Death / Darkness

I asked again if the Utah girl was the spirit lady. I was being shown how they both said, and did, the same things (from what Ali told me).

I dreamt of a b&w kitten in a filled up glass measuring cup of water. I was showing it to someone(s). I realized that it had died because of the water, but then remembered that it was barely breathing to begin with. I was saddened by this but I wasn’t devastated.

 I dreamt of watching a movie called “Darkness”. I saw death, as a normal person, “chasing” a girl, who wasn’t able to outrun him. She finally exhausted herself and gave up.

 I then saw his right arm slowly lift and point, as if he was the camera. He had skeleton fingers like the Ghost of Christmas Future in A Christmas Carol. I then saw the girl wrapped in burlap (?) and dropped to the ground.

I dreamt that McDonald’s had started offering healthy /ier foods, which helped a location in a bad neighborhood, to be more successful. I asked a lady something about the owner, who was there helping out. She may have been his wife.

I dreamt of being at the church and needing to use the restroom. I went to the hallway on the right. I couldn’t find it. I walked up and down the hallway to make sure I didn’t walk too fast and miss it. I finally saw a door that said it used to be the Bishop’s (?) office.

I dreamt that I wasn’t wearing my glasses and my vision was blurry but clear enough to get around. They were in a room with my purse. I was searching for my glasses everywhere but where they were.

I dreamt of being in the chapel and the choir was going to sing. Someone said that if anyone wanted to come up and join them, they could. A group of women, holding the words, got up. 

There was a black guy, and family / wife, sitting up front, more to the right, in the congregation. He was in his 50’s / late 40’s, with some weight on him. He was wearing a lavender (?) shirt.

 He asked one of the guys sitting up on the stand, the McDonald’s owner, something but I don’t remember. He smiled and nodded. I was thinking that the black guy was either a new member, or he was just investigating.

I was sitting in the back behind the pews. There were two women standing, in my left, facing me, both nursing on their right breasts, covered. I was thinking that they were tall, or looked tall because I was sitting. The one on the left may have had long blonde hair. 

There was a couch / loveseat in front of me, facing me. There was another lady lying on it, with her head on the left. She also was covered, nursing a baby.

I wondered if I would see her breast when the baby let go, but she stayed covered. She then rolled on to her left side, cuddling up to someone else.

I dreamt that the wife on The Little People (TLC) was related to a guy in the 80’s group “El Dido”. She said how, but I couldn’t understand her.

I dreamt of a being with some women / girls. A wealthy lady came over, showing us some of her rings that she had in a jewelry box. She was letting us take one to keep.

I took one, and then a little later, I took another one that was wood with a design / carving on it. I was deciding which finger to put it on. The others gasped, were shocked when I took it.

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Lock Him Up

I asked the same question. I saw the image of Ali being handcuffed, to later being locked up.

I dreamt something about with Aaron Goodwin being a bit irritated at something. The way something was written / not written?

(From July 23, 2018 Moved)

I asked the name of the Jewish neighbor. I dreamt of being at a parking lot at night, or when it was becoming night. I saw a blonde girl in a black Mercedes with the curved back, but was a different model from what I’ve seen before.

I then saw a black vehicle slowly leaving the lot, coming toward me and then to the left. I was thinking that it was this girl but saw that the vehicle was a heavy duty truck. I thought that I had been mistaken. I had said that I would like that car, the Mercedes, when I saw it. After the truck left, I saw that the Mercedes was still there and that I wasn’t wrong / mistaken, and I was relieved. 

I dreamt that I was in a living / family room and some foods / items from the / a party were moved to under the / a window in front of me. I was (going) to sleep in that area instead of a bedroom. 

I didn’t like the arrangement and a girl asked me about it. I told her that I didn’t mind those items being ordered as they were but didn’t like them in front of me in case of an earthquake or something else.

To the left of me was a black stereo. There was another room in back and to the left of me. Esther Hicks was in there holding the remote for the stereo. The room was a bit darkened but still light enough to be able to see. Someone could turn the music to their liking but if Esther didn’t like it, she could change it.

