Finishing His Mission

I asked for the meaning of the sex change. I dreamt that something was an emergency.

I dreamt of family, and others, gathering for an event. I saw a young guy sitting who had the build of an islander. His hair was dark and “fluffy” and about to the top of his ears.

I was thinking that he had grown his hair out after finishing his mission. I then saw his tag and so figured that he was growing it out because he was close to finishing his mission.

(From July 4, 2018 Believed I Knew)

I asked if Ali is a parent (different wording). I dreamt something about trash and something about digging. I don’t remember if it was one dream, or two.

I dreamt that Ali and I were about to go to a steak (?) restaurant. I read a paragraph from a newspaper to him first. It mentioned Hëssey, and had some words that I didn’t know. He had to help me pronounce at least one, and one of the words he pronounced differently than me (tomato, route, etc…). 

I knew the way to the restaurant, believed I knew, but decided to bring the newspaper anyway because it had the address.

Before leaving, I was looking inside a drawer and it had a couple rolled up newspapers (a bit yellowed?). I’m not sure why I kept / was keeping them. As I was finishing reading, I think I started playing around with my voice and Ali was laughing at me, telling me that I should be a (actress? comic?).

As I was going out to the car, there was a blonde woman. She had short bangs and all I noticed about the length was that it looked about shoulder length. 

She was putting bobby pins on the top of her head from the back to front so that it looked like a net. She was going to sleep with it like that. I asked her what it does, and she responded, “nothing”. 

For other people I think it makes a sort of design? I was about to leave but asked her why she does it and she said she felt a need (?). She didn’t do her hair like this all the time, only when she felt like doing something different, though it didn’t do anything for her. 

She finished while I was there and gave a sigh of relief because her arms were tired. I gave a look of acknowledgement and I may have said that I know how that feels. As she was putting the pins in, I never saw her pick them up.

I dreamt of Shauna giving a talk at church but it wasn’t at a church. At the end, she had a board with (a) picture(s) and had a picture of a colorful butterfly (cutout). 

She put the butterfly on the board and then put a white string over it, and the board, to keep it there. It fell. She didn’t notice, so the people in back were saying, “It didn’t stick” several times. I was up front.

I then saw her outside in the front of her family’s car, sitting next to / on the lap of her dad. The others were there but didn’t look at them. I was going to tell her about the butterfly, but didn’t (maybe her dad scared me a bit? made me unsure?) so instead I gave her a thumbs up for her talk (the window was up). 

I dreamt that I was in the back of my small white Toyota pickup, sitting on the floor, looking up at the front. The truck was going backwards a bit fast and I was worried about the other vehicles. 

I saw that Mark was driving and in control but still may have mentioned to him about my worries. Val may have been sitting up front also. 

I dreamt about a girl sitting in a truck with some space between her and another person. Either just her, or both of them, were singing. 

I dreamt that a girl had lost weight and had two red stretch mark lines down her body / abdomen, one on either side of her belly button. Another girl was asking what those were but the first was understanding / paying attention.

I looked at the second girl and gave her a look, telling her not to say anything about the lines. The girl who lost the weight had lifted up her shirt (to show her body?) and that’s how I saw the lines. This was at the building / church where Shauna spoke.

I dreamt of a woman in an office in this building. Her door was open. She was wearing a dress (it was Sunday?). To the left (when looking at her) was a girl waving a multi layered “fan” of cheese (?), wondering who it belonged to. 

Three other women showed up. One (or another?) wanted to speak with the one in the office. I was going to close the door some, but then thought that the conversation was supposed to be in private so let the door close.

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I dreamt that I was in a shop, with other women, at the bottom of a Hilton hotel. I saw some (different shades of) blue necklaces hanging on a horizontal pole, maybe a foot above me. They were about navel length.

I then went to other places, to look around. I mentioned to a male worker there that I was new there. I then went back to the necklaces so that I could try one on. They were gone. I walked to other places, looking for them, but not finding them.

I dreamt of a Mexican man, with tattoos. Again, I was with other people. I don’t remember what we were saying but he said that he’s a chiropractor and he was from Oahu.

He had been helping a woman who was homeless and had two boys. He had found her a place to live. I saw her from the back. I noticed that she was wearing expensive winter clothes. I was going to judge her for wearing them but realized that she needs them to stay warm.

