Conflict

I asked, “Should I / Am I supposed to leave this house?” I dreamt that I put in a video to watch, above my head, somewhere in a public place, about taxes (?). I was saying loudly, at the video as if they could hear me, that it was a conflict of interest when / if someone has worked for the company before.

I dreamt that a girl wanted to take a chocolate shower. I was thinking it would be ok because the water would rinse off the chocolate.

I dreamt that I was going to sleep in the addition / back of the house, and someone turned off the back outside lights so that they wouldn’t be seen when coming in. Scared, I started toward Ali’s room, to go tell him.

(From Jan 1, 2018 Leading The Way)

I asked who I was being spiritually connected to. I saw a guy and girl in the dark / at night. They were / had been running, and she fell. He had his arm out to hold her hand when she got up, as he was leading the way. It was the type of scenario where they’re drunk (on love / life) and having a good time.

I dreamt something about a guys feet, and then mine, and whatever he did frustrated me. 

I dreamt that I was at the Waterman chapel in San Bernardino. I was in my 60’s / 70’s, and walking slower, as old people do. 

My calves didn’t have any definition, but were round instead. I didn’t get the feeling that it was because of weight. I was walking from the cultural hall towards the stairs. 

I was able to go up because I didn’t have any questions like the others did, but knew the answers. I was there for some program that some people (community? church?) were doing / putting on.

(From Dec 31, 2017 Little Boy)

I dreamt that a guy was teaching me words of a different language. One of those words was an opening to (a cave) inside a hill. I went inside, and it looked like a mansion made with / of bricks and stones / rocks.

There was a little boy inside with dark hair. He was running all over trying to get away and hide (from who?), but I was able to see him the whole time. I never saw the front of him. Seems he was wearing shorts. I had the impression that he had built all this.

(From Dec 29, 2017 Supported)

I asked who I was being spiritually connected to. I dreamt getting married to an older (50’s / 60’s) guy I sometimes see while walking, and then a boy, about 11 – 12, was calling us aunt and uncle.

We were walking in a grassy area that was foggy / misty. We saw a house that looked like there was no life in it. This guy said something about turning around / going another direction, I think.

I dreamt that we liked the same thing and arrived. I had been sleeping, and decided that it was time to wake up.

I dreamt of Kyle sitting on the floor in front of me, but the crown of his head was bald. 

I had two different dreams where I got married, and then the guy disappeared afterwards.

I dreamt that I was being supported on both sides so that I didn’t touch the ground as we moved.

I dreamt that I took out a small piece of what looked like chicken meat out / from under my right pointer fingernail, and gave it to a dog, who then ate it.

I wondered how good it tasted, that it must’ve been good enough to eat. 

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Forgotten

I asked, “God, why are You allowing the negative entities in my room?” I dreamt that I put a bunch of cat food on the floor instead of their bowls. 

There was a door, and I saw a black dog (looked like the one with the gorilla) with half of its face sticking underneath, sniffing / smelling the food. I realized that I had totally forgotten about the dog. 

I dreamt that I was getting sick, coughing, and someone told me that it was because of the spirits / entities. I told them that I (already) knew, and that I have had them for a month.

I dreamt that I was ordering a peanut butter and banana smoothie at Starbucks. There were a lot of children / people there. The ordering counter was outside. The tall, thin lady didn’t want to make it, so I ordered a birthday cake smoothie.

A short girl who works there, came out with packages of cake, frosting, and other ingredients, including “snowballs” (coconut covered chocolate balls).

It was all blended and had to be put in several cups because there was so much of it. I was telling some of the other workers that the employee didn’t want to make my initial order. They told me that Kenyans don’t make it because they get laughed at.

I dreamt that I was in a yellow house that was being sold. I was looking down through the floor at the “basement” below. I saw a kitten resting on its back, looking up at me. It then waved at me, then got up and moved / left. Some (goats?) then showed up.

I was walking through the small yellow kitchen. The cupboards had dirty edges. There were two lifted / propped up pillows below the sink, with a couple blankets. I was wondering why they didn’t clean in there. It wouldn’t matter now because it was going to be remodeled.

I dreamt that Kyle took me to get some pants. He teasingly was saying that he wanted me to get some that are full length ones instead of mid calf.

