like Walid, a Tunisian guy from online. I was thinking that / how we had gotten together. He leaned toward me and I kissed him. (We could’ve kissed before he spoke.)

I woke up with Doris Day on my mind.

Orchestrating

I asked, “How do I let go?” I dreamt that Ali and I were walking across a big (?) dirt and gravel lot / field between businesses that I didn’t see but knew were there. There were some chain link fences separating some (of the) areas.

In one area that we were about to walk through, two homeless looking guys were there. The guy on the left was standing, facing us. He was skinny with grey dreadlocks about shoulder length or several inches below. He only had his left arm which he was waving around, as if orchestrating. He was wearing a long sleeve shirt. We weren’t close enough for me to see what the design was but it seemed it had flowers of different sizes with a dark blue background.

The other guy was crouching / kneeling to his left. I didn’t look at him but it seems he was wearing a white shirt and had a white bucket in front of him for drumming.

Ali mentioned about the one arm guy, saying that he was dancing. He may not have noticed that the guy only had one arm.

Ali was either right next to me on my right, or was a couple steps behind (as he usually is when we walk). I was trying to get him to notice the uneasiness these guys were emitting. I either said, “Fiiri badan” (Somali = look a lot), meaning that the guy kept looking, or I only was wanting to say it.

Shortly after we passed them I noticed that they started following us. We were then out by the street, with it to our right. There was no traffic. I asked, “Where are the cops?” The traffic then showed up on the other side with a cop car in front passing us.

I turned around and saw two rows of cars within two lines of the fences with one line facing us and the other behind them facing the other way. There was a cop car in both rows.

I dreamt that I said hello to a black girl at the place where I worked. We were then somewhere where the employees had gathered to have lunch / dinner. She was there and so I figured that I had to say hello because I had said hello earlier and that I was now a part of the group.

We were in the back, or near the back. There were several rectangular tables to the right with a square table on the left. My female boss (?) was getting them ready to eat.

My parents showed up. My mom sat at the square table and seeing corn on the table, said that she likes corn. I noticed that she had gained weight in her upper part of her legs which caused her to sit higher on the chair.

I was disheartened when I had to tell her that this was for us. My dad had already gone up front to find another place to sit.

(From yesterday) Avec Moi

I asked the same question. I dreamt of the singer of Poets of the Fall, Marko Saaresto, singing Partir Avec Moi.

(From June 11, 2019) Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt something with Steve DiSchiavi from the Dead Files tv show.

I dreamt something about the DNA of other people.

(June 10, 2019) From within

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being part of a class but not in a traditional classroom. I was doing paperwork but don’t remember what it was. It was only one piece of paper.

The teacher’s black wife (?) and a girl were doing word puzzles / games to the right of me. I was thinking how they may have finished their work already and that I would rather be doing that instead but knew I had to finish my work first. (I’m not sure if these were the exact thoughts.)

The wife’s cheekbone area was shiny from being clean and a light shining on her. I knew it wasn’t coming from within.

When I finished my work I had to put my name on the back of the paper because there wasn’t room on the front. I also dated it 6-7-19, which was a Monday.

After, the teacher who was white, was talking about a music group from the ’80’s called Camper van Beethoven, as one of their calmer songs played (I only know of “Pictures of Matchstick”), with some of the other students. I was overhearing so I mentioned that I thought they had a song where the singer held his breath for a bit.

(From June 9, 2019) Before

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was walking to the right on a dirt path on a hill with a small group of people. I asked a girl who was on my left if she had been this way before.

I dreamt that an older lady was letting me borrow some / one of her clothes (for church?). I saw that I didn’t have my garment bottom on and so was going to use hers but then saw that I was wearing mine and so would use mine.

I woke with the song, “Tonight I Celebrate My Love” from Peabo Bryson and Roberta Flack.