Didn't See

I asked, ” Who does the baby belong to?” I dreamt that it was Halloween around 3 p.m. Kyle and I were in the church. There was a room to the right of the exit doors. Someone was having the drug addicts come here instead of outside and getting into trouble. Some were in costumes, not fancy.

There were people standing, going in a circle to the right. There were also some sitting on the outside of the circle on both sides. On the right there was a short guy in a wheelchair.

I was sitting back by the door since I wasn’t connected with this group. Kyle was supposed to be sitting with the group on the right but I didn’t see him. I went out to the hall and asked a guy out there if he knew where Kyle was. He didn’t.

I went outside and was thinking that if the drugs hadn’t killed him, I was going to. I then thought that if I had said that to someone I would’ve said that I wasn’t serious because I didn’t want to deal with the spiritual consequences of going to hell.

The church was on a small uphill slope. I was on the right side of the church. A black lady was driving in, going to the back. She saw me standing there and waving, said, “Sunday next week.” I was confused by this. She was driving an old blue (?) car and others with her. She then turned around to go back out.

Looking past this part of the parking lot there was a chain link fence that went horizontally along the lot. On the other side I saw about 20 – 50 women scattered along by the fence. They were wearing dresses that looked like some sort of traditional type.

I also saw what looked like either blue blankets or sleeping bags laid out on the ground. I was thinking these women could be homeless but they didn’t look like it.

They then lined up in pairs of two to the fence and started singing. I didn’t hear the words because I was scanning the women. I noticed a pair slightly to my right were tall. I continued to the right and noticed another pair that was taller than the first. I continued still and saw yet another pair that was taller than the others. These looked to be Polynesian/Islanders.

There was a lady between the second pair and another pair of women who seemed to be leading the singing as she was a bit louder and had a start on the lyrics before the others.

The words either came to me, or I heard the women sing, “The land that I would have given to my children, you now use.” I was thinking of Pocahontas and the “Colors of the Wind” song and that if I could write more words this would be a great song for a movie.

(From yesterday) Not Sure

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being in dark/murky (?) water, not sure what was below me. There were others with me. We were close enough to the shore to swim to if needed.

I had forgotten to get a picture of something that I was picturing in my mind. I handed my camera over to a guy to get the picture.

Ahead of us a distance to the right was a building of several stories. Up on top in front on the left side of it (it was facing to the left) was the word Freemason, though it seems the “Free” part was something else.

I dreamt that I was on a school bus with other people. We were on our way to a place that would take us so we could go out in space. We were going through a narrow road. I didn’t notice what was on the sides of us. Rocky mountains (?)

For some reason the bus stopped as we were going around a corner to the left. I then looked back and saw a line of trees on the right. They then quickly went through all the seasons.

We then continued on with the driver speeding. As we started, there was some water to the right that he swerved towards and went through. I didn’t see any other vehicles.

(From Dec. 11, 2012)

I dreamt that both mom and dad had a heart attack. Earlier in the year I dreamt that mom had already passed away.

(From Dec. 10, 2019) Vague

I asked the same question. I was seeing vague images of shungite and sage.

I dreamt that I used my right hand to pick off a couple small pieces of dried poop on the right side of my butt and then flushed them.

I dreamt that I was holding a small white wastebasket with bag in it and figuring out where to put it. There was already one in a room that was basically empty. There was a room to the left of that one with the door closed.

I wanted to ask Kyle but he was in his own white bedroom lying on the bed, with his head in the North position. He was on the phone talking to someone but with his eyes closed so I thought he was asleep at first. We either lived in a small house or an apartment since the rooms were close to each other.

I dreamt that there were lots of people walking back home to San Bernardino. I saw the map in my mind of where this was from where we were. They were on the freeway. They had stopped traffic for a demonstration. They were now letting traffic flow but had to stay behind the people. They had come a distance and still had a bit to go.

I was on the right side, by/in the slow lane. There was a lady in front of me dressed in a skirt with heels. I was wondering how this walking would affect her feet, along with the others. She was looking back at me as we walked. She was part of a/the local government.

(From Dec. 7 -9, 2019) Hiding

I asked, “Who’s baby was/am I holding?” I dreamt of a bear wanting to finish the coke I had been drinking from a glass bottle. I told him to be careful.

There was then a smaller bear that showed up who was connected with this one. The smaller bear didn’t have pants on. I either knew, or the first bear told me, that this smaller bear wanted me without pants on. I was with someone and grabbed them and started running. I squeezed through some type of bars.

I dreamt something about stepping through the computer screen on the left to Facebook and hiding.

Go

I asked, ” Do I need to marry Ali to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that I was with Amy, Judy, and Steve. Amy and Judy were in front of me with Amy on the left of Judy.

Amy kept pinching the bottom of Judy’s left breast. I don’t remember why. Irritated, Judy told her to stop.

We were then at the top of a curved covered slide. Judy was at the entrance. I don’t remember what I did but Judy slid to the bottom and then accused me of pushing her.