(From Jan 9, 2018 Brought Back)

I asked, “Why did I dream of winning the lottery?” I dreamt that Jay (?) was writing a story, and someone wanted to buy it from him. He said no. I’m guessing that some time had passed because when he was brought back to the table, his hair was white, and he was calm.

There were three ladies there to represent the buyer, one of which had a wide mouth. She was nervous when speaking, so another lady (small) took over.

She stood, mentioning the $50 mil that the buyer was offering. Jay had a friend there, and he started apologizing, saying that he didn’t know that that was the reason why they were here. Jay calmly said yes because he was ready to dump the story.

I dreamt that he was being dropped off at a small cabin / house, out in the woods, that he had bought from the money. His friends were dumbfounded that he would choose something small.

The phrase, “Gilmarines do. Marines don’t.” came to mind .

I dreamt that people, masses, were going to be killed, and I had a knowing that it was going to get worse before it gets better.

I saw a bunch of people crawling on a sidewalk, being watched by at least one man, on the way back to Africa. I was hysterically crying, and joined them for support. My hair was long enough to use as kneepads.

Wings

I asked the same question. The name of Sharon Smith, who is an architect of freeways / bridges in water, came to mind. I was seeing a bridge that was shaped like a sea serpent / dragon / snake, going up and down.

The thought, “My wings” came to mind.

I dreamt that Tinker Bell was flying around me, up by my head and shoulders. When she was up behind my right shoulder I asked her if I could feel what she feels like, and so she came in front of me on my hand. I could feel the vibrations of the batteries inside her.

I dreamt that I was a missionary again, in the beginning of the mission. I was thinking that I didn’t want to do this again / be a missionary because I didn’t want to have to go out and talk to people.

I dreamt that I had invited a Mexican couple to sleep in my room. They had put their pillows by the footboard (don’t have), and I was confused why they would do that. I was also wondering where I now was going to sleep. She had big, pointy breasts.

I dreamt that we were walking, with another shorter Mexican lady / girl, to a parking lot (?). She was behind us, and stopped because there were small ducks in the middle of the area where we were walking in an enclosure (they were on our left), and she said that they were talking.

(From Jan 17, 2018 Mr. Smith)

I dreamt that I had just written about a plane that had crashed, and was thankful for being able to go home to my husband, Mr. Smith.

(From Jan 16, 2018 Smart)

I dreamt (didn’t see, but knew) that a couple was selling their house. The house was initially built as a smart home, but they wanted it to be a traditional home.

I think I was saying to someone, “Who’s (Whose?) ground is (in) me?”

(From Jan 15, 2018 Oprah)

I dreamt something about Oprah being in a movie with a lot of children. 

(From Jan 14, 2018 Celebration)

I dreamt that wherever I was, as I was getting up, my breasts brushed against a tall, thin African man, purposely.

I dreamt that the family (?) was gathering for some celebration, and Micalanne came over by / behind me, talking with whoever was there. I decided that I was going to move because of the things that she had said about me to Ali.

I dreamt that Ali and I were somewhere, and we were laughing. Because we were laughing, we started farting, which in turn made us to laugh even more, which caused us to fart, and so on.

Same Weight

(From March 17, 2018)

(I don’t remember the exact order of these dreams.)

I dreamt that I had returned, from a mission, to live with mom and dad. We went to church. The Relief Society door had been moved to the left a couple feet. I was thinking that the ladies would notice my age and that I’m still the same weight.

 I dreamt that I was on a fast roller coaster, in the dark / at night, that wound through on the streets. I made a comment, to the lady next to me, something about imagining living in the houses with the roller coaster right outside.

There was a car pulling out as we passed. I also mentioned that I didn’t like roller coasters and that I was on one every day while on my mission and that there were steep rises and drops at the beginning but that it leveled out near the end with minor bumps here and there.

I dreamt that I was at a thrift store (D. I.?) with mom. I saw a sweater that I had seen on a previous occasion when I was there with Ali. It had wide vertical stripes of varying colors of brown / tan / cream. The top part was long enough to fold over and drape the shoulders to elbow. I mentioned to mom that I had tried it on but didn’t buy it because I didn’t like the fit. 

While walking through, I walked through the blue books. I commented how Ali wouldn’t even buy me one even with it being so cheap / inexpensive. Mom did go to the counter to buy something but don’t remember what. 