I dreamt that I was sitting outside in front of a strip mall. There was a grassy hill in front of me. There were female black Americans and black Africans. There was an American black girl sitting next to me on my left. My back was to the building. In front of me were walking several very tall (7ft?) and very thin African men. They wore turbans and tunics / African attire. 

As they came by us, one stopped, looked at me and the girl next to me. One of the tall men, and this girl, both spit, showing disgust for each other. The tall man continued on, with several others showing up as well. I asked this girl how does she expect peace in the world if they continue to do this.

I mentioned, so everyone could hear, that these men looked like they were from Ethiopia or somewhere close. The Africans there also said the same and mentioned several other countries but don’t remember which ones.

These men had come to be healed, or at least one / few of them. I wondered out loud whether the owner of the business that they went in to (last one on the left) purposely came to Riverside to get away from Ethiopia, or wherever he came from, or if he just happened to end up here. The doors to his business were open. No one went inside to see what was happening and these men didn’t come out.

I dreamt of a baby elephant, small enough to fit in my hand. There were no tusks but one was slowly coming / growing out. There was only supposed to be one. While it was transitioning, there were two for a couple seconds and then went back to one. 

I was asking the elephant about the tusks (why he didn’t have them / it yet?). He responded but I don’t remember the answer.

 The elephant then wanted to lay down. There was a small covered area that looked like a tunnel. There were several cats in there. The elephant went in there, growing to look like an alligator / crocodile, displacing the cats.

End Result

I dreamt of something (being?) heavy. I’m not sure if it was an object or a subject.

I dreamt of being in a slightly dark pet store. I didn’t see any animals. I was there to check out the company of a small backpack that I had seen someone else have. I don’t know why the backpacks would be here. 

I was in line behind someone, sitting on a couch in front of a glass counter encasement. I don’t remember what they wanted. 

The women workers behind the glass looked as if they were / had been men. The one on the left was taller than the one on the right. They had short dark hair that was shoulder length, or shorter. The one on the right had a big stomach / muffin top.

I asked to see the backpacks, which were in the back right corner. There were a couple plush ones that were different shades of light purple / violet. One was a smooth purple, and another one was plush rainbow / tie dyed colored. They all had a toy gorilla on the zipper pull.

Jack Nicholson, whose name was Kris, was there, watching a movie. He was sitting in front of the tv which was to the right. The scene on the tv had a girl and guy. Someone asked him the name of the movie. He said what it was, and I knew that it was an R rated war movie.

I dreamt that I was watching a tv show (in the same place?). It showed a young girl joining her two cartoon / digital friends as they were walking on the left side of the road. They were surprised to see her, knowing that she had been tied / locked / bound. The scene reversed to show who did that. The three of them were walking and were about to pass a group of some other “friends” on their right. These are the ones responsible.

I dreamt that I was sitting with a guy to my left, playing a digital game that was on our / my pants. It was made of multiple squares that would light up of different colors and move around. The orange ones were scorpions that needed to be killed by swiping your hand over them. If you didn’t get to them, they would grow and beep faster and faster until whatever happened. I didn’t see the end result.

The guy was looking on a computer for a way to save the game. I was helping him. We both couldn’t find a way.

Do It / Doit

I asked, “What does it mean when I’m naked?” I dreamt of a tiny oval pin, that when looked at a certain angle, reads “Do it” . It was white with black letters.

I dreamt of being in a bathroom and having to go. The door wasn’t closed all the way, but the piece on the side of the door was touching the wall. I debated on whether to risk it anyway. I decided to go ahead, and shortly after, Mark Steines came through. He came to get something that was at / by the sink. He was older, with grey hair, and some extra weight, enough for his stomach to overlap his belt. Thankfully I hadn’t exposed anything.

I dreamt of both Amy and I being naked. I don’t remember what was going on.

(From July 31, 2018 Same Direction)

I asked for the meaning of Mando. I dreamt of the Roman goddess Diana on 7 postage stamps on a manila envelope.

I dreamt of seeing a dinosaur skull and a fish fossil that were about the length of a basketball court (?). Instead of being scared at seeing these, I was more awestruck. There were a couple archeologists there as well.

