Going To

(I had a dream several years earlier of 4 adult children) I asked, “Is Ali the father of those adult children?” I dreamt of a white (?) snake going up my right arm. I was scared that it was going to bite me.

I dreamt something about being in the ocean and a huge dead fish floating around me. I first saw the back of it with the head to the right then saw the face. There were some (small) people on top doing something (?).

(From Feb. 15, 2020) Covered

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I wrapped myself in my red towel which covered my whole body, like a child’s towel does with the hood.

(From Feb. 14, 2020) Wanting

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about wanting to write stories/books but haven’t done so yet because I don’t know how to write conversations.

I dreamt something about finding a piece of (paper) money.

The word “Shakada” came to mind. (Japanese for Buddha) In my mind it was pronounced Shakadae/y.

(From Feb.13, 2020) Needed

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was going to marry Travis. we were walking home with some of his friends. Their house was on the left.

I continued to my place that was downhill. When I got there, I noticed that he had followed me home. I was excited that he had done so.

The place where we were getting married had a mural on a back wall with David Bowie dressed as an architect with a hard hat. He was looking to the right at a building he was responsible for. This was painted over with white.

We were then married and in our own place together. I was happy.

I dreamt that I walked through a wire gate that was to the right of the house. The car was in the back, facing the house. I started the ignition then went inside to find some paperwork I needed for school/work.

Kyle/Ali was sitting on a couch that was under the windows looking out back. His arms were resting on the top back of the couch. He had a blanket covering him.

I found the paperwork, gave him a kiss and then went outside to leave. When I got outside the car was gone. I looked over by the gate and saw that it was half open/closed. I had left it open when I came through (?).

We didn’t hear or see anything. I was confused how it had disappeared.

I dreamt something about a tall hamburger called “What Would He Say” or “What He Said”. It was a reference to when a guy orgasm’s. The name changed every now and then.

I was with some Hispanics who had ordered this. One guy brought one back for me, which I wasn’t expecting.

We were outside (before/after this) and I found out that two of them lived in the same home. They were dating. I asked if that was allowed. I don’t remember the answer I was given. I said that I had asked in case each home had their own rules.

I woke with the song, “Here Comes Your Man” from the Pixies.

(From Feb. 12, 2020) Planning

I asked the same question. I saw myself sliding, and caught myself from falling.

I dreamt that mom said it was time to go to grandma’s. I thought it was too late in the evening so I wasn’t planning on going.

(Feb. 12, 2013) Closing Time

I dreamt that I was with a female friend who was about 7 months (?) pregnant. About 3 p.m. we went to a newly opened restaurant but we were never served. We had stayed there until closing time.

Recipe

I asked, “Do I need a shungite or obsidian cross to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that I was having sex with Ali’s (?) spirit.

I dreamt that a guy named Clint van Czeyk had a b&w cartoon on Vimeo. It was showing something dripping from the back of a man’s head.

I dreamt of people watching a sport. There was a group of blondes. There was a big guy speaking to me/tv with a German accent.

I dreamt of a recipe and one of the ingredients was lumphes.

(From yesterday) Play

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with people from church, or some of them were. I was wearing a white bathing suit/leotard with the top down. After a while I figured I better cover up so I did.

There was something about a sleeping white gecko. There was a shirtless guy with dark hair and a medium hairy chest. I either rubbed it, or wanted. I started getting excited from looking at it but was able to calm myself down. He wasn’t a member of the church.

It was time to separate. I was with someone. It seems we went to a fast food restaurant (McDonalds?) that was close by. He ended up at the same place. He came over to me and asked me to “play”. I told him I can’t but I wanted to.

We were at a place that was being given to a family of four, transforming it to a residence. I was behind them. They were lined up side by side and gave a bow in unison to show their gratitude.

I heard my dad’s voice. I listened to him talk a couple times to make sure it was him before I saw him. I told the guy that it was time to go.

The gecko woke up. I was a little anxious not knowing how to transport him. Someone must’ve asked how I brought him here because I said that it was sleeping. I eventually put it in a slightly open sandwich bag until I could put him someplace safer. Liquid appeared when I put him in it.

Somewhere in there I went pee. It was audible but I didn’t care. I t felt like I was going a long time as if my bladder had been full.

I dreamt that I started dating a Hispanic guy. He was wearing a greyish sweater. We were at a park, or somewhere were there was a park. There was a pool but with very little water. I was thinking that if it were full I would’ve playfully pushed him in.

He looked to be in his 30’s so I asked him what age he thought I was. He started saying, “3-0-6, 3-0-8” telling him no each time. I told him that I was going to be 48 next month (May). He was shocked but I couldn’t tell how it affected him because even though he went silent, he stayed the same.

