Going To

(I had a dream several years earlier of 4 adult children) I asked, “Is Ali the father of those adult children?” I dreamt of a white (?) snake going up my right arm. I was scared that it was going to bite me.

I dreamt something about being in the ocean and a huge dead fish floating around me. I first saw the back of it with the head to the right then saw the face. There were some (small) people on top doing something (?).

(From Feb. 15, 2020) Covered

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I wrapped myself in my red towel which covered my whole body, like a child’s towel does with the hood.

(From Feb. 14, 2020) Wanting

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about wanting to write stories/books but haven’t done so yet because I don’t know how to write conversations.

I dreamt something about finding a piece of (paper) money.

The word “Shakada” came to mind. (Japanese for Buddha) In my mind it was pronounced Shakadae/y.

(From Feb.13, 2020) Needed

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was going to marry Travis. we were walking home with some of his friends. Their house was on the left.

I continued to my place that was downhill. When I got there, I noticed that he had followed me home. I was excited that he had done so.

The place where we were getting married had a mural on a back wall with David Bowie dressed as an architect with a hard hat. He was looking to the right at a building he was responsible for. This was painted over with white.

We were then married and in our own place together. I was happy.

I dreamt that I walked through a wire gate that was to the right of the house. The car was in the back, facing the house. I started the ignition then went inside to find some paperwork I needed for school/work.

Kyle/Ali was sitting on a couch that was under the windows looking out back. His arms were resting on the top back of the couch. He had a blanket covering him.

I found the paperwork, gave him a kiss and then went outside to leave. When I got outside the car was gone. I looked over by the gate and saw that it was half open/closed. I had left it open when I came through (?).

We didn’t hear or see anything. I was confused how it had disappeared.

I dreamt something about a tall hamburger called “What Would He Say” or “What He Said”. It was a reference to when a guy orgasm’s. The name changed every now and then.

I was with some Hispanics who had ordered this. One guy brought one back for me, which I wasn’t expecting.

We were outside (before/after this) and I found out that two of them lived in the same home. They were dating. I asked if that was allowed. I don’t remember the answer I was given. I said that I had asked in case each home had their own rules.

I woke with the song, “Here Comes Your Man” from the Pixies.

(From Feb. 12, 2020) Planning

I asked the same question. I saw myself sliding, and caught myself from falling.

I dreamt that mom said it was time to go to grandma’s. I thought it was too late in the evening so I wasn’t planning on going.

(Feb. 12, 2013) Closing Time

I dreamt that I was with a female friend who was about 7 months (?) pregnant. About 3 p.m. we went to a newly opened restaurant but we were never served. We had stayed there until closing time.

Start With Those

I asked, “Is there an alternative way, other than getting pregnant, to get rid of that girl?” I dreamt something with Trump and seeing the words “Not always perfact”.

I dreamt that I started working at a lady’s house that was down the street and around the corner to the left. She had a small bookstore in her house. I had some pocket planners, and regular sized ones. I looked in one of them and saw writing and cut corners. I wasn’t sure what to do with them.

I went to the lady to ask what to do with them. She took a piece of paper and slid it in, folding the edge over one of the pages, as if that made them ok to sell. She then gave it back to me. I still wasn’t sure what to do so I put them away.

A young lady came in buying some books because she was starting her own bookstore. She had about 10 – 20 on the counter and the majority of them were the Books of Mormon with the dark cover. I was surprised that she would start with those.

It was the end of the day. Four of the workers were sitting in a square area. A guy worker had a small brass musical instrument and played it for about a minute then put it away. A girl was holding a camera or phone. I saw a flash bulb on the floor and asked who it belonged to. It belonged to the girl.

I started watching a movie on a black old time movie player. I don’t know if it was VHS or something else. It was showing some people walking a path that curved to the left. They were then ambushed by some other people.

A guy was shirtless and had a sword thrust through his right side going up toward his chest, coming back out. He was then lying on the ground with his head to the left and arms stretched out.

He was being nailed to a cross. I then assumed that it was the movie, “A Man Called Bear” (actually a horse) with Richard Harris. I couldn’t handle continue watching so I took the movie out.

I then noticed that the others had left. I got up and saw that the lady was behind a wall sitting and doing something. I decided to quietly leave. As I was going through the door and screen I noticed that I was barefoot.

Outside, there were two butterflies the size of Polyphemus moths. One had blue on the top edge of its wings. They both flew off to the left.

I recognized the houses across the street and to the left at the end of the cul de sac since I lived in the neighborhood around the corner and up the street to the right.