I dreamt of a colorful butterfly that was about as big as a polyphemus moth. It was flying in front of me, on my right, as if flying away from me / same direction as me. I asked it what it was telling me.

I dreamt of being in a house (?). There was a girl with her (grand?) parents. She had a book with her in Russian. She read a little bit to me. She was sitting on my lap (?).

 Her mother was wearing a loose black top with two spaghetti straps on both sides. The side on the right was open, showing her skin from front to back. She realized that she hadn’t changed before she left wherever she came from, slightly embarrassed, but not enough to go change. 

They had stopped here before moving on. There was water somewhere. The cats were there.

On Top

(From Aug. 3, 2018)

I dreamt that I was on top of a train, out in the open, riding it home. We passed by a pole on the left. I don’t remember the significance of it. I wasn’t scared, but I wasn’t totally comfortable, maybe something to do with the pole?

I then saw other people on top. I was at the end and the train started folding on / in itself. 

Pussy is ruler of fairy goddess of magic.

I dreamt that Elvis was giving away one of his guitars and whoever could guess how much he paid for it would get it.

There was me, and a guy who were guessing. We got between $500 – $1000. We never got to the actual amount because a lady had called him away.

(From Aug 2, 2018 Isn’t Pretty)

I dreamt of a young blonde girl. The more I looked at her, the more I realized that she actually isn’t pretty at all.

I dreamt of a French (?) guy with sunglasses / shades. He wasn’t good looking but perhaps when he was younger. He had some weight on him. He seemed to like my mom. He did eventually take his sunglasses off but don’t remember why.

If There Was One

I asked, “What is the significance of the late apology?” ( earlier this year I asked if there was something I could say to Ali and the song “Apologize” from OneRepublic showed up.)

I dreamt that a car could park at the corner (where it turns), or straight in, where the curb is straight, depending on the direction the car to the left is parked, if there is one.

I dreamt of two wolves wanting to get out of the (yellow?) fenced yard of a house in the mountains. I saw one able to get through the right corner because there was enough room / space in between the boards. 

There was a dirt path / road next to the house that he crossed over, stopping in the middle first. I was worried that he would get run over by the cars. I then saw that there was a wooden (?) fence blocking the path so that the cars would have to turn left. I was relieved. The house extended some on to the path.

I dreamt of being with a big group of people during the summer up in the mountains. We were there for camp. We were walking to our destination, which must not have been too long. I saw other groups going to their own respective camps. I was thinking how we were all here at the same time for the same reason.

I saw (small piles of) bones along the way / path for the intent of being used in evil rituals. When we got to our destination we started campfires / bonfires on the outside perimeter to protect us from these.

I had my hair wrapped up in a towel because I had (recently) washed it (before coming?). I took it off / it had been taken off and the people were impressed with my hair, even though it was still wet.

There were two black guys with dreads. I asked if I could have them (if it was possible because of being wet). One of them started messing with my hair but was called away to do something else (address the group?), so I started combing it out, starting on the right.

I dreamt something about doing something with / for a child only until they were 6 years old.

I dreamt of being naked, or only topless with a covering around my pubic / mid section. I don’t remember what it was about.

 (From Nov. 19, 2018 Water)

I asked, “What energy does Mando have?” I dreamt of being under water (?), standing between two tree trunks. The one on the left was thin and the one on the right was protruding, as if pregnant. There was something about flushing tiny fish down a toilet, which would end up in (the) water.

Wait

I asked, “How do I go back to my past?” I dreamt that mom, Amy, and Carla (Starbucks customer) all had cancer and had to wait for New Year’s for the results.

I dreamt of a house behind a black iron fence. There was a huge boulder (mountain / hill) to the left of it, and a pool to the left of that. There was a space in front of all of these for people to walk through.

I dreamt of being in a church. There was an African family and they had been given an old African song to sing. They weren’t sitting next to each other. When they were singing, I could feel the power of their voices.

(From Aug. 7, 2018 Danger)

I dreamt that I was sleeping during different flights to different states though the last one I was awake at the end of the flight. 