It was then my turn. I went head first on my stomach with my arms out. There was a blue hand/racquetball in front of me as I went down. I was worried/scared that there might be a guy at the end waiting to kill me. There was no one there when I got there.

There was then a little boy telling his dad that he wanted to go on the slide again.

(From yesterday) Going To Happen

I asked the same question. I dreamt that there was a black bear walking on its hind legs in front of me from left to right. I playfully hid to see what was going to happen.

(From Nov. 30, 2019 or Dec. 1, 2019) Started

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at someone’s house about to demo for remodeling. The wife, standing on the left, said something before we got started. The husband was to the right with a young daughter. I didn’t see the face. After the demo got started the wife turned into someone younger.

After demo got started, there was chaos from extra things/materials added in. There were cooked noodles below the kitchen sink area. Outside by the kitchen window was water flowing in a u shape.

I dreamt (same?) that I had gone pee 3 times in a short time and needed to go again. I don’t think I was in a bathroom because there were men to the left of me a short distance.

I wasn’t going to pull my pants down, not remembering how I did it the other times, but realized that I should/needed to. I then heard the sound of it coming out.

(From Nov. 29, 2019) Waiting

I asked the same question. A wrinkly old lady was frustrated with me, asking why I went to the conference after she told me not to.

I dreamt that a man and his son rented a Prius. It was night. There wasn’t a wand (if that’s what they’re called) on the right of the steering wheel to reverse.

The dash went down along the driver door with a digital display at the end with the mileage on top (92 miles) and another number below that which I don’t remember what for. The numbers were tilted slightly to the left. We were all looking at the numbers as if standing in the car in the driver’s side.

I then was in the passenger seat looking at the dash to the right of the wheel noticing that it was dirty with some fingerprints. The guys were outside at this time and I was waiting for them to get in. The car was parked on a small slope. It moved on its own, stopping before entering the street. Someone mentioned that these cars sometimes do that.

The man and son then turned into Karen and Mina (HGTV Good Bones) with Karen driving. On the right side of the steering wheel, facing me, were the directions (NWSE) that we were going. I commented how that was nice to have that to know which way we were going.

After driving a short distance, we started to fly. To the right was a field with a structure (barn?) with some Christmas lights on it. There may have been a couple black cows.

A little bit of fog showed up but not for long. I was wondering if the car had enough battery to make it to our destination. I mentioned that sometimes I fly in my dreams.

I dreamt that I was at someone’s house. The floor of the family room was lower on the right with the left having a strip that was higher.

The family all had light blonde hair. I was going to mention to one of them that my hair was the same shade as theirs when I was younger but then noticed that some parts were darker.

I was asking if their ancestors were Scottish and Irish and then Scandinavian/Norwegian. For some reason I was holding back about asking them the last one. They kept saying yes to each question.

I was standing with a couch behind me. A girl started telling me that someone was next to me on my right, waving. I said that I couldn’t see anyone but I kept looking. This girl kept saying that someone was there.

I then started to see something, as if the air was moving around wanting to take shape. I saw something shimmering and my reflection on it. There was a small mound of sand that appeared next to me on my right. The girl was talking to it, telling it to hold/keep the shape/form. I was thinking of the Aladdin and the cave of treasures/wonders.

When it suddenly went away, I was sitting and saw Kyle to my right with a smaller man between us. I was sobbing the whole time because of how happy I was to see him again. They were happy and kept looking at each other as Kyle reached out his hand to me. Kyle never looked at me but went between this man and in front of him.

I noticed his dirt under his fingernails (as he sometimes had). I was hesitant to reach out, not knowing if I would feel him. I reached out anyway and felt him, for a couple seconds before waking up.

Open Ends

I dreamt that I had a small mound of mold growing between my right thumb and finger. After a couple days I was able to peel it off. Underneath were clear plastic tubes with open ends.

I think there was someone (Amy?) there I wanted to show but they were either not interested or not paying attention.

(From yesterday) Felt Something

(A lady from a Facebook group told me that she saw a girl with brown hair and blue eyes wearing blue/brown clothes and that her name is Elizabeth Mary.) I asked, “Is the Utah girl disguised as Elizabeth Mary?” I dreamt that a lady had read that I dislodged something when I urinated and if I hadn’t, I could’ve died. I was thinking that I felt something going on. I looked over to my mom on my right and told her what the lady told me.

(From Nov. 25, 2019) Saw

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I saw only the head of the outside tabby boy and that his head had been eaten.

(From Nov. 23, 2019) Able To See

I asked the same question. I dreamt that someone poured a little of clear soda down the throat of a baby/toddler to clear out the little bit of milk that was there. I was able to see the soda go down and flush out the milk. The baby then gave a shiver and said that it felt cool (refreshing).

I dreamt of being below a ship that was in the air from rough seas. I was there for several seconds before I had to move so that it wouldn’t crash down on me. It almost went under when it landed but was able to stay afloat/above water. There was a man next to my right talking about it before it came crashing down.