I dreamt of being at a recreational event (at a park?) . Micalanne was with me. We stopped where there was a tic tac toe game where you throw bean bags. 

There were people / children in the spaces. One of the beings came out. She wasn’t a person, per se, the body was round like a caterpillar, but was only about 1 – 2 feet (small enough to hold in my hand) and was a bit furry / hairy (not too long).

She said my name and I was surprised that she remembered since it had been a while since we had seen each other last. I had her in my hand and introduced her to Micalanne, without saying her name, only saying that she was my sister. 

I dreamt something about the country (side?).

Wasn’t Needed

(From March 23, 2018)

I dreamt that I was able to fly and I was flying over people that I was at a gathering with. No one looked up, and so never saw me. While I was flying, I saw a fast moving car coming from right to left. I was afraid that it would hit the people but it slowed down as it got closer. I finally came back down. A little while later I tried again to fly but wasn’t able to. I figured that it was because it wasn’t needed this time.

I dreamt that I saw a small white a – frame house (about the size of the school / church combo used in the 1800’s) on its right side (on a hill?) surrounded by green grass all over. 

I dreamt I was inside (this building?) and on the right side in front of me, was a small round table with a couple things on it. One of them was a b&w art piece / drawing / illustration of a woman’s face looking slightly to her right with eyes closed with right arm under her chin with her hair flowing down on her right.

(From March 22, 2018 Back To Me)

I dreamt that I was a passenger being driven somewhere. It was dark outside. The guy who was driving was tall and lean and Christian. He may even have had blonde hair. 

On the left, we drove past some businesses (small like a strip mall) and at the end of the building was a residence with the front big window open. There was a table horizontal with the window.

There were people sitting around it. The owner was on the left and his wife on the right. I heard what sounded like mom’s voice and I may have mentioned it out loud because someone acknowledged that she was there. I then saw her sitting between the table and window with her back to me. 

I dreamt that the driver was standing and his shirt (polo type?) was untucked and a bit longer than usual. I was thinking how lucky he was not to have to wear a dress like me.

I dreamt that we were at an event / exhibition / ? where crystals were being shown one in each room. There was a couple there and I knew (?) that they practiced tantric sex to become closer. 

In one room was a crystal, palm size, with a knife size opening on the left. It may have been in the pink family? The lady, in the room, showed how you could still see water inside by placing a knife (like a pocket knife type) in the opening, and somehow was able to bring out some that had formed into a ball mixed with the crystal.

It flew in the air, almost as if in space, into another lady’s mouth, who ate it. 

I woke with the words, “I can’t be who you are” from Linkin Park’s song “Leave Out (All The) Rest”.

No One Came

I asked, “Did my spirit visit Ali while he was in Africa?” ( last year the voices told him that I had.) I dreamt that some relatives of the neighbor had moved in with him and his wife. Ali’s house belonged to my parents instead of him.

The relatives had a bedroom facing mine. Everyone was trying to figure out how to situate the rooms (my family in my room) so that we’re not looking at each other. I told my mom, between whisper and normal, that I was here first (meaning that I shouldn’t have to reconfigure my room).

I dreamt that the family was in the garage. I don’t remember why. Judy swore, and then a little later, said that Zac was averse (used that word?) to religion. I almost said, “You are too”, but decided not to.

The family went back inside the house, closing the door, which was a regular size (or a little bigger), but had the garage door “crinkly” look. I don’t know why I stayed behind / didn’t go in.

After the door closed, walls started to appear all over, and closing in. I started loudly crying, figuring that they should have heard me since they had just walked in. No one came.

I banged on the door. Still, no one came / showed up. I cried so hard that my voice was getting hoarse, making it hard to cry / make noise. I started becoming conscious at the end of being enveloped in.

I dreamt that I was lying down, in a (semi?) public area, inside. A bearded man (husband?) was there. I teasingly asked him if he wanted to look below. He started to enter me a couple times. He was just long enough to fit.

The woman was then someone else, and I was out of the (somewhat) secluded narrow (like in the e r) room that we were in (no door). They were having sex to have a baby. They had two older children (boy and girl 6 – 8), and maybe a baby inside with them. The boy and girl were standing at the doorway, sometimes looking in at what they were doing.

(From March 24, 2018 Covering My Heart)

I dreamt that I was wearing a brace around my body / chest covering my heart. I would only wear this when I went to bed at night. I was listening to loud, on the dark side, music while looking for the cord that plugs into the brace.

I was looking in the cupboards above the counters in the kitchen where it’s usually kept, but couldn’t find it. I’m thinking that perhaps mom had put it somewhere else, though I wasn’t able to do a thorough check because some giant “monsters” (think Andre the giant) appeared because of the music.

I then frantically tried to remotely change the music to something calmer. I may have finally been able to do it before rushing away, but not sure.

One of the giants said something to me, but I didn’t respond. I ran upstairs to my bedroom, closing the door and hiding in the closet where I had one of my crocheted afghans.

I started to get the afghan ready to cover and hide when I heard a knock on the door. When I didn’t respond, they left. The good thing about this dream is that they weren’t attacking me.

I dreamt that I was seeing a tall building on a green hill that looked to be about two windows wide. This was a house for sale and there were two young people standing outside in front wanting to look inside to see about buying it. I realized that this was part of a reality show.

I dreamt that those two people had won the lottery and it was now showing them back home in a trailer park. Their trailer was so run down outside that it about looked like a shack.

Inside were these two (in their 20’s), their baby (not yet a year but not newborn), and a friend of his and a friend of hers. His friend was sitting next to the baby, saying something to me. The baby was sitting near a window, moving the curtains to look outside. Watching this, I realized that I had seen this episode before.

Outside, the baby’s mother came out upset, walking with white shorts that had an opening on the right side showing where her butt touches her leg. She walked over to the trailer next to them on the right. They (she & friends) were trying to persuade her husband / boyfriend to cash the lottery check so that they (he & family) could get some food and move into a better place.

I was standing to the right of the door to go inside, looking past it in the direction the girl had gone. A set of parents (his?) came over to see if they could convince him. They were both skinny, weathered and with long hair (seems he had).

I dreamt that the people / producers of the show had put up some writing on the screen at / after the last scene describing something about making this show for 15 years and learning from it (there was more to it). I was at an angle on the right front of the tv so that I didn’t get all of what it said. 

I dreamt that the girls friend was wearing what looked like a black bra / tube top barely covering on the bottom. She had a fishnet type thing over it. The black thing underneath kept moving up. She was looking at someone across the way debating on whether to go over. She finally did.

I dreamt that this young guy was walking around naked in a mall. I only saw from the back. Everyone was looking at him, shocked to see him there like that. 

I saw the girl, and her friend, walking from one end to the other as if going to see someone. She had her hands covering her breasts (? I was behind) as she walked. She was wearing a top with spaghetti straps that were down on her arms.

I was wondering why she didn’t pick up her straps to fix her shirt so that she wouldn’t have to keep her hands on her chest, but then I realized I didn’t know the situation since I was in back of them.

I dreamt that I was talking with Jay Leno, who happened to look young, asking him what was the first car he bought. I think he may have said Nissan, and he was giving the details.

There was someone else there with me, but not sure who (young Steve maybe?). He then was comparing the age of the car to me and I told him that I was born in 1972. 

I then wasn’t sure to ask more questions, but then the thought came to me that I need to “ask one to be one.” I then asked if he still buys , and I think he said yes. I wanted to ask how often, but I started waking up.

Smooth Ride

I asked, “Am I supposed to have children with Ali?” I dreamt that I had gone back to the roller coaster, with another person, and it was going to be a smooth ride to make up for yesterday. There was something about the other person reminding me to bring (the) keys with me (to get it started?). We were standing up at the top.

I dreamt that I was in someone’s house (?) in what may have been their galley kitchen. I was walking, naked, to the top / left (depending on where standing). 

There was a teen boy who appeared in front of me, looking at me wide eyed, walking past me on my right. Someone else (?) told me that I was (in an area) where I wasn’t to be. I didn’t know that so I started to leave.

I dreamt of a big man (height and weight), with red hair (?), bringing me a suit (b&w?) of clothes. I was wondering if a guy from an earlier dream was a reference to this guy, and if I was supposed to be with him.

