Old Man

(From July 22, 2018)

I asked for the name of the Jewish neighbor. I dreamt that I was driving a vehicle, something like a double decker bus, but not. There were a bunch of people. We were going to a church conference.

At times, the brakes wouldn’t work, or were slow to work. One time while going backwards, I just gave up and let the vehicle stop on its own. It didn’t crash. 

The / An old man came on board wearing a suit and accompanied by a large black dog. I was surprised that he would be here, and mentioned it to Ali, though I didn’t see Ali.

My mom was there and about 3 of her top buttons, not consecutive, were undone so I mentioned this to her. She let it go, making a comment that it happens all the time.

(From July 21, 2018 Didn’t Recognize)

I dreamt that I was on the street my parents last owned a house. I was down at the end that was in front of the house. 

There were migs / MG’s slowly appearing on the streets. One of the first ones I saw had females in it and stopped them to ask if these were those vehicles. They didn’t know / didn’t answer.

 The cars all looked as if part of a race but continued to drive these streets. I noticed that one was a Mercedes. I didn’t see / recognize the maker(s) of the other vehicles.

One of them had a white zippered covering surrounding it. A man standing next to me mentioned that it was full of Catholics, but he used a different variation of the word.

There was a piece of paper on the sign at the left corner saying that they were to be at a certain venue later, at 11:22. I had been excited this whole time.

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Death / Darkness 

I asked again if the Utah girl was the spirit lady. I was being shown how they both said, and did, the same things (from what Ali told me).

I dreamt of a b&w kitten in a filled up glass measuring cup of water. I was showing it to someone(s). I realized that it had died because of the water, but then remembered that it was barely breathing to begin with. I was saddened by this but I wasn’t devastated.

 I dreamt of watching a movie called “Darkness”. I saw death, as a normal person, “chasing” a girl, who wasn’t able to outrun him. She finally exhausted herself and gave up.

 I then saw his right arm slowly lift and point, as if he was the camera. He had skeleton fingers like the Ghost of Christmas Future in A Christmas Carol. I then saw the girl wrapped in burlap (?) and dropped to the ground.

I dreamt that McDonald’s had started offering healthy /ier foods, which helped a location in a bad neighborhood, to be more successful. I asked a lady something about the owner, who was there helping out. She may have been his wife.

I dreamt of being at the church and needing to use the restroom. I went to the hallway on the right. I couldn’t find it. I walked up and down the hallway to make sure I didn’t walk too fast and miss it. I finally saw a door that said it used to be the Bishop’s (?) office.

I dreamt that I wasn’t wearing my glasses and my vision was blurry but clear enough to get around. They were in a room with my purse. I was searching for my glasses everywhere but where they were.

I dreamt of being in the chapel and the choir was going to sing. Someone said that if anyone wanted to come up and join them, they could. A group of women, holding the words, got up. 

There was a black guy, and family / wife, sitting up front, more to the right, in the congregation. He was in his 50’s / late 40’s, with some weight on him. He was wearing a lavender (?) shirt.

 He asked one of the guys sitting up on the stand, the McDonald’s owner, something but I don’t remember. He smiled and nodded. I was thinking that the black guy was either a new member, or he was just investigating.

I was sitting in the back behind the pews. There were two women standing, in my left, facing me, both nursing on their right breasts, covered. I was thinking that they were tall, or looked tall because I was sitting. The one on the left may have had long blonde hair. 

There was a couch / loveseat in front of me, facing me. There was another lady lying on it, with her head on the left. She also was covered, nursing a baby.

I wondered if I would see her breast when the baby let go, but she stayed covered. She then rolled on to her left side, cuddling up to someone else.

I dreamt that the wife on The Little People (TLC) was related to a guy in the 80’s group “El Dido”. She said how, but I couldn’t understand her.

I dreamt of a being with some women / girls. A wealthy lady came over, showing us some of her rings that she had in a jewelry box. She was letting us take one to keep.

I took one, and then a little later, I took another one that was wood with a design / carving on it. I was deciding which finger to put it on. The others gasped, were shocked when I took it.

Lock Him Up

I asked the same question. I saw the image of Ali being handcuffed, to later being locked up.

