Death

I asked, “The end of what?” I dreamt that people had gotten the coronavirus. They were getting their stuff together and getting ready to die, including me. I was thinking about the inside of the body shutting down and eventual death.

I then remembered that I had been told in my patriarchal blessing that I would bring children into mortality.

A man in a dark suit with a briefcase then showed up on the left, walking to the right. I knew he was from the church but wasn’t sure if he was a leader or just a regular member. I wanted to talk to him about my situation.

He had disappeared. Everyone then regained their health and started fixing what was damaged/broken. I was talking to someone in front of me who was with their black car, which was facing me, about how the passenger side had previously been broken/scrunched/shortened.

(From yesterday) Danger

I asked the same question. I dreamt that several dangerous/poisonous insects were crawling up by my eye wanting to get in the socket. I didn’t see my eye there. I was looking at my face but don’t know if I was looking in a mirror or not so I don’t know which eye it was.

At first it was hard to grab them, as if they were holographic. After getting rid of one, another one would show up. One was black. One was multicolored.

I dreamt that I was in Hawaii. I don’t know if I was in an establishment/business or only an area of Hawaii known as North Shore South Wave.

I was standing on the street and saw a tow truck going in front of me from right to left. There was a girl who was having her car towed. She was sitting on the hood talking to me as they went past. I was wondering how she was able to do that, thinking that it was illegal to do so.

The Fairmont house had been updated/remodeled. It was now white inside. I was visiting and realized that I hadn’t checked the room by the front door so I go to check it out.

I was in the bathroom to use the toilet. Dad had left a huge log in there. I was frustrated that he left it there. I then flushed it. As it started to go down, a wolf came out of the poop out of the toilet on to the floor. It went back in the toilet just as the end of the log was going down. I thought that was weird.

I was driving on a wide street. On the right were emergency vehicles lined up, ready in case they were needed at the event/whatever was going on. I noticed some of them were standing outside on the street side, talking. One of the firemen was Brandon Routh.

I dreamt that I got something about my health insurance in the mail.

(From Feb. 20, 2020) Evil

I asked the same question. All I remember is needing to stay away from an evil/dangerous person. Ali was there with me.

(From Feb. 19, 2020) Demons

I asked the same question. I dreamt that the Ghost Adventures crew were trying to get rid of “Me”/demons.

(From Feb. 18, 2020) Removal

I asked the same question. I had the image of my No! No! hair removal device.

The thought, “Spread your legs” came to mind.

Start With Those

I asked, “Is there an alternative way, other than getting pregnant, to get rid of that girl?” I dreamt something with Trump and seeing the words “Not always perfact”.

I dreamt that I started working at a lady’s house that was down the street and around the corner to the left. She had a small bookstore in her house. I had some pocket planners, and regular sized ones. I looked in one of them and saw writing and cut corners. I wasn’t sure what to do with them.

I went to the lady to ask what to do with them. She took a piece of paper and slid it in, folding the edge over one of the pages, as if that made them ok to sell. She then gave it back to me. I still wasn’t sure what to do so I put them away.

A young lady came in buying some books because she was starting her own bookstore. She had about 10 – 20 on the counter and the majority of them were the Books of Mormon with the dark cover. I was surprised that she would start with those.

It was the end of the day. Four of the workers were sitting in a square area. A guy worker had a small brass musical instrument and played it for about a minute then put it away. A girl was holding a camera or phone. I saw a flash bulb on the floor and asked who it belonged to. It belonged to the girl.

I started watching a movie on a black old time movie player. I don’t know if it was VHS or something else. It was showing some people walking a path that curved to the left. They were then ambushed by some other people.

A guy was shirtless and had a sword thrust through his right side going up toward his chest, coming back out. He was then lying on the ground with his head to the left and arms stretched out.

He was being nailed to a cross. I then assumed that it was the movie, “A Man Called Bear” (actually a horse) with Richard Harris. I couldn’t handle continue watching so I took the movie out.

I then noticed that the others had left. I got up and saw that the lady was behind a wall sitting and doing something. I decided to quietly leave. As I was going through the door and screen I noticed that I was barefoot.

Outside, there were two butterflies the size of Polyphemus moths. One had blue on the top edge of its wings. They both flew off to the left.

I recognized the houses across the street and to the left at the end of the cul de sac since I lived in the neighborhood around the corner and up the street to the right.

I dreamt of a huge black insect with skinny legs flying toward me and attacking the top of my head. I wasn’t able to get it off. I had a sense that it wouldn’t leave until it was finished doing whatever it was doing.

(From yesterday) Almost Out

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a skinny black man on my right staring at me weird. He asked me my name. I hesitatingly told him. I then thought that I should’ve told him “Regina”. I then walked away.