(After rain?) We were walking, with him on my right. I put my arm around his waist, pinching it a little at the bone. There was a little bit of extra skin. I was thinking how I liked to do that with Ali. I didn’t care if people saw us together.

On the ground was spelled out two words. The second one was Trenta. I asked him what it meant but don’t remember what he said.

We ended up in a building (before walking?) with other people. After a while it was time to leave. He was going to stay to do some work. The entrance was on the lower right corner on the side.

It had been raining on and off at an angle. There was a space up next to the building that was still dry. I was wondering if it would be possible to crouch/duck down to walk through but then it would be too uncomfortable.

The rain finally stopped and the other people left. The hairy guy wanted to walk me to my car but I told him that I would be ok and that I didn’t want him walking back and forth.

He asked if I needed any help and I told him that I had only brought a couple things of my stuff.

Either later that day, or another day, I was then with a Mexican lady. We went to a walk up food place that had several windows. One of the companie’s name was something about one ingredient needing another ingredient and that ingredient needing another ingredient, listing 4 of them.

There was a female worker who looked frustrated. She had on a green apron. I figured the name of the company would be on there in a simplified form. Instead, I saw two fancy circles. The Mexican lady I was with was inside with this worker to talk to her.

On my left was a Hispanic guy ordering his food. I was mostly positive it was the same guy I had started dating but because of the newness of the relationship, I still had a little doubt whether it was him. Still, I kept looking at him in case it was him.

He looked over at me when he was finished and asked, “What are you doing here, dear?” I looked inside at the Mexican lady then back at him. I didn’t care if she saw us together or what she thought. I told him that I was here to talk to a lady about selling her products, which was true.

(From Feb. 1, 2020) Children

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a young black man picking out an old b&w movie. He was standing close to me on my right. He said that his children like these movies. It may have been a children’s movie. I knew that he was married.

I saw black/African women in several groups. One group was sitting side by side doing something with their hands with each other. Another group was to their right. They could have been dancing.

(From Jan. 31, 2020) Blind

I asked the same question. I dreamt of several different animals in the back. Two young elephants were close to me lying in some water with their heads to the left. I thought they were dead but as I got closer I could see that they were resting.

I dreamt of holding a blind person’s hand and letting them know that I was leaving and for them to stay in the room where we were.

(From Jan. 30, 2020) Family

I asked the same question. I dreamt something with Jason and other family in it.

Growing Up

I asked the question, “What is that (Utah) girl’s kryptonite?” I dreamt that a girl (Ariana Grande?) had sung a song about growing up. The picture had a Pokemon ball hanging.

I dreamt that work was over and I wanted to take a shower before leaving. I was naked and trying to hurry to open my locker before the guys showed up.

The first number I could remember was 97 but the locks don’t go that high so I was frantically trying to remember the combination.

I heard some people so I used to yellow washcloths that I had to cover myself. There was a girl who saw my predicament. I don’t remember what happened next.

I dreamt that I was at Ali’s. He didn’t have a/c, or it wasn’t working, so he had about 4 or 5 fans going that were facing up.

He had b(r)ought a bunch of clothes that were still in bags. I took out a small boys sweater that had two small holes up on the right shoulder.

I then picked out a man’s blue and white vertical stripe nightshirt that had a tassel/pompom at the end on the right side (when looking at it). I told him that this is what I was talking about (to cover me).

I saw some shirts that reminded me of Greg, telling Ali this, so I got a little emotional.

I dreamt something about being outside and had given the gardener some tomatoes that we had. I was with someone when I saw him throw some away still in the bag. I could see that there were some rotten ones. I told the other person that I had given those to him.

He said something about a tomatillo I think. I couldn’t understand and I didn’t ask for clarification. I think it had to do with being too spicy for him.

(From yesterday) Excited

I asked the same question. I was thinking about the pumpkin pie and the thought came to me that it’s impactful through whole house.

I dreamt something about grandma Fessler and Judy with other people sitting on opposite seats/benches with an aisle between.

I dreamt that there was a big, long cut on the right side of my right thigh. I could see inside and saw some water in the back.

I dreamt of walking around the right corner of a dark business building from back to front. A woman was with me. The building was elevated so that we had to look up to look at the windows. The windows had holes in them as if rocks had been thrown at them. I was saying something about the holes (different sizes?) but don’t remember.

I dreamt that there were girls sitting in front of computers doing their makeup. I had recently stopped working here several months before.

I dreamt that there was a stretched out silver car from the early 1900’s. I thought it was a Rolls Royce but there was a big jaguar hood ornament. I was excited about it, standing a short distance from it so that it would’ve been around the 11 o’clock position facing in front of me.

I was talking to a woman about it. It may have been her favorite.