I dreamt of a huge black insect with skinny legs flying toward me and attacking the top of my head. I wasn’t able to get it off. I had a sense that it wouldn’t leave until it was finished doing whatever it was doing.

(From yesterday) Almost Out

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a skinny black man on my right staring at me weird. He asked me my name. I hesitatingly told him. I then thought that I should’ve told him “Regina”. I then walked away.

I was then in a college building and struggling to get to the door, taking all of my strength to get there. As I got close enough to see it I rested knowing that I was almost out of the building.

I was then back at/near Valley College in San Bernardino. I was inside a somewhat dark house, walking through. I saw a bed with stacks of books piled high underneath. No one was there. I was thinking that they must be at work. I had a knowing that this house was for sale.

As I was walking through there was a guy on my left who didn’t seem to be all mentally there walking slightly behind me. I didn’t know who he was.

Coming out of the front door, there was an eye hook lock. I decided not to lock it so that whoever lived here could get in/out.

There was a wire fence around the perimeter of the yard. I started walking to the left to find a way out, which I did after a few steps. I was then thinking that we (when I was a missionary) had(n’t) been to this house. It was on the corner with a street to the right of it.

I then saw nature overtaking the road in front of the house. I figured that it had been turned into a pedestrian walkway so I started walking to the right.

It wasn’t long until I saw a white car coming my way. It looked like one that a young guy would have for speed racing. To my left were several black girls. I didn’t say anything to them thinking that they would see the car.

They didn’t but were able to get over next to me on my right as the car stopped. A white puppy then was in front of the car. When it was about to continue I started waving my hands so that it wouldn’t go under the car. Another puppy then showed up.

One of the black girls said something about me being concerned about the puppies but not them. I was going to explain to her but then figured it wouldn’t do any good so I kept my mouth shut and walked away.

I was then walking along where there was some water to my left. I had to cross it by going through it so I did. I was wearing my black suede (?) coat. There were some men behind me and I was wondering what they were thinking about me wearing this as I crossed.

After a short distance I was at the school’s pool. Briana was there with other people, playing a game with a ball that I didn’t see but knew was there. She was in the shallow end looking to the right. She was naked. I was surprised but then I wasn’t. I was surprised that she was allowed to be here like that.

She then got out to get a drink at the water fountain in front of me on the other side of the pool. She was wearing a bathing suit then. She took it off as she was getting back in.

There was a guy there who was going to measure me to see if I had lost weight from being 250. He had a soft/baked potato and was peeling it. I may have asked what it was for. I was told that I was going to see. There was something about my strong right bicep.

(From Feb. 9, 2020) Fish

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being with people outside to hear a band. Some people then came and bound them with strong, thick ropes, blindfolding them with something black.

One of the guys was lying on the stage facing NorthEast, looking like a fish, with the rope going around his body with arms inside.

Hard To Comprehend

I asked, “Is there an alternative way, other than marrying Ali, to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt of the episode of Ghost Adventures where they go to Ripley’s Believe It or Not in Hollywood and seeing Zak holding the foot of a lady.

I dreamt of a drawing/illustration of a blue/purple flower with only the middle part and the top edge of the petals drawn.

I dreamt of Ghost Adventures going to a house to investigate.

I dreamt of lying in bed with Kyle, who was on my right. He turned over so that I could see his back. I saw that he still had staples (didn’t have any) and that his wound was healing well. He got up to do something, (I felt) as if he didn’t want me looking.

There were some small pink squid, head to the right, in a produce bag in a rectangular tub/bin. I saw some small movements. I was wanting to tell Kyle to put them in water before they die, but didn’t.

I dreamt that there was a small white rectangular building on a small dirt lot across from Ali & I as we were in the car. It was about the size of two garbage bin enclosures together. There was a wire gate on the left in front of us and one on the right on the other side.

There was writing to the right of the gate indicating that it was for sale for $57,000. There was other writing underneath indicating other ways of payment/uses for it but those were hard to comprehend because it was dirty.

I pointed it out to him, telling him it was for sale. I was thinking of the possibility of converting it into a residence. Seems there may have been a man standing inside on the right.

(From yesterday) May Have Been

I asked the same question. Someone said, “(I) Don’t have to disprove anything. He’s just a card reader.”

I dreamt of being with some ladies somewhere. There were tons of brownies that they had brought. They were gathering as much as they could to take home but there was still an overabundance of them.

I dreamt that I was sitting at a desk with a couple stickers and writing in pencil. There were some numbers on the top right and a sticker on the top left.

There was a lady next to me talking something about the numbers and witch’s. The sticker had something to do with the witch’s. After she left I picked/peeled off the sticker.

