Turn Into Dust

I didn’t ask a question last night. I dreamt that Ali would make people’s (sleeping) dreams turn into dust. (That’s what the Utah girl does to mine.)

I dreamt that I was standing out past right field of a baseball field. There were other people as well. I was thinking that if the ball hit my glasses I could get some new ones. Shortly after thinking this, a ball did hit the bottom of my right lens, breaking and shattering it. Amy cleaned it up. I didn’t move.

I dreamt that a short silver horse trailer was standing on the front end on top of some dirt. It loosely looked like there was a horse buried next to it. I didn’t want to get a shovel and touch it to find out because it would’ve creeped me out if there was one.

I dreamt that some young boys were talking about how they were able to escape WWII by hiding among trees in the dark and keeping still until it was safe to move. They were finally able to make it here to one of the states but don’t remember which one.

I dreamt that there was thin chocolate (nutrition?) bar in the fridge that I had put in there the week prior that I had forgotten about.

I dreamt that there was an author in Norway who looked like my brother. I was wondering if it was him living under a different identity. He was wearing a white shirt. I was finally able to see his eyes close enough to know it wasn’t him.

(From yesterday) No Food

I asked, “What is Ali’s relationship to me?” I dreamt that mom got a call in the middle of the night letting her know that I don’t have any food. She woke up Judy to take her shopping. Judy was upset about having to go. Mom mentioned getting a pancake mix. Judy asked whether I was able to make it and mom said that I could.

I got up and started stomping on Judy as she was lying on the floor on her left side with her head to the left. I didn’t care if I broke any bones. I then picked her up and flipped her, feet over head, out through the bedroom doorway to the left without her hitting the hallway wall. I didn’t care how she landed, not looking.

I dreamt something about setting off firecrackers in the street at the end of the driveway without the Mexican neighbors finding out it was me.

I dreamt of looking at the time that was on the left of the bed, and seeing that the time was 2:41. I’ve been sleeping in a family size room with horror movie characters sitting a short distance away from me in the front of me at a rectangular table. They are only lit by outside lights. I only noticed the first couple of them on the left.

I was crying out, “Mommy” but not loud enough for her to hear me from her room. (I’ve never called her that.) I was telling myself that I could handle this for two more hours until I got up to feed the cats. I was also praying to God for protection.

I started hearing a man, as if a commercial, saying, “Do you have to watch your back?” I saw a picture (unless he was part of the mannequins in front of me) of a dark/shadow man walking through a front door to the left.

I dreamt that I was lying in bed on the left side, peeking out of the blanket over my face. Someone was next to me, telling me to get rid of the beetle that was casually walking to the door to the right at the end of the bed. I didn’t see it but knew it was there.

I was thinking that it shouldn’t have been there since the VibesUp pad I have is supposed to raise the vibrations of the environment and that the two can’t coexist.

I dreamt that Judy’s name was instead Amy and I was thinking that there are two Amy’s in the family.

I dreamt that there was a toddler boy who walked out of a public bathroom with his dark blue pants down to his ankles. I was in front of him. I picked him up to take him back to clean him up.

There were several water streams spraying up so I playfully touched his butt to a couple of them, asking him if it was cold. He had a little bit of poop still that the water rinsed off.

I dreamt that Micalanne was frustrated and said something about different things going wrong as a sign that she wasn’t supposed to buy a house that she was interested in.

There was a short roller coaster that was our way to the house. There was only one side of the track. Mom, Micalanne, Amy and I were in it. I noticed down below that there was a light colored bag, that looked like a doctor’s bag, was under water. I mentioned this to them but they weren’t paying attention to me.

Bethany was under mom’s seat as mom was sitting there, and Micalanne got after her, calling out her name.

The roller coaster started moving and after it got to the end, kept going, flying in the air. I mentioned this and they acknowledged that they already knew.

I dreamt that I was on the KFC website, looking at the nutrition page (?) wanting to search for something. Instead of typing it in, I clicked on the button with 48 on it.

(From August 13, 2019) Exposed

I asked the same question. 222 views/subscribers came to mind.

The thought that some of my pictures have been turned into a luna, which means a video/compilation, came to mind.

I dreamt about Kyle speeding in his station wagon. We were already where we were supposed to be/going.

There were a couple other people with us and there was something about not wanting the neighbors to hear the doors close. As one of them closed a door, there was a sound and they jokingly said that the neighbors heard it.

I dreamt something about wearing something that had my back exposed.

The thought that I would be guided through this pregnancy and that I would be near came to mind.

(From August 12, 2019) Lopsided

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about a most lopsided room.

I dreamt that Amy wanted me to ask a lady how to get somewhere. Her house was square based and open on the left side. This lady told me to follow (route) 57. She was hopeful that we would reach our destination and that she would be able to move away from that area.

I dreamt of seeing billionaires walking up some steps that were on a couple sides of a “pyramid” that was flat on top. There was a huge white billboard size thing for engraving/carving. There was only space enough for this and the people standing so it had to be lowered there after the work was done. It was a face of a man looking to the left.

As the people were walking up, I was noticing their clothes and thinking how it must be nice not to have to worry about being able to buy them.

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Going To Be The One

I asked, “Why was that (Utah) girl allowed inside my body?” I dreamt that me and a guy went early morning to a warehouse (?). We were outside. There was another couple there who were young. I don’t remember what they were there for but they were picking it up using a wheelbarrow to put it in an old tv size box with a trash liner inside. I don’t remember what we were getting.

People started showing up as time passed. A lady manager told us that we needed to go to the other side of the lot that was in front of us because we weren’t members. We told her that we had gotten there around 4 or 5 and that our stuff was a short distance behind us. She was surprised that we would come so early and let us stay.

The guy I was with was going to portray someone famous. Not sure why. I started drawing (or already had a fake one) on a mustache, and maybe a beard (?). The people there got upset, thinking I was going to be the one doing the portrayal but I started to tell them I wasn’t the one but the guy was.

I was in a small room with some of the people. We were sitting along the walls. I was in the left corner. They were discussing whether they could remember the numbers on their ID. One lady said that she could remember the letter. I was thinking that I could remember mine and went over it in my head.

We were in Big Bear (California) (?) and thinking that some of these people would drive here for their jobs. I was thinking about a picture I had seen of a street with a street sign and remembered that some parts of the land is flat.

I was sitting in a room waiting for something. There was a guy sitting next to me on my left reading a book. He was so close to me that after awhile I asked him if it was any good. He said that it was deep. He then leaned over onto my lap, blocking the tv that was in front of us. I either pushed him back, or said something to him to move back.

I was then in a big room with the women of the community. They were all in onesie pajama’s for a sleepover. They were all the same. They were white with “NAH” on them which stood for “North Atlantic Ocean”. (When I was waking up, I realized that Ocean begins with “O” and that I didn’t actually see what the “H” stood for.)

A lady came in the room all excited. I don’t remember what for. She said loudly, “Can I get a Nah?” Nah was something positive. Someone dimmed the lights for a couple seconds in agreement then turned them back up.

(From yesterday) Oil On The Floor

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a sister who was reconnected with a brother that she hadn’t seen for several years. He had some ships with older engines.

I dreamt of a tall black guy who looked like Travis. His name was Trevor(?) who I knew from high school. He was helping with security (?) inside a store. He was wearing all brown with a hat.

He had recently showed up and I could see him through the front window of the store on the right of the door. He was greeting family and friends who were showing up.

Someone wanted to give attention to me for him to look but I didn’t want it.

The question, “Can you buy/get a dress from/with a bike with a one way ticket to scrap metal?” came to mind.

The thought that most of my dreams have oil on the floor came to mind.

(From August 9, 2019) Blue

I asked the same question. I dreamt of blue and grey shoes and clothes. Either the shoes were blue and the clothes grey or the other way around.

(From August 8, 2019) Wet Dirt

I dreamt that I was at church and in a classroom. I was going to stay but then saw that this was where the men meet so I got up to leave. As I was walking out, the teacher said something to me about being a pretty lady.

I then went to sit in the chapel. I was on the left side and squeezed into the second bench from the front, which was a person size longer than the first. The space in between was only enough for a person to sit, like on a plane.

I had my scriptures and my manual of lessons under the bench in front of me. I couldn’t remember if I had brought my (wallet) purse or not.

After a little bit of sitting, I got up and walked to the front of the chapel where a pole was and circled around it before sitting back down. I mentioned to some that I sometimes need to get up after sitting.

As I had gotten up, the chapel had become outside and there was some wet dirt that got on the sides of my scriptures and manual.

(From August 8, 2019) Marrying

I asked the same question. I saw the couples/one of the couples from the show “Marrying Millions”. The girl is 21 and the guy is 39 years older.

I dreamt that I was lying next to Kyle (?) on his right side, with my arm over his chest. I was telling him that one of the pictures was “cold”.

He was telling me that if I say I like it in the mountains that we would live (t)here.

He reached down and pulled his lingham up to his chest and started jacking off, putting it back down for me to take it.

Cesspool

I asked, “The meaning of what?” I dreamt that Mitt Romney was a part of the Kennedy’s, and looked like them. His wife, different than Ann, of course didn’t look like them.

The word “Cesspool” came to mind.

(From yesterday) Killed

I asked the same question. The word “Hymen” came to mind.

I dreamt that there was a young band who was like the New Kids on the Block, in all ways. They liked their manager(s) because (t)he(y) would stand up to the executives.

One member of the band killed himself. The last place they were supposed to sing at before that happened still expected them to show up and sing or the money would be rescinded / taken back. The management though cared more about the welfare of the band.

The name “Thomas Cole” came to mind.

10:39 came to mind.

I dreamt that the house the family lived in had a sign out front indicating that the house would be coming up for sale soon.

I dreamt that there were kittens in the garage (same dream?) and that the front garage door needed to be closed so the others wouldn’t get out.

(From July 22, 2019) Used

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about the orange cat.

I dreamt something about the rattan ball used in sepak takraw.

I woke up with the phrase “Glades and Glory”.

(From July 21, 2019) Lost Soul

I asked the same question. I dreamt that the (Utah) girl went over / gravitated to a dead guy who also was a lost soul.

I dreamt that they like to enter through different spots.

(From July 20, 2019) Second Story

I dreamt that I was on a top floor / second story of a car shop. George Clooney was there but his name was Apollo.

There was an earthquake while I was there with spots of the floor opening up. Somehow it became known that Apollo also had a car shop which was in England.

The floor opened up where I was, causing me to fall through but I didn’t see or feel the falling. A yellow sedan also fell through, possibly front first. That may have been all that came through.

Apollo was about 50 yards (+-) away in front of me to the right, up near the front. There were two ladies in front to his left side excited to learn his name (not sure how) and told him that he should have told them (from an earlier occasion?).

I was frightened and was calling out to him, asking if I can go outside because I was scared that more vehicles would fall through. I was next to the wall on the left with about 10 – 20 yards (+-) of the shop behind me.

Flow Energy

I asked, “How do I block unwelcome entities from entering the house?’ I dreamt that it was Halloween. Inside the house was bright white. The sun hadn’t gone down yet.

Greg was in his room doing something with his music with his door closed. It was dinner time. I noticed that his place setting was at a different table so I asked why. Mom said that his could be brought over with the others.

We had a white rabbit hopping around a flat Easter bunny that was on the floor, ending up facing away from me toward the dinner table. I told someone to make sure not to let it out.

As I went to knock on Greg’s door, I saw two young children walking up the driveway on the left for trick – or – treating. I had turned on the porch light on earlier.

I knocked on his door to let him know that dinner was ready and he started to make a snoring sound so I let him be.

As I was walking back, I noticed a short older witch looking woman standing at the left end of the porch on the driveway. She was looking at the porch and saying something about the house not being taken care of like when she was younger, even though it was bright white out there.

I wasn’t going to pass out any candy but on the way back to the table, I decided that I would. The two children were walking away by then. I noticed that there were several other children across the street. The older lady was the only adult I saw.

Before waking, the words “Stagnant energy” came to mind and that the energy needs to move.

I dreamt that as I was letting one of the outside cats out, I also let the Siamese out. They both walked to the right alongside the house.

(From July 17, 2019) Open Space

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a pregnant woman who was at the end of her pregnancy. She was on the outside middle of a two / three story building. There was an open space in the middle where she was standing. It was dark (?). She was wanting to jump. She then slid down on a rope.

I was telling her not to do it and to think of the baby. I asked her if she was going to keep the baby and she said yes. I then mentioned something about what it would be like for the child without a mother.

I dreamt that there was a house that had been robbed. Karen and Mina (Good Bones tv show) decided to catch the thief.

For some reason, Karen wanted to take a look at the house that had been robbed, which was on the left, at night. She was saying something to Mina as she was standing in the driveway afterwards.

They then both heard a tap across the street. A man appeared, coming out to the front of a house. He was wearing dark colored clothes. His hair was short with the purposefully disheveled look.

Karen started making siren noises and he rushed to his ’80’s black Bronco (?) which was facing forward away from me. Mina had a VW Beetle / Bug. She was parked behind him and drove up next to him on the left, blocking him in. (I was woken so I don’t know how it would’ve ended. He could’ve backed up.)

(From July 16, 2019) Persevere

I asked the same question. The words “Hold on” “Persevere” and “Stay Strong” came to mind. Also to know the meaning and language.

Blurry

I asked, “Do I need to have children from Ali?” I dreamt that Briana had taken a picture while on the road of some small pillars (?) with what looked like an outline of a dog’s face on them. The picture was blurry from rain but clear enough to see what it was.

I dreamt that I was at the bottom of a ladder in a submarine (?). I was asking if I could come up. I was told I could. Someone with me said, “Be careful. They don’t let just anyone up” as if I might not be able to. I responded, “That’s why I asked.”

I dreamt that I was using a professional (?) digital weight scale. The number changed several times from the 500’s, 400’s, and around 150. I said to mom, “See, it’s 150.” She pointed out that that wasn’t what it was and that I wasn’t looking at the top of the numbers correctly.

I dreamt that I was being asked where my money went. I don’t remember who was asking.

I dreamt that I mentioned to someone that they still had the last two Costco / Sam’s Club chocolate muffins in the packaging on the tray.

I dreamt that I was with Greg, Mark, Judy (?), and Amy. There was another female there with down syndrome (?). I don’t remember where we were but I was hysterical that there was a man’s ghost head in a cupboard (twice the size of kitchen) that had some books in it. Greg was saying that by not seeing the ghost, that person (me) doesn’t have a normal brain.

They were also saying something about the house on the avocado street. (We had a house with a tree in back.)

(From yesterday) Held

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Sara was pregnant and when she held her belly, it looked like she already had the baby. Her stomach was in the form of a newborn baby. The head was to her left. She was wearing black.

I dreamt that a thin naked (Russian?) lady came to me when I was in a building with sweets against the wall in front of me. She was on my right asking me which option I wanted something from her. I don’t remember what I was getting, or the options.

Out of my peripheral vision I was noticing how she kept herself clean shaven. I was thinking how she takes the time to do that.

There was an office (?) to the left of the sweets that I was put in charge of while the owner was away. There were stairs to get up to it.

There was a chocolate (cookie?) with the sweets that I tasted. There was also some loose sugar on a cookie sheet.

I dreamt that Walid (online guy) sent me a voice clip of him drunk and singing a love song to me. It may have been in French, or partly. I was thinking that I liked his voice.

I think I had a dream with Kim Kardashian.

I also may have had a dream that had something to do with pictures on a camera disk.

(From July 13, 2019) Found It Funny

I asked the same question. I dreamt that it was Christmas time. There was something about the Mary Tyler Moore show. There was also something about a tv channel.

I dreamt that I put my hair in a ponytail. The front of my hair became red and fluffy, like a Southern lady. It was combed over to the left. I thought it looked funny because it looked like a wig.

I dreamt that the water for the cats was low and that I needed to give them some more.

(From July 12, 2019) Dumped

I asked the same question. I dreamt the orange cat was outside and I was scared for him because of the wolves out there.

I dreamt that an overweight girl was looking for change from the container that she dumped on a car.

I dreamt that the family moved into an older couple’s home while they were still there. Before we got there (?) they had left the house for a short time because of the floor being worked on.

I mentioned that the man’s hair moved in a way that looked like he was under water.

A short time after moving in, the couple decided to move. I said to the man that it would’ve been easier for them to move when the floors were being done.

They had some paintings that were leaned up against a wall where it would be easy to pick them up and take.

At night time I saw a black post, that is used for the “For Sale” signs, staked in the front right corner of the yard. I said that the sign would most likely be there on Sunday.

We were going to take over the mortgage. I mentioned to the man that it would be easier to take them over while they were still alive rather than dead.

I dreamt something with a black mustang vehicle. It was either backing up or out.

Older Woman

I asked, “Do I need to be with Ali?” I dreamt that someone came to me for information. I pointed out an older woman, with white-ish hair, who was sitting at a desk across from me and a little to the left, facing me.

I dreamt that I was outside at night. It was raining but I wasn’t getting wet. I was walking (?) up a hill (?) on the right side of the street. There was a fast food restaurant and I saw Sean Connery driving one of those toddler plastic cars with the yellow roof. He was with his grandson, going to the drive-thru for food.

(From yesterday) Scared

I asked the same question. I dreamt that as I was walking upstairs at night to go to bed, there was a knock at the door, which scared me. I don’t remember who was with me, but they pushed on the door to make sure that it was shut and locked.

There had been pictures taken of me with a model looking guy. I was standing in front to the side of him. I looked happy. When they were shown, so that people could see, I felt like a fake because of the circumstances behind how and why the pictures came to be.

I dreamt that I was at grandma Fessler’s funeral (?). There were either pictures of a boat, or people were talking about one that she had. I was saying to someone that I never knew about it until she died. I then went and mentioned it to mom. Amy (?) said that there were pictures of me on it when I was young. She was saying it as if I should have known.

I then started cleaning the area where the coffin (?) was and crying.

There was a lady there who had a certain type of glasses that she had me put on. I could see something about me marrying a certain person so I hurriedly gave them back to her. She was excited that she would be able to live on, signifying that something of her had passed on to me.