I dreamt that someone had left a piece of expensive luggage in a parking space. I don’t remember if I was putting that through the back windows of a black man’s small car, or if that was a separate dream.

(From Jan. 25, 2020) Blood

I asked the same question. I dreamt that (I may have been in Ali’s room?) I started to take my bottom garment off and saw some menstrual blood. I rushed to the bathroom that was behind me to rinse it off/out.

The thought came to me that a man did a horrifying thing of killing his wife/mother to his children.

The thought came to me that it was Halloween and I was getting poked by a stick.

I dreamt that I was inside a long rectangular shaped room, standing at the door at the short end. A movie was playing at the other end? Other people were there? I was at the door waiting for the mother cat to come in from the dark outside.

A crab showed up trying to get inside. I may have kicked it away, but not hard. There were other creatures around but they were doing their own thing.

(From Jan. 24, 2020) Mushy

I asked the same question. I saw a slightly burnt pumpkin pie that was still moist/mushy inside.

Worker

I asked, “Why am I black?” I dreamt that mom had gone to a medical facility to have a procedure done. I asked one of the workers about the paperwork. They hadn’t looked at it yet.

(From yesterday) Woman

I asked the same question. I dreamt that on a Friday Amy timidly said that she was going to dinner. I said ok. When she got back I realized that she had gone to the dinner that had been set up by Judy and Sara (?) for mom. I had forgotten about it because Amy didn’t say where she was going.

I got after her for not being clear when she said where she was going. I told her not to come after us for not being clear when she isn’t.

I dremt something about someone talking about nihalat, which means something about (long) hair.

I dreamt that a man was doing something with his young family inside. He looked out the window that was in front of him across the room. He saw a woman with a bundled up baby on her chest walking past the window from right to left.

As the scene zooms out, the man is now to the right of the window standing at a table. He looks back at the window in shock. As the scene continues to zoom, it shows that they are several stories up in a brick apartment building/row house on the right end. There are no balconies.

As the scene continues to zoom out, they have now moved to the roof and are there with other people.

I dreamt that I had accidentally gone, and smeared, a little bit of light colored poop on Ben’s white sheet while I was getting off. I was cleaning/chipping it with my fingernails so that it would be easier to clean.

I dreamt that I sat on a child’s red (?) plastic chair, thinking that it would be sturdy enough for me. It wasn’t.

I dreamt that a lady was sitting (high?) at a table in between two ladies. She had two crosses in front of her. They were made from crystals/gems. They were tan and black mixed, like granite kitchen counters.

I asked her if the place where she bought those had crosses made from shungite or obsidian. She looked surprised and said, “Oh!”, as if she hadn’t thought of that.

(From Jan. 21, 2020) Sliding

I asked the same question. I saw myself continually sliding.

(From Jan. 20, 2020) Selling

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was wearing a white fancy dress, with lace ribbons on my breasts going down the chest area. I was part of a wedding but decided not to attend.

There was a light blue apron with pictures vertically lined up on the right side (when wearing) to show how to wear it with the dress. It was a foot, or two, longer than the dress. I didn’t look at the pictures close enough to understand how to wear it.

I dreamt that someone was selling young (half tall) Christmas trees for planting in yards for when Christmas comes around.

(From Jan. 19, 2020) Demon

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was about to write something on a piece of paper when several streaks showed up at the top of the paper. They made it look like the paper was wet.

Frustrated, I told the demon who did that that he might as well do the whole thing (paper), which he then did.

I dreamt something about a couple from church. Their car had a flat tire in back on the driver’s side. I said that I had checked the front tires and hadn’t thought to check the back ones.

There was something about a John Ellis who was the first speaker at the General Conference. I looked in my journal where I wrote something about dreaming from his talk.

Time To Go

I dreamt of a tall mirrored high rise building.

I dreamt of a gated abandoned house/building with several stories.

I dreamt that I had pooped a slightly curved tan “brick”, leaving it on top of the toilet. I had some dark remnants on my right leg on the top of my thigh under my belly. It was Micalanne’s turn to clean. She was poking it with a stick and smelling it, not smelling anything, trying to figure out what it was.

I put the brick in a hole above the seat the size of the brick and flushed it. I was anxious that it might not go down and flood but it went down smoothly.

I dreamt of being with a group of people, including my parents and Mark, and someone with down syndrome. We were inside a church (?) playing “keep away”. It was fun to watch the person with down syndrome be involved with the game.

The ball wasn’t thrown to me until the end. Because of this I couldn’t remember who my teammates were so I randomly threw to Mark. He threw it back to me and I threw it to dad, who then told mom that it was time to go.

I was standing behind a line the people, one of which was a Polynesian female, had then made, semi anxiously searching for my yellow flip flop sandals. I then saw that they were to the side on the right in front of me on the other side of the line.

