Turn Into Dust

I didn’t ask a question last night. I dreamt that Ali would make people’s (sleeping) dreams turn into dust. (That’s what the Utah girl does to mine.)

I dreamt that I was standing out past right field of a baseball field. There were other people as well. I was thinking that if the ball hit my glasses I could get some new ones. Shortly after thinking this, a ball did hit the bottom of my right lens, breaking and shattering it. Amy cleaned it up. I didn’t move.

I dreamt that a short silver horse trailer was standing on the front end on top of some dirt. It loosely looked like there was a horse buried next to it. I didn’t want to get a shovel and touch it to find out because it would’ve creeped me out if there was one.

I dreamt that some young boys were talking about how they were able to escape WWII by hiding among trees in the dark and keeping still until it was safe to move. They were finally able to make it here to one of the states but don’t remember which one.

I dreamt that there was thin chocolate (nutrition?) bar in the fridge that I had put in there the week prior that I had forgotten about.

I dreamt that there was an author in Norway who looked like my brother. I was wondering if it was him living under a different identity. He was wearing a white shirt. I was finally able to see his eyes close enough to know it wasn’t him.

(From yesterday) No Food

I asked, “What is Ali’s relationship to me?” I dreamt that mom got a call in the middle of the night letting her know that I don’t have any food. She woke up Judy to take her shopping. Judy was upset about having to go. Mom mentioned getting a pancake mix. Judy asked whether I was able to make it and mom said that I could.

I got up and started stomping on Judy as she was lying on the floor on her left side with her head to the left. I didn’t care if I broke any bones. I then picked her up and flipped her, feet over head, out through the bedroom doorway to the left without her hitting the hallway wall. I didn’t care how she landed, not looking.

I dreamt something about setting off firecrackers in the street at the end of the driveway without the Mexican neighbors finding out it was me.

I dreamt of looking at the time that was on the left of the bed, and seeing that the time was 2:41. I’ve been sleeping in a family size room with horror movie characters sitting a short distance away from me in the front of me at a rectangular table. They are only lit by outside lights. I only noticed the first couple of them on the left.

I was crying out, “Mommy” but not loud enough for her to hear me from her room. (I’ve never called her that.) I was telling myself that I could handle this for two more hours until I got up to feed the cats. I was also praying to God for protection.

I started hearing a man, as if a commercial, saying, “Do you have to watch your back?” I saw a picture (unless he was part of the mannequins in front of me) of a dark/shadow man walking through a front door to the left.

I dreamt that I was lying in bed on the left side, peeking out of the blanket over my face. Someone was next to me, telling me to get rid of the beetle that was casually walking to the door to the right at the end of the bed. I didn’t see it but knew it was there.

I was thinking that it shouldn’t have been there since the VibesUp pad I have is supposed to raise the vibrations of the environment and that the two can’t coexist.

I dreamt that Judy’s name was instead Amy and I was thinking that there are two Amy’s in the family.

I dreamt that there was a toddler boy who walked out of a public bathroom with his dark blue pants down to his ankles. I was in front of him. I picked him up to take him back to clean him up.

There were several water streams spraying up so I playfully touched his butt to a couple of them, asking him if it was cold. He had a little bit of poop still that the water rinsed off.

I dreamt that Micalanne was frustrated and said something about different things going wrong as a sign that she wasn’t supposed to buy a house that she was interested in.

There was a short roller coaster that was our way to the house. There was only one side of the track. Mom, Micalanne, Amy and I were in it. I noticed down below that there was a light colored bag, that looked like a doctor’s bag, was under water. I mentioned this to them but they weren’t paying attention to me.

Bethany was under mom’s seat as mom was sitting there, and Micalanne got after her, calling out her name.

The roller coaster started moving and after it got to the end, kept going, flying in the air. I mentioned this and they acknowledged that they already knew.

I dreamt that I was on the KFC website, looking at the nutrition page (?) wanting to search for something. Instead of typing it in, I clicked on the button with 48 on it.

(From August 13, 2019) Exposed

I asked the same question. 222 views/subscribers came to mind.

The thought that some of my pictures have been turned into a luna, which means a video/compilation, came to mind.

I dreamt about Kyle speeding in his station wagon. We were already where we were supposed to be/going.

There were a couple other people with us and there was something about not wanting the neighbors to hear the doors close. As one of them closed a door, there was a sound and they jokingly said that the neighbors heard it.

I dreamt something about wearing something that had my back exposed.

The thought that I would be guided through this pregnancy and that I would be near came to mind.

(From August 12, 2019) Lopsided

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about a most lopsided room.

I dreamt that Amy wanted me to ask a lady how to get somewhere. Her house was square based and open on the left side. This lady told me to follow (route) 57. She was hopeful that we would reach our destination and that she would be able to move away from that area.

I dreamt of seeing billionaires walking up some steps that were on a couple sides of a “pyramid” that was flat on top. There was a huge white billboard size thing for engraving/carving. There was only space enough for this and the people standing so it had to be lowered there after the work was done. It was a face of a man looking to the left.

As the people were walking up, I was noticing their clothes and thinking how it must be nice not to have to worry about being able to buy them.

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Explosive

I asked, “What is the meaning of the numbers coming from the bird?” I dreamt that I was lying down on some grass. There was a small explosive ball chained with a short chain to my left (?) leg. I knew that I had been through this two persons ago, dying. I was thinking about my consciousness and what it would be like after I died / was gone.

There was a fire down to the explosive below my knee but never made it there. There was an open fence on my right and some friends / family drove through when they saw that nothing happened. I frantically waved them back in case something did happen.

(From yesterday) Future

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with Greg and mom. The space reminded me of the garage area from the San Bernardino teenage house. Greg’s military boots are on the floor. The right one, which is placed on the left with the toe facing me as I’m on the floor, has a crack on the inside side up top.

A guy passes us, stopping on the way to check the boots out first. He says he would like them but we tell him about the crack and that otherwise I would have taken them for my future children. He then leaves.

Water comes flooding in and rising. I’m lying down on a bed trying to ignore it and get to sleep but it keeps rising. I ask mom something about it and then started crying because of her answer.

I dreamt (same?) that I forgot to pick up my glasses when I got up in the morning and am now walking around looking for them. I’m dressed except for a shirt. I’m thinking I need to put one on because my dad is there. I have to walk around different things on the floor, as if moving in / out, such as a short dark bookcase.

There’s a room in the middle where a guy has a bedroom, that I need to walk through. He has the doors closed, so I open them. He is lying on the bed and says that he is having a hard time getting back to sleep. I tell him that I hate it when that happens. I wanted to tell him about the leg lifts I do to help me get to sleep but decide not to.

He is walking and smiling at me. I look in the mirror and notice a few pieces of spices / herbs around my mouth area from the last time I ate. I assumed that he didn’t tell me because he thought it was cute.

He is now up and wearing a suit, excited to show me his Trump doll with a pull string that he has. It doesn’t work as he is showing it to me.

We are in New York state and he is saying something about Queens. I get excited when he says that it’s only half an hour away.

I saw a chalkboard on the wall to the right. I see written that there’s a show I used to watch is coming back and the premiere is next Tuesday. There is a website listed.

I hear a guy talking, trying to sound like a woman. I turn and see a tall broad man with dark hair to a little past his shoulders. He is talking to dad who is sitting on his right. They are both facing away from me, in front of me.

I dreamt that I’m awake and editing the dream with mom and Greg on a plastic bag (?), adding Amy’s name to it.

The lyric, “She’s got it. Yeah, Baby, she’s got it” from Bananarama’s Venus song comes to mind.

I dreamt that I’m awake and telling someone that I remember a dream where I’m driving on a two lane road at night that turns into a one lane road on the left. It looks like a mountain road.

I stopped right where the lane on the right ends, before merging to the left, and cried. Someone was in the car with me.

Before stopping, I drove over another car coming my direction, like Inspector Gadget, though I didn’t see when I dd. The car could’ve been a reddish maroon.

I dreamt that I was looking up at a building to a height this is roughly where a door would’ve been. There are three sculptures on the building of men. The one on the left is facing right (?). I’m asking if the (Utah) girl is finally gone. As the guy on the left is about to answer, some people show up, interrupting him.

(From August 5, 2019) Expecting

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in a backyard, looking right, singing the words, “Can you hear me Major Tom? Can you HEAR me?” from David Bowie. I was thinking of Sowin, and expecting to see him.

I dreamt something about having papers in / on my left arm and blood on top. There wasn’t actual blood though. I was mentioning to a guy how ironic it is that there’s blood on top and bottom.

