Attacked

I dreamt of someone (almost?) dying from being attacked by a bunch of spiders. 

I dreamt of Barry Manilow and telling him that I liked his album from the 80’s. There was a guy and either he, or I, mentioned that he had heart surgery. I mentioned that Barry Manilow was 24 years and 11 months older than me. 

(From July 12, 2018 Divide)

Before falling asleep, I saw the entrance to a long driveway, which I think was mine. In front of it was a grassy median for people to turn around and I think there was a house or two there as well. It felt serene and peaceful.

I dreamt that the family was inside the house. I don’t remember who all was there but not everyone was there.The ground outside was splitting open, coming through the house. Someone ended up separated but was able to jump over the chasm / divide. 

Mom then somehow got swept away in some water that was ice cold and had a layer of ice on top. I was worried that she was going to die but she was able to swim away and free herself with no problem.

I dreamt that I was reading an article about different songs and having accompanying YouTube videos. Seems that the first songs were covers of other songs.

(From July 11, 2018 Mates)

I asked if the Utah girl gave birth. I dreamt that some people, instead of looking for soul mates, they were (subconsciously?) looking for “apartment mates”.

(From July 10, 2018 Closet)

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a girl on / at the top of a ladder in a closet type area. She was reaching down to give a man some quarters. I got in the middle to help them out. She then had some other coins, some dimes and maybe pennies is all I remember. The guy let me have those.

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Death / Darkness 

I asked again if the Utah girl was the spirit lady. I was being shown how they both said, and did, the same things (from what Ali told me).

I dreamt of a b&w kitten in a filled up glass measuring cup of water. I was showing it to someone(s). I realized that it had died because of the water, but then remembered that it was barely breathing to begin with. I was saddened by this but I wasn’t devastated.

 I dreamt of watching a movie called “Darkness”. I saw death, as a normal person, “chasing” a girl, who wasn’t able to outrun him. She finally exhausted herself and gave up.

 I then saw his right arm slowly lift and point, as if he was the camera. He had skeleton fingers like the Ghost of Christmas Future in A Christmas Carol. I then saw the girl wrapped in burlap (?) and dropped to the ground.

I dreamt that McDonald’s had started offering healthy /ier foods, which helped a location in a bad neighborhood, to be more successful. I asked a lady something about the owner, who was there helping out. She may have been his wife.

I dreamt of being at the church and needing to use the restroom. I went to the hallway on the right. I couldn’t find it. I walked up and down the hallway to make sure I didn’t walk too fast and miss it. I finally saw a door that said it used to be the Bishop’s (?) office.

I dreamt that I wasn’t wearing my glasses and my vision was blurry but clear enough to get around. They were in a room with my purse. I was searching for my glasses everywhere but where they were.

I dreamt of being in the chapel and the choir was going to sing. Someone said that if anyone wanted to come up and join them, they could. A group of women, holding the words, got up. 

There was a black guy, and family / wife, sitting up front, more to the right, in the congregation. He was in his 50’s / late 40’s, with some weight on him. He was wearing a lavender (?) shirt.

 He asked one of the guys sitting up on the stand, the McDonald’s owner, something but I don’t remember. He smiled and nodded. I was thinking that the black guy was either a new member, or he was just investigating.

I was sitting in the back behind the pews. There were two women standing, in my left, facing me, both nursing on their right breasts, covered. I was thinking that they were tall, or looked tall because I was sitting. The one on the left may have had long blonde hair. 

There was a couch / loveseat in front of me, facing me. There was another lady lying on it, with her head on the left. She also was covered, nursing a baby.

I wondered if I would see her breast when the baby let go, but she stayed covered. She then rolled on to her left side, cuddling up to someone else.

I dreamt that the wife on The Little People (TLC) was related to a guy in the 80’s group “El Dido”. She said how, but I couldn’t understand her.

I dreamt of a being with some women / girls. A wealthy lady came over, showing us some of her rings that she had in a jewelry box. She was letting us take one to keep.

I took one, and then a little later, I took another one that was wood with a design / carving on it. I was deciding which finger to put it on. The others gasped, were shocked when I took it.

Blocking

I asked, “What was the purpose of the Utah girl?” I dreamt of seeing young people / guys on short stilts, walking around a crowd of people. I saw one of the guys from the back with the top part of his boxers showing. He took off to join the group that was at the (upper) right. I then realized that they weren’t on stilts, but skates.

I dreamt that I was driving on a dark neighborhood street, toward the left. As I was looking behind me on my right so that I could move over / turn right, another car came driving up and past me, causing / making me to swerve / (correct) course to the left. As I did this, another car on the left was coming toward me.