I dreamt that there were a couple guys who wanted bicycles. I wasn’t sure if they were homeless or not. After they got the bikes I saw them driving away in front of me, driving slightly to the left. One of them had a Lamborghini. I then wondered why they wanted the bikes.

There was a section of the road that was dirt and had what looked like a ramp, causing the vehicles to go up in the air. There was a one person dug out hole to the left that the driver had to jump into before the vehicle came back down.

I saw a female go in the hole, curled up with her right side on the bottom. I could see her hitting the sides as she was going down. She kept saying, “Ow.”

(From Oct. 11, 2019) Make Noise

I asked, “How do I prevent that (Utah) girl from entering my body?” I dreamt something about Ali & I living (?) in a house with an uphill driveway. The guy before us had a car shop in the garage so he had one of those strips that make noise when going over it. It was still there.

We were going somewhere but I was taking my time coming out. I was in the garage, picking up the car key last. Ali was frustrated at the time I was taking.

There was a guy who lives in the neighborhood who rode past on his motorcycle without shoes. He likes to ride, when he has time off, for fun.

A small/medium size dog walked by me with red ants crawling on him. The ants were around his butt then he moved on. I think I asked the dog if he knew about the ants before he left.

I dreamt that I was with mom & Mark inside mom’s house. Mark asked mom if Steve could come visit. I mentioned that he was going to be coming, why should he be asking. I then asked mom if he & Natalie were separating again. She didn’t respond. I then heard, “One = two”.

I dreamt about making DIY soap out of flowers.

(From Oct. 10, 2019) Walls Going Down

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Kenny Rogers had worked with Taylor Swift several times so he wasn’t nervous (?) around. He was holding up a baby size patchwork quilt.

The name Tommy Becky came to mind.

I saw an older couple walking in front of me. They (she) were holding the baby of a Jamaican woman who was on their right. Her hair was up in braids with colored bands all around.

I saw the brick walls in the backyard and side going down.

(From Oct. 9, 2019) Shining Bright

I asked the same question. I was with other people, including Trump. Seems it was at the end of work. Trump left for a little bit then came back. He was debating on walking me home or another girl. I told him that it takes me an hour. I wanted to ask if it would be quicker to drive but since he was the one who is offering, I didn’t say anything.

I was sitting on the floor wearing a dress. The bottom was up by my waist. My legs were bent up. I was thinking that anyone here who might become my husband would know how I already look. My garments were showing so I decided to pull the dress down.

I saw one of those display cookie jar globes/balls that stores use for small items to sell. Inside were the rubber balls used for handball/racquetball. A couple of the front balls had writing with an outline of a skull, like the type for Day of the Dead. It was saying something about Kliceco, which is the face shining bright under the moon.

(From Oct. 8, 2019) Married

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a party with two suppliers of champagne. The people were drinking more of one over the other. A guy involved with one of the suppliers kept bringing glasses out on to the long rectangle table because of this.

Amy was warning me about hunting ghosts because a friend of hers became involved with drugs after starting. I told her the difference between our situations. She told me, “Let me poke your eye”, for health reasons, as a release.

I dreamt that Ali & I were at the house of one of my brothers. I don’t remember if it was a dream brother or one of my actual brothers. If it was actual then it would’ve been Mark.

Ali was standing behind me, not doing anything, and my brother told me to stop doing that, as if we were having sex. I reminded him that we were married. There were other people at the house as well.

I dreamt that Ali & I went to the church with two sections/chapels. They were across from each other with the one on the right a bit higher than the one on the left. The one on the left was for families and the one on the right was for gays. I don’t remember why Ali came but he came for a reason. I think I was tagging along, though I didn’t see him while we were there.

There were people on both sides. I stayed on the right. The women there didn’t feel as if they were gay but were family of those who were. There was a type of (not see thru) screen to go through to be on that side.

I knew that payment was involved to be involved with what was happening that day/night. I wasn’t going to go through because of that but after seeing the last person go through, I decided to sneak in.

I saw doors open as if the room was a dressing room. I saw the bottom/legs of a guy getting ready for a show. I heard some of the guys chuckling slightly after two of them did something sexual. I looked after hearing that but didn’t see anything.

I then went in to the chapel and sat in a folding chair in the back right on the left of the short row. A guy in front of me told me to look at something that was behind me. I don’t remember what it was.

I saw that there was food up front on the left where the sacrament area was. I figured that was what the payment was for. It was for after the event. I figured I didn’t have to worry about eating because Ali would take me to eat after the event was over.

There was a screen up front for a film that was to be shown. It was a type of documentary. Part of it, there was only music with different scenes. It showed a guy walking in a pool on the right side next to the edge. He was walking away from the camera. I got a little excited, thinking I had seen this part and that the guy was Dakota from the Ghost Adventures tv show.