I was then in a college building and struggling to get to the door, taking all of my strength to get there. As I got close enough to see it I rested knowing that I was almost out of the building.

I was then back at/near Valley College in San Bernardino. I was inside a somewhat dark house, walking through. I saw a bed with stacks of books piled high underneath. No one was there. I was thinking that they must be at work. I had a knowing that this house was for sale.

As I was walking through there was a guy on my left who didn’t seem to be all mentally there walking slightly behind me. I didn’t know who he was.

Coming out of the front door, there was an eye hook lock. I decided not to lock it so that whoever lived here could get in/out.

There was a wire fence around the perimeter of the yard. I started walking to the left to find a way out, which I did after a few steps. I was then thinking that we (when I was a missionary) had(n’t) been to this house. It was on the corner with a street to the right of it.

I then saw nature overtaking the road in front of the house. I figured that it had been turned into a pedestrian walkway so I started walking to the right.

It wasn’t long until I saw a white car coming my way. It looked like one that a young guy would have for speed racing. To my left were several black girls. I didn’t say anything to them thinking that they would see the car.

They didn’t but were able to get over next to me on my right as the car stopped. A white puppy then was in front of the car. When it was about to continue I started waving my hands so that it wouldn’t go under the car. Another puppy then showed up.

One of the black girls said something about me being concerned about the puppies but not them. I was going to explain to her but then figured it wouldn’t do any good so I kept my mouth shut and walked away.

I was then walking along where there was some water to my left. I had to cross it by going through it so I did. I was wearing my black suede (?) coat. There were some men behind me and I was wondering what they were thinking about me wearing this as I crossed.

After a short distance I was at the school’s pool. Briana was there with other people, playing a game with a ball that I didn’t see but knew was there. She was in the shallow end looking to the right. She was naked. I was surprised but then I wasn’t. I was surprised that she was allowed to be here like that.

She then got out to get a drink at the water fountain in front of me on the other side of the pool. She was wearing a bathing suit then. She took it off as she was getting back in.

There was a guy there who was going to measure me to see if I had lost weight from being 250. He had a soft/baked potato and was peeling it. I may have asked what it was for. I was told that I was going to see. There was something about my strong right bicep.

(From Feb. 9, 2020) Fish

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being with people outside to hear a band. Some people then came and bound them with strong, thick ropes, blindfolding them with something black.

One of the guys was lying on the stage facing NorthEast, looking like a fish, with the rope going around his body with arms inside.

Send A Message

I asked, “What is the meaning of the shungite and obsidian cross?” I dreamt that it was night when Ali & I were walking toward a car that looked like my dad’s that was in a corner by itself. It was facing to the left. There may have been a fence on the passenger side. The hood, which opened by the windshield, was crumpled a bit.

I put my stuff in back of the driver seat since I drove the car. There were several people walking from the right, having to go around some mispositioned/misaligned/positioned randomly concrete blocks.

They mentioned the type of car this was and I then noticed that it was a different car than my dad’s and actually a darker shade of blue than my dad’s. I took my stuff out.

I dreamt that I was inside the church for a dinner that was about to happen. There were some people from England there to help serve the food. I was in the kitchen and was going to ask about if I could help but didn’t get to it.

I had my tablet, looking for an internet signal, so I could send a message to Ali. At first there wasn’t a signal so I was going to put it away. As I was about to, I saw one or two bars but decided to put it away anyway.

I saw a clear glass bowl on the floor in the middle, thinking a child had put it there. I was amazed that no one stepped on it, thinking that they’re probably used to it from when they had children.

I saw a small rectangular wicker basket by the door that had salt & pepper shakers in it. Several of them looked like cats. I was thinking how cute they looked.

Some people were coming to, and in, the kitchen to get their food. One of them was the Bishop. I was going to let him know, or ask him, about me helping in the kitchen but wasn’t able to.

When he came in, there was a cookie sheet with food on it with a picture of his son on the side. He then said,”I wish” while looking at me, as if to imply that he wanted his son to date me. He said it in a way that I assumed his son had gone inactive. I was going to ask but didn’t get a chance. He then said that he had invited his son to the dinner.

I then saw that I was wearing a black jumpsuit dress with small flowers and pockets that I had as a missionary. I had my hands in the pockets and slightly swinging them.

I was wondering what his son would think of my body and if he would think I was pretty. I also wondered what he would think of my facial hair and if he could be one of the guys from my dreams who wasn’t bothered by it because of his hair covering it up.

Being in the kitchen, I never actually did anything. I also hadn’t gotten to eat yet. I was woken up so don’t know how it would’ve ended.