I dreamt that I wanted to turn right onto a side street. There were girls / young ladies in the middle, blocking the entrance. Seems that they may have had a big vehicle of some sort with them, on the right side. 

As we were passing, on the left, Ali said something about them needing to move. One of them had short dark hair who responded with something snarky. I looked back and responded by saying that Ali wouldn’t have said anything if he didn’t care.

(From July 24, 2018 Going Home)

I asked, “What is the name of the person Ali is a father of?” I dreamt that I was in Vegas with my mom and Amy and other family members and non – family. I don’t remember why we were there. 

Lauren was there and I asked her if Ashley had decided what she’s going to do with the baby. It was the day before we were to go back home.

There were some family members from dad’s side. I asked about Lana, or was it Jana (?), who lived there in Vegas (?).

I was thinking that it would’ve been nice to visit with the family there but that we weren’t able because of going home. They were so close but yet so far. I was making sure that I had my stuff together, seeing my toothbrush and paste. 

There was a young black family renting the house next door to the right (when looking at backyard). The Siamese was there, along with other animals. The man moved the Siamese, so that she would go over the back wall, not knowing who she belonged to. I grabbed her while I had the chance.

I saw a small black dog in a kennel in the middle of the yard. I was wondering why s/he was in there while the other animals were free. S/he was facing to the right. I then saw an opening on the back side of the kennel and felt relieved.

I saw the man sitting at the table in the kitchen with the woman. I saw that they had four young children, thinking they were all girls, but saw that one was a boy.

The woman was getting after the man that they had to have sex (I think she used the other word) after breakfast so that she would get pregnant and they could get on welfare. The man stayed silent. I then saw a grandpa sitting to the right of the man, enjoying the children and not getting involved with the woman.

Sketchy

I asked, “What was the purpose of the snare?” I dreamt that I was married to Jay Z and he asked me if I had been walking outside his window the night before. I told him no, and then looked at my pink skechers slipons. 

I dreamt that I was in the car with Judy and she was speedily reversing. Luckily there wasn’t any other traffic. We were in a neighborhood and not on any main streets. I was scared and said something to her, or she said something to me.

I dreamt that I was going to write “happy birthday ” 50 times, to a female. I used a paper that I had previously started a setup for an outline.

For some reason, I was going to use a ruler and draw a line down the page, but then decided not to.

(From July 25, 2018 A Snake)

I asked if the Utah girl was the spirit lady (used to come now and then to visit Ali). I dreamt that I was on a bus, with other people, on my way home. I knew these people. The street in front where we were picked up curved like a snake. 

There were vehicles parked on the left side waiting for the other people. The driver of the bus was going a bit fast and I was worried because she didn’t know what was ahead. It was dark outside. I don’t remember the order of the next events.

She was in the left lane to turn left but at the last minute crossed the lanes to go right. Thankfully there weren’t any other vehicles.

 It started raining and I mentioned to the lady next to me that the driver needs to slow down because the roads may be slick because of the first rain(s). The lady yelled up to the driver to slow down and she did. 

There was a portion of the ride where we were supposed to go over steep steps. (I dreamt of them before?) I was worried about that part but the driver decided, also at the last, to go a different route. 

At one point, the driver mentioned that she was “out of it” / “sleeping” while driving but woke up (not realizing that she had been “sleeping” ?). 

While on the bus, I saw a doe, facing to the right, that had an arrow in its hip. I was thinking that that was a mindless act, and didn’t understand why someone would do that.

I dreamt of being at an elementary school and one of the classes had to come out of the classroom because of a ghost who shows up now and then. The teacher was an older (60’s) black woman with short curly hair. She was sitting but looked to be short.

I was sitting next to the door, my right side facing, with a space in between. The door was open with a girl in a wheelchair in the opening. I, a bit angry, told the ghost to let her go. He did and then the door was shut. 

The teacher said something about this ghost but don’t remember what. Maybe the fact that they have to do this when he shows up? 

I was holding a handicapped (how?) young girl when Liz showed up behind a wall with a window, behind me. I lifted this girl up to say hello. 

A lady had brought a bean (?) pasta for a ghost. He didn’t have a face. He was able to bring it through the wall. He ended up not eating it but gave it to another (female?) ghost. I didn’t see either of them but saw the food container coming through the wall after the food was eaten.

Seems my dad was in one of my dreams.

Not As Vivid 

(From July 26, 2018)

I asked for the name of the person Ali is a father of. I dreamt that I was somewhere with rectangular tables that were lined up end to end. I don’t know how many rows. I was there for instruction / education. I had put my stuff on the floor to save my space.

An older man then came and sat to the right of that space, barely giving me any room to sit. I was annoyed at this / him but moved my stuff without grumbling because of his age. 