I dreamt something about with Aaron Goodwin being a bit irritated at something. The way something was written / not written?

(From July 23, 2018 Moved)

I asked the name of the Jewish neighbor. I dreamt of being at a parking lot at night, or when it was becoming night. I saw a blonde girl in a black Mercedes with the curved back, but was a different model from what I’ve seen before.

I then saw a black vehicle slowly leaving the lot, coming toward me and then to the left. I was thinking that it was this girl but saw that the vehicle was a heavy duty truck. I thought that I had been mistaken. I had said that I would like that car, the Mercedes, when I saw it. After the truck left, I saw that the Mercedes was still there and that I wasn’t wrong / mistaken, and I was relieved. 

I dreamt that I was in a living / family room and some foods / items from the / a party were moved to under the / a window in front of me. I was (going) to sleep in that area instead of a bedroom. 

I didn’t like the arrangement and a girl asked me about it. I told her that I didn’t mind those items being ordered as they were but didn’t like them in front of me in case of an earthquake or something else.

To the left of me was a black stereo. There was another room in back and to the left of me. Esther Hicks was in there holding the remote for the stereo. The room was a bit darkened but still light enough to be able to see. Someone could turn the music to their liking but if Esther didn’t like it, she could change it.

I dreamt that I was sitting outside in front of a strip mall. There was a grassy hill in front of me. There were female black Americans and black Africans. There was an American black girl sitting next to me on my left. My back was to the building. In front of me were walking several very tall (7ft?) and very thin African men. They wore turbans and tunics / African attire. 

As they came by us, one stopped, looked at me and the girl next to me. One of the tall men, and this girl, both spit, showing disgust for each other. The tall man continued on, with several others showing up as well. I asked this girl how does she expect peace in the world if they continue to do this.

I mentioned, so everyone could hear, that these men looked like they were from Ethiopia or somewhere close. The Africans there also said the same and mentioned several other countries but don’t remember which ones.

These men had come to be healed, or at least one / few of them. I wondered out loud whether the owner of the business that they went in to (last one on the left) purposely came to Riverside to get away from Ethiopia, or wherever he came from, or if he just happened to end up here. The doors to his business were open. No one went inside to see what was happening and these men didn’t come out.

I dreamt of a baby elephant, small enough to fit in my hand. There were no tusks but one was slowly coming / growing out. There was only supposed to be one. While it was transitioning, there were two for a couple seconds and then went back to one. 

I was asking the elephant about the tusks (why he didn’t have them / it yet?). He responded but I don’t remember the answer.

 The elephant then wanted to lay down. There was a small covered area that looked like a tunnel. There were several cats in there. The elephant went in there, growing to look like an alligator / crocodile, displacing the cats.

Sketchy

I asked, “What was the purpose of the snare?” I dreamt that I was married to Jay Z and he asked me if I had been walking outside his window the night before. I told him no, and then looked at my pink skechers slipons. 

I dreamt that I was in the car with Judy and she was speedily reversing. Luckily there wasn’t any other traffic. We were in a neighborhood and not on any main streets. I was scared and said something to her, or she said something to me.

I dreamt that I was going to write “happy birthday ” 50 times, to a female. I used a paper that I had previously started a setup for an outline.

For some reason, I was going to use a ruler and draw a line down the page, but then decided not to.

(From July 25, 2018 A Snake)

I asked if the Utah girl was the spirit lady (used to come now and then to visit Ali). I dreamt that I was on a bus, with other people, on my way home. I knew these people. The street in front where we were picked up curved like a snake. 

There were vehicles parked on the left side waiting for the other people. The driver of the bus was going a bit fast and I was worried because she didn’t know what was ahead. It was dark outside. I don’t remember the order of the next events.

She was in the left lane to turn left but at the last minute crossed the lanes to go right. Thankfully there weren’t any other vehicles.

 It started raining and I mentioned to the lady next to me that the driver needs to slow down because the roads may be slick because of the first rain(s). The lady yelled up to the driver to slow down and she did. 

There was a portion of the ride where we were supposed to go over steep steps. (I dreamt of them before?) I was worried about that part but the driver decided, also at the last, to go a different route. 