He then came back with a small group of people, walking in the same area. I realized as they got closer that it wasn’t him. In front of them was a black dog pushing a stroller with a guy behind the dog holding the baby. They eventually turned to the right (their left) and continued on.

Get Away

I asked, “Do I need to go to a Catholic priest to get her (Utah girl) expelled from my body?” I dreamt that Ali was driving us out of a parking lot. There was a man walking beside Ali. I couldn’t see his head. I was telling Ali that we need to get away from this man.

I dreamt that I was with a handful of people outside, along with two male church members. For some reason, I didn’t fully trust these men. They were dressed with trench coats, like criminals wear. They were trying to sell something to us.

I dreamt that I was at a (high) school. I told a couple people that I was from the future and asked them where the room was that I was supposed to be in.

When I got there the door was open to the right. I peeked in, standing at the door. There were a couple empty desks on the right with school stuff on them. The students were facing me, looking at me. No one looked familiar, and I couldn’t remember where my seat was.

I dreamt that I was in a bath washing my legs after they had been cleansed.

(From yesterday) Baby Knows

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was standing behind a very pregnant lady who was outside in a sunken tub. (Italian setting?) I was wondering how the baby knows when to come out.

I dreamt that Ali & I were at a restaurant (?). One of the girl workers was wearing her black bra on the outside of her black work shirt, which had white writing on the back. I was pointing her out to Ali.

(From Jan. 15, 2020) Worked On

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in a tall high rise building. I was a missionary and my companion was scared of earthquakes. There were some small tremors.

I was pleading to her for us to get out. I had done something earlier which upset her so she wouldn’t move. I had walked over to where the guys were, with one of them looking at me.

I dreamt that I was at the dentist at the end of my teeth being worked on. I saw that it was 3:00 and realized that I was supposed to start work that day. I knew they couldn’t get a hold of me because I didn’t have a phone.

The dentist was a woman. She said something about my lips being dry when she saw me peeling some skin off with my teeth. I noticed that her lips were worse than mine, having more skin peeling off.

I dreamt that I saw my lipstick brush that I’ve been meaning to bring out to use.

I dreamt that I was sleeping on a bed on the left side with an overweight man and his grown son.

The man got up to use the bathroom, which was on his side. He said something to his son about moving closer to me.

I had moved to the floor. There were blankets under me (?). I told him that he didn’t have to if he didn’t want to. He seemed to be relieved when I told him that.

I was trying to hide from the man for when he came back. The bed was a bit smaller (length?) than usual. I don’t know if I was successful.

I dreamt of turning a stringed instrument (mandolin?) upside down and a bunch of water coming out. There were towels on the floor but not enough. I was thinking that the concrete floor, with a tiny slope to the wall, needs to be redone anyway.

I dreamt of seeing photos of a black Mary Tyler Moore dressed provocatively in red. She had on the tiny shorts that volleyball players wear that only cover the butt. There was a close up photo of her left side leg/butt area, showing how strong her thigh was.

I was wondering which Christmas album to add these to, for future reference.

I dreamt of being at a store and looking over the shoulder of the woman at the register, which was on the right. She had placed her credit card on top of the machine to pay. I saw that it was a dirty MasterCard.

Ali was on my left. I lifted my eyebrows at him, as if to say, “Whatever” about the lady/card.

I was thinking that if anyone said something to me about looking at her card, I would tell them that I didn’t see her numbers, which I hadn’t.

(From Jan. 14, 2020) Go To Church

I asked the same question. I dreamt that the house was at the left end of the street where the elbow is. My dad was suggesting to my mom about buying the house across the street that’s for sale.

I was thinking that I would be able to use it to foster children. I was also thinking of only offering between $375-400 because of how small it is (2 bed, 1.75 ba).

I dreamt that Steve had his room at the house plus a room at the lady’s house across the street, which was on a corner with the street going North on the side.

Steve had a big dog. He was walking out of this lady’s house with the dog on a Sunday to go to church. She also walked out. They started to turn the corner when she dropped a magazine she was holding. I was trying to get Steve’s attention when he finally looked back.

I dreamt that grandma was living with us, having her own room. It was situated similar to the one in her own house but smaller.

There was going to be an open house. My dad told me that the cats need to be gotten rid of (or put outside) because of the fur. I was thinking that they would just hide when the people show up.

I wasn’t going to participate but stayed back in the bedroom. There was a lady who had gotten ready for it. At first I didn’t have my glasses on to see how she looked but quickly got them on and saw that she was dressed nice for it.