(From July 5, 2018 Tell Him )

I asked if Ali is a father. I saw the back of the Utah girl wearing a short / mini skirt with the bottom right lifted up (like when a backpack lifts shirt) showing her underwear. 

I dreamt that I was to marry a guy in the royal family. I was with a couple people discussing it. I then excitedly said, “Let’s go tell him”, so we went.

I dreamt of looking at a younger picture of me (on a screen?) with a couple of people. They were noticing my puffy cheeks.

I dreamt that I asked if some people have sex so that they’ll know what it feels like to have to repent. The answer was yes. 

12 Days

(From July 8, 2018)

I dreamt that Mark and I were laying in bed, me on the right, and I bent down to give him a bj. I knew that it was Mark but it had been so long since I’ve had any and I was enjoying it. It seems that at some point he became Ali. I started playing with his balls. He said something to me but don’t remember. 

I dreamt that the tarot cards with the cups were bending backwards for me. 

I dreamt that people were bringing me gifts from 12 Days of Christmas, similar to how people b(r)ought gifts to Solomon. 

(From July 7, 2018 Backwards)

I asked if the Utah girl gave birth to a baby. I think I saw Oprah and her name was spelled backwards.

(From July 6, 2018 Red and White)

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a lady had moved to the mountains and saying how everything is so expensive. I reminded her that she lived in the mountains and that everything is more expensive, well, almost everything (I’m sure that there are some small things that aren’t). 

We were inside a building with others for an event / gathering. Either she, or another lady, had gotten 3 discs / circles (seemed flat like a sticker). Two of them were red and white and about the size of a dime / penny, maybe a bit smaller. These had the number 100 on them. The other one was bigger, about the size of a quarter (?). I don’t remember the number on that one, or the color(s). Maybe the same but different look? 

She placed these on a counter in front of a couple guys. She didn’t know what they were. The guys saw them but didn’t think much of them at first but then saw the 100’s, and then got a little excited.

She then took them and went over to a slot machine (weren’t a lot there). I explained to her that whatever winnings she got, she could use one of the 100’s and multiply by that number. 

I had then gone to look in a conference size room where a guy and two ladies had gone. I was telling this lady (?) that I saw him (“that” guy), grimacing and looking down, with his shirt off and that he better had not been screwing with me (that they were having sex).

I dreamt that someone (in a blacked out vehicle, motorcycle?) was playing Imagine Dragons. I started to tell someone that the singer is LDS but I don’t think they were paying attention because there was a bunch of things going on. I was also going to say that I saw a picture of him at a concert with his shirt off.

I was sitting on a bench, at a church (?), and saw a vision of a dark wooden (?) sculpture / statue of a Lamanite man. I only saw the back of him. His hair was at least to his shoulders. I don’t remember if it was any longer. He had a couple individual braids with a couple of them tied (?) together. I was noticing how intricate the braids were. I saw what he was wearing but don’t remember. Seems a robe, but not sure. Seems like this man was at the end of the Book of Mormon.

As I was looking at him, he seemed to breathe for a couple seconds and I may have seen a little of the life back then.

There was a young girl and guy sitting on my right. I asked them if they knew this man (using his name but don’t remember it). After a couple seconds the boy looked him up and then told me. I then said that if they had to look him up then they don’t know him. I earnestly told them that they need to learn about him. I don’t know if they were going to, or just brush it off. 

I dreamt of a guy with a blonde girl and telling me her name was Lecithin and was saying something about her story. (I didn’t go over / reflect on this dream because I wanted to remember her name.)

Daughter

I asked, “How many children does Ali have from that girl?” I dreamt something about trying to let the mother cat outside without letting her daughter.

I dreamt of a boy looking in a mirror, holding a uniform hat that he had bought. The top of the brim was dirty. A guy (husband? friend?), irritated a bit,  came to take it because of the dirt but relented and gave it back. 

As he walked past me (I was sitting against a wall with a hallway ahead of me on my right where the boy was), I said to him that he can’t take (what’s been paid for, implied). He went inside a room in front of my left. 

(From July 9, 2018 Wasn’t Expecting Her)

I asked if the Utah girl gave birth to a baby. I dreamt that I was laying down and I think I was about to get up to feed the cats. The female raccoon who has been coming around came up on my chest on my left side. 

She startled me because I wasn’t expecting her. She grabbed my hand in her mouth like the cats do. I was afraid that she was going to hurt me but she was gentle.