At one point, the driver mentioned that she was “out of it” / “sleeping” while driving but woke up (not realizing that she had been “sleeping” ?). 

While on the bus, I saw a doe, facing to the right, that had an arrow in its hip. I was thinking that that was a mindless act, and didn’t understand why someone would do that.

I dreamt of being at an elementary school and one of the classes had to come out of the classroom because of a ghost who shows up now and then. The teacher was an older (60’s) black woman with short curly hair. She was sitting but looked to be short.

I was sitting next to the door, my right side facing, with a space in between. The door was open with a girl in a wheelchair in the opening. I, a bit angry, told the ghost to let her go. He did and then the door was shut. 

The teacher said something about this ghost but don’t remember what. Maybe the fact that they have to do this when he shows up? 

I was holding a handicapped (how?) young girl when Liz showed up behind a wall with a window, behind me. I lifted this girl up to say hello. 

A lady had brought a bean (?) pasta for a ghost. He didn’t have a face. He was able to bring it through the wall. He ended up not eating it but gave it to another (female?) ghost. I didn’t see either of them but saw the food container coming through the wall after the food was eaten.

Seems my dad was in one of my dreams.

Escaping

I asked, “When will Ali wake up?” I dreamt that I was remembering dad at church in (gospel doctrine?) class standing up and giving his testimony and I became emotional as I was remembering.

I dreamt something about a young mother and baby “escaping” from a crashed wooden boat / ship, not being found when the authorities came, reuniting with her deceased mother.

I dreamt of a woman wearing a clown wig under her regular short hair “old woman” curled wig, showing just enough above her left ear for people to see that she was gay.

She was holding her mom’s clutch purse (dark grey sparkles?) while her mom went to do something else (bathroom?). She was reading the inscription inside, “To Debbie” . Not sure if there was more. This clutch had been her sister’s, who had escaped / jumped the ship. This lady had blue bug eyes, and the profile showed a dot “placed” where her pupils go. 

I dreamt that I was giving recognition to all the postal workers who work day after day in all weather conditions, being mentally and physically tired at the end of the day, supporting their families.

End Result

I dreamt of something (being?) heavy. I’m not sure if it was an object or a subject.

I dreamt of being in a slightly dark pet store. I didn’t see any animals. I was there to check out the company of a small backpack that I had seen someone else have. I don’t know why the backpacks would be here. 

I was in line behind someone, sitting on a couch in front of a glass counter encasement. I don’t remember what they wanted. 

The women workers behind the glass looked as if they were / had been men. The one on the left was taller than the one on the right. They had short dark hair that was shoulder length, or shorter. The one on the right had a big stomach / muffin top.

I asked to see the backpacks, which were in the back right corner. There were a couple plush ones that were different shades of light purple / violet. One was a smooth purple, and another one was plush rainbow / tie dyed colored. They all had a toy gorilla on the zipper pull.

Jack Nicholson, whose name was Kris, was there, watching a movie. He was sitting in front of the tv which was to the right. The scene on the tv had a girl and guy. Someone asked him the name of the movie. He said what it was, and I knew that it was an R rated war movie.

I dreamt that I was watching a tv show (in the same place?). It showed a young girl joining her two cartoon / digital friends as they were walking on the left side of the road. They were surprised to see her, knowing that she had been tied / locked / bound. The scene reversed to show who did that. The three of them were walking and were about to pass a group of some other “friends” on their right. These are the ones responsible.

I dreamt that I was sitting with a guy to my left, playing a digital game that was on our / my pants. It was made of multiple squares that would light up of different colors and move around. The orange ones were scorpions that needed to be killed by swiping your hand over them. If you didn’t get to them, they would grow and beep faster and faster until whatever happened. I didn’t see the end result.

The guy was looking on a computer for a way to save the game. I was helping him. We both couldn’t find a way.

Me?

I asked, “Mando has the same energy as who?” I dreamt something about genealogy. I was telling someone / someone was being told that they’re not living up to Mrs. Brown.