There was a small section of water that turned black. I thought it looked like oil but knew it wasn’t. Another guy was saying that he had a female friend on a ship. He didn’t say if it was this one or another.

I was thinking that I was grateful I wasn’t on it, experiencing all the turmoil that was going on.

I heard a lady say, “I just need to relax.”

I dreamt that I was up on the left side of the ship up front with my legs hanging over. I was scared/terrified. There was a small boat a little ways from the ship. There was something about a camouflaged white cat on that boat.

I had a ball between my thighs. I wasn’t able to hold onto it so it eventually dropped into the water.

To the left of me I could see the bottom of the ship through the water.

(From Nov. 22, 2019) Being Used

I asked, “Is the Utah girl Elizabeth Mary?” I dreamt that I needed to pee but the bathrooms were dirty or being used. Amy’s toilet had urine in it and clothes were all strewn all over the floor.

I dreamt that a couple young people were telling me that I looked like a famous character. They said the name but I don’t remember. The character was from a genre that I don’t watch.

There was also something about Catholics. I told them that I don’t know anything about them.

(From Nov. 27, 2012) Stolen

I dreamt that I went back to the 1800’s (I was sensing it was during that time period, and all of it was in that time period). I was looking at some jewelry made by Indian women who had either been stolen by the white men for themselves, or were massacred with the rest of the people. As I was being told about the women, I could see the white men on their horses coming to take the women, or coming to give battle.

I was then looking through a shopping catalog where I could buy things for around $1. I was thinking it was weird to actually be there and to see these prices at that time, and not just looking at something vintage in the present day.

I then saw a guy and girl outside next to a fabric shop(?) with windows, and told them they better stop what they were doing…hm..mmm, because there were people (mostly women) inside who could see. The people inside then came out and sat at a picnic table to eat. It was as if we were ghosts and those people were oblivious to us being there.

The End

I asked, “When is the date?” I dreamt that there was a window in my bedroom to the basement below. I saw a guy, who had set up an office, standing and talking on the phone. He was facing my direction. I yelled at him to leave and then called out to my dad.

I dreamt that I was watching a show as if I was there. There was a group of people at the end of a long strip of narrow road (on a bridge?). Some of them were lined up going across the road to block whoever they were expecting (government?).

I was thinking that I wished they showed these people walking down the road to the other side. I then saw them walking down having fun. They looked like they were part of a bumper cars video game.

(From yesterday) Way Out

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in Fontana (?) at night on the outskirts. There was a long white building (built somewhat similar to WalMart) in the short distance in front of me to the right a bit. There was another building attached to it on the right.

A girl by my left side was saying that it had something to do with meditation. To the right of it I could see another city’s lights. I was thinking that there’s got to be a way/path to get out of here (city). It was as if the people were locked in the city, but actually weren’t.

I dreamt that I was sitting/lying down with head to the left. I don’t know where I was. There was a girl sitting in front of me backed up to me. There was a lady with white hair pinned up in a french twist sitting with her right side to us. She was facing as if looking at the 4 or 5 o’clock position.

This lady did the sign of the cross in front of the girl in front of me. When it was my turn I told her that I don’t do the cross. She was fine with that, saying “ok”.

I was walking behind her frantically trying to keep up. She wouldn’t let me pass as she kept moving sideways as I tried to do so. I asked her, “What if I take the cross?”

(From Nov. 19, 2019) Retired

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at Danny DeVito and Rhea Perlman’s house. I don’t know how I got there. (There was more before this but don’t remember it.) Danny looked like Steve DiSchiavi (I’m pretty sure) and was also a retired cop/detective. I think a tall daughter with shoulder length dark hair was there as well.

The house had a weird configuration with a scalene triangle (?) room on the left (when entering) of the entrance. I also saw the dining table. I was thinking about how it was like for the daughter to grow up in this weird configuration.

I was in a purple (curtains?) room that wasn’t (being) used. I was thinking that I could come here and rent out the room but then I remembered that earlier in the dream Danny was complaining about the shapes of the rooms and not having space when family comes to visit.

Rhea had baked a huge sheet birthday cake for their dog. It wasn’t cooked all the way in some spots because she used Pam spray instead of butter/oil. I wanted to say that all this food isn’t healthy for the dog (and that it might kill him?).

There was a dead man sitting in a suit. He had been dead for a long time. He had stitching that went from hairline to hairline across his eyes. For some reason I started pulling it out on his left side. I stopped after I got past his eyes, realizing what I had just done.

The top of his head slowly started to pull away, showing the dark matter/space inside. I frantically pushed it back down. Some stuff came out. It was warm even though being dead for so long.

I was then walking outside at night with Danny to the left of me. I kept apologizing for what I had done. He didn’t seem fazed by it.

Before undoing the stitching, I saw some old family history books up on a shelf. They looked like the old leather type. I saw the name Benjamin (don’t remember middle) Melton. The name could possibly have been on the man’s forehead on the side as well.

I was excited to see that and was wanting to look through to see how, and if, Danny and I were related.

Somewhere in there, Danny and Rhