Finishing His Mission

I asked for the meaning of the sex change. I dreamt that something was an emergency.

I dreamt of family, and others, gathering for an event. I saw a young guy sitting who had the build of an islander. His hair was dark and “fluffy” and about to the top of his ears.

I was thinking that he had grown his hair out after finishing his mission. I then saw his tag and so figured that he was growing it out because he was close to finishing his mission.

(From July 4, 2018 Believed I Knew)

I asked if Ali is a parent (different wording). I dreamt something about trash and something about digging. I don’t remember if it was one dream, or two.

I dreamt that Ali and I were about to go to a steak (?) restaurant. I read a paragraph from a newspaper to him first. It mentioned Hëssey, and had some words that I didn’t know. He had to help me pronounce at least one, and one of the words he pronounced differently than me (tomato, route, etc…). 

I knew the way to the restaurant, believed I knew, but decided to bring the newspaper anyway because it had the address.

Before leaving, I was looking inside a drawer and it had a couple rolled up newspapers (a bit yellowed?). I’m not sure why I kept / was keeping them. As I was finishing reading, I think I started playing around with my voice and Ali was laughing at me, telling me that I should be a (actress? comic?).

As I was going out to the car, there was a blonde woman. She had short bangs and all I noticed about the length was that it looked about shoulder length. 

She was putting bobby pins on the top of her head from the back to front so that it looked like a net. She was going to sleep with it like that. I asked her what it does, and she responded, “nothing”. 

For other people I think it makes a sort of design? I was about to leave but asked her why she does it and she said she felt a need (?). She didn’t do her hair like this all the time, only when she felt like doing something different, though it didn’t do anything for her. 

She finished while I was there and gave a sigh of relief because her arms were tired. I gave a look of acknowledgement and I may have said that I know how that feels. As she was putting the pins in, I never saw her pick them up.

I dreamt of Shauna giving a talk at church but it wasn’t at a church. At the end, she had a board with (a) picture(s) and had a picture of a colorful butterfly (cutout). 

She put the butterfly on the board and then put a white string over it, and the board, to keep it there. It fell. She didn’t notice, so the people in back were saying, “It didn’t stick” several times. I was up front.

I then saw her outside in the front of her family’s car, sitting next to / on the lap of her dad. The others were there but didn’t look at them. I was going to tell her about the butterfly, but didn’t (maybe her dad scared me a bit? made me unsure?) so instead I gave her a thumbs up for her talk (the window was up). 

I dreamt that I was in the back of my small white Toyota pickup, sitting on the floor, looking up at the front. The truck was going backwards a bit fast and I was worried about the other vehicles. 

I saw that Mark was driving and in control but still may have mentioned to him about my worries. Val may have been sitting up front also. 

I dreamt about a girl sitting in a truck with some space between her and another person. Either just her, or both of them, were singing. 

I dreamt that a girl had lost weight and had two red stretch mark lines down her body / abdomen, one on either side of her belly button. Another girl was asking what those were but the first was understanding / paying attention.

I looked at the second girl and gave her a look, telling her not to say anything about the lines. The girl who lost the weight had lifted up her shirt (to show her body?) and that’s how I saw the lines. This was at the building / church where Shauna spoke.

I dreamt of a woman in an office in this building. Her door was open. She was wearing a dress (it was Sunday?). To the left (when looking at her) was a girl waving a multi layered “fan” of cheese (?), wondering who it belonged to. 

Three other women showed up. One (or another?) wanted to speak with the one in the office. I was going to close the door some, but then thought that the conversation was supposed to be in private so let the door close.

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12 Days

(From July 8, 2018)

I dreamt that Mark and I were laying in bed, me on the right, and I bent down to give him a bj. I knew that it was Mark but it had been so long since I’ve had any and I was enjoying it. It seems that at some point he became Ali. I started playing with his balls. He said something to me but don’t remember. 

I dreamt that the tarot cards with the cups were bending backwards for me. 

I dreamt that people were bringing me gifts from 12 Days of Christmas, similar to how people b(r)ought gifts to Solomon. 

(From July 7, 2018 Backwards)

I asked if the Utah girl gave birth to a baby. I think I saw Oprah and her name was spelled backwards.

(From July 6, 2018 Red and White)

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a lady had moved to the mountains and saying how everything is so expensive. I reminded her that she lived in the mountains and that everything is more expensive, well, almost everything (I’m sure that there are some small things that aren’t). 

We were inside a building with others for an event / gathering. Either she, or another lady, had gotten 3 discs / circles (seemed flat like a sticker). Two of them were red and white and about the size of a dime / penny, maybe a bit smaller. These had the number 100 on them. The other one was bigger, about the size of a quarter (?). I don’t remember the number on that one, or the color(s). Maybe the same but different look? 

She placed these on a counter in front of a couple guys. She didn’t know what they were. The guys saw them but didn’t think much of them at first but then saw the 100’s, and then got a little excited.

She then took them and went over to a slot machine (weren’t a lot there). I explained to her that whatever winnings she got, she could use one of the 100’s and multiply by that number. 

I had then gone to look in a conference size room where a guy and two ladies had gone. I was telling this lady (?) that I saw him (“that” guy), grimacing and looking down, with his shirt off and that he better had not been screwing with me (that they were having sex).

I dreamt that someone (in a blacked out vehicle, motorcycle?) was playing Imagine Dragons. I started to tell someone that the singer is LDS but I don’t think they were paying attention because there was a bunch of things going on. I was also going to say that I saw a picture of him at a concert with his shirt off.

I was sitting on a bench, at a church (?), and saw a vision of a dark wooden (?) sculpture / statue of a Lamanite man. I only saw the back of him. His hair was at least to his shoulders. I don’t remember if it was any longer. He had a couple individual braids with a couple of them tied (?) together. I was noticing how intricate the braids were. I saw what he was wearing but don’t remember. Seems a robe, but not sure. Seems like this man was at the end of the Book of Mormon.

As I was looking at him, he seemed to breathe for a couple seconds and I may have seen a little of the life back then.

There was a young girl and guy sitting on my right. I asked them if they knew this man (using his name but don’t remember it). After a couple seconds the boy looked him up and then told me. I then said that if they had to look him up then they don’t know him. I earnestly told them that they need to learn about him. I don’t know if they were going to, or just brush it off. 

I dreamt of a guy with a blonde girl and telling me her name was Lecithin and was saying something about her story. (I didn’t go over / reflect on this dream because I wanted to remember her name.)

Old Man

(From July 22, 2018)

I asked for the name of the Jewish neighbor. I dreamt that I was driving a vehicle, something like a double decker bus, but not. There were a bunch of people. We were going to a church conference.

At times, the brakes wouldn’t work, or were slow to work. One time while going backwards, I just gave up and let the vehicle stop on its own. It didn’t crash. 

The / An old man came on board wearing a suit and accompanied by a large black dog. I was surprised that he would be here, and mentioned it to Ali, though I didn’t see Ali.

My mom was there and about 3 of her top buttons, not consecutive, were undone so I mentioned this to her. She let it go, making a comment that it happens all the time.

(From July 21, 2018 Didn’t Recognize)

I dreamt that I was on the street my parents last owned a house. I was down at the end that was in front of the house. 

There were migs / MG’s slowly appearing on the streets. One of the first ones I saw had females in it and stopped them to ask if these were those vehicles. They didn’t know / didn’t answer.

 The cars all looked as if part of a race but continued to drive these streets. I noticed that one was a Mercedes. I didn’t see / recognize the maker(s) of the other vehicles.

One of them had a white zippered covering surrounding it. A man standing next to me mentioned that it was full of Catholics, but he used a different variation of the word.

There was a piece of paper on the sign at the left corner saying that they were to be at a certain venue later, at 11:22. I had been excited this whole time.

Death / Darkness 

I asked again if the Utah girl was the spirit lady. I was being shown how they both said, and did, the same things (from what Ali told me).

I dreamt of a b&w kitten in a filled up glass measuring cup of water. I was showing it to someone(s). I realized that it had died because of the water, but then remembered that it was barely breathing to begin with. I was saddened by this but I wasn’t devastated.

 I dreamt of watching a movie called “Darkness”. I saw death, as a normal person, “chasing” a girl, who wasn’t able to outrun him. She finally exhausted herself and gave up.