I dreamt that I was backstage to see Madonna and U-2. “Madge”, as someone called her, said that she was sick, throwing up all night. I said that if she ate healthier foods, she wouldn’t be so sick.

I saw a line of people, facing left, standing outside, waiting to get in. I saw Ali excitedly walking by these people because he was excited to be there, and he saw a couple former students.

There was an opening to go through to get to the concert. I made sure that I grabbed a bunch of bundled pencils before going through. 

There was a female in front of me taking her time. A lady behind me was getting frustrated at me for not moving so I told her that I can’t go forward when there’s someone in front of me / until this girl moves.

(From Aug. 3, 2018 Rescuer)

I asked for the name and meaning of the Lamanite statue. I dreamt that I was on some stairs that went in a square circle. 

Some firefighters / “rescuers” came to get me. There was a rope against the wall that I held onto. I only had on my garments. I was able to stay ahead of them enough that they didn’t see me. I was able to stop at a point where I could hide in an “enclave” of the stairs. 

Somehow they talked to mom, not finding me, and she convinced them to leave. I saw their truck, with an old man driving. There was a word on the ladder, but don’t remember what. 

I dreamt of walking with dad across dangerous / poisonous water that had huge rocks / stones and open scriptures in the water. 

Dad wasn’t taking it as serious as he should, getting one of his legs in the water and stepping on a set of open scriptures. I got him out, showing him that the scriptures edges were coming off because he stepped on it.

I dreamt that I was only wearing an unbuttoned shirt, being able to see stretch marks on my chest when the shirt is open. 

I was at a theatre, watching a rehearsal of a musical version of Cinderella, in plain clothes. I didn’t know who was who. A lady came on stage who I assumed to be the wicked stepmother. Her face was tan and her hair was up. 

There was a pool where the orchestra should be, with people in it. 

I was up in the balcony area with a bunch of guys. I saw some older teens / young 20’s guys smoking and was impressed that there wasn’t a smell so I went over to check it out. They were “smoking” plastic straws, only being able to go little by little as the ends didn’t stay lit.

One of the men I was with picked me up so that I was “sitting” in his arms . He wanted to show off what I was (n’t) wearing. I told him that I would die if he did that. 

He was walking across the balcony area. I told him that he was either very strong, or it was from endorphins. The guys acted as if I had said estrogen. 

I was sitting with my legs stretched out when the guy who carried me noticed that I had some blood coming up through my jeans that I was now wearing. He slowly peeled the strips of pant away. There were two layers / levels. One of them, I told him to be gentle because it hurt. 

I saw what looked like a snake in my right shin / calf, with my body / skin mushy and coming apart. I said that there was a snake, and it moved, wanting to cover itself in my leg.

 I had to say this a couple of times before the guy, who was on my left, grabbed it and took it out, letting it go. I said that it was a salamander and that it was the third I’ve seen in two years. It was huge like a komodo dragon. My leg looked nasty.

Wait

I asked, “How do I go back to my past?” I dreamt that mom, Amy, and Carla (Starbucks customer) all had cancer and had to wait for New Year’s for the results.

I dreamt of a house behind a black iron fence. There was a huge boulder (mountain / hill) to the left of it, and a pool to the left of that. There was a space in front of all of these for people to walk through.

I dreamt of being in a church. There was an African family and they had been given an old African song to sing. They weren’t sitting next to each other. When they were singing, I could feel the power of their voices.

(From Aug. 7, 2018 Danger)

I dreamt that I was sleeping during different flights to different states though the last one I was awake at the end of the flight. 

I dreamt that there was a rectangular hole in the second floor of a house (?). A young guy took away an iron gate that was by it. I was worried that there was nothing to warn others of the danger of falling through.

(From Aug. 6, 2018 Gather My Thoughts)

I dreamt of an overweight youngish black lady with newborn twins on a tv commercial. 

I dreamt of Tracy in a gymnasium, asking if she’s seen Steve. She asks what he looks like. I say that he has blonde, Marine style hair, short. She says that I can stop remembering there. I don’t remember if she had seen him or not. 

We’re going to Mark and Val’s baby blessing. I was in a bit of a hurry to get going. 

I had two different, but almost the same, blankets for two different beds. 