(From April 10, 2018 Losing Connection)

I asked if Ali and I are connected by soul love. I dreamt of a computer that kept losing internet connection and the suggestion to use / run on the 12 bandwidth / wavelength kept showing on the screen.

I dreamt that I was watching a tv movie of a wealthy family around Christmas time. The woman was upset because she had lost Christmas cards, that she wanted to send out, nine years ago.

They have a big property so I was thinking that if she can’t find the cards on the perimeter of the house, maybe she had them somewhere out in the property among the trees.

The family had several paintings of stormy / turbulent seas with small fishing boats, empty, no danger, in one of them. 

They had a painting of the lady sitting in a high back chair, looking at her from between the left side and side with her head turned so that her face was seen. I recognized her but couldn’t place where else I had seen her.

Behind her, but in the forefront of the painting on the right, was a black maid / servant woman with an uncertain look on her face as she’s slightly looking in the wealthy woman’s direction.

I dreamt of a line of men (women also?), facing right, outside in the evening. The line curved slightly to the right roughly about midway. There were about 4, or 5, tall men at the bend with long wool / felt coats.

 I don’t remember why / what the occasion was, but one of the men started running / walking fast away from the line to the left. It wasn’t because he was scared or nervous. It feels more like a game to him. I started to go after him to bring him back when he came back on his own.

As he was coming back, on the ground, I saw cartoon bugs / insects, and a reptile (?). This reptile (?) put a dragonfly in his mouth to eat, showing the wings coming out of its mouth. I was saying no, let the dragonfly go, but it got eaten anyway.

I dreamt that I was signing up to be a real estate agent. I was outside and there was a guy in charge. He had blonde hair and was overweight a bit but it was distributed instead of just one place. His desk was facing left.

My info on the paper had been filled in automatically on a computer but I had to fill in my social security number. I was putting the dashes at the top of the numbers instead of the middle.

I didn’t know what phone number was listed and didn’t say that I didn’t have a phone. I figured that if I was accepted that I would get an email.

The area where we were at looked like maybe South Carolina or Florida with the trees having the white / yellow stuff coming / billowing off them. There were some square / rectangle houses behind him. There was a path between the trees. There were lots of pigs, warthogs and another animal but don’t remember what.

He asked me if I knew what the distance had to be between the alligators (didn’t see but thought that there may have been some at the end of the path) and the homes.

I told him that I had had recently seen a show (dream? real?) where they said that it had to be five feet. I was resting my head on his shoulder and felt comfortable and had no problem with his weight. He basically said that I was right, or maybe he just smiled in affirmation. 

No Way Out

I asked, “What is the message of the whale?” I dreamt that I was driving, with Ali. We ended up in a place that looked like an open mine pit, with more items / materials / levels. It was all dark, and may have been abandoned. 

I looked for the road we used to get us here but couldn’t find any to get us out. I started getting emotional, almost crying. 

I dreamt something about darkness, telling someone about it.

I dreamt of seeing a baseball bat, like new, on the ground (in the pit?). As I was looking / glancing at it, up to the handle, I saw that it was clear. 

There were new luggage pieces inside moving back and forth, though I only saw them going one direction. One of them had pink and I said that I wanted that one. 

Behind the luggage were several people (5 – 7?) walking. I was asking if they get to eat / come out and I was told (by the boss / owner?) that they can. I noticed that they were all thin, and figured that it was from all the walking.

 I finally saw one of the ladies fixing ramen to eat. She was talking with someone. I was looking at her left side and noticing that she was older than me. She didn’t look worn down / out.

The owner was up a level, above them, so they weren’t able to escape. 

I dreamt that I saw colorful jewelry that my cousins had bought. I was jealous of them for having money to buy things. Wendy had some dangly earrings and I took one of two sets, putting them up to my ears as she walked in, but she didn’t say / do anything.

I dreamt that Lana (?) decided to give Amy and I some Utah land. I was excited to have the land, but not that it was in Utah, so I was thinking that I can sell my share.

I asked if there was anything on it. Someone gave me a look as if I shouldn’t have said anything. I said that I need to know the situation in case of any buildings so I can fix them up if needed. 

I dreamt something about Micalanne in garments. 

I dreamt something about a bunch of different animals, and insects / bugs coming to me. One of them was a chimp / monkey wanting me to hold it. I didn’t want anything to do with them.