I dreamt that I was flying a stationary helicopter above some houses in a neighborhood. The street may have been circular, bending toward me. I was looking at the houses on the left bend.

There was a white sedan (big hood and trunk) parked on the right side of the driveway. There was a lifted white truck parked on the left side of the house to the right with the driver side of the truck over the sedan a bit. I was thinking that the people living at one of the houses would’ve moved by now, but seeing the car, it looked as if they were still there.

As I was looking down, I was thinking how amazing it was that I was flying a helicopter as if it had been a long time before doing so. As I was thinking this, I was about to lose control but was able to hold on.

(From July 9, 2019) Preston

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a young guy wearing a black sweatshirt with mens names on it. I saw the name Preston.

I dreamt that I was listening to songs sung by an older woman.

Someone tells me, “She’s always been here.” I then see a woman with a white shirt with black sleeves (?) with 1617 on it.

I dreamt that Obama had big full lips and was taking a nap during the day with his suit on. He wasn’t lying straight. He was on the right side when looking down at the bed. I was noticing his ring finger was growing from the pads on the palm and out a little ways, like as if on a spring. This was normal.

I was also on the bed, below him. There was a guy with me and possibly another. I was positioned with my head towards the foot of the bed, also not lying straight.

I was naked, on my left side, on the side of the bed, with the covers covering the front of me. I was wondering what Obama would think if he saw me like this. Someone was on the bed with their shoes on. I was wondering what Michelle (?) would think about that.

We had to pay to be able to be there. It was only for half an hour. The guys were discussing what date we could be here and I said that it was July 10. I looked at the ticket and it had 7/10. The amount of time we were scheduled for may have been 29 minutes.

Wedding

I asked, “Is time travel physical or spiritually?” I dreamt something about living as a spirit. it was at the beginning of doing so and I was questioning it, like when at your first day at work and taken on a tour of what is involved / how things work.

I dreamt that a lady was telling me to get an answer key. It would be locked, but it would have all the answers that I needed. I didn’t ask her to clarify about the lock, and wanted to ask her if she was going to get it because I didn’t have the money, but she was about to go somewhere. I figured that it was locked to other people, and initially pictured that it had mathematical answers.

I dreamt that I was with a couple other girls, in dresses. We ended up at someone’s outside wedding reception, near the ending of it. These people looked to have some wealth to them. The theme may have been about sailing. We sat at one of the tables, facing left. We may have been waiting to use the space. I suggested that we help to clean up.

I started piling up the white dishes and utensils in my arms. As I was doing so, a lady asked me about children. I told her that I will be 50 in a couple years so it probably isn’t possible / won’t be happening. There were some 20ish girls who I thought was surprised when I said my age, thinking that I was younger. I didn’t look up at them so I don’t know if they were.

There was a young guy sitting at one of the tables and I asked him if he was blind because his eyes looked like he was. I told him not to give me a philosophical answer, thinking he would be one to do that, but to say yes or no.

I saw a small rectangular small pocked silver bar that was bendable. I only bent the top of it slightly because the fear of breaking it, and I still had all the dishes in my arms. I was asking these people if it was silver. A tall man appeared behind me close enough for us to touch, which we did for a minute. I also asked him if it was silver.

As I was walking to the kitchen (?) area, which was a short distance away, I dropped a (serving?) utensil / knife in to a small puddle. I wasn’t able to bend down to get it and decided to come back for it, worrying that a child might pick it up.

I passed by the bride , on my left, facing right, getting fun pictures with others who were there. There was also a family picture taken with all of the people there, who it seemed were about 100. There was a Mexican family taking over the tables that were behind them for their own celebration / gathering.

A small group was about to watch, to the right, a documentary about slavery. I wanted to mention about the blacks nowadays wanting reparations and that there were some slave owners who were black but I didn’t.

I was trying to stand between two of the girls there, not wanting to block their view.

(From yesterday) Showing

I asked the same question. I dreamt something to do with ghost fingerprints showing up on the steamy shower door.

I dreamt that I was sitting at the foot of a bed and urinated a bunch, as if I had been holding it in. I didn’t have my pants pulled down so I don’t know how I was able to do it.

There was a cardboard that was on the floor the length of the bed which the urine landed on, which I was grateful for, though there was some of the last portion that ended up on the carpet. I was wondering how much I would be able to clean up.

I dreamt something about the pyramids (?) at Giza being below the arrowhead at Lake Arrowhead in San Bernardino.

(From June 21, 2019) Look

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I went to a library to look for books about oppression. A lady there had a young blonde girl search for me. She found a book with 8×10 (?) pages width wise that I flipped through. It was about Russians so I told them that it wasn’t it.