(From yesterday) On Your Side

I asked the same question. The thought came to me, “We will be on your side as mankind” and then stopped. I assumed it meant as mankind killed itself.

I dreamt that Ali & I had to go somewhere in a hurry. We got in his small Mini Cooper that was facing left. I had to close the top so that it wouldn’t be cold since it was at night.

It may have been that we needed to check on Steve because he was lying still, not wanting to move. There was something about blood though I didn’t see any. I don’t know where we were. Mom and Amy may have been there.

He finally started to move and come around at the end.

(From Jan. 28, 2020) Authority

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I heard a man speaking harshly so I went to investigate. I saw a room that had white blinds that were slightly open.

I went there and saw a big, tall man pointing a silver gun at a younger guy, in the corner to my right.

I got after the man, asking him who gave him authority to have a gun. A lady then showed up, showing him her badge. He then was saying something about having done stupid things.

The younger guy walked out of the room on the left. I could see his top garment under his shirt.

Get Away

I asked, “Do I need to go to a Catholic priest to get her (Utah girl) expelled from my body?” I dreamt that Ali was driving us out of a parking lot. There was a man walking beside Ali. I couldn’t see his head. I was telling Ali that we need to get away from this man.

I dreamt that I was with a handful of people outside, along with two male church members. For some reason, I didn’t fully trust these men. They were dressed with trench coats, like criminals wear. They were trying to sell something to us.

I dreamt that I was at a (high) school. I told a couple people that I was from the future and asked them where the room was that I was supposed to be in.

When I got there the door was open to the right. I peeked in, standing at the door. There were a couple empty desks on the right with school stuff on them. The students were facing me, looking at me. No one looked familiar, and I couldn’t remember where my seat was.

I dreamt that I was in a bath washing my legs after they had been cleansed.

(From yesterday) Baby Knows

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was standing behind a very pregnant lady who was outside in a sunken tub. (Italian setting?) I was wondering how the baby knows when to come out.

I dreamt that Ali & I were at a restaurant (?). One of the girl workers was wearing her black bra on the outside of her black work shirt, which had white writing on the back. I was pointing her out to Ali.

(From Jan. 15, 2020) Worked On

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in a tall high rise building. I was a missionary and my companion was scared of earthquakes. There were some small tremors.

I was pleading to her for us to get out. I had done something earlier which upset her so she wouldn’t move. I had walked over to where the guys were, with one of them looking at me.

I dreamt that I was at the dentist at the end of my teeth being worked on. I saw that it was 3:00 and realized that I was supposed to start work that day. I knew they couldn’t get a hold of me because I didn’t have a phone.

The dentist was a woman. She said something about my lips being dry when she saw me peeling some skin off with my teeth. I noticed that her lips were worse than mine, having more skin peeling off.

I dreamt that I saw my lipstick brush that I’ve been meaning to bring out to use.

I dreamt that I was sleeping on a bed on the left side with an overweight man and his grown son.

The man got up to use the bathroom, which was on his side. He said something to his son about moving closer to me.

I had moved to the floor. There were blankets under me (?). I told him that he didn’t have to if he didn’t want to. He seemed to be relieved when I told him that.

I was trying to hide from the man for when he came back. The bed was a bit smaller (length?) than usual. I don’t know if I was successful.

I dreamt of turning a stringed instrument (mandolin?) upside down and a bunch of water coming out. There were towels on the floor but not enough. I was thinking that the concrete floor, with a tiny slope to the wall, needs to be redone anyway.

I dreamt of seeing photos of a black Mary Tyler Moore dressed provocatively in red. She had on the tiny shorts that volleyball players wear that only cover the butt. There was a close up photo of her left side leg/butt area, showing how strong her thigh was.

I was wondering which Christmas album to add these to, for future reference.

I dreamt of being at a store and looking over the shoulder of the woman at the register, which was on the right. She had placed her credit card on top of the machine to pay. I saw that it was a dirty MasterCard.

Ali was on my left. I lifted my eyebrows at him, as if to say, “Whatever” about the lady/card.

I was thinking that if anyone said something to me about looking at her card, I would tell them that I didn’t see her numbers, which I hadn’t.

(From Jan. 14, 2020) Go To Church

I asked the same question. I dreamt that the house was at the left end of the street where the elbow is. My dad was suggesting to my mom about buying the house across the street that’s for sale.

I was thinking that I would be able to use it to foster children. I was also thinking of only offering between $375-400 because of how small it is (2 bed, 1.75 ba).

I dreamt that Steve had his room at the house plus a room at the lady’s house across the street, which was on a corner with the street going North on the side.

Steve had a big dog. He was walking out of this lady’s house with the dog on a Sunday to go to church. She also walked out. They started to turn the corner when she dropped a magazine she was holding. I was trying to get Steve’s attention when he finally looked back.