Flow Energy

I asked, “How do I block unwelcome entities from entering the house?’ I dreamt that it was Halloween. Inside the house was bright white. The sun hadn’t gone down yet.

Greg was in his room doing something with his music with his door closed. It was dinner time. I noticed that his place setting was at a different table so I asked why. Mom said that his could be brought over with the others.

We had a white rabbit hopping around a flat Easter bunny that was on the floor, ending up facing away from me toward the dinner table. I told someone to make sure not to let it out.

As I went to knock on Greg’s door, I saw two young children walking up the driveway on the left for trick – or – treating. I had turned on the porch light on earlier.

I knocked on his door to let him know that dinner was ready and he started to make a snoring sound so I let him be.

As I was walking back, I noticed a short older witch looking woman standing at the left end of the porch on the driveway. She was looking at the porch and saying something about the house not being taken care of like when she was younger, even though it was bright white out there.

I wasn’t going to pass out any candy but on the way back to the table, I decided that I would. The two children were walking away by then. I noticed that there were several other children across the street. The older lady was the only adult I saw.

Before waking, the words “Stagnant energy” came to mind and that the energy needs to move.

I dreamt that as I was letting one of the outside cats out, I also let the Siamese out. They both walked to the right alongside the house.

(From July 17, 2019) Open Space

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a pregnant woman who was at the end of her pregnancy. She was on the outside middle of a two / three story building. There was an open space in the middle where she was standing. It was dark (?). She was wanting to jump. She then slid down on a rope.

I was telling her not to do it and to think of the baby. I asked her if she was going to keep the baby and she said yes. I then mentioned something about what it would be like for the child without a mother.

I dreamt that there was a house that had been robbed. Karen and Mina (Good Bones tv show) decided to catch the thief.

For some reason, Karen wanted to take a look at the house that had been robbed, which was on the left, at night. She was saying something to Mina as she was standing in the driveway afterwards.

They then both heard a tap across the street. A man appeared, coming out to the front of a house. He was wearing dark colored clothes. His hair was short with the purposefully disheveled look.

Karen started making siren noises and he rushed to his ’80’s black Bronco (?) which was facing forward away from me. Mina had a VW Beetle / Bug. She was parked behind him and drove up next to him on the left, blocking him in. (I was woken so I don’t know how it would’ve ended. He could’ve backed up.)

(From July 16, 2019) Persevere

I asked the same question. The words “Hold on” “Persevere” and “Stay Strong” came to mind. Also to know the meaning and language.

Blurry

I asked, “Do I need to have children from Ali?” I dreamt that Briana had taken a picture while on the road of some small pillars (?) with what looked like an outline of a dog’s face on them. The picture was blurry from rain but clear enough to see what it was.

I dreamt that I was at the bottom of a ladder in a submarine (?). I was asking if I could come up. I was told I could. Someone with me said, “Be careful. They don’t let just anyone up” as if I might not be able to. I responded, “That’s why I asked.”

I dreamt that I was using a professional (?) digital weight scale. The number changed several times from the 500’s, 400’s, and around 150. I said to mom, “See, it’s 150.” She pointed out that that wasn’t what it was and that I wasn’t looking at the top of the numbers correctly.

I dreamt that I was being asked where my money went. I don’t remember who was asking.

I dreamt that I mentioned to someone that they still had the last two Costco / Sam’s Club chocolate muffins in the packaging on the tray.

I dreamt that I was with Greg, Mark, Judy (?), and Amy. There was another female there with down syndrome (?). I don’t remember where we were but I was hysterical that there was a man’s ghost head in a cupboard (twice the size of kitchen) that had some books in it. Greg was saying that by not seeing the ghost, that person (me) doesn’t have a normal brain.

They were also saying something about the house on the avocado street. (We had a house with a tree in back.)

(From yesterday) Held

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Sara was pregnant and when she held her belly, it looked like she already had the baby. Her stomach was in the form of a newborn baby. The head was to her left. She was wearing black.

I dreamt that a thin naked (Russian?) lady came to me when I was in a building with sweets against the wall in front of me. She was on my right asking me which option I wanted something from her. I don’t remember what I was getting, or the options.

Out of my peripheral vision I was noticing how she kept herself clean shaven. I was thinking how she takes the time to do that.

There was an office (?) to the left of the sweets that I was put in charge of while the owner was away. There were stairs to get up to it.

There was a chocolate (cookie?) with the sweets that I tasted. There was also some loose sugar on a cookie sheet.

I dreamt that Walid (online guy) sent me a voice clip of him drunk and singing a love song to me. It may have been in French, or partly. I was thinking that I liked his voice.

I think I had a dream with Kim Kardashian.

I also may have had a dream that had something to do with pictures on a camera disk.

(From July 13, 2019) Found It Funny

I asked the same question. I dreamt that it was Christmas time. There was something about the Mary Tyler Moore show. There was also something about a tv channel.

I dreamt that I put my hair in a ponytail. The front of my hair became red and fluffy, like a Southern lady. It was combed over to the left. I thought it looked funny because it looked like a wig.

I dreamt that the water for the cats was low and that I needed to give them some more.

(From July 12, 2019) Dumped

I asked the same question. I dreamt the orange cat was outside and I was scared for him because of the wolves out there.

I dreamt that an overweight girl was looking for change from the container that she dumped on a car.

I dreamt that the family moved into an older couple’s home while they were still there. Before we got there (?) they had left the house for a short time because of the floor being worked on.

I mentioned that the man’s hair moved in a way that looked like he was under water.

A short time after moving in, the couple decided to move. I said to the man that it would’ve been easier for them to move when the floors were being done.

They had some paintings that were leaned up against a wall where it would be easy to pick them up and take.

At night time I saw a black post, that is used for the “For Sale” signs, staked in the front right corner of the yard. I said that the sign would most likely be there on Sunday.

We were going to take over the mortgage. I mentioned to the man that it would be easier to take them over while they were still alive rather than dead.

I dreamt something with a black mustang vehicle. It was either backing up or out.

Older Woman

I asked, “Do I need to be with Ali?” I dreamt that someone came to me for information. I pointed out an older woman, with white-ish hair, who was sitting at a desk across from me and a little to the left, facing me.

I dreamt that I was outside at night. It was raining but I wasn’t getting wet. I was walking (?) up a hill (?) on the right side of the street. There was a fast food restaurant and I saw Sean Connery driving one of those toddler plastic cars with the yellow roof. He was with his grandson, going to the drive-thru for food.

(From yesterday) Scared

I asked the same question. I dreamt that as I was walking upstairs at night to go to bed, there was a knock at the door, which scared me. I don’t remember who was with me, but they pushed on the door to make sure that it was shut and locked.

There had been pictures taken of me with a model looking guy. I was standing in front to the side of him. I looked happy. When they were shown, so that people could see, I felt like a fake because of the circumstances behind how and why the pictures came to be.

I dreamt that I was at grandma Fessler’s funeral (?). There were either pictures of a boat, or people were talking about one that she had. I was saying to someone that I never knew about it until she died. I then went and mentioned it to mom. Amy (?) said that there were pictures of me on it when I was young. She was saying it as if I should have known.

I then started cleaning the area where the coffin (?) was and crying.

There was a lady there who had a certain type of glasses that she had me put on. I could see something about me marrying a certain person so I hurriedly gave them back to her. She was excited that she would be able to live on, signifying that something of her had passed on to me.

I dreamt that I was flying a stationary helicopter above some houses in a neighborhood. The street may have been circular, bending toward me. I was looking at the houses on the left bend.

There was a white sedan (big hood and trunk) parked on the right side of the driveway. There was a lifted white truck parked on the left side of the house to the right with the driver side of the truck over the sedan a bit. I was thinking that the people living at one of the houses would’ve moved by now, but seeing the car, it looked as if they were still there.

As I was looking down, I was thinking how amazing it was that I was flying a helicopter as if it had been a long time before doing so. As I was thinking this, I was about to lose control but was able to hold on.

(From July 9, 2019) Preston

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a young guy wearing a black sweatshirt with mens names on it. I saw the name Preston.

I dreamt that I was listening to songs sung by an older woman.

Someone tells me, “She’s always been here.” I then see a woman with a white shirt with black sleeves (?) with 1617 on it.

I dreamt that Obama had big full lips and was taking a nap during the day with his suit on. He wasn’t lying straight. He was on the right side when looking down at the bed. I was noticing his ring finger was growing from the pads on the palm and out a little ways, like as if on a spring. This was normal.