There may have been a (treasure) hunt. After I was finished I went to ask a lady if I could go home. She was talking to someone on her right so I motioned. She said I could. I may have gone back to where the brownies were.

(From Feb. 5, 2020) Tie A Knot

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about needing to tie a square knot.

(From Feb. 4, 2020) Wouldn’t Stick

I asked the same question. I dreamt of going to D.I. for something. I saw several glass items along with a crystal chandelier with hanging crystals.

I went back a second time and saw that the glass was shattered, along with the hanging crystals. I wondered why the workers would’ve done that.

They were in the process of moving items either to a different spot or different building. I saw some of the people I used to work with (at different job) and was talking to them.

I was with someone and playfully mentioned to them I was glad I wasn’t working here anymore (because of the moving).

Zelma was there and happily gave me a brochure of the candles she had been selling. I had forgotten about them, having wanted to buy but not having the money, possibly even still. I mentioned to this other person about having forgotten about them. There may have been a picture of a lemon one(?).

I, along with some of the guy workers, had colorful fuzzy things on the bridges of our noses. They had to stay there until they came off on their own, which was fine.

There was a guy who wanted to have one but not on his nose so he tried putting it between his nose and the top left side of his lips but it wouldn’t stick.

Recipe

I asked, “Do I need a shungite or obsidian cross to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that I was having sex with Ali’s (?) spirit.

I dreamt that a guy named Clint van Czeyk had a b&w cartoon on Vimeo. It was showing something dripping from the back of a man’s head.

I dreamt of people watching a sport. There was a group of blondes. There was a big guy speaking to me/tv with a German accent.

I dreamt of a recipe and one of the ingredients was lumphes.

(From yesterday) Play

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with people from church, or some of them were. I was wearing a white bathing suit/leotard with the top down. After a while I figured I better cover up so I did.

There was something about a sleeping white gecko. There was a shirtless guy with dark hair and a medium hairy chest. I either rubbed it, or wanted. I started getting excited from looking at it but was able to calm myself down. He wasn’t a member of the church.

It was time to separate. I was with someone. It seems we went to a fast food restaurant (McDonalds?) that was close by. He ended up at the same place. He came over to me and asked me to “play”. I told him I can’t but I wanted to.

We were at a place that was being given to a family of four, transforming it to a residence. I was behind them. They were lined up side by side and gave a bow in unison to show their gratitude.

I heard my dad’s voice. I listened to him talk a couple times to make sure it was him before I saw him. I told the guy that it was time to go.

The gecko woke up. I was a little anxious not knowing how to transport him. Someone must’ve asked how I brought him here because I said that it was sleeping. I eventually put it in a slightly open sandwich bag until I could put him someplace safer. Liquid appeared when I put him in it.

Somewhere in there I went pee. It was audible but I didn’t care. I t felt like I was going a long time as if my bladder had been full.

I dreamt that I started dating a Hispanic guy. He was wearing a greyish sweater. We were at a park, or somewhere were there was a park. There was a pool but with very little water. I was thinking that if it were full I would’ve playfully pushed him in.

He looked to be in his 30’s so I asked him what age he thought I was. He started saying, “3-0-6, 3-0-8” telling him no each time. I told him that I was going to be 48 next month (May). He was shocked but I couldn’t tell how it affected him because even though he went silent, he stayed the same.

(After rain?) We were walking, with him on my right. I put my arm around his waist, pinching it a little at the bone. There was a little bit of extra skin. I was thinking how I liked to do that with Ali. I didn’t care if people saw us together.

On the ground was spelled out two words. The second one was Trenta. I asked him what it meant but don’t remember what he said.

We ended up in a building (before walking?) with other people. After a while it was time to leave. He was going to stay to do some work. The entrance was on the lower right corner on the side.

It had been raining on and off at an angle. There was a space up next to the building that was still dry. I was wondering if it would be possible to crouch/duck down to walk through but then it would be too uncomfortable.

The rain finally stopped and the other people left. The hairy guy wanted to walk me to my car but I told him that I would be ok and that I didn’t want him walking back and forth.

He asked if I needed any help and I told him that I had only brought a couple things of my stuff.

Either later that day, or another day, I was then with a Mexican lady. We went to a walk up food place that had several windows. One of the companie’s name was something about one ingredient needing another ingredient and that ingredient needing another ingredient, listing 4 of them.

There was a female worker who looked frustrated. She had on a green apron. I figured the name of the company would be on there in a simplified form. Instead, I saw two fancy circles. The Mexican lady I was with was inside with this worker to talk to her.