I dreamt that grandma was living with us, having her own room. It was situated similar to the one in her own house but smaller.

There was going to be an open house. My dad told me that the cats need to be gotten rid of (or put outside) because of the fur. I was thinking that they would just hide when the people show up.

I wasn’t going to participate but stayed back in the bedroom. There was a lady who had gotten ready for it. At first I didn’t have my glasses on to see how she looked but quickly got them on and saw that she was dressed nice for it.

I dreamt that I was walking around a shopping center at 9 a.m. on Sunday. I was walking past a See’s on my right when I saw the display of their new candy in the windows. It was red with cinnamon flavor and looked like stretched out Jolly Rancher’s.

There was a window in front for those customers who only wanted the samples. I was hoping someone would be there because I was wanting a sample but didn’t see anyone there, having to wait until they opened at 9:30.

I saw teenage girls showing up to buy some white clothes that were there. I was surprised that they would be here so early. I was thinking that they should be in church instead.

I walked past a guy on my right who was solemnly looking at some empty stores that had for rent signs. As I walked I said to him, “It will come” in a singing manner. I was thinking that it sounded like a song.

I was on an upper level and saw the outside tabby lying at the bottom of an escalator with his legs stretched to the left. I thought he looked dead but as I got closer I saw that he was only resting.

I was petting him and playfully said that we need to find orange (and white tabby who passed away before Christmas). There was a manager on my right and thought I was crazy talking to myself before he saw the cat.

I then saw orange below under a circular rack of clothes. I was able to pick him up before he got away.

I saw my head and shoulders as black. My hair was in twisted ponytail sections.

I dreamt that this shopping center was in Santa Barbara. There was a girl who had Tom Selleck (?) and Aaron Goodwin there for remodeling consultation. The store was to the left of the entrance.

She was inside holding a brick and slightly swaying it back and forth. Tom told her that there’s no better time to get started than the present. She then started hitting the white tiles with the brick.

Aaron took the rubber stripping from one of the entrance doors then moved the door to the right, creating an opening instead where the door was.

I was sitting outside, pointing to my wrist, letting a girl above know that it was time to be ready. It was 10:01 pm but still light out.

Accepted It

I dreamt that there was a pile of dead people on top of the only survivor, who was looking out.

I dreamt that the orange and white cat was back (he passed Dec. 23) and at first it threw me off but then I accepted it.

(From Oct. 24, 2019) Playing

I saw a young Mexican couple with their two young children, boy & girl, who were playing.

I dreamt of an insect, bigger than a bee, flying around. There were some of those windows that are in strips, that look similar to blinds, that were open in front of me.

I had something in my left hand (cardboard?) trying to swat it out so it wouldn’t sting me. It was a female who I know. There were a couple people with me as well.

(From Oct. 23, 2019) Bauhaus

I dreamt of being with some people. I don’t know where we were. Briana was there. There was a guy with black hair. He had something of Bauhaus, or something that had the name written on it. I told him that all I remember is Peter Murphy saying, “Bela Lugosi”. Not the whole song but only those words.

There was also something about a round glass object that had the top broken off and I was worried about the cats walking over the pieces on the ground and the remaining piece that was there.

I dreamt of someone holding the end of a hose and water coming out on the left.

(From Oct. 22, 2019) Near Dead

I dreamt of a woman with fat in puches below her knees. She had a slim small fridge packed of food.

I dreamt of gathering cats in my left arm that were near dead.

(From Oct. 21, 2019) Not To Forget

I dreamt of looking at pictures from the movie Casablanca. There was a young couple also with me. I was saying that I had seen half the movie, telling them pieces of it, but couldn’t remember if it was the first or last.

I was then transported into a desert picture. The sand was white and smoother than I had felt before. I was looking up and it was dark (because of it being a picture). I was wondering if I would be able to climb up and what would I see/would I see light. Climbing up to the top had something to do with death.

I dreamt of an airplane that people were able to climb up and tour. I was on the steps looking down. Ali was there wearing a jacket/coat and standing among the people facing away from me on the right side.

I dreamt that after the events of the day, I was in a room with Barbie and grandma with some other people. We were wearing dark dresses, or Barbie and grandma were.

Barbie asked me if I was going to the wedding (Bethany) and I quietly told her no. She was a bit saddened by that but continued her walk out. After she passed me on my left, I saw her cane so picked it up and told her not to forget it, handing it to her.

Grandma stood up, facing me, from a chair that was in front of me at the end of a table. I knew she was there but hadn’t really noticed until she stood up.

She started walking toward me and I started toward her. I said hello to her as I softly patted her on her back.