I had a nice purse (?) under the table (blue handles?) and moved it to the back left corner of the back of D.I. where they had the items stored that were to go out on the floor. 

I dreamt that a young blonde woman (20’s) was getting married. She was taller than me. She was waiting for her husband who I saw but not as vivid as her. She had a belt, and I think eyelets at the bottom of the dress. I don’t remember the sleeves but think they may have been short.

I was wishing that I had gotten married when I was that young. I was thinking that they were getting married that day as it was the last day of the earth and they wanted to be together after death.

I was alone, no family / friends around me, but I wasn’t lonely. I then thought about how I had been married to Kyle and the scriptures about no marriage after death. I then saw cats and other animals / things on top of clouds, on the earth. 

I was starting to feel the vibrations inside the earth getting ready to explode. The animals / things on the clouds then slowly fell below the clouds. Everything / surroundings was white. I was thinking / wondering, “Weren’t we supposed to be lifted up in the sky before this happened?” 

 It was then my turn to fall down. It almost felt like being in a container, though I wasn’t, but I was contained. As I was slowly falling, I was pleading to God, saying, “Oh, God! Oh, God!” I then dropped onto another earth beneath me. 

As soon as I did, Steve went to a / the bathroom and when he did, poop started coming up through all the pipes everywhere, including the toilet that I was on, touching me and I was disgusted by that. I had a box of clothes to the right of me and I was thankful none got on the clothes and as soon as I thought that a little bit ended up on them.

I had ended up in Amy ‘s house when I dropped. Her back screen door slowly opened as if someone small was coming in, but no physical person was there. I watched with trepidation as it opened, swinging open to the left, outward. 

Ali was in one of the back bedrooms, looking like his bedroom, and I heard him make a noise as if being startled awake. I had a sense that he had “awoken” finally.

Escaping

I asked, “When will Ali wake up?” I dreamt that I was remembering dad at church in (gospel doctrine?) class standing up and giving his testimony and I became emotional as I was remembering.

I dreamt something about a young mother and baby “escaping” from a crashed wooden boat / ship, not being found when the authorities came, reuniting with her deceased mother.

I dreamt of a woman wearing a clown wig under her regular short hair “old woman” curled wig, showing just enough above her left ear for people to see that she was gay.

She was holding her mom’s clutch purse (dark grey sparkles?) while her mom went to do something else (bathroom?). She was reading the inscription inside, “To Debbie” . Not sure if there was more. This clutch had been her sister’s, who had escaped / jumped the ship. This lady had blue bug eyes, and the profile showed a dot “placed” where her pupils go. 

I dreamt that I was giving recognition to all the postal workers who work day after day in all weather conditions, being mentally and physically tired at the end of the day, supporting their families.

Birthday

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was back at D.I. in the back. David and I were dating but he did something that disturbed me so I started ignoring him.

There was a toilet that I realized that we both used that had dry urine on the bottom of the lid that needed cleaning.

Someone had donated several small, and big, geodes. One of the small ones was given a price of $.50 with the word, “Babe” on top. I assumed David did that for me but put it with the others anyway.

They also donated several coffee table size books. One was about the Romans, which had a chapter about horses. Another book was about atlas’s. 

I saw a long number on / for / part something with 517’s, so I circled them.

(From July 28, 2018 Slippery)

I asked, “When will Ali wake up?” I don’t remember the beginning, but Ali, wanting to be funny, took my sleeping bag out of its bag and was taking it out to the trash out front. I was following him, trying to tell him that I got it from my brother (Mark) but I think he was talking and didn’t hear me. 

As he got to the trash, I gave up and went back to the house, locking the front door, leaving the screen open. I knew he had a key to get back in since it was his house. He may have gone back to retrieve my bag before the trash came.

There was a white truck, like a commercial (?) / farm / used in third world countries with the flat type bed behind the driver’s cabin. I think Mando was driving / the driver. Ali was in the truck and they had come to pick me up but I was unsure / wary of joining them.

I dreamt that I was outside with Micalanne on a steep slope / sidewalk. There was water from rain. She was sliding down on her feet. I was telling her to be careful because of it being slippery. 

End Result

I dreamt of something (being?) heavy. I’m not sure if it was an object or a subject.

I dreamt of being in a slightly dark pet store. I didn’t see any animals. I was there to check out the company of a small backpack that I had seen someone else have. I don’t know why the backpacks would be here. 

I was in line behind someone, sitting on a couch in front of a glass counter encasement. I don’t remember what they wanted. 

The women workers behind the glass looked as if they were / had been men. The one on the left was taller than the one on the right. They had short dark hair that was shoulder length, or shorter. The one on the right had a big stomach / muffin top.