I dreamt that I was walking around a shopping center at 9 a.m. on Sunday. I was walking past a See’s on my right when I saw the display of their new candy in the windows. It was red with cinnamon flavor and looked like stretched out Jolly Rancher’s.

There was a window in front for those customers who only wanted the samples. I was hoping someone would be there because I was wanting a sample but didn’t see anyone there, having to wait until they opened at 9:30.

I saw teenage girls showing up to buy some white clothes that were there. I was surprised that they would be here so early. I was thinking that they should be in church instead.

I walked past a guy on my right who was solemnly looking at some empty stores that had for rent signs. As I walked I said to him, “It will come” in a singing manner. I was thinking that it sounded like a song.

I was on an upper level and saw the outside tabby lying at the bottom of an escalator with his legs stretched to the left. I thought he looked dead but as I got closer I saw that he was only resting.

I was petting him and playfully said that we need to find orange (and white tabby who passed away before Christmas). There was a manager on my right and thought I was crazy talking to myself before he saw the cat.

I then saw orange below under a circular rack of clothes. I was able to pick him up before he got away.

I saw my head and shoulders as black. My hair was in twisted ponytail sections.

I dreamt that this shopping center was in Santa Barbara. There was a girl who had Tom Selleck (?) and Aaron Goodwin there for remodeling consultation. The store was to the left of the entrance.

She was inside holding a brick and slightly swaying it back and forth. Tom told her that there’s no better time to get started than the present. She then started hitting the white tiles with the brick.

Aaron took the rubber stripping from one of the entrance doors then moved the door to the right, creating an opening instead where the door was.

I was sitting outside, pointing to my wrist, letting a girl above know that it was time to be ready. It was 10:01 pm but still light out.

Make A Structure

I dreamt that I was watching a preview of a movie about a boy who visits his girlfriend from another country (Asian?). The sun is setting. She is wearing a black bustier. He pulls the top down from her left breast to suck on it. This is her first time being sexual with him. I see a jolt of energy/electricity go through her.

They are then sitting outside next to each other on a different day. There is a small space between them with her on the right. She is holding some of the letters she received from him. She says that she has a couple more to go so she can write a romantic story about their relationship.

I dreamt that Ree Drummond is to make a structure/cover for animals.

(From Oct. 17, 2019) To Be Finished

I dreamt that I was in a library (?) setting late at night waiting for Ali to pick me up. I had what looked like a Blackberry phone but with a bigger screen.

There were several sentences “stacked” above each other. Clicking on one will take you to a story to be finished, or one that someone else had finished.

I forwarded one to the group that these were part of. A girl thanked me for what I wrote so I responded that I had forwarded it.

I then saw that these had to do with science fiction. The screen then started fading so I would do something with the device (touch screen?) which caused the picture to come back but only for a couple seconds. I did it one more time with the same result. I figured that the battery must be low.

(From Oct. 16, 2019) Blessing

I dreamt that I shared a bedroom with Amy. My bed was vertical on the left. Amy’s was horizontal next to mine on the right at the foot. The door was on the right up a ways.

I was sitting at the end of Amy’s bed next to mine. There were a couple other people also. I was only wearing a shirt. Some green slime came out of my vagina. Amy walked in and was upset that I was sitting on her bed.

I dreamt that I was walking between a group of people. On my right was a shirtless black man. As I passed him I put his hands on my head for a blessing.

He gave me a short one and then talked to a white guy on my left what he had done and what else needs to be done. I felt better after the blessing.

(From Oct. 14, 2019) Obstacle Course

I dreamt that Ali & I were with a group of people who were going through an obstacle course, for fun. We weren’t doing it but only checking it out. One of the obstacles was something to do with climbing (?).

There was a space between the top and bottom. I was holding on to the bottom and mentioned that it wasn’t difficult because my feet were still touching the ground/the ground was only a couple feet down.

Someone mentioned that I had to start from the top and then come down. That looked like it may have been more difficult.

I dreamt that there was s huge black spider with pointy hairs on its legs. It grabbed me on its right side (left when looking at it). I didn’t see the face. I was scared that it was going to harm me but it never did.

(From Oct. 12, 2019) Cheetah

I dreamt that I was at someone’s house and had brought the cats. A cheetah had shown up as well. I had the door opened so that it would leave on its own, which it did. I was worried about the cats getting out, which they did.

After the cheetah left, I saw the orange and white tabby outside playing with one of the other cats. I was gathering them in my arms so I could take them in at once.

After I got about four of them in my left arm, it started to get to be too much but still wanted to get them all. I saw that I wasn’t going to be able to so I took the ones I had inside.

I didn’t see the regular tabby there but I also wasn’t thinking of him. Perhaps I figured he was one I had already grabbed?