I was also on the bed, below him. There was a guy with me and possibly another. I was positioned with my head towards the foot of the bed, also not lying straight.

I was naked, on my left side, on the side of the bed, with the covers covering the front of me. I was wondering what Obama would think if he saw me like this. Someone was on the bed with their shoes on. I was wondering what Michelle (?) would think about that.

We had to pay to be able to be there. It was only for half an hour. The guys were discussing what date we could be here and I said that it was July 10. I looked at the ticket and it had 7/10. The amount of time we were scheduled for may have been 29 minutes.

Mountains

(From May 31, 2019)

I asked, “What is the portal?” I envisioned that I was about to go to congratulate Ali and the Utah girl on their marriage / wedding.

I dreamt that I was in the mountains, or a hilly part of town, riding a bike to church with the family. When we got to a corner to turn right, I went back, without knowing the rest of the way, because there was some time left before it started. I got out of my dress and relaxed sideways across my (full?) bed on my back for a bit.

As time got closer, I went to where some people were outside and asked a guy what the other modes of transportation were, having to repeat the beginning of the sentence first, for getting to church, because it was getting cold and stormy / cloudy, otherwise I would take my bike.

(From June 1, 2019) Utah

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at one of the ends in a white sports complex (in Utah at U of U?) with a lot of people. There either had been a basketball game played, or I knew that it was played here.

There was a Middle Eastern (?) man who kept having to move to different spaces to pray because of the amount of people. Seems that he settled in front of some tall doors.

There was a table there (?) in a separate room (?) that was a little too long, so the end was cut off. A lady came and was shown what had happened. She seemed OK with it.

I dreamt that a lady had gone to her rural area garden at dusk, with a friend, to harvest (?). It may have been in France. There was a street in front of it without any traffic on it.

She had horses, or only one, and was calling out to them / him while she was standing. A horse came running from the right side.

There was an African guy waiting to be picked up (bus?). I was in a high vehicle in the back (?) and said an African word to him. I think he got in and either was here to help or agreed to do so.

I dreamt that I was somewhere on the left of a man and woman who were playing a board game. She had a hamburger that had somehow gotten behind her on the right having come apart. They mentioned that a huge fly had landed on the meat before she got it back together.

They asked if I would like to join them and I did. I may have had a bite of her hamburger or one of my own (?).

I dreamt that I was spending the night at Briana’s. She was in bed with her dad, with her head at the other end. She mentioned to me about pulling the grey ends of the sheets / bedding at the corner because she was getting cold (?) / feeling a breeze. I helped smooth it out.

During the night, I went to use the restroom, not closing the door because I was used to keeping it open. I heard a couple knocks at the door, thinking it odd at this time of night, and got up to close the door, that was to the left of me, as her dad went to get the door.

I dreamt that a lady was telling me to go find the Utah girl and I flat out told her no.

(From June 2, 2019) Snow

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was outside with other people. Seems we were waiting for someone / thing. There was a small layer of snow of the ground that wasn’t old but also wasn’t new. I picked up a ball of some that had some dried grass blades (?) in it. A girl told me not to eat it. I was thinking that I could if I wanted to. I don’t remember what I did with it.

Someone threw up some fairy dust up in the air, or saw it there, and mentioned it to everyone. The colors I remember were soft pink on top and purple on bottom.

There was a girl there who was shorter than me, heavy, semi long light brunette hair. Her facial features were on the borderline of being down syndrome. She was able to make herself invisible. There was an older man there who wanted to be with her, going after her. She found a couch around a corner to the left of where this guy was. She decided to lounge there to rest away from him. I gave her a questioning look about whether that would / could be a good place.

The guy finally found the couch and this girl relented and decided to let him see and touch her.

I dreamt that there was a giant couch made of concrete in the middle of a body of water between Canada and the states. It was facing the states. It was a reminder for us to be friendly with each other.

(From June 3, 2019) Already Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy was pressing a gun to the left side of a guy who was laying on his side. I don’t remember what the guy with the gun was initially supposed to do but he shot a couple rounds into the other guy’s body, saying a word or two as he did so. The words I woke with the words “File” and Folder” though those weren’t the words he was saying.

The guy being shot had an x over his lips like bullets have. I don’t remember if he was already dead or not. Possible he was.

There was a different reason why the shooter was there with the body but he was evil and turned it into something sinister.