I asked to see the backpacks, which were in the back right corner. There were a couple plush ones that were different shades of light purple / violet. One was a smooth purple, and another one was plush rainbow / tie dyed colored. They all had a toy gorilla on the zipper pull.

Jack Nicholson, whose name was Kris, was there, watching a movie. He was sitting in front of the tv which was to the right. The scene on the tv had a girl and guy. Someone asked him the name of the movie. He said what it was, and I knew that it was an R rated war movie.

I dreamt that I was watching a tv show (in the same place?). It showed a young girl joining her two cartoon / digital friends as they were walking on the left side of the road. They were surprised to see her, knowing that she had been tied / locked / bound. The scene reversed to show who did that. The three of them were walking and were about to pass a group of some other “friends” on their right. These are the ones responsible.

I dreamt that I was sitting with a guy to my left, playing a digital game that was on our / my pants. It was made of multiple squares that would light up of different colors and move around. The orange ones were scorpions that needed to be killed by swiping your hand over them. If you didn’t get to them, they would grow and beep faster and faster until whatever happened. I didn’t see the end result.

The guy was looking on a computer for a way to save the game. I was helping him. We both couldn’t find a way.

Do It / Doit

I asked, “What does it mean when I’m naked?” I dreamt of a tiny oval pin, that when looked at a certain angle, reads “Do it” . It was white with black letters.

I dreamt of being in a bathroom and having to go. The door wasn’t closed all the way, but the piece on the side of the door was touching the wall. I debated on whether to risk it anyway. I decided to go ahead, and shortly after, Mark Steines came through. He came to get something that was at / by the sink. He was older, with grey hair, and some extra weight, enough for his stomach to overlap his belt. Thankfully I hadn’t exposed anything.

I dreamt of both Amy and I being naked. I don’t remember what was going on.

(From July 31, 2018 Same Direction)

I asked for the meaning of Mando. I dreamt of the Roman goddess Diana on 7 postage stamps on a manila envelope.

I dreamt of seeing a dinosaur skull and a fish fossil that were about the length of a basketball court (?). Instead of being scared at seeing these, I was more awestruck. There were a couple archeologists there as well.

I dreamt of a colorful butterfly that was about as big as a polyphemus moth. It was flying in front of me, on my right, as if flying away from me / same direction as me. I asked it what it was telling me.

I dreamt of being in a house (?). There was a girl with her (grand?) parents. She had a book with her in Russian. She read a little bit to me. She was sitting on my lap (?).

 Her mother was wearing a loose black top with two spaghetti straps on both sides. The side on the right was open, showing her skin from front to back. She realized that she hadn’t changed before she left wherever she came from, slightly embarrassed, but not enough to go change. 

They had stopped here before moving on. There was water somewhere. The cats were there.

If There Was One

I asked, “What is the significance of the late apology?” ( earlier this year I asked if there was something I could say to Ali and the song “Apologize” from OneRepublic showed up.)

I dreamt that a car could park at the corner (where it turns), or straight in, where the curb is straight, depending on the direction the car to the left is parked, if there is one.

I dreamt of two wolves wanting to get out of the (yellow?) fenced yard of a house in the mountains. I saw one able to get through the right corner because there was enough room / space in between the boards. 

There was a dirt path / road next to the house that he crossed over, stopping in the middle first. I was worried that he would get run over by the cars. I then saw that there was a wooden (?) fence blocking the path so that the cars would have to turn left. I was relieved. The house extended some on to the path.

I dreamt of being with a big group of people during the summer up in the mountains. We were there for camp. We were walking to our destination, which must not have been too long. I saw other groups going to their own respective camps. I was thinking how we were all here at the same time for the same reason.

I saw (small piles of) bones along the way / path for the intent of being used in evil rituals. When we got to our destination we started campfires / bonfires on the outside perimeter to protect us from these.

I had my hair wrapped up in a towel because I had (recently) washed it (before coming?). I took it off / it had been taken off and the people were impressed with my hair, even though it was still wet.

There were two black guys with dreads. I asked if I could have them (if it was possible because of being wet). One of them started messing with my hair but was called away to do something else (address the group?), so I started combing it out, starting on the right.

I dreamt something about doing something with / for a child only until they were 6 years old.

I dreamt of being naked, or only topless with a covering around my pubic / mid section. I don’t remember what it was about.

 (From Nov. 19, 2018 Water)

I asked, “What energy does Mando have?” I dreamt of being under water (?), standing between two tree trunks. The one on the left was thin and the one on the right was protruding, as if pregnant. There was something about flushing tiny fish down a toilet, which would end up in (the) water.