I dreamt that I was feeding chocolate candy bar squares to a guy who was facing left, sitting on my right in front of me. He said that he was on a strict diet but he took them anyway. I told him when I was giving him the last squares.

I dreamt that two white hawks were flying around me and Ali as we were sitting on a grassy hill and he was lounging back. I don’t remember if the grass was green or dry. Ali was sitting above me to my left. I was facing to his left. Downhill on my right.

One of the hawks eventually came down and was at the right side of his head, maybe even slightly touching it. I wanted to take out my camera to take a picture but didn’t want to scare the hawk away.

There was a Starbucks a distance away from us, in front of me, within sight. He had been in there earlier and told me that he had found some cash.

I dreamt that there was a group of dressed up women, in dresses, in a convertible car that was sitting / parked at the corner to turn right. It was sprinkling so I was trying to get them to come inside for fear they were going to be hit by lightning.

(From June 20, 2019) Connected

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was picturing a Clydesdale and wagon above me and the group of people I was with. I also saw the foot of the Clydesdale. I knew they were going to fall through the ceiling because of the weight so I moved closer to the right / back wall hoping I wouldn’t get hit.

As the ceiling started to give way, I was telling the others to look, to warn them. When the horse and wagon fell through, they were miniatures instead of being real.

I made mention that Obama, Biden, and I think Hilary (?) had left, in different cars. Sure, they could’ve been going to different places but it was highly unlikely.

Val had pictures that were connected, like an accordion, of a place there that she went to, that had a story about ghost children and seeing their fingerprints on a steamed up car window. The pictures were a bit blurry but could still see clearly enough what the picture was.

Coming In

I asked, “Why did I need to go?” I dreamt something about seeing signs, that are at construction sites, that were letting us know that a Somali business was coming in.

Some of the signs had Somali language and I was telling the person on my left that I know / knew some of the words.

I dreamt that a man murdered someone hidden in a back room. There were about 4 detectives, who I knew (leaders in the church?), mentioned that there was a lot of blood when they looked in.

I was standing next to them and asked if I could get my garments. I was woken but I think the answer was no.

(From yesterday) Family

I asked the same question. I dreamt that some people had found a way to go back in time.

I dreamt that Ali was saying that it would be a problem for his family.

I dreamt that I was with other people getting on a ship. There were also supplies being put on the ship. I don’t know what they were, or why.

I was worried and anxious that the ship would sink like the Titanic but I knew that this was the only way to get across to where we were going.

(From June 17, 2019) Better

I asked the same question. I dreamt that my back left tooth (next to where the wisdom tooth would be) had come out, along with the one next to it. I was thinking that what I had read (in dream?) was right about that it’s better / easier to have the teeth pulled (or something like this).

(From June 16, 2019) Pregnant

I asked the same question. I dreamt of Ryan McPartlin and woman swinging on a simple metal set with only two swings. It was a commercial for women who aren’t getting pregnant. She was on the right swing. She then turned into me.

I was thinking about having my computer so that I could look something up. It had gotten dark so we decided it was time to get back. I held his hand, with him still on my left, because it felt good and secure from being big and sturdy feeling.

I noticed spots in the grass lighting up blue and so I asked him if it was from his watch shining down but he said no and showed me that his shirt was covering it. Taking his hand again, I then realized that they were insects.

I mentioned that there was only one week left before the days get shorter / that we have this light.

There was some water to our right flowing downward through an open space / ditch that had some boulders along the edges. It was a bit deep in the middle. He went over to walk on the top and after several steps, he fell in with me still holding his hand so I was able to help him back up.

I then mentioned that he would’ve been able to get back up after showing him that it was only about as deep as he was tall.

I dreamt that a lady was telling (naked?) people to say goodbye before the(y) crash.

(From June 15, 2019) Change

I asked the same question. The quote “Prayer changes things” came to mind.

I dreamt about an older dark Hispanic man (within 10 years) and that he was worried that I wouldn’t be awake (from nap?) in time for the celebration he had planned. I woke in time but he didn’t give me time to smooth / brush out my slightly crinkled / crumpled hair.

I was sitting on the left side of the bed, after the celebration, with him sitting / lounging in the middle. He had on lipstick that I could only describe as pearl, or shell. He didn’t have much, just enough to notice. I was wondering why he had it.

He was wearing a tux with a bow tie undone. He said my name and then something else. I was thinking about sex with him. I can’t remember if we had done it earlier. He sounded like Walid, a Tunisian guy from online. I was thinking that / how we had gotten together. He leaned toward me and I kissed him. (We could’ve kissed before he spoke.)