I dreamt that a guy was underneath a commercial BMW lawnmower but it wasn’t hurting him. I was looking at the guy through the perspective of the lawnmower, as if I was it. The view shifted slightly so that I could see it to the left of me, showing the “nose” end of it. It was grey.

At first it was the open kind with the seat on top of a disc but then it changed so that it had a “door” (?) like a dune buggy.

I dreamt that I was somewhere with mom and Micalanne. I pronounced Mic’s name as “Mecalawn” with a slight accent (?). It had something to do with painting / dying nylons. I didn’t see hers but some people who were also there were laughing at hers because of the way she drew her line. Someone showed her how simple it was to make a straight line, as in a graph. Seems it was pointing down at an angle.

I dreamt something to do with Candace Cameron Bure and that she had been invited to go somewhere during the holidays. She talked to the people at the Hallmark channel to see if they wanted to document her journey there.

There was a 2-3 ft. gnome (?) that rotated, sitting / setting on top of a table, doing something with its arms. It was black and the background was also black / dark so it was hard to see much of the details. I’m not sure if it was in her house, where she went to, or where it was. It was a Christmas decoration.

Mommy

I asked, “Where is the portal?” I dreamt that a couple were house hunting. I was on top of some framing in / by a shower of a bathroom that was being renovated when they came to the house I was in. This shower was as tall as I was on the framing and the shower head was facing left. It had dark gray (?) tiles. They based their decision on a shower. I don’t remember if it was this one or another one.

The framing had a blanket covering it along with something shorter on the left side. I then was holding a kangaroo in my right arm. Scared, I was calling out to mom for help in getting down because I was worried that I could fall and hurt myself / break my ankles. I was calling her, “Mommy”.

I dreamt that I was at a small Starbucks with two girls, on my left. One of them ordered a venti green tea. I asked her if she had tried the matcha frappucino and she said no. I think I bought that one. As I was asking her, I was also thinking about the grasshopper (added java chips).

There was only one guy working. He was wanting to process my card / payment through a small black (travel size?) bag that he was holding up by the counter in front of us.

As he was doing so, a line started to form behind us that was long enough to go around the workstation and back up against the wall so that it formed a question mark. I didn’t notice any impatience among them.

This guy wasn’t able to complete the transaction so he went over to the register which was on the right, to complete it.

I dreamt that I was at a pool where there was a swim meet. I was at the finish side on the right. The swimmers were on the other side of the diving board and their faces were blocked / obscured. There was a winner’s podium on that side as well. It was also blocked so as not to be able to see who the winners were but sensed there were some girls.

After the race, I farted and saw it floating past in front of me. Fortunately there was no smell to it.

I sat down and clipped my right big toe toenail. There was some lint looking stuff in the corner so I cleaned it out. There may have been someone on my left as I was doing so who was a little disgusted that I would be doing that here.

(From yesterday) New Real Estate

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Tony Shalhoub was a new college professor. In the beginning, he was timid but started relaxing as time went on. One day (the next year?) when he came in (I’m seeing through his eyes) there was a fan behind him (didn’t see) blowing a folder that was on his desk so he put something on it to weigh it down / keep it from blowing away.

He then sat in his chair and still a bit timid talking to them, asked the class about moving to new real estate, to get a discussion started / going.

There were two adults sitting on his left. One was a woman who whispered to the other who was on her left, that he was still having trouble getting the students to open up. They may have been from administration.

As he was asking this question, he was flipping through a newspaper for something. A couple of the pages had comics on them. On the left side was a square one panel comic of a parent sitting on the floor, facing right, looking at an open book with a child standing in front of them. The book had written on it something about other ideas, which was also written below the square.

I dreamt that Mark had gone to see the Phantom of the Opera and I wished that I had gone. At the end of dream, a lady gave me a present of a bunch of travel size body wash gels wrapped up in cellophane. I mentioned to mom that I didn’t need to worry about getting any for a long time, only toothpaste and toothbrush.

(From May 27, 2019) Lap

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had my laptop on my lap when it suddenly turned off.

I dreamt that Lowe’s was at the top of a steep dirt hill. It was then turned into a shopping center. Mark and I went to check it out, taking separate vehicles. After I parked, I didn’t see Mark’s car so figured he parked elsewhere.