I dreamt that there was a rectangular hole in the second floor of a house (?). A young guy took away an iron gate that was by it. I was worried that there was nothing to warn others of the danger of falling through.

(From Aug. 6, 2018 Gather My Thoughts)

I dreamt of an overweight youngish black lady with newborn twins on a tv commercial. 

I dreamt of Tracy in a gymnasium, asking if she’s seen Steve. She asks what he looks like. I say that he has blonde, Marine style hair, short. She says that I can stop remembering there. I don’t remember if she had seen him or not. 

We’re going to Mark and Val’s baby blessing. I was in a bit of a hurry to get going. 

I had two different, but almost the same, blankets for two different beds. 

There was something about (a) toy train tracks?

I dreamt of newborn kittens dieing and seeing a mother eating a kitten, with the head in her mouth. 

I dreamt of little girls singing and watching them with other people. There was a guy there with black hair, shoulder length, with his son (pre – teen?). I thought this guy might have an interest in me but I wasn’t sure.

I dreamt of dropping some papers and the top one had a religious poem that I had copied. I was a little anxious at people seeing it, that they may have thought I had written it. I didn’t do anything, watching to see what happens. A lady gathered some of my papers and put them on top, helping me gather my thoughts (?).

Release

I asked, “How do I go back in my past?” I dreamt of watching a movie, seeing a lady come out of a black limo, and thinking that this movie was released when Ali left the Utah girl (she didn’t want to leave Utah).

I dreamt something about being / lying in a room with other people and having a blanket over me that I had taken from somewhere else and figured that they wouldn’t realize / care that it was gone. 

There was a dirty streak going from bottom halfway to the top, on the left side. I was thinking that it needed to be cleaned / I needed to clean it.

(From Aug. 10, 2018 Sun Will Set)

I think I dreamt of warning someone not to go to Hawaii because of being poisoned.

I dreamt something about / to do with a salt lamp. 

I dreamt of telling Ali about something that was going in the hallway, which I had actually heard in the morning.

The Sun will set for you. The shadow of the day. (Linkin Park)

(From Aug. 9, 2018 Still Had Weight)

I dreamt of a house with different colored rooms, representing the chakras. I was hesitant / not sure I could go through.

I dreamt that I was at Briana’s house (?). She was wearing blue short shorts. Her dad mentioned that she had lost 300 pounds (she wasn’t that big). I noticed that she still had weight on her. I was wondering what the people who she was involved with thought about her weight and body. 

She put her new looking quad scriptures, several of them, out in the garage (?). The edges looked as if parts of my name were written on them. I mentioned this to her as she was walking away. She seemed non affected by this. 

I dreamt that I had gone somewhere with my family. I think it was Amy, Micalanne, and mom. Not sure / don’t remember if anyone else.

I realized that I wasn’t wearing my glasses, and forgetting them. I mentioned that my sight was / seemed clear and that must’ve been why I forgot them. My vision now seemed blurry but I still wasn’t concerned about my sight. 

There has been a wildfire in Orange County the past couple of days (From date of dream). I learned that a guy with mental illness started it. I dreamt that I was telling Ali this. 

I vaguely dreamt something about a bell, like the Liberty Bell (without crack), but not as big. There were cats who were scared of it and I was reassuring them not to be. 

Portal

I asked, “Can I go back in my past?” There was something about my knee(s).

I dreamt that me, Amy, my mom and dad (didn’t see them but knew were there) recently moved to a new place. There were some open near empty boxes of cereal lying down, couple of them on the side, on a top shelf. I think one of them was Life. There were some saltine crackers, along with open wrappers / packaging. I was thinking that dad was the one to eat the cereal. I had eaten breakfast and was feeling to eat some crackers with peanut butter, but didn’t.

Back in the bedroom, I was lying across the end of my bed, which was against the right wall. There was a dresser between my bed and Amy’s bed on the left, and a dresser at the end of her bed. She put a garment under her mattress where other dirty laundry was. She said something as she was doing so, but don’t remember.

She then was standing at the end of her bed and said something about that area. I responded, “Like a portal.” She agreed.