I dreamt that I was at an older teachers house with a medium sized group of people. He had something that we were to convince someone else to buy (?). I think I gave him a look of me wanting to try / give it a go. 

I saw a note from him saying that he had the best sex he had when he was 35 (?) as he’s having now in his 60’s. I was envious of him that he was having it and I kind of wanted to have it with him.

He was tall / thin mysterious type. There was something about food and he had / showed us / me some garlic / french bread in the bag. 

I dreamt that Ali and I were going to a place to eat up on / by University St. / Rd. We were passing different places showing the lotto number signs. There were three games on the bottom (top games are millions, bottom are thousands). 

The bottom left, top middle, bottom right were blacked out. Ali and I were panicking and anxious that someone else had won those. Finally we passed a place where the numbers were showing up / coming back. We were relieved that we still had a chance. 

We got to the place we were going to. I think it was a grocery store that had its own eatery as there were several (3?) ice refrigerated units (where they have ice for sale).There was a table next to / in front of the first (L – R) ice unit and another table next to / in front of that one.

I saw that Amy was at the table next to the ice, sitting next to the ice. I was standing in front of the kiosk (?) and was pointing out Amy to Ali. He couldn’t see her at first because there were people at her table and the one next to her. I said to him “table”. He waved, knowing that she wasn’t looking. 

He went behind the lady / girl behind the kiosk to order / talk to her. At first she didn’t turn around. She finally, perturbed, told him that he needed to come in front to talk to her. I gave her a look as if to say that he always does this. She wasn’t looking.

Amy finally came over, to my left. She told me that she was going to send me a message the day before but hadn’t gotten to it but now she was here. She told me that people / family members weren’t going to bring the leftover food from the funeral in Brea back to mom. 

I was thinking / hoping that she was going to tell me that she / mom weren’t going to go to Utah. (She had planned on going.) I asked her why, questioningly not understanding why not. She said it was because that they had (their own) health issues. I said ok. 

Heaven

I asked if Ali has any mortal children. I saw 4 young children placing green sturdy / durable plastic stars in my (left?) hand. I didn’t look at them much, but they were holding the stars in the middle, as if there was a small handle / bridge for them to hold on to. There also may have been a string attached.

I dreamt of an 80’s band who re -released an album because it wasn’t popular the first time. There was a song on it called “Heaven”. 

I was reading something about them and it mentioned the lead singers name. It was something like Ozy, or Ozilund / Osilund.

I was also watching the video for the song which was about a brother / bandmate who had died.

I dreamt that I was eating a big piece of chocolate cake that had an extra / different flavor to it.

I dreamt that I had come back (from Vegas?) from a vacation. Briana wanted to take me somewhere. She was anxiously / frantically searching for two other people to go with us (because of our ages?). I had the impression that she wanted to have sex with me.

The word “Kalaliel” came to mind while I was sleeping.

He Was Jewish

(From July 18, 2018)

I asked if Ali is a father to a living person. I dreamt that dad was trying to get rid of the / a neighbor because he was Jewish. There was more to it but that’s how it ended.

I dreamt that I was asking a guy which signature, out of two options, he uses on his creations. I don’t remember him answering, or even acknowledging my question. 

I dreamt that I won $500k and I was excitedly telling someone that I was going to buy a car.

(From July 16, 2018 Safe)

I asked the same question. As I was falling asleep, in my mind, he was telling me something about something being new.

I dreamt that the back screen door was open a bit at night time and when I went to close it (I didn’t know it was open until I saw it) a cat came inside and then I saw the Siamese across the street on the grass.

At first I was worried / concerned but I soon felt that she was safe. I don’t know where I went to next, but I left the screen open for her, and any other cats who may have been out there, to come back in. I may have stayed there to make sure the one cat didn’t go back out.

(From July 15, 2018  About To Show)

I asked if Ali is a father of a living person (different wording). I dreamt that, even though I was still scared and nervous, I allowed spirits to show themselves to me. I don’t remember their purpose.

I dreamt that I had swam too far out into the ocean and I was scared about the possibility of sharks and other animals lurking below.

I dreamt that Mandy Moore was taking credit for a painting of Christ that she didn’t paint. Some other people were about to show me her painting / what she had painted.

She had expensive necklaces.

I dreamt something about a building with a basement that had a narrow entrance, and there was another room up top. I didn’t go down to the basement. 