There was something about (a) toy train tracks?

I dreamt of newborn kittens dieing and seeing a mother eating a kitten, with the head in her mouth. 

I dreamt of little girls singing and watching them with other people. There was a guy there with black hair, shoulder length, with his son (pre – teen?). I thought this guy might have an interest in me but I wasn’t sure.

I dreamt of dropping some papers and the top one had a religious poem that I had copied. I was a little anxious at people seeing it, that they may have thought I had written it. I didn’t do anything, watching to see what happens. A lady gathered some of my papers and put them on top, helping me gather my thoughts (?).

Watched

I dreamt that dad’s demeanor would sometimes change, like Dr. Jekyl and Mr. Hyde, into something evil / sinister.

 One night, he and my mom had gone out on a date. When they got home, mom immediately went to bed and fell asleep. I went in to tell her that dad was trying to kill me. She was too tired  to do anything.

I dreamt something about fossils embedded in a tall rock formation, and an Asian girl there was the winner. I wondered why she was the winner.

I dreamt of a tall girl with long blonde hair whose every move was being watched by an older man. 

She went to an exercise / dance class and the music wasn’t playing. There was some outside / in another room, so they went along / moved to that. The instructor wasn’t there, but they knew the moves.

Looking down from above in the back, this girl is wearing dark blue clothes (knee length sweater / cardigan, and hat). She walks into a darkened theater / auditorium, out through the back doors. She walks back in, going through a door on the right, having to turn to the right to go out. 

She comes back in, and starts to walk up to the back, showing her face for a couple seconds then turning her head to her left, as if to hide. She has short (ear length?) brunette hair.

As she gets closer, we see that it’s actually Paris Hilton with a wig. She gives a brave chuckle at the camera, then gets scared. 

She rushes to some futuristic type “pods” that are several feet in front of her. There were a couple other friends of this blonde girl, who helped her escape, who were waiting in these pods, for Paris. 

These pods were metallic, and were structured similar to theme park rides where a (door / gate?) comes in front of you and then a piece on top so that you’re covered / hidden. The pods are on their own individual tracks.

After they take off, to the left, a police car, in his own type of pod that shows the sides of the car, shows up, slowly passing through from left to right. 

I then realize that I had been watching a movie when the original girl is shown, wearing Amish type clothes, without the hat (bonnet?). Her hair was shoulder length brunette. Utah girl?

Open Palm

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about a man who hadn’t taken time to be with his family but then changed and decided to be with them more.

He was looking at a note that he was given that said, “You don’t get a (?). You get a life.”

I saw a hand sculpture up on a (file?) cabinet / storage (?). It was the left hand and wrist. The hand was bent back with the palm open.

I dreamt of being in Los Angeles at night at a Greyhound bus stop (not the station). There was a college behind it, shaped like the beginning building at the Rose Parade, up on a hill.

I saw a guy / character between the college and the street. He was standing on the steps / platform and then walked up to the right, back to the college.

He was taller than normal (on stilts?), wearing a ground / ankle length robe, and a mask over his head. He looked like someone who would be at the Bohemian Grove.

There were then people walking down from the college, coming out from church services.

Barbie was walking past me, so I asked her the name of the school. I don’t remember what it was.

I don’t remember why I was at the bus stop. Something involving Ali. I was on the bus, talking to someone (?). I was about to get off when it started to move. It had those strips to push when wanting to get off, so I did, not sure how far I would have to wait for the bus to stop. The bus was going North.

The driver was a bald black man. He was driving fast, not slowing down for turns, almost tipping the bus over. At this time I was standing and the people in front of me were on the floor doing something. I said out loud, “God help me” , or to that effect, addressing God. The bus became quiet and the people looked at me as if I had said something wrong.

I was then off the bus. The area was around Valley College in San Bernardino, but was in Los Angeles. I knew I could walk to where Ali was but didn’t think it would be safe, as it was (getting) late at night. I had no way to communicate with him.

I dreamt of looking at pictures of a black panther. One of the pictures was of him behind a green frond. His yellow eyes stood out in all of the pictures. I think I was talking to him, saying that I can see him.