I dreamt that I was at a convention (?). There was a semi short blind Hispanic guy who was the winningest (?) coach in the L.A. Lakers history. He was a couple inches shorter than me and was broad, as if someone had pushed his body/stature down.

There was another guy from their history but I don’t remember the connection he had.

There was an older (than me) man who was involved with the BYU Idaho basketball team. He had a belt with big letters of BYU but it was spelled BUY. His wife said something about him not knowing what it means. There was another letter or two at the end but don’t remember what they were.

I mentioned to Ali about the guys from the Lakers.

Needing

I asked, “Do I need to marry Ali to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that Amy said I’m supposed to drink champagne if I have a split tooth.

I dreamt that Drew Barrymore was part of my password for debt removal.

I dreamt of wind blowing a small section of grass toward me. It stopped in front of me and was in the shape of a rabbit. He asked me to help him. I asked him how. He said something about 7 fishes (?). He was then directing me where to get them.

I dreamt that I was driving a Prius in a slight bend to the left to enter the traffic there. I was driving pass potholes in the road that were being fixed up by regular people. One group I passed on the left all had black shirts with their company information on it.

There was a Hispanic woman standing on the outer right of the circle who wasn’t quite sure what to do next. I wanted to ask how they found out about being able to help with this.

I dreamt that I was in someone’s house needing to use the restroom to change my tampon. There were two boys rooms next to each other. The one on the right looked like there was a restroom in there on the left. I wasn’t sure about using that one in case the boy showed up. I then noticed that both rooms were filled with clothes everywhere. As I kept looking I didn’t see the restroom.

(From yesterday) Keep Forgetting

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a girl had bought an ice cream franchise. She then went around to the locations where the franchise was inside other businesses. She was wanting her business to have their own entrances. They kept telling her no. She got upset, going to her car with nothing more to say. A man saw a tiny hole in one of his walls, letting in some light. He wondered if it would be possible to make an entrance for her.

I dreamt that I was thinking the next time I have sex it would be for money. I looked down at my stomach and saw a couple small rolls. I may have been sitting. I wondered what the guy I would have sex with next would think of my body.

I also realized that I was black. Seems I knew my legs were still white. The coloring was the same as Ali, looking as if I had been dusted with cocoa powder. As I was looking at my skin I started to feel sick.

I dreamt that I had a clear bag with different color yarns inside. There was an older black woman looking at them. I thought she was interested in them so I asked her if she wanted them.

I then saw a white girl sitting in front of me in a different location. I asked her if she still wanted the yarn. She said that that wasn’t her. I told her that I keep forgetting.

I then saw to my right a group of people walking my direction. I saw the black lady in the back on the right.

I dreamt that I was sitting at the end of a table with two extreme gay guys on my right. One of them gets on the table and streams some pee on my head. I knew what he was doing so I backed away. My mom said something about him not being who he really is. I then said said something to that effect also.

(From Jan. 10, 2020) Hurriedly

I asked the same question. I dreamt of Lori Loughlin and another woman, or two, coming out dressed in Christmas dresses with the tulle underneath, like a Santa’s helper would wear. They were having fun.

I was then inside her home. She had about three open landings to the left with fancy scroll work. Tom Selleck was a security guard. He had a serious face.

I heard someone mention a section of the house where there aren’t any windows. Tom then told the group of people to hurriedly leave the house. There were then two men in that section of house searching for these people to attack them.

I drteamt of being in a parking lot with a cop who was standing closely to my left. He helped me get my (Ali’s) car inflated. I turned to him, noticing that he had blonde hair, and thanked him. I wondered if he was the one in my earlier dream(s) who helped me.

A group of people were standing around the car as it was about to start inflating. A boy was standing on top. I kept telling him to get off. When he wouldn’t move I aggressively pulled him off.

As I was waking, I heard the “Watcher” from the New Jersey home, telling me to start gathering my things.

Still Alive

I dreamt that dad was driving us home on a route that always scared me because there was a part of the road that was steep going down.

I dreamt that I was in a dug out tightly compacted dirt square with a white dog who was just lying there in front of me. There may have been a small section in the left top corner that was wet.

Ali was standing above on the left top corner with a shovel. He had picked up the dog. I told him that the dog was still alive. He slightly threw up the shovel, moving it away, causing the dog to land on its feet.

It was thin as if it had been starved. It stood there for a bit and then went back into the dirt square to lay down again.

This scared me for some reason, causing me to suddenly wake and open my eyes.

I dreamt that Doris Day had died (singing part) which upset (saddened) me.

I dreamt that Steve (?) & I got on a guy’s big rig that he was using to transport people, like a bus service. There was another guy and the driver turned the vehicle around to take this guy to his destination. I was concerned/hopeful that he would turn back around to take us to ours.