Must Be Finished

I asked, “Is being a mother the next project?” I dreamt that I found out a girl bad been taking my mission newsletters all these years since I’ve been back. I took the one she was holding and she began to cry. I got so angry that I cursed at her and wanted to punch her but refrained. I then figured it doesn’t really matter now because I wouldn’t know/understand what’s going on.

I dreamt that I was with Kyle, or someone similar, who was lying naked on the floor with his head to the right. I was looking at his body structure and was thinking/noticing that it looked a little odd. He told me that I could do something with his body. When I didn’t move, he said that I must be finished. (It is finished, or needs to be finished?)

I dreamt that I was at the church with someone to watch a film. We were in the chapel when it was empty. This other person was doing something but not sure what. The people were in another room and I was wondering why the film couldn’t be shown here.

I was then in the cultural room/other room. There were rectangular tables. One of them was horizontal in front of me on my left. Another was vertical in front of me on my right.

I noticed some people from church from my teenage years at these tables. There were empty chairs on the right of the horizontal table, and some empty chairs at the beginning of the vertical table.

I didn’t feel comfortable sitting at the horizontal table, thinking more people from that church would show up. I decided I would sit at the vertical table but then people showed up. There was no place for me to sit.

I dreamt (same dream?) that a lady wanted to get a message to my dad. Gene was there so she told him. When Gene started responding, there was something weird going on with the right side of his face, as if it was paralyzed so that it was hard to understand him. As he continued talking it balanced out and was understandable/became clear.

This lady needed to use the restroom so I told her about one of the stalls at the entrance. There were about 3 or 4 that faced the door and barely had room for someone to fit.

The left side of the restroom wasn’t being used. The right side wasn’t totally dirty but it wasn’t totally clean either. It was as if the workers were lazy and the people using it were the ones keeping it up.

I dreamt (same one still?) about needing to repair a piece of jewelry, putting a small circle/enclosure/jump ring back on. I was either shrunken to see what I was doing, or I was using a magnifier. I, or someone else, was singing while doing this. There were a couple ants walking around.

The word, “Avino” came to mind.

(From yesterday) Shouldn’t Have Been Surprised

I asked the same question. I dreamt that there was a black Porsche parked in the driveway. The neighbors shouldn’t have been surprised since it had been there for a while.

I was slowly/lethargically waiting behind it for Judy and family to come out so we could go wherever we were going.

I dreamt that I was in a store with a bunch of Mexicans/Hispanics. One guy had money in his hand that looked old and was written all over on the sides.

There was a small thin old lady in a wheelchair who stood up for something. From the back she reminded me of grandma.

There was something that was black and white.

I was then in the parking lot to leave. I was at the end of an aisle driving slowly to turn left because there were so many cars. I didn’t want to hit anyone and so no one would hit me. There was a family standing in back of a car on the left. The whole scene looked dark.

David Bowie’s song “Man Who Sold the World” came to mind but it came through as “Boy Who Saved the World”.

(From Jan. 1, 2020) Need To

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I asked someone if I need to keep my (magic?) power to beat her (a witch). (Guessing the witch is the Utah girl.) I don’t think they were paying (much) attention.

I dreamt something with Wilhelm.

I dreamt that there was a salamander that was partially under my skin of my left thigh. It looked like a dragon, with parts of the back showing, like it had been sewn in. I had some tweezers and pulling it out.

I heard someone say to have Ali ask the question again (the one I asked).

I saw Victor Webster in snow bending over to pick some up. There may have been a bush behind him. He was wearing a red and white striped snowflake sweater.

I heard a girl sing, “There is no cottage.”

(From Dec. 31, 2019) It Is

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Ali was telling me, “It’s not fair.”

The word “Tanaray” came to mind.

Cleaning It Up

I dreamt that I was getting up from bed with Kyle on my right. Someone dropped small pieces of food (corn?) on the bed by the pillows. I was cleaning it up.

I dreamt of being outside (?) and needing to get Kyle’s black loafer shoes that were on the ground a short distance in front of us.

I dreamt that new sandals were already coming apart with some of the twine (?) straps coming out/disappearing.

I dreamt that I was driving slowly in front of a brown strip mall that was shaped like a “C”. I was at the bottom of the C, trying to look at the names of the different shops. They were barely there.

I was conscious of the people behind me but figured they could see that there were people, including children, in front of me. It looked like there was an open market in front of these other stores.

I finally decided to go around one of the square stalls/shop. On the other side were bookshelf carts with items for sell, like at D.I. I saw some small baskets with handles on them. I knew I had been looking for some but for bigger ones.

I dreamt that there was an orange and white tabby playing around (ours passed away) and I started crying. I was trying to look at the face but couldn’t get a (full) view.