I woke up with Doris Day on my mind.

Mountains

(From May 31, 2019)

I asked, “What is the portal?” I envisioned that I was about to go to congratulate Ali and the Utah girl on their marriage / wedding.

I dreamt that I was in the mountains, or a hilly part of town, riding a bike to church with the family. When we got to a corner to turn right, I went back, without knowing the rest of the way, because there was some time left before it started. I got out of my dress and relaxed sideways across my (full?) bed on my back for a bit.

As time got closer, I went to where some people were outside and asked a guy what the other modes of transportation were, having to repeat the beginning of the sentence first, for getting to church, because it was getting cold and stormy / cloudy, otherwise I would take my bike.

(From June 1, 2019) Utah

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at one of the ends in a white sports complex (in Utah at U of U?) with a lot of people. There either had been a basketball game played, or I knew that it was played here.

There was a Middle Eastern (?) man who kept having to move to different spaces to pray because of the amount of people. Seems that he settled in front of some tall doors.

There was a table there (?) in a separate room (?) that was a little too long, so the end was cut off. A lady came and was shown what had happened. She seemed OK with it.

I dreamt that a lady had gone to her rural area garden at dusk, with a friend, to harvest (?). It may have been in France. There was a street in front of it without any traffic on it.

She had horses, or only one, and was calling out to them / him while she was standing. A horse came running from the right side.

There was an African guy waiting to be picked up (bus?). I was in a high vehicle in the back (?) and said an African word to him. I think he got in and either was here to help or agreed to do so.

I dreamt that I was somewhere on the left of a man and woman who were playing a board game. She had a hamburger that had somehow gotten behind her on the right having come apart. They mentioned that a huge fly had landed on the meat before she got it back together.

They asked if I would like to join them and I did. I may have had a bite of her hamburger or one of my own (?).

I dreamt that I was spending the night at Briana’s. She was in bed with her dad, with her head at the other end. She mentioned to me about pulling the grey ends of the sheets / bedding at the corner because she was getting cold (?) / feeling a breeze. I helped smooth it out.

During the night, I went to use the restroom, not closing the door because I was used to keeping it open. I heard a couple knocks at the door, thinking it odd at this time of night, and got up to close the door, that was to the left of me, as her dad went to get the door.

I dreamt that a lady was telling me to go find the Utah girl and I flat out told her no.

(From June 2, 2019) Snow

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was outside with other people. Seems we were waiting for someone / thing. There was a small layer of snow of the ground that wasn’t old but also wasn’t new. I picked up a ball of some that had some dried grass blades (?) in it. A girl told me not to eat it. I was thinking that I could if I wanted to. I don’t remember what I did with it.

Someone threw up some fairy dust up in the air, or saw it there, and mentioned it to everyone. The colors I remember were soft pink on top and purple on bottom.

There was a girl there who was shorter than me, heavy, semi long light brunette hair. Her facial features were on the borderline of being down syndrome. She was able to make herself invisible. There was an older man there who wanted to be with her, going after her. She found a couch around a corner to the left of where this guy was. She decided to lounge there to rest away from him. I gave her a questioning look about whether that would / could be a good place.

The guy finally found the couch and this girl relented and decided to let him see and touch her.

I dreamt that there was a giant couch made of concrete in the middle of a body of water between Canada and the states. It was facing the states. It was a reminder for us to be friendly with each other.

(From June 3, 2019) Already Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy was pressing a gun to the left side of a guy who was laying on his side. I don’t remember what the guy with the gun was initially supposed to do but he shot a couple rounds into the other guy’s body, saying a word or two as he did so. The words I woke with the words “File” and Folder” though those weren’t the words he was saying.

The guy being shot had an x over his lips like bullets have. I don’t remember if he was already dead or not. Possible he was.

There was a different reason why the shooter was there with the body but he was evil and turned it into something sinister.

I dreamt that a guy was underneath a commercial BMW lawnmower but it wasn’t hurting him. I was looking at the guy through the perspective of the lawnmower, as if I was it. The view shifted slightly so that I could see it to the left of me, showing the “nose” end of it. It was grey.

At first it was the open kind with the seat on top of a disc but then it changed so that it had a “door” (?) like a dune buggy.

I dreamt that I was somewhere with mom and Micalanne. I pronounced Mic’s name as “Mecalawn” with a slight accent (?). It had something to do with painting / dying nylons. I didn’t see hers but some people who were also there were laughing at hers because of the way she drew her line. Someone showed her how simple it was to make a straight line, as in a graph. Seems it was pointing down at an angle.