Gwen and Val were there. One of them was a giant. I’m thinking it may have been Gwen.

I was telling a girl / lady that she should buy an expensive white knee length dress for an upcoming festival (?). It may have been two pieces.

Mark had a young family there who were waiting / looking for him so that they could leave. I found him lounging doing his own thing.

Outside Mark showed up was a more beat up version of Kyle’s station wagon. The hood was up, in reverse, and the driver seat was pushed up. I was about to climb in with the engine when I realized what I was doing / about to do.

I dreamt that I took a crafter’s sponge paintbrush and stuck it up in my vagina.

I dreamt that two cats were in the back walking toward the house to come in. I asked Ali how the Siamese had gotten out. As they got closer, I realized that it was the cross eyed looking one instead.

(From May 26, 2019) Lottery

I asked the same question. Lottery came to mind.

I dreamt about a blonde guy that I was dating. He was carrying me inside and I was thinking how weird it was for him to look at me and realize that he liked me.

He was then preparing dinner / food while I was across the room having fun with other people. I stopped for a bit and wondered if I should help him but then thought that I didn’t want to be someone who I wasn’t so I continued with what I was doing.

The End

I asked, “Where did I need to go?” Utah came to mind.

I dreamt that I was at a church meeting. There were roughly several hundred people. I was sitting on the left. The chairs were the metal folding chairs. I had been asked to say the closing prayer. I was scared because of the amount of people but I did it.

After I got up, I stayed back where my seat was instead of going up front, four blonde women came and took my seat and the ones next to it, causing me to eventually taking the seat at the end. I couldn’t be upset because the seat was empty from me standing up.

As I was saying the prayer, a guy started speaking over an intercom. I then said into the air, “How can I talk with you talking?” There were also people somewhere walking around doing whatever they were there for.

(From May 9, 2019) Clear

I asked, “What is the meaning of the fan?” I dreamt that I thought I had heard it raining but when I got up, to feed the cats, I saw that it was a clear day.

I dreamt that the sun had come up and I needed to wake up to feed the cats. Seems my mom was there. I was so tired that I sat up on the couch with my eyes closed because I was having a hard time opening them. I finally got up and saw that the cats still had plenty of food.

I dreamt that I was watching a movie (?) of a couple cops outside an apartment building looking for someone. The stairs protruded out and one of them, a lady, was standing on the left side looking up describing about the process of finding this person. She was saying something about them going up to a room up at the top floor. I was anticipating that she was going to say that they found this person had hung himself.

I dreamt that it was still dark outside and I was woken from hearing Ali closing doors loudly in the hallway. I then heard a knock / doorbell and heard someone say something and then said, “Sir”. I thought a neighbor had called the police because they were concerned about all the noise.

The person turned out to be a skinny young black guy. He needed to go back out for something. I knew the door would lock behind him. Before he left I saw two gold watches that he had dropped on the couch. As he turned to walk back out I saw that his shorts were below his butt showing his boxers.

Ali came to me before the guy showed up saying that he was going to go get us some food for breakfast. He said what it was but I don’t remember. He seemed anxious as he was telling me, still getting dressed.

After this guy went back out, I asked Ali who the guy was but don’t think he answered. I don’t remember. I asked Ali who he was and where he was going. He gave me a name but couldn’t understand him because it was mumbled a bit and said that he’s going out to get some sort of rock broccoli. He may have said pizza rock broccoli but I also couldn’t understand him when he said the first word.

After the guy went outside, Ali went back to finish getting ready and I followed. He now looked like Steve and so I told him that after asking the questions and Ali answering. I don’t know if they were separate dreams or if they were intertwined.

I dreamt that there was a guy who had his legs previously disabled from something before I saw him. He had a small private jet/ passenger plane that he spent the majority of his time in up in the air but not as the pilot. He had a small older lady with him who had a ragged weathered face.

I was up with him during one of the trips. I was thinking that maybe he was the one with money who would be the one to take care of me. I was thinking that after awhile it doesn’t feel like being up in the air.

He was across from me relaxing, facing toward the back where the lady was sitting at a desk facing us and maybe talking with us. This trip was one where he comes back down to earth to get supplies from his warehouse, which was in a desert setting.