As I was coming out of sleep, I asked, into the air, “What do you want from me?” A male voice softly, but still a bit creepy, responded, “Milk” but dragged out a bit.

Old Man

(From July 22, 2018)

I asked for the name of the Jewish neighbor. I dreamt that I was driving a vehicle, something like a double decker bus, but not. There were a bunch of people. We were going to a church conference.

At times, the brakes wouldn’t work, or were slow to work. One time while going backwards, I just gave up and let the vehicle stop on its own. It didn’t crash. 

The / An old man came on board wearing a suit and accompanied by a large black dog. I was surprised that he would be here, and mentioned it to Ali, though I didn’t see Ali.

My mom was there and about 3 of her top buttons, not consecutive, were undone so I mentioned this to her. She let it go, making a comment that it happens all the time.

(From July 21, 2018 Didn’t Recognize)

I dreamt that I was on the street my parents last owned a house. I was down at the end that was in front of the house. 

There were migs / MG’s slowly appearing on the streets. One of the first ones I saw had females in it and stopped them to ask if these were those vehicles. They didn’t know / didn’t answer.

 The cars all looked as if part of a race but continued to drive these streets. I noticed that one was a Mercedes. I didn’t see / recognize the maker(s) of the other vehicles.

One of them had a white zippered covering surrounding it. A man standing next to me mentioned that it was full of Catholics, but he used a different variation of the word.

There was a piece of paper on the sign at the left corner saying that they were to be at a certain venue later, at 11:22. I had been excited this whole time.

Lock Him Up

I asked the same question. I saw the image of Ali being handcuffed, to later being locked up.

I dreamt something about with Aaron Goodwin being a bit irritated at something. The way something was written / not written?

(From July 23, 2018 Moved)

I asked the name of the Jewish neighbor. I dreamt of being at a parking lot at night, or when it was becoming night. I saw a blonde girl in a black Mercedes with the curved back, but was a different model from what I’ve seen before.

I then saw a black vehicle slowly leaving the lot, coming toward me and then to the left. I was thinking that it was this girl but saw that the vehicle was a heavy duty truck. I thought that I had been mistaken. I had said that I would like that car, the Mercedes, when I saw it. After the truck left, I saw that the Mercedes was still there and that I wasn’t wrong / mistaken, and I was relieved. 

I dreamt that I was in a living / family room and some foods / items from the / a party were moved to under the / a window in front of me. I was (going) to sleep in that area instead of a bedroom. 

I didn’t like the arrangement and a girl asked me about it. I told her that I didn’t mind those items being ordered as they were but didn’t like them in front of me in case of an earthquake or something else.

To the left of me was a black stereo. There was another room in back and to the left of me. Esther Hicks was in there holding the remote for the stereo. The room was a bit darkened but still light enough to be able to see. Someone could turn the music to their liking but if Esther didn’t like it, she could change it.

I dreamt that I was sitting outside in front of a strip mall. There was a grassy hill in front of me. There were female black Americans and black Africans. There was an American black girl sitting next to me on my left. My back was to the building. In front of me were walking several very tall (7ft?) and very thin African men. They wore turbans and tunics / African attire. 

As they came by us, one stopped, looked at me and the girl next to me. One of the tall men, and this girl, both spit, showing disgust for each other. The tall man continued on, with several others showing up as well. I asked this girl how does she expect peace in the world if they continue to do this.

I mentioned, so everyone could hear, that these men looked like they were from Ethiopia or somewhere close. The Africans there also said the same and mentioned several other countries but don’t remember which ones.

These men had come to be healed, or at least one / few of them. I wondered out loud whether the owner of the business that they went in to (last one on the left) purposely came to Riverside to get away from Ethiopia, or wherever he came from, or if he just happened to end up here. The doors to his business were open. No one went inside to see what was happening and these men didn’t come out.

I dreamt of a baby elephant, small enough to fit in my hand. There were no tusks but one was slowly coming / growing out. There was only supposed to be one. While it was transitioning, there were two for a couple seconds and then went back to one. 

I was asking the elephant about the tusks (why he didn’t have them / it yet?). He responded but I don’t remember the answer.

 The elephant then wanted to lay down. There was a small covered area that looked like a tunnel. There were several cats in there. The elephant went in there, growing to look like an alligator / crocodile, displacing the cats.