I dreamt that I was in back of a trash truck with someone else. There were some bricks in there. When we got to the dump site, the driver drove up and over, like a loop. A couple bricks floated but didn’t harm me.

I dreamt that I was in a secluded circle looking at two story separated row houses. They were a dark rust color. I said out loud, “OK”. I then walked on a thin concrete path to go out.

A black woman showed up to also go out as I opened the door. I held the door for her and she kindly thanked me. I had a black bag on my left shoulder with a pink (?) blanket showing, enough to see it was there. I may have been wondering if she had seen it.

(From Oct. 31, 2019) Lifehouse Husbands

I dreamt that I was somewhere with several other people. We had sleeping bags but I don’t know how long we were there. I was lying down on something and noticing my left thigh had beginnings of some bruises along with red lines. I then looked at my arms and saw dark bruises up and down both of them.

There was a girl lying down at my feet. There was an instructor on top of her back to show her how to do something. I was thinking something about how she must love that blanket.

This guy then shows me a video they took of me while I was sleeping. I was on my back and a small amount of blood came out of my right nostril and stayed there.

The instructor was sitting on my right, so I put my hands on his left knee and nonchalantly told him that I have spirits. This place may have been called Lifehouse Husbands/Husbandry.

(From Oct. 30, 2019) Blocking Progress

I dreamt that I was driving along a road when I saw some people up ahead lounging around, facing my direction. I honked at them to move but they wouldn’t. I then saw that there was a chasm between us blocking my progress. It was too wide to jump/cross it.

(From Oct. 29, 2019) Walking Long Distances

I dreamt that Adele became thin and as she was losing weight she became ugly.

I dreamt that I saw an 80’s YouTube clip of a tv show that had Maribeth Decker and Marie Osmond as guests on an episode. I was wanting to share it to Maribeth’s animal communicator Facebook Page that I’m a part of but I was having trouble sharing/it wasn’t working.

Maribeth had about shoulder length hair in the video. I was telling someone who I was with about her now being an animal communicator and that I’m part of her group.

I dreamt something about dad becoming physical/visible so I could see him.

I dreamt that there was a guy I knew who went to the same mission as me. We had come back home and the landscape by his house had changed. I was mentioning/reminding him how I had said about how I had walked long distance(s).

Wasn’t Much Left

I dreamt that I was standing in the bathroom and inserting a tampon, having a little fun with it first. Thinking of Ali, I think I told someone who was there that I didn’t know why I was using it since there wasn’t much left.

I dreamt that he had something in the garage for me and wanted me to go with him to look.

I dreamt that while I was looking at the black neighborhood cat outside, I was thinking that if there are any new cats who come around that they will stay outside so that I won’t get attached to them.

(From yesterday) Back Together

I asked, “What do I need to see, that I’m not seeing, to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that Mark told me that there were some people who put some feces (his word) in some library books and that it’s going to get worse.

I don’t know where I was but I saw several key chain rings in a bowl with items on them that looked like mine. I then searched to see if mine were there but didn’t see them. (When I was waking, I wondered why I didn’t think that someone could’ve taken mine and separated them and I needed to put them back together.)

There was a horse and I had a knowing that he had a military rank and some people promoted him to a higher rank to give them an excuse to fight those people who had previously done something wrong to the horse.

This horse was then standing in front of me to the left a short distance. There were other people on my left. The horse was facing forward. A couple people had whips (I didn’t see what they were holding but assumed this is what they were) and whipped the horse on the left butt cheek. It wasn’t hard and they only did it a couple times.

These people were then kneeling and bending down to the horse, who may have laid down by now, paying tribute to him. I was confused by this and said, “He’s just a horse.”

I dreamt that Ali had brushed my right breast with his hand. I had a feeling that it was getting to be too much for him for us not be physical and so wanted to get married.

I dreamt that the orange cat was getting better. (He had stopped eating.)

I dreamt something about Norway and something about a hat.

(From Dec. 20, 2019) Able To Move

I asked the same question. (Previous nights the dreams were erased.) I dreamt that I was wearing shorts (plaid? vertical stripes?) and standing in front of Tom and a black guy who was on Tom’s left. They were both sitting.

Someone with me told me that Tom applied to Phoenix college. I asked him, “In what?” He was telling me when I was wakened by that girl.

Tom had his right arm stretched out with his hand rubbing my chest up and down a little. I was worried because he slightly felt the hair on my neck area. I then figured that he might be the man from my dreams who doesn’t care, or at least doesn’t show, about that.

I dreamt that the mother cat let me pet her, or that I was able to pet her.

I dreamt of a ship, at least the word came to me as I was waking.