 I then saw his right arm slowly lift and point, as if he was the camera. He had skeleton fingers like the Ghost of Christmas Future in A Christmas Carol. I then saw the girl wrapped in burlap (?) and dropped to the ground.

I dreamt that McDonald’s had started offering healthy /ier foods, which helped a location in a bad neighborhood, to be more successful. I asked a lady something about the owner, who was there helping out. She may have been his wife.

I dreamt of being at the church and needing to use the restroom. I went to the hallway on the right. I couldn’t find it. I walked up and down the hallway to make sure I didn’t walk too fast and miss it. I finally saw a door that said it used to be the Bishop’s (?) office.

I dreamt that I wasn’t wearing my glasses and my vision was blurry but clear enough to get around. They were in a room with my purse. I was searching for my glasses everywhere but where they were.

I dreamt of being in the chapel and the choir was going to sing. Someone said that if anyone wanted to come up and join them, they could. A group of women, holding the words, got up. 

There was a black guy, and family / wife, sitting up front, more to the right, in the congregation. He was in his 50’s / late 40’s, with some weight on him. He was wearing a lavender (?) shirt.

 He asked one of the guys sitting up on the stand, the McDonald’s owner, something but I don’t remember. He smiled and nodded. I was thinking that the black guy was either a new member, or he was just investigating.

I was sitting in the back behind the pews. There were two women standing, in my left, facing me, both nursing on their right breasts, covered. I was thinking that they were tall, or looked tall because I was sitting. The one on the left may have had long blonde hair. 

There was a couch / loveseat in front of me, facing me. There was another lady lying on it, with her head on the left. She also was covered, nursing a baby.

I wondered if I would see her breast when the baby let go, but she stayed covered. She then rolled on to her left side, cuddling up to someone else.

I dreamt that the wife on The Little People (TLC) was related to a guy in the 80’s group “El Dido”. She said how, but I couldn’t understand her.

I dreamt of a being with some women / girls. A wealthy lady came over, showing us some of her rings that she had in a jewelry box. She was letting us take one to keep.

I took one, and then a little later, I took another one that was wood with a design / carving on it. I was deciding which finger to put it on. The others gasped, were shocked when I took it.

Not As Vivid 

(From July 26, 2018)

I asked for the name of the person Ali is a father of. I dreamt that I was somewhere with rectangular tables that were lined up end to end. I don’t know how many rows. I was there for instruction / education. I had put my stuff on the floor to save my space.

An older man then came and sat to the right of that space, barely giving me any room to sit. I was annoyed at this / him but moved my stuff without grumbling because of his age. 

I had a nice purse (?) under the table (blue handles?) and moved it to the back left corner of the back of D.I. where they had the items stored that were to go out on the floor. 

I dreamt that a young blonde woman (20’s) was getting married. She was taller than me. She was waiting for her husband who I saw but not as vivid as her. She had a belt, and I think eyelets at the bottom of the dress. I don’t remember the sleeves but think they may have been short.

I was wishing that I had gotten married when I was that young. I was thinking that they were getting married that day as it was the last day of the earth and they wanted to be together after death.

I was alone, no family / friends around me, but I wasn’t lonely. I then thought about how I had been married to Kyle and the scriptures about no marriage after death. I then saw cats and other animals / things on top of clouds, on the earth. 

I was starting to feel the vibrations inside the earth getting ready to explode. The animals / things on the clouds then slowly fell below the clouds. Everything / surroundings was white. I was thinking / wondering, “Weren’t we supposed to be lifted up in the sky before this happened?” 

 It was then my turn to fall down. It almost felt like being in a container, though I wasn’t, but I was contained. As I was slowly falling, I was pleading to God, saying, “Oh, God! Oh, God!” I then dropped onto another earth beneath me. 

As soon as I did, Steve went to a / the bathroom and when he did, poop started coming up through all the pipes everywhere, including the toilet that I was on, touching me and I was disgusted by that. I had a box of clothes to the right of me and I was thankful none got on the clothes and as soon as I thought that a little bit ended up on them.

I had ended up in Amy ‘s house when I dropped. Her back screen door slowly opened as if someone small was coming in, but no physical person was there. I watched with trepidation as it opened, swinging open to the left, outward. 

Ali was in one of the back bedrooms, looking like his bedroom, and I heard him make a noise as if being startled awake. I had a sense that he had “awoken” finally.

Birthday

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was back at D.I. in the back. David and I were dating but he did something that disturbed me so I started ignoring him.

There was a toilet that I realized that we both used that had dry urine on the bottom of the lid that needed cleaning.

Someone had donated several small, and big, geodes. One of the small ones was given a price of $.50 with the word, “Babe” on top. I assumed David did that for me but put it with the others anyway.

They also donated several coffee table size books. One was about the Romans, which had a chapter about horses. Another book was about atlas’s. 

I saw a long number on / for / part something with 517’s, so I circled them.

(From July 28, 2018 Slippery)

I asked, “When will Ali wake up?” I don’t remember the beginning, but Ali, wanting to be funny, took my sleeping bag out of its bag and was taking it out to the trash out front. I was following him, trying to tell him that I got it from my brother (Mark) but I think he was talking and didn’t hear me. 

As he got to the trash, I gave up and went back to the house, locking the front door, leaving the screen open. I knew he had a key to get back in since it was his house. He may have gone back to retrieve my bag before the trash came.

There was a white truck, like a commercial (?) / farm / used in third world countries with the flat type bed behind the driver’s cabin. I think Mando was driving / the driver. Ali was in the truck and they had come to pick me up but I was unsure / wary of joining them.

I dreamt that I was outside with Micalanne on a steep slope / sidewalk. There was water from rain. She was sliding down on her feet. I was telling her to be careful because of it being slippery. 

Didn’t Want To

I asked, “Is there anything Ali remembers where he questioned the relationship with that girl?” I dreamt that there was a bright light / it was lit up next to my head as I was in bed. I didn’t want to open my eyes / look.

I dreamt of Julia Roberts / Nicole Kidman sitting in front of me on my right, facing the bottom left. She was wearing big 80’s style glasses. The left side frame, and lens, were darker, as if shades / sunglasses. I was thinking that that was interesting. She was talking to a group of people about buying the San Mateo property (which had thousands of acres, in the 5 digits) and something about deductions.

I dreamt of walking into an older man’s office as he was pulling a black (file?) cabinet, on the left, next / near the wall. Seems that he was a counselor at a hospital. I saw that he didn’t have any arms, and thinking that if he can do that, then we with arms have no complaints. Seems he was lying down, and maybe the cabinet, as he was pulling it. I told him, “You know, you could have”, (asked for help, implied). I then saw that he had arms, but his hands weren’t formed correctly.

He then went to lie down on an aluminum chair, where the legs can stretch out. He was dressed as if at the beach. His secretary had big breasts, wearing a bikini top (all I saw). Her breasts were tattooed with big flowers. I was thinking that that must’ve hurt.

We were in a hospital room, don’t remember why. The Siamese cat showed up, and I asked her if she was ready to go. The other cats then showed up, including an orange and white tabby who has adopted us. He was hissing / growling at the man (?). There was also a white and tan / creme dog. The man was telling me something about the animals.

I was thinking about if I was to get together with him, would I have sex before marriage, or would he be ok with waiting until after? How would he react when he saw me?

I dreamt something with John Candy.

Do It / Doit

I asked, “What does it mean when I’m naked?” I dreamt of a tiny oval pin, that when looked at a certain angle, reads “Do it” . It was white with black letters.

I dreamt of being in a bathroom and having to go. The door wasn’t closed all the way, but the piece on the side of the door was touching the wall. I debated on whether to risk it anyway. I decided to go ahead, and shortly after, Mark Steines came through. He came to get something that was at / by the sink. He was older, with grey hair, and some extra weight, enough for his stomach to overlap his belt. Thankfully I hadn’t exposed anything.

I dreamt of both Amy and I being naked. I don’t remember what was going on.

(From July 31, 2018 Same Direction)

I asked for the meaning of Mando. I dreamt of the Roman goddess Diana on 7 postage stamps on a manila envelope.

I dreamt of seeing a dinosaur skull and a fish fossil that were about the length of a basketball court (?). Instead of being scared at seeing these, I was more awestruck. There were a couple archeologists there as well.