Be Shown

I asked, “How do I go back and change my past?” I dreamt that I was with a group of people and we were waiting for a beluga whale to come and be shown to us. There was a guy up front, right corner, singing his songs, playing his guitar, while we were sitting and waiting. Seems that Michelle and Suzanne were there.

The people weren’t paying too much attention, though they heard. I was saying, to a couple of them, that it’s because there isn’t any feeling / passion, and they agreed.

Behind us were two “cages” to go in if we wanted when the whale got here. There were also a line of metal things in front of them, in different sizes (to show / measure different sizes?). 

As it got closer for the whale to show, I got emotional and started crying, wanting to be protected in a cage. 

There was a line of some of the guys, who were mentally slower, who were going in to the cage on the right (when looking forward to where the whale would be). Philip was at the end wanting to get in, not because he was scared.

As I was walking in, I was thinking how I’m almost 47, and I’m this emotional and crying, but then thought that it’s ok because of how big the whale is (I was feeling like it was as big as a humpback whale). When it arrived, there was a “pool” of water going horizontally in front of us, only big / wide enough to fit him.

I was in the cage and a handsome man, with dark hair, came walking toward me ( cage protection is now gone) with the whale walking, on his right, on his tail. When the man was on my left, and the whale on his left, he asked if I (lived with any?) complaints. I immediately told him no.

As he was walking toward me, someone said blue, as if saying “blue – ga whale”. 

There was something about showing his round nose.

I dreamt that I was talking with Briana and telling her about this dream, emphasizing that I was emotional. I was naked while I was telling her. I kept getting interrupted by mom and dad, who were in another room, saying that the whale is coming / appearing soon.

Toluca (used to be my mom’s black lab guide dog) even came in to my room and excitedly grabbed a pink bath sponge / pouf, threw it up in the air, and then left. I then went out, and had my garments on.

I dreamt that I wasn’t able to download a ticket to go see the whale because I didn’t have a computer. I was saying this to a young (teen?) skinny boy, thinking he would catch on to my dilemma and help out, but he didn’t, for either.

I then was at a four – way stop, and for some reason, wasn’t able to go the direction I wanted, at first, but eventually did. It felt chaotic as to not being able to get where I wanted.

When I finally got to where I was headed (crossing the street), there was a Christian / religious (?) man there, as if waiting for me, who smiled at me and then left.

I saw a hill (?) to my right and climbed it. There were small trees / branches (?). I grabbed one and threw it down, saying that it was mine. It may have glowed? This was to be my ticket.

I dreamt of someone putting “butter” (I think it’s called) down in a shower for putting in tiles. A guy there didn’t want to touch / get involved with it.

The thought came to me that Ray is the boozy way.

Prepared

(From May 17, 2018)

The thought came to me, “I am prepared.”

(From May 13, 2018 Children)

All dreams were vague but I had the impression that it’s time to start having children.

(From May 11, 2018 Grateful)

I dreamt of a woman, talking to someone else?, mentioning that I wanted children. 

I dreamt that mom shaved her arms.

I dreamt that I was talking to Ali on the phone, and after he finished talking, he played a love song for me (not his). I think the beginning said something about being grateful that I was in his life. I thought that was sweet of him.

(From May 9, 2018 True)

I asked if Ali had a child. I dreamt of two females fighting and I had to pull them apart. The one that I took hold of had a knife and was trying to cut me. 

The words from the movie Princess Bride when the king presented Princess Buttercup to the people and the old woman started saying “Boo” and then mentioned something about true love.

I saw an older black woman (60’s?) with hair down past her shoulders. She was a little ways back. I then saw a 6, or 7, year old skinny black girl sit in front of me. Her hair was in ringlets. It was about to her ears, and was fluffed out. I then had the feeling that it was time to have children.

I saw a one year old (?) sitting motionless in a stroller (one person, like for dolls). I saw what I felt was the hand of Christ, cover the baby with a black blanket, as if it were dead. 

I saw a black woman statue, or a woman made from black material. I didn’t see her head, hands, or below her knees. Her arms were outstretched like a scarecrow. She had an oblong hole in / at her stomach. A computer ribbon was coming out and the other side was attached to the bottom of a flat carton of a dozen eggs.