I then saw him sitting in a chair outside. He had 4 packs of Marlboro cigarettes with him, two on each side. I knew that he was a member of the church and he may have been through the temple. I was wondering about the connection of those but don’t remember. I think it was something about him still being a smoker even though he had gone through the temple
(It’s kinda hazy).

I’m next in a big room with a lot of people. Briana is there. I ask her to say the closing prayer and she’s fine with it. Something happens, or needs to happen first, before she does so.

Present

I asked the same question. Before falling asleep, I saw my dad’s hands on the shoulders of a young boy in front of him. Keeping his hands there, he pushed the boy forward, presenting him to me. I didn’t see the boy’s face as I was concentrating on my dad’s hands. The name David then came to mind.

I dreamt that I had an open glass (?) door in my room to the backyard with a closed screen. The mother cat and the orange tabby were there. I opened the screen from the left and the mother came in while the orange stayed out for a bit before coming in.

(From May 11, 2019) Stay

I asked, “Why am I still here in this house?” I dreamt that I was with a female I knew, in the dream. We were on the third floor / level. We got in an elevator. I was to stay on this level, which I was thankful for.

The elevator slowly went up and down and I couldn’t understand why. I finally realized that I hadn’t pushed the button. I either did or was about to when I woke up.

I dreamt that I was at Golden Valley jr high and the students were outside and some were fighting. I saw a woman employee sitting at a patio area, facing to the left of me, talking with someone (student?). Some of her face was covered with small pieces of shadows, as if she were sitting by a tree and the leaves were shading her.

There was a lady that was saying she was a “Tralioner”, incorporating the lion mascot (we were the knights) into the word “trainer”. I recognized her from her picture when we were going to school here.

(From May 10, 2019) Fresh Meat

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Mr. Rogers came in through the door on the left, throwing (?) a buffalo hide to the right. He then had his back mostly toward me.

His wife was in the kitchen (?), standing on the right, with her back also mostly toward me. She asked him if he had skinned the buffalo. He said no (Of course not because of his kindness and tenderness. This was known in the dream.) and named off some names of his friends.

There were then two young blonde surfer (?) guys who found a bite size of fresh meat with one of them eating it. I think I asked them something and they responded. I then asked if they were on vacation and they responded that they were in the Philippines.

I dreamt that I was at my parents house collecting the old sponges, with the green scrubber, from the storage / utility closet / pantry on a top shelf. Mom asked me to do something but I continued with what I was doing.

Before my dad died (in dream), he took a random picture of Steve while he was walking. Steve ended up being blurry at an angle on the bottom right corner with his head near the middle, facing left. He was wearing a dark blue shirt / sweater.

I dreamt that I was drinking through a straw tasting samples of different drinks. I was thinking that the people there were wondering what I was doing.

I then was outside and barely saw a long snake on a tree I was about to pass. It seemed to be about 6 – 8 ft long. It’s head area was wrapped around a branch on the right with the body going up the tree.

I was about to get ready to take a picture when a tall man, dressed in scrubs walking from right to left, grabbed it and took a big bite out of it. I didn’t watch him as he was walking so I don’t know what he did after taking the bite. I had a feeling that he chewed it.

One Picture

I asked, “Why am I still here in this house?” I dreamt that Ali’s address was 4440. I reminded him of that when he saw a check that my mom got that had those numbers. He rubbed it on his left (?) arm.

He was checking himself in a mirror, which was facing left, to see how he looked in his white shirt and black slacks. I was thinking that he looked good but that didn’t mean anything because of the way he treated me / people.

I saw a b&w picture of a girl with about shoulder length hair, that I could see. The bangs were clipped straight back on top of the head. Her hair looked to have some wave to it. The picture looked to be from the 50’s but she looked to be more recent. It was only of a head shot. I didn’t see it up close as it was in the middle of two dark things that I couldn’t see what they were.

I also saw small head shots of me and Ali next to each other making one picture. We each had our individual border. One was black and the other was white.

I was at someone’s house. My mom’s? There were two levels that were only several steps. I was on the lower looking at my mom and seeing Judy opening a picture wrapped in brown paper that was leaning against the right wall. It was either a sand beach scene or the word “beach”. I didn’t see but knew.

My mom(?) (and dad?) were going to visit another country. Asian? Not Japan or China.

I dreamt that Erin was going to the MTC a couple days before New Year’s Eve. She lived close enough that she could drive the day that she was to report.

(These may have all been one dream. They’re hazy.)