She had put a short brown extension cord under, and through, the bottom of the dresser between the beds, saying something about it being there / the placement of it, and about power (?). 

I was holding a water bottle shaped like a jug. Even though I was feeling a bit sick / ill I got up to refill it because there was a bit of cleaning to do in the house. The lid / cap was on the floor at the end of the bed.

As I got up, the front left leg of the silver tabby (neighbor messed with her back claws earlier this year) was “stuck” to the Siamese as she was walking. The tabby was acting as if it hurt a little. She finally got “unstuck” and I picked her up to rub her leg.

(From Aug. 11, 2018 Red Storm)

I saw 4 African guys / men at / in a restaurant (El Pollo Loco?) walking to a table. I was thinking, “If I was to go to Africa,” not finishing the thought. 

I dreamt that I was watching tv (?). I (?) was able to choose what scenario the people were in.

I then am calling out, barely at first, “Heavenly Father, help me so that I can live (my?) life.” I kept repeating this until I was loud enough for Ali to hear me (in the dream).

Zach River band

I dreamt that I was in a chapel, up by / in the stand, on the right of the microphone. Obama was sitting on the Bishop’s right side. He looked intently at me, and sinisterly said, “There’s going to be a red storm.”

The small congregation was black. There may have been one, or two white people / families? There were only about between 50 – 100 people. The people were standing? The words to the song / hymn they were singing were only “blah blah blah.” 

 I dreamt of a young black lady with small children (part of the congregation?) I was telling her that she needs to tell her girl (less than 8?) that she’s mixed because she’s going to find out. I then saw her toddler boy, with shorts, with chubby legs.

I dreamt that I was out in the (church?) parking lot. It was dark / night time. I was standing looking for my car, not finding it. I think I finally saw it but there were big cats there and I would have to pass them but was too scared to.

There were lions. I don’t remember the other ones. The lions weren’t paying attention to me. I only saw one but knew that there were others. The other one was intent on me.

I told myself to stay calm, that these were God’s cats (I think) and also remembering what Anastasia (Ringing Cedars books) said, that they are helpers to us.

This cat walked back and forth in front of me. A couple times I had a finger that would end up in it’s mouth (like when playing with pets), not getting hurt. The cat always stayed ferocious looking but never did anything to harm me.

I dreamt of being on a water ride on an innertube (is that what they’re called?). There were other people there. Judy was there, by herself. We were at the beginning, which was a circular pool that pushed us in circles, going faster each time, before being dropped a steep drop. I decided that I didn’t want to be dropped, and so was able to get to the side to get out. Judy continued on.

I dreamt that I was outside somewhere naked, doing something, bending down. There were others around. I didn’t care enough about them seeing me (as I usually am since the other times I’m usually thinner) to cover up.

Stuck

I asked, “Were the voices involved in my (poor) performance in school?” The song “Stuck on you” by Lionel Richie came to mind.

I dreamt of lying down, being covered with a blanket on a couch, my head to the left. I may have slept there. Two boys were standing several feet in front of me, playing with their model / toy trucks.

I was worried that I may have been naked so I checked and saw that I was wearing my garments. I was relieved.

I dreamt that I was driving, not sure if Ali was with me. There was a road that merged into where I was, on my right. A car / pickup came from behind, cutting in front of me.

The traffic stopped, so I slowly got up close enough to lightly tap / bump the car. An undercover cop was nearby. He got out of his car, wearing clothes with white. He started walking towards me. I was thinking that I was in trouble but he went to someone else.

(From Aug. 13, 2018 Path)

I asked for the meaning of Mando. I saw a path between two rows of thin trees. I saw other paths, but this is the one I remember.

I dreamt of a pile of grass. I was by it (to check it out?) and got caught inside. It was high enough, and heavy enough, that I needed help to get out. 

There was a lady, who had a rope, and some other things, inside. I got tied in / with the rope. She was planning on killing me. I was crying out for help (to God?). A lady on the outside pulled me out.

I dreamt of an older couple in a hospital. The wife had stopped breathing. The husband soon died after. Several minutes passed and the wife started breathing again and (was) back to normal.