I dreamt something to do with Candace Cameron Bure and that she had been invited to go somewhere during the holidays. She talked to the people at the Hallmark channel to see if they wanted to document her journey there.

There was a 2-3 ft. gnome (?) that rotated, sitting / setting on top of a table, doing something with its arms. It was black and the background was also black / dark so it was hard to see much of the details. I’m not sure if it was in her house, where she went to, or where it was. It was a Christmas decoration.

Mommy

I asked, “Where is the portal?” I dreamt that a couple were house hunting. I was on top of some framing in / by a shower of a bathroom that was being renovated when they came to the house I was in. This shower was as tall as I was on the framing and the shower head was facing left. It had dark gray (?) tiles. They based their decision on a shower. I don’t remember if it was this one or another one.

The framing had a blanket covering it along with something shorter on the left side. I then was holding a kangaroo in my right arm. Scared, I was calling out to mom for help in getting down because I was worried that I could fall and hurt myself / break my ankles. I was calling her, “Mommy”.

I dreamt that I was at a small Starbucks with two girls, on my left. One of them ordered a venti green tea. I asked her if she had tried the matcha frappucino and she said no. I think I bought that one. As I was asking her, I was also thinking about the grasshopper (added java chips).

There was only one guy working. He was wanting to process my card / payment through a small black (travel size?) bag that he was holding up by the counter in front of us.

As he was doing so, a line started to form behind us that was long enough to go around the workstation and back up against the wall so that it formed a question mark. I didn’t notice any impatience among them.

This guy wasn’t able to complete the transaction so he went over to the register which was on the right, to complete it.

I dreamt that I was at a pool where there was a swim meet. I was at the finish side on the right. The swimmers were on the other side of the diving board and their faces were blocked / obscured. There was a winner’s podium on that side as well. It was also blocked so as not to be able to see who the winners were but sensed there were some girls.

After the race, I farted and saw it floating past in front of me. Fortunately there was no smell to it.

I sat down and clipped my right big toe toenail. There was some lint looking stuff in the corner so I cleaned it out. There may have been someone on my left as I was doing so who was a little disgusted that I would be doing that here.

(From yesterday) New Real Estate

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Tony Shalhoub was a new college professor. In the beginning, he was timid but started relaxing as time went on. One day (the next year?) when he came in (I’m seeing through his eyes) there was a fan behind him (didn’t see) blowing a folder that was on his desk so he put something on it to weigh it down / keep it from blowing away.

He then sat in his chair and still a bit timid talking to them, asked the class about moving to new real estate, to get a discussion started / going.

There were two adults sitting on his left. One was a woman who whispered to the other who was on her left, that he was still having trouble getting the students to open up. They may have been from administration.

As he was asking this question, he was flipping through a newspaper for something. A couple of the pages had comics on them. On the left side was a square one panel comic of a parent sitting on the floor, facing right, looking at an open book with a child standing in front of them. The book had written on it something about other ideas, which was also written below the square.

I dreamt that Mark had gone to see the Phantom of the Opera and I wished that I had gone. At the end of dream, a lady gave me a present of a bunch of travel size body wash gels wrapped up in cellophane. I mentioned to mom that I didn’t need to worry about getting any for a long time, only toothpaste and toothbrush.

(From May 27, 2019) Lap

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had my laptop on my lap when it suddenly turned off.

I dreamt that Lowe’s was at the top of a steep dirt hill. It was then turned into a shopping center. Mark and I went to check it out, taking separate vehicles. After I parked, I didn’t see Mark’s car so figured he parked elsewhere.

Gwen and Val were there. One of them was a giant. I’m thinking it may have been Gwen.

I was telling a girl / lady that she should buy an expensive white knee length dress for an upcoming festival (?). It may have been two pieces.

Mark had a young family there who were waiting / looking for him so that they could leave. I found him lounging doing his own thing.

Outside Mark showed up was a more beat up version of Kyle’s station wagon. The hood was up, in reverse, and the driver seat was pushed up. I was about to climb in with the engine when I realized what I was doing / about to do.

I dreamt that I took a crafter’s sponge paintbrush and stuck it up in my vagina.

I dreamt that two cats were in the back walking toward the house to come in. I asked Ali how the Siamese had gotten out. As they got closer, I realized that it was the cross eyed looking one instead.

(From May 26, 2019) Lottery

I asked the same question. Lottery came to mind.

I dreamt about a blonde guy that I was dating. He was carrying me inside and I was thinking how weird it was for him to look at me and realize that he liked me.

He was then preparing dinner / food while I was across the room having fun with other people. I stopped for a bit and wondered if I should help him but then thought that I didn’t want to be someone who I wasn’t so I continued with what I was doing.