On my left was a Hispanic guy ordering his food. I was mostly positive it was the same guy I had started dating but because of the newness of the relationship, I still had a little doubt whether it was him. Still, I kept looking at him in case it was him.

He looked over at me when he was finished and asked, “What are you doing here, dear?” I looked inside at the Mexican lady then back at him. I didn’t care if she saw us together or what she thought. I told him that I was here to talk to a lady about selling her products, which was true.

(From Feb. 1, 2020) Children

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a young black man picking out an old b&w movie. He was standing close to me on my right. He said that his children like these movies. It may have been a children’s movie. I knew that he was married.

I saw black/African women in several groups. One group was sitting side by side doing something with their hands with each other. Another group was to their right. They could have been dancing.

(From Jan. 31, 2020) Blind

I asked the same question. I dreamt of several different animals in the back. Two young elephants were close to me lying in some water with their heads to the left. I thought they were dead but as I got closer I could see that they were resting.

I dreamt of holding a blind person’s hand and letting them know that I was leaving and for them to stay in the room where we were.

(From Jan. 30, 2020) Family

I asked the same question. I dreamt something with Jason and other family in it.

Send A Message

I asked, “What is the meaning of the shungite and obsidian cross?” I dreamt that it was night when Ali & I were walking toward a car that looked like my dad’s that was in a corner by itself. It was facing to the left. There may have been a fence on the passenger side. The hood, which opened by the windshield, was crumpled a bit.

I put my stuff in back of the driver seat since I drove the car. There were several people walking from the right, having to go around some mispositioned/misaligned/positioned randomly concrete blocks.

They mentioned the type of car this was and I then noticed that it was a different car than my dad’s and actually a darker shade of blue than my dad’s. I took my stuff out.

I dreamt that I was inside the church for a dinner that was about to happen. There were some people from England there to help serve the food. I was in the kitchen and was going to ask about if I could help but didn’t get to it.

I had my tablet, looking for an internet signal, so I could send a message to Ali. At first there wasn’t a signal so I was going to put it away. As I was about to, I saw one or two bars but decided to put it away anyway.

I saw a clear glass bowl on the floor in the middle, thinking a child had put it there. I was amazed that no one stepped on it, thinking that they’re probably used to it from when they had children.

I saw a small rectangular wicker basket by the door that had salt & pepper shakers in it. Several of them looked like cats. I was thinking how cute they looked.

Some people were coming to, and in, the kitchen to get their food. One of them was the Bishop. I was going to let him know, or ask him, about me helping in the kitchen but wasn’t able to.

When he came in, there was a cookie sheet with food on it with a picture of his son on the side. He then said,”I wish” while looking at me, as if to imply that he wanted his son to date me. He said it in a way that I assumed his son had gone inactive. I was going to ask but didn’t get a chance. He then said that he had invited his son to the dinner.

I then saw that I was wearing a black jumpsuit dress with small flowers and pockets that I had as a missionary. I had my hands in the pockets and slightly swinging them.

I was wondering what his son would think of my body and if he would think I was pretty. I also wondered what he would think of my facial hair and if he could be one of the guys from my dreams who wasn’t bothered by it because of his hair covering it up.

Being in the kitchen, I never actually did anything. I also hadn’t gotten to eat yet. I was woken up so don’t know how it would’ve ended.

(From yesterday) On Your Side

I asked the same question. The thought came to me, “We will be on your side as mankind” and then stopped. I assumed it meant as mankind killed itself.

I dreamt that Ali & I had to go somewhere in a hurry. We got in his small Mini Cooper that was facing left. I had to close the top so that it wouldn’t be cold since it was at night.

It may have been that we needed to check on Steve because he was lying still, not wanting to move. There was something about blood though I didn’t see any. I don’t know where we were. Mom and Amy may have been there.

He finally started to move and come around at the end.

(From Jan. 28, 2020) Authority

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I heard a man speaking harshly so I went to investigate. I saw a room that had white blinds that were slightly open.

I went there and saw a big, tall man pointing a silver gun at a younger guy, in the corner to my right.

I got after the man, asking him who gave him authority to have a gun. A lady then showed up, showing him her badge. He then was saying something about having done stupid things.

The younger guy walked out of the room on the left. I could see his top garment under his shirt.

Growing Up

I asked the question, “What is that (Utah) girl’s kryptonite?” I dreamt that a girl (Ariana Grande?) had sung a song about growing up. The picture had a Pokemon ball hanging.

I dreamt that work was over and I wanted to take a shower before leaving. I was naked and trying to hurry to open my locker before the guys showed up.

The first number I could remember was 97 but the locks don’t go that high so I was frantically trying to remember the combination.

I heard some people so I used to yellow washcloths that I had to cover myself. There was a girl who saw my predicament. I don’t remember what happened next.

I dreamt that I was at Ali’s. He didn’t have a/c, or it wasn’t working, so he had about 4 or 5 fans going that were facing up.

He had b(r)ought a bunch of clothes that were still in bags. I took out a small boys sweater that had two small holes up on the right shoulder.

I then picked out a man’s blue and white vertical stripe nightshirt that had a tassel/pompom at the end on the right side (when looking at it). I told him that this is what I was talking about (to cover me).

I saw some shirts that reminded me of Greg, telling Ali this, so I got a little emotional.

I dreamt something about being outside and had given the gardener some tomatoes that we had. I was with someone when I saw him throw some away still in the bag. I could see that there were some rotten ones. I told the other person that I had given those to him.

He said something about a tomatillo I think. I couldn’t understand and I didn’t ask for clarification. I think it had to do with being too spicy for him.

(From yesterday) Excited

I asked the same question. I was thinking about the pumpkin pie and the thought came to me that it’s impactful through whole house.

I dreamt something about grandma Fessler and Judy with other people sitting on opposite seats/benches with an aisle between.

I dreamt that there was a big, long cut on the right side of my right thigh. I could see inside and saw some water in the back.

I dreamt of walking around the right corner of a dark business building from back to front. A woman was with me. The building was elevated so that we had to look up to look at the windows. The windows had holes in them as if rocks had been thrown at them. I was saying something about the holes (different sizes?) but don’t remember.

I dreamt that there were girls sitting in front of computers doing their makeup. I had recently stopped working here several months before.

I dreamt that there was a stretched out silver car from the early 1900’s. I thought it was a Rolls Royce but there was a big jaguar hood ornament. I was excited about it, standing a short distance from it so that it would’ve been around the 11 o’clock position facing in front of me.

I was talking to a woman about it. It may have been her favorite.

I dreamt that someone had left a piece of expensive luggage in a parking space. I don’t remember if I was putting that through the back windows of a black man’s small car, or if that was a separate dream.

(From Jan. 25, 2020) Blood

I asked the same question. I dreamt that (I may have been in Ali’s room?) I started to take my bottom garment off and saw some menstrual blood. I rushed to the bathroom that was behind me to rinse it off/out.

The thought came to me that a man did a horrifying thing of killing his wife/mother to his children.

The thought came to me that it was Halloween and I was getting poked by a stick.

I dreamt that I was inside a long rectangular shaped room, standing at the door at the short end. A movie was playing at the other end? Other people were there? I was at the door waiting for the mother cat to come in from the dark outside.

A crab showed up trying to get inside. I may have kicked it away, but not hard. There were other creatures around but they were doing their own thing.

(From Jan. 24, 2020) Mushy

I asked the same question. I saw a slightly burnt pumpkin pie that was still moist/mushy inside.

Worker

I asked, “Why am I black?” I dreamt that mom had gone to a medical facility to have a procedure done. I asked one of the workers about the paperwork. They hadn’t looked at it yet.

(From yesterday) Woman

I asked the same question. I dreamt that on a Friday Amy timidly said that she was going to dinner. I said ok. When she got back I realized that she had gone to the dinner that had been set up by Judy and Sara (?) for mom. I had forgotten about it because Amy didn’t say where she was going.

I got after her for not being clear when she said where she was going. I told her not to come after us for not being clear when she isn’t.

I dremt something about someone talking about nihalat, which means something about (long) hair.

I dreamt that a man was doing something with his young family inside. He looked out the window that was in front of him across the room. He saw a woman with a bundled up baby on her chest walking past the window from right to left.

As the scene zooms out, the man is now to the right of the window standing at a table. He looks back at the window in shock. As the scene continues to zoom, it shows that they are several stories up in a brick apartment building/row house on the right end. There are no balconies.

As the scene continues to zoom out, they have now moved to the roof and are there with other people.

I dreamt that I had accidentally gone, and smeared, a little bit of light colored poop on Ben’s white sheet while I was getting off. I was cleaning/chipping it with my fingernails so that it would be easier to clean.

I dreamt that I sat on a child’s red (?) plastic chair, thinking that it would be sturdy enough for me. It wasn’t.

I dreamt that a lady was sitting (high?) at a table in between two ladies. She had two crosses in front of her. They were made from crystals/gems. They were tan and black mixed, like granite kitchen counters.

I asked her if the place where she bought those had crosses made from shungite or obsidian. She looked surprised and said, “Oh!”, as if she hadn’t thought of that.

(From Jan. 21, 2020) Sliding

I asked the same question. I saw myself continually sliding.

(From Jan. 20, 2020) Selling

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was wearing a white fancy dress, with lace ribbons on my breasts going down the chest area. I was part of a wedding but decided not to attend.

There was a light blue apron with pictures vertically lined up on the right side (when wearing) to show how to wear it with the dress. It was a foot, or two, longer than the dress. I didn’t look at the pictures close enough to understand how to wear it.

I dreamt that someone was selling young (half tall) Christmas trees for planting in yards for when Christmas comes around.

(From Jan. 19, 2020) Demon

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was about to write something on a piece of paper when several streaks showed up at the top of the paper. They made it look like the paper was wet.

Frustrated, I told the demon who did that that he might as well do the whole thing (paper), which he then did.

I dreamt something about a couple from church. Their car had a flat tire in back on the driver’s side. I said that I had checked the front tires and hadn’t thought to check the back ones.

There was something about a John Ellis who was the first speaker at the General Conference. I looked in my journal where I wrote something about dreaming from his talk.

Get Away

I asked, “Do I need to go to a Catholic priest to get her (Utah girl) expelled from my body?” I dreamt that Ali was driving us out of a parking lot. There was a man walking beside Ali. I couldn’t see his head. I was telling Ali that we need to get away from this man.

I dreamt that I was with a handful of people outside, along with two male church members. For some reason, I didn’t fully trust these men. They were dressed with trench coats, like criminals wear. They were trying to sell something to us.

I dreamt that I was at a (high) school. I told a couple people that I was from the future and asked them where the room was that I was supposed to be in.

When I got there the door was open to the right. I peeked in, standing at the door. There were a couple empty desks on the right with school stuff on them. The students were facing me, looking at me. No one looked familiar, and I couldn’t remember where my seat was.

I dreamt that I was in a bath washing my legs after they had been cleansed.

(From yesterday) Baby Knows

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was standing behind a very pregnant lady who was outside in a sunken tub. (Italian setting?) I was wondering how the baby knows when to come out.

I dreamt that Ali & I were at a restaurant (?). One of the girl workers was wearing her black bra on the outside of her black work shirt, which had white writing on the back. I was pointing her out to Ali.

(From Jan. 15, 2020) Worked On

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in a tall high rise building. I was a missionary and my companion was scared of earthquakes. There were some small tremors.

I was pleading to her for us to get out. I had done something earlier which upset her so she wouldn’t move. I had walked over to where the guys were, with one of them looking at me.

I dreamt that I was at the dentist at the end of my teeth being worked on. I saw that it was 3:00 and realized that I was supposed to start work that day. I knew they couldn’t get a hold of me because I didn’t have a phone.

The dentist was a woman. She said something about my lips being dry when she saw me peeling some skin off with my teeth. I noticed that her lips were worse than mine, having more skin peeling off.

I dreamt that I saw my lipstick brush that I’ve been meaning to bring out to use.

I dreamt that I was sleeping on a bed on the left side with an overweight man and his grown son.

The man got up to use the bathroom, which was on his side. He said something to his son about moving closer to me.

I had moved to the floor. There were blankets under me (?). I told him that he didn’t have to if he didn’t want to. He seemed to be relieved when I told him that.

I was trying to hide from the man for when he came back. The bed was a bit smaller (length?) than usual. I don’t know if I was successful.

I dreamt of turning a stringed instrument (mandolin?) upside down and a bunch of water coming out. There were towels on the floor but not enough. I was thinking that the concrete floor, with a tiny slope to the wall, needs to be redone anyway.

I dreamt of seeing photos of a black Mary Tyler Moore dressed provocatively in red. She had on the tiny shorts that volleyball players wear that only cover the butt. There was a close up photo of her left side leg/butt area, showing how strong her thigh was.

I was wondering which Christmas album to add these to, for future reference.

I dreamt of being at a store and looking over the shoulder of the woman at the register, which was on the right. She had placed her credit card on top of the machine to pay. I saw that it was a dirty MasterCard.

Ali was on my left. I lifted my eyebrows at him, as if to say, “Whatever” about the lady/card.

I was thinking that if anyone said something to me about looking at her card, I would tell them that I didn’t see her numbers, which I hadn’t.

(From Jan. 14, 2020) Go To Church

I asked the same question. I dreamt that the house was at the left end of the street where the elbow is. My dad was suggesting to my mom about buying the house across the street that’s for sale.

I was thinking that I would be able to use it to foster children. I was also thinking of only offering between $375-400 because of how small it is (2 bed, 1.75 ba).

I dreamt that Steve had his room at the house plus a room at the lady’s house across the street, which was on a corner with the street going North on the side.

Steve had a big dog. He was walking out of this lady’s house with the dog on a Sunday to go to church. She also walked out. They started to turn the corner when she dropped a magazine she was holding. I was trying to get Steve’s attention when he finally looked back.

I dreamt that grandma was living with us, having her own room. It was situated similar to the one in her own house but smaller.

There was going to be an open house. My dad told me that the cats need to be gotten rid of (or put outside) because of the fur. I was thinking that they would just hide when the people show up.

I wasn’t going to participate but stayed back in the bedroom. There was a lady who had gotten ready for it. At first I didn’t have my glasses on to see how she looked but quickly got them on and saw that she was dressed nice for it.

I dreamt that I was walking around a shopping center at 9 a.m. on Sunday. I was walking past a See’s on my right when I saw the display of their new candy in the windows. It was red with cinnamon flavor and looked like stretched out Jolly Rancher’s.

There was a window in front for those customers who only wanted the samples. I was hoping someone would be there because I was wanting a sample but didn’t see anyone there, having to wait until they opened at 9:30.

I saw teenage girls showing up to buy some white clothes that were there. I was surprised that they would be here so early. I was thinking that they should be in church instead.

I walked past a guy on my right who was solemnly looking at some empty stores that had for rent signs. As I walked I said to him, “It will come” in a singing manner. I was thinking that it sounded like a song.

I was on an upper level and saw the outside tabby lying at the bottom of an escalator with his legs stretched to the left. I thought he looked dead but as I got closer I saw that he was only resting.

I was petting him and playfully said that we need to find orange (and white tabby who passed away before Christmas). There was a manager on my right and thought I was crazy talking to myself before he saw the cat.

I then saw orange below under a circular rack of clothes. I was able to pick him up before he got away.

I saw my head and shoulders as black. My hair was in twisted ponytail sections.

I dreamt that this shopping center was in Santa Barbara. There was a girl who had Tom Selleck (?) and Aaron Goodwin there for remodeling consultation. The store was to the left of the entrance.

She was inside holding a brick and slightly swaying it back and forth. Tom told her that there’s no better time to get started than the present. She then started hitting the white tiles with the brick.

Aaron took the rubber stripping from one of the entrance doors then moved the door to the right, creating an opening instead where the door was.

I was sitting outside, pointing to my wrist, letting a girl above know that it was time to be ready. It was 10:01 pm but still light out.

Needing

I asked, “Do I need to marry Ali to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that Amy said I’m supposed to drink champagne if I have a split tooth.

I dreamt that Drew Barrymore was part of my password for debt removal.

I dreamt of wind blowing a small section of grass toward me. It stopped in front of me and was in the shape of a rabbit. He asked me to help him. I asked him how. He said something about 7 fishes (?). He was then directing me where to get them.

I dreamt that I was driving a Prius in a slight bend to the left to enter the traffic there. I was driving pass potholes in the road that were being fixed up by regular people. One group I passed on the left all had black shirts with their company information on it.

There was a Hispanic woman standing on the outer right of the circle who wasn’t quite sure what to do next. I wanted to ask how they found out about being able to help with this.

I dreamt that I was in someone’s house needing to use the restroom to change my tampon. There were two boys rooms next to each other. The one on the right looked like there was a restroom in there on the left. I wasn’t sure about using that one in case the boy showed up. I then noticed that both rooms were filled with clothes everywhere. As I kept looking I didn’t see the restroom.

(From yesterday) Keep Forgetting

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a girl had bought an ice cream franchise. She then went around to the locations where the franchise was inside other businesses. She was wanting her business to have their own entrances. They kept telling her no. She got upset, going to her car with nothing more to say. A man saw a tiny hole in one of his walls, letting in some light. He wondered if it would be possible to make an entrance for her.

I dreamt that I was thinking the next time I have sex it would be for money. I looked down at my stomach and saw a couple small rolls. I may have been sitting. I wondered what the guy I would have sex with next would think of my body.

I also realized that I was black. Seems I knew my legs were still white. The coloring was the same as Ali, looking as if I had been dusted with cocoa powder. As I was looking at my skin I started to feel sick.

I dreamt that I had a clear bag with different color yarns inside. There was an older black woman looking at them. I thought she was interested in them so I asked her if she wanted them.

I then saw a white girl sitting in front of me in a different location. I asked her if she still wanted the yarn. She said that that wasn’t her. I told her that I keep forgetting.

I then saw to my right a group of people walking my direction. I saw the black lady in the back on the right.

I dreamt that I was sitting at the end of a table with two extreme gay guys on my right. One of them gets on the table and streams some pee on my head. I knew what he was doing so I backed away. My mom said something about him not being who he really is. I then said said something to that effect also.

(From Jan. 10, 2020) Hurriedly

I asked the same question. I dreamt of Lori Loughlin and another woman, or two, coming out dressed in Christmas dresses with the tulle underneath, like a Santa’s helper would wear. They were having fun.

I was then inside her home. She had about three open landings to the left with fancy scroll work. Tom Selleck was a security guard. He had a serious face.

I heard someone mention a section of the house where there aren’t any windows. Tom then told the group of people to hurriedly leave the house. There were then two men in that section of house searching for these people to attack them.

I drteamt of being in a parking lot with a cop who was standing closely to my left. He helped me get my (Ali’s) car inflated. I turned to him, noticing that he had blonde hair, and thanked him. I wondered if he was the one in my earlier dream(s) who helped me.

A group of people were standing around the car as it was about to start inflating. A boy was standing on top. I kept telling him to get off. When he wouldn’t move I aggressively pulled him off.

As I was waking, I heard the “Watcher” from the New Jersey home, telling me to start gathering my things.

Still Alive

I dreamt that dad was driving us home on a route that always scared me because there was a part of the road that was steep going down.

I dreamt that I was in a dug out tightly compacted dirt square with a white dog who was just lying there in front of me. There may have been a small section in the left top corner that was wet.

Ali was standing above on the left top corner with a shovel. He had picked up the dog. I told him that the dog was still alive. He slightly threw up the shovel, moving it away, causing the dog to land on its feet.

It was thin as if it had been starved. It stood there for a bit and then went back into the dirt square to lay down again.

This scared me for some reason, causing me to suddenly wake and open my eyes.

I dreamt that Doris Day had died (singing part) which upset (saddened) me.

I dreamt that Steve (?) & I got on a guy’s big rig that he was using to transport people, like a bus service. There was another guy and the driver turned the vehicle around to take this guy to his destination. I was concerned/hopeful that he would turn back around to take us to ours.

I dreamt that there was a crowd of people who parted, like the Red Sea, because of something that was on the other side.

(From Oct. 20, 2019) Go Help

I dreamt that someone was trying to kidnap a young Steve. He was in another room behind me and to the right. I was having a hard time getting the headband off that I use to cover my eyes while sleeping so that I could go help.

I dreamt that I was looking at a brochure with Robert Mailhouse on it. He walked in front of me from right to left so I showed him what I was looking at.

(From Oct. 19, 2019) Fireworks

I dreamt of a Celine Dion video with a see thru filter/screen over it, like when ads pop up covering what you’re looking at. There was something on the screen but don’t remember what because something popped/clicked in my head then I was suddenly awake.

I dreamt that there were fireworks for something.

(From Oct. 18, 2019) Christmas

I dreamt of a young Shauna whose name was Emily instead. We were at a house (?) with a big bed with big/thick comforters. She got up on the left side of the bed wanting to snuggle in.

I was standing on the right side telling her we needed to go to her house (within walking distance) to clean up first. I think I was going to let her walk by herself if she didn’t come down because of how close her house was.

I dreamt of a handsome young Bill Gates. He had taken me into his RV. I was wondering if he was the one from an earlier dream with a well who was going to take care of me.

I was wearing a knee length skirt and no shoes. I don’t know if he had planned on picking me or if he chose me out of others. I don’t know why I was there. There was at least another female there who was connected to him. That may have been all.

I was able to “escape” but for some reason went back. Someone was discussing an issue that he took interest in but I said (out loud?) that he doesn’t believe in it and when I looked for him he was gone.

I dreamt that there was a semi long business building at the end of a parking lot. There were two businesses there. The one on the right was a Mexican restaurant called “Samaya” (?). I don’t remember what the left side was.

There were people standing in the parking lot. I don’t recall seeing any vehicles. On the restaurant side was a tall, skinny black man with a small group of people (or just standing by them) and dancing by himself. Ali was to my right though I didn’t see him. I was pointing out the black man to him.

On the left side, closer to us, where a group of people lining up horizontally. After a bit they started to dance.

I dreamt that I saw a picture of Christ sitting and looking to the 5 o’clock position. I was wanting to share the picture to some of the LDS groups I’m in and comment that Christmas in only a couple (3 or 4) days away.