I dreamt of a colorful butterfly that was about as big as a polyphemus moth. It was flying in front of me, on my right, as if flying away from me / same direction as me. I asked it what it was telling me.

I dreamt of being in a house (?). There was a girl with her (grand?) parents. She had a book with her in Russian. She read a little bit to me. She was sitting on my lap (?).

 Her mother was wearing a loose black top with two spaghetti straps on both sides. The side on the right was open, showing her skin from front to back. She realized that she hadn’t changed before she left wherever she came from, slightly embarrassed, but not enough to go change. 

They had stopped here before moving on. There was water somewhere. The cats were there.

Portal

I asked, “Can I go back in my past?” There was something about my knee(s).

I dreamt that me, Amy, my mom and dad (didn’t see them but knew were there) recently moved to a new place. There were some open near empty boxes of cereal lying down, couple of them on the side, on a top shelf. I think one of them was Life. There were some saltine crackers, along with open wrappers / packaging. I was thinking that dad was the one to eat the cereal. I had eaten breakfast and was feeling to eat some crackers with peanut butter, but didn’t.

Back in the bedroom, I was lying across the end of my bed, which was against the right wall. There was a dresser between my bed and Amy’s bed on the left, and a dresser at the end of her bed. She put a garment under her mattress where other dirty laundry was. She said something as she was doing so, but don’t remember.

She then was standing at the end of her bed and said something about that area. I responded, “Like a portal.” She agreed.

She had put a short brown extension cord under, and through, the bottom of the dresser between the beds, saying something about it being there / the placement of it, and about power (?). 

I was holding a water bottle shaped like a jug. Even though I was feeling a bit sick / ill I got up to refill it because there was a bit of cleaning to do in the house. The lid / cap was on the floor at the end of the bed.

As I got up, the front left leg of the silver tabby (neighbor messed with her back claws earlier this year) was “stuck” to the Siamese as she was walking. The tabby was acting as if it hurt a little. She finally got “unstuck” and I picked her up to rub her leg.

(From Aug. 11, 2018 Red Storm)

I saw 4 African guys / men at / in a restaurant (El Pollo Loco?) walking to a table. I was thinking, “If I was to go to Africa,” not finishing the thought. 

I dreamt that I was watching tv (?). I (?) was able to choose what scenario the people were in.

I then am calling out, barely at first, “Heavenly Father, help me so that I can live (my?) life.” I kept repeating this until I was loud enough for Ali to hear me (in the dream).

Zach River band

I dreamt that I was in a chapel, up by / in the stand, on the right of the microphone. Obama was sitting on the Bishop’s right side. He looked intently at me, and sinisterly said, “There’s going to be a red storm.”

The small congregation was black. There may have been one, or two white people / families? There were only about between 50 – 100 people. The people were standing? The words to the song / hymn they were singing were only “blah blah blah.” 

 I dreamt of a young black lady with small children (part of the congregation?) I was telling her that she needs to tell her girl (less than 8?) that she’s mixed because she’s going to find out. I then saw her toddler boy, with shorts, with chubby legs.

I dreamt that I was out in the (church?) parking lot. It was dark / night time. I was standing looking for my car, not finding it. I think I finally saw it but there were big cats there and I would have to pass them but was too scared to.

There were lions. I don’t remember the other ones. The lions weren’t paying attention to me. I only saw one but knew that there were others. The other one was intent on me.

I told myself to stay calm, that these were God’s cats (I think) and also remembering what Anastasia (Ringing Cedars books) said, that they are helpers to us.

This cat walked back and forth in front of me. A couple times I had a finger that would end up in it’s mouth (like when playing with pets), not getting hurt. The cat always stayed ferocious looking but never did anything to harm me.

I dreamt of being on a water ride on an innertube (is that what they’re called?). There were other people there. Judy was there, by herself. We were at the beginning, which was a circular pool that pushed us in circles, going faster each time, before being dropped a steep drop. I decided that I didn’t want to be dropped, and so was able to get to the side to get out. Judy continued on.

I dreamt that I was outside somewhere naked, doing something, bending down. There were others around. I didn’t care enough about them seeing me (as I usually am since the other times I’m usually thinner) to cover up.