I dreamt that there was a crowd of people who parted, like the Red Sea, because of something that was on the other side.

(From Oct. 20, 2019) Go Help

I dreamt that someone was trying to kidnap a young Steve. He was in another room behind me and to the right. I was having a hard time getting the headband off that I use to cover my eyes while sleeping so that I could go help.

I dreamt that I was looking at a brochure with Robert Mailhouse on it. He walked in front of me from right to left so I showed him what I was looking at.

(From Oct. 19, 2019) Fireworks

I dreamt of a Celine Dion video with a see thru filter/screen over it, like when ads pop up covering what you’re looking at. There was something on the screen but don’t remember what because something popped/clicked in my head then I was suddenly awake.

I dreamt that there were fireworks for something.

(From Oct. 18, 2019) Christmas

I dreamt of a young Shauna whose name was Emily instead. We were at a house (?) with a big bed with big/thick comforters. She got up on the left side of the bed wanting to snuggle in.

I was standing on the right side telling her we needed to go to her house (within walking distance) to clean up first. I think I was going to let her walk by herself if she didn’t come down because of how close her house was.

I dreamt of a handsome young Bill Gates. He had taken me into his RV. I was wondering if he was the one from an earlier dream with a well who was going to take care of me.

I was wearing a knee length skirt and no shoes. I don’t know if he had planned on picking me or if he chose me out of others. I don’t know why I was there. There was at least another female there who was connected to him. That may have been all.

I was able to “escape” but for some reason went back. Someone was discussing an issue that he took interest in but I said (out loud?) that he doesn’t believe in it and when I looked for him he was gone.

I dreamt that there was a semi long business building at the end of a parking lot. There were two businesses there. The one on the right was a Mexican restaurant called “Samaya” (?). I don’t remember what the left side was.

There were people standing in the parking lot. I don’t recall seeing any vehicles. On the restaurant side was a tall, skinny black man with a small group of people (or just standing by them) and dancing by himself. Ali was to my right though I didn’t see him. I was pointing out the black man to him.

On the left side, closer to us, where a group of people lining up horizontally. After a bit they started to dance.

I dreamt that I saw a picture of Christ sitting and looking to the 5 o’clock position. I was wanting to share the picture to some of the LDS groups I’m in and comment that Christmas in only a couple (3 or 4) days away.

Accepted It

I dreamt that there was a pile of dead people on top of the only survivor, who was looking out.

I dreamt that the orange and white cat was back (he passed Dec. 23) and at first it threw me off but then I accepted it.

(From Oct. 24, 2019) Playing

I saw a young Mexican couple with their two young children, boy & girl, who were playing.

I dreamt of an insect, bigger than a bee, flying around. There were some of those windows that are in strips, that look similar to blinds, that were open in front of me.

I had something in my left hand (cardboard?) trying to swat it out so it wouldn’t sting me. It was a female who I know. There were a couple people with me as well.

(From Oct. 23, 2019) Bauhaus

I dreamt of being with some people. I don’t know where we were. Briana was there. There was a guy with black hair. He had something of Bauhaus, or something that had the name written on it. I told him that all I remember is Peter Murphy saying, “Bela Lugosi”. Not the whole song but only those words.

There was also something about a round glass object that had the top broken off and I was worried about the cats walking over the pieces on the ground and the remaining piece that was there.

I dreamt of someone holding the end of a hose and water coming out on the left.

(From Oct. 22, 2019) Near Dead

I dreamt of a woman with fat in puches below her knees. She had a slim small fridge packed of food.

I dreamt of gathering cats in my left arm that were near dead.

(From Oct. 21, 2019) Not To Forget

I dreamt of looking at pictures from the movie Casablanca. There was a young couple also with me. I was saying that I had seen half the movie, telling them pieces of it, but couldn’t remember if it was the first or last.

I was then transported into a desert picture. The sand was white and smoother than I had felt before. I was looking up and it was dark (because of it being a picture). I was wondering if I would be able to climb up and what would I see/would I see light. Climbing up to the top had something to do with death.

I dreamt of an airplane that people were able to climb up and tour. I was on the steps looking down. Ali was there wearing a jacket/coat and standing among the people facing away from me on the right side.

I dreamt that after the events of the day, I was in a room with Barbie and grandma with some other people. We were wearing dark dresses, or Barbie and grandma were.

Barbie asked me if I was going to the wedding (Bethany) and I quietly told her no. She was a bit saddened by that but continued her walk out. After she passed me on my left, I saw her cane so picked it up and told her not to forget it, handing it to her.

Grandma stood up, facing me, from a chair that was in front of me at the end of a table. I knew she was there but hadn’t really noticed until she stood up.

She started walking toward me and I started toward her. I said hello to her as I softly patted her on her back.