Blocking

I asked, “What was the purpose of the Utah girl?” I dreamt of seeing young people / guys on short stilts, walking around a crowd of people. I saw one of the guys from the back with the top part of his boxers showing. He took off to join the group that was at the (upper) right. I then realized that they weren’t on stilts, but skates.

I dreamt that I was driving on a dark neighborhood street, toward the left. As I was looking behind me on my right so that I could move over / turn right, another car came driving up and past me, causing / making me to swerve / (correct) course to the left. As I did this, another car on the left was coming toward me.

I dreamt that I wanted to turn right onto a side street. There were girls / young ladies in the middle, blocking the entrance. Seems that they may have had a big vehicle of some sort with them, on the right side. 

As we were passing, on the left, Ali said something about them needing to move. One of them had short dark hair who responded with something snarky. I looked back and responded by saying that Ali wouldn’t have said anything if he didn’t care.

(From July 24, 2018 Going Home)

I asked, “What is the name of the person Ali is a father of?” I dreamt that I was in Vegas with my mom and Amy and other family members and non – family. I don’t remember why we were there. 

Lauren was there and I asked her if Ashley had decided what she’s going to do with the baby. It was the day before we were to go back home.

There were some family members from dad’s side. I asked about Lana, or was it Jana (?), who lived there in Vegas (?).

I was thinking that it would’ve been nice to visit with the family there but that we weren’t able because of going home. They were so close but yet so far. I was making sure that I had my stuff together, seeing my toothbrush and paste. 

There was a young black family renting the house next door to the right (when looking at backyard). The Siamese was there, along with other animals. The man moved the Siamese, so that she would go over the back wall, not knowing who she belonged to. I grabbed her while I had the chance.

I saw a small black dog in a kennel in the middle of the yard. I was wondering why s/he was in there while the other animals were free. S/he was facing to the right. I then saw an opening on the back side of the kennel and felt relieved.

I saw the man sitting at the table in the kitchen with the woman. I saw that they had four young children, thinking they were all girls, but saw that one was a boy.

The woman was getting after the man that they had to have sex (I think she used the other word) after breakfast so that she would get pregnant and they could get on welfare. The man stayed silent. I then saw a grandpa sitting to the right of the man, enjoying the children and not getting involved with the woman.

Not As Vivid 

(From July 26, 2018)

I asked for the name of the person Ali is a father of. I dreamt that I was somewhere with rectangular tables that were lined up end to end. I don’t know how many rows. I was there for instruction / education. I had put my stuff on the floor to save my space.

An older man then came and sat to the right of that space, barely giving me any room to sit. I was annoyed at this / him but moved my stuff without grumbling because of his age. 

I had a nice purse (?) under the table (blue handles?) and moved it to the back left corner of the back of D.I. where they had the items stored that were to go out on the floor. 

I dreamt that a young blonde woman (20’s) was getting married. She was taller than me. She was waiting for her husband who I saw but not as vivid as her. She had a belt, and I think eyelets at the bottom of the dress. I don’t remember the sleeves but think they may have been short.

I was wishing that I had gotten married when I was that young. I was thinking that they were getting married that day as it was the last day of the earth and they wanted to be together after death.

I was alone, no family / friends around me, but I wasn’t lonely. I then thought about how I had been married to Kyle and the scriptures about no marriage after death. I then saw cats and other animals / things on top of clouds, on the earth. 

I was starting to feel the vibrations inside the earth getting ready to explode. The animals / things on the clouds then slowly fell below the clouds. Everything / surroundings was white. I was thinking / wondering, “Weren’t we supposed to be lifted up in the sky before this happened?” 

 It was then my turn to fall down. It almost felt like being in a container, though I wasn’t, but I was contained. As I was slowly falling, I was pleading to God, saying, “Oh, God! Oh, God!” I then dropped onto another earth beneath me. 

As soon as I did, Steve went to a / the bathroom and when he did, poop started coming up through all the pipes everywhere, including the toilet that I was on, touching me and I was disgusted by that. I had a box of clothes to the right of me and I was thankful none got on the clothes and as soon as I thought that a little bit ended up on them.

I had ended up in Amy ‘s house when I dropped. Her back screen door slowly opened as if someone small was coming in, but no physical person was there. I watched with trepidation as it opened, swinging open to the left, outward. 

Ali was in one of the back bedrooms, looking like his bedroom, and I heard him make a noise as if being startled awake. I had a sense that he had “awoken” finally.