I dreamt that I had a checklist and marriage was listed.

Before waking someone told me to turn the candle over.

I dreamt the I was lying on the couch where the cats are and let the Siamese girl go outside/didn’t stop her. I then realized what I had done and frantically went to the glass door to let her in. Thankfully she was next to the house and came in on her own.

I then saw the mother and her daughter out there, to the left. The daughter looked like she was stuck in a shopping cart frame, without the basket, that was tipped forward. When I went to get her out, I saw that she wasn’t stuck and was able to move.

Be With Someone Else

I asked the question, “Don’t do what?” (Nov. 1, 2019) I dreamt that my skin on my legs was opening up in different spots. Some were small holes and some were big. One of the big ones was on my left thigh.

There was a computer motherboard in there. I was frantic about what was happening to me. I tried to look inside my leg to see all that was there but could only see a little.

There must’ve been people around me, or at least one person, who I was trying to get their attention to help me.

I dreamt that I was by the closets in my room with a new husband. I was thinking it was weird to be with someone else. There were several small open bags of cat food in the closet with the tops rolled down.

One of them was separated from the others on the left so I brought it over with the others. I wasn’t wearing any pants.

(From yesterday) Didn’t Care

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I either saw a picture, or in person, a naked woman bending over, with the head up to. There were different animals (with their hands?) going up her back. I was thinking of supporting her by coloring them in (if a picture) or giving her money.

I dreamt of Ali telling me that he wants to “pack it in” (have sex).

I dreamt that I was naked, sitting with my knees covering my breasts. I was with people and didn’t care that others saw. We were getting ready to go to church. There was a female who wore a dress with spaghetti straps that went down past her breasts. She looked like a prostitute. She had on a lot of makeup. I wondered what the people at church would react/think of her.

After sacrament meeting, or after all of the services, I was walking in the back of the chapel from right to left. I saw an older man standing behind a cafeteria style cart giving out food. At first I wasn’t going to say anything, but as I got closer I decided to.

I mentioned to him that (I thought) we’re not supposed to do business on Sunday. He responded, “We’re not.” I then realized that that was true because I didn’t see any money being exchanged.

I dreamt that a guy told me, at the church, that he likes to hear me sing.

(From Nov. 2012) Swollen

I dreamt that my hands were swollen.

(From Dec. 18, 2019) Acting

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Ali & I have our beds next to each other. His was on the left. I started fingering myself, thinking he would want to do some also. He didn’t as he fell asleep once he laid down on the bed.

I then felt something at the left corner of the foot of my bed. I’m not able to move my head to look over at Ali. I start having trouble breathing, as if there’s a lot of smog.

I’m able to move my hands so I start grabbing the edges of the bed and try to cast her out so he knows she’s there but she won’t let me speak the words and no sound comes out. He doesn’t respond.

I then start calling out for mom, still moving my hands. Ali still doesn’t respond.

Before waking, the phrase, “Pita is an Outback (Australia) woman.”

I dreamt that I was standing on the right side of Ali’s lifted bed, noticing a red/maroon towel folded half over with the open side to the foot of the bed. It was up by his pillow under his blankets. I thought that was weird, but then it wasn’t because he does weird stuff.

I dreamt that I was on the right side of another lifted bed. There’s a black woman with either a Hispanic or Arabic man. I didn’t get a good look. I was holding her hand. They’re acting.

She’s wearing pajama’s. At first they’re asleep, but she then says something to him (about me?). I look away to my right as he gets up. There’s something reflective in front of me. I see his hairy legs under the covers, realizing that he’s naked, which surprises me.

A second later, after getting dressed, he’s on top of her, giving her a hard thrust./hump It startled me so I let go. She laughs at that and tells the guy that I jumped back because of this.

Boy In Water

I dreamt that a guy killed himself but it was a good thing. There was something about a boy in water. There was a term used and the definition was told to me but I don’t remember them.

I dreamt that I was sitting in a circle with Kyle and others. We were having a good time. I think Kyle brought me here to see.

(From Nov. 4, 2019) Found

I dreamt that I was in a smoke filled room with someone frantically trying to get a door open to get out.

I dreamt that the orange cat had either been taken or he got lost. I found him inside the church, which had the cultural hall floor and hallway floor next to it ripped up for updating.

I was elated when I found him. I picked him up and started walking the way I came/to the car, looking at the cultural hall and wondering if I hadn’t come this way.

I was then on the freeway home. I was hysterically crying when I realized orange hadn’t been able to follow because of the freeway.

(From Nov. 2, 2019) Gift

I dreamt that I was back in the Fairmont house in San Bernardino. There was a big box next to the brick wall in the entrance and Micalanne was standing in front of it reminding me that she had a gift in there for me.

Steve appeared on my right, telling me about a party/get together. I wasn’t sure about it so I told him I would check/schedule first to see if I could make it. Natalie was at a table on the left. They were talking about what to get her for lunch (PB&J?) as he was walking out.

I was lying on my bed. I was either on a top bunk (different house?) or on the second story (Las Vegas). My head was to the right. Mom was telling me to be careful because there was a guy trying to look in while I sleep.

There was something about the window next to my bed that needed fixing so a lady came to fix it, twice.

The house next door had (some) lights on. One of the rooms was an empty bathroom. I knew that because looking down, I had to slightly situate myself to see. I then saw the (different) guy who lived there in the bathroom with a camera. Looking up to the right, he was trying to take a picture of me.

I was wearing something blue with my cleavage showing. I put my head by my waist and waved at him. He got embarrased and came out of the house. I was going to text him that at least he came out and showed himself but decided not to. I then was going to text him that he was busted, but again decided not to send that one either. We were going to go out together later.

I dreamt that a girl went to some people for help. She showed them that she was a monster inside (turning into one).

I dreamt that I was sitting in the middle of a hallway at church. There were children around. I may have had a blanket on my back. I felt a push from behind on my shoulders. I looked back and it was a young (7-8?) dense spirit girl.

She was visible. She was of a darker color because of her density. She wasn’t hindered by her density though. We had a short conversation as she was pushing me a short distance. I wasn’t scared or worried about her presence. She then walked to my left and into a room.

There was an older young girl in front of me on my left and I was telling her about the dead girl as she (dead girl) was walking in the room.

The door closed and the second girl opened it and the dead girl was gone. There was a path inside the room to the right. I’m not sure what was on the left because there was a wall on the left inside on the other side of the door blocking the view. It could’ve been a bathroom/nursing room?

I then was holding a baby, trying to feed it (?). A lady was standing in front of me and I commented to her questioningly, “You do this 24 hours?” She responded something about when the baby wants to feed you his food. I got an image of it being messy.

I dreamt that I was in a parking lot wanting to back into a corner space, with the front facing right. As I was backing up, I ended up in the space to the left of the one I wanted. I was going to adjust my parking when another vehicle (red?) backed up in front of me in the same space I was in.

I was honking to let her know I wanted out but there was no sound. The steering wheel may have been broken. Getting frustrated at no sound, and these people getting out of their car, I realized I could get out of the car & say something to them.

It was a couple with their son. The wife was the driver. She was standing on the passenger side when I got up there. I picked her up and asked her to move. She got scared and so she complied.

I was then inside a mall on the second story looking through a hole down to the first floor. This family walked by, from right to left, looking up at me. The husband looked to be Arabic, or had some in him. There were a couple girls standing next to me.

I dreamt that a guy from the Middle East came to get/exchange some money from me ($50?) and then left to go back home. I was thinking how interesting it was for him to come here just for that and then leave.

I dreamt that a bee type insect (it was bigger than a bee, unless it was a big bee such as Wallace’s giant bee) kept flying and diving at/around me and a guy who was to my right.

It then got my left middle finger, releasing some wire that coiled and then went through my nail, coming out with a spoked wheel at the end. I was hysterical. I wasn’t in pain but was anticipating the pain when it does come out.

It looked like we were outside of a shopping center. I saw a guy in front of us a distance looking at me as he was about to walk in a store. I was thinking that maybe he might come look to see what was happening but he didn’t.

(Nov. 1, 2019) Make Some Noise

I dreamt that I saw written, “Don’t do it.”

I dreamt of jets flying through hoops/arches. One of them was a heart. I don’t remember why. I was outside watching this with some people.

Afterwards I had a toy plane and was pushing a couple buttons to make some noise. I then figured that the people around me didn’t appreciate that so I stopped.

There were some guys casually dressed sitting on the street and sidewalk. One may have been Sowin. Seems I also knew another one who had recently returned from a mission. D&C 4 was being recited. I was able to remember some parts of it, from when I was a missionary, and recite.

I dreamt that I went into/onto the top of a stairwell for a bit then came out.

I dreamt that Ellen DeGeneres was sitting outside by herself at a table with food for lunch. She was at a wide corner on the left of an intersection facing me. Portia was walking from a food place on my left with cups in her hands. I didn’t see her after this.

I hid in some black curtain/drape things that were there pretending to look for some Lamborghini’s in the traffic at the stop light about to come toward me. I didn’t see any.

I then was walking toward Ellen’s direction. I debated on whether to ask her what I do when I don’t know what to do. When I decided to ask her, I figured that was why she was there, a lady at a table to the left of her (her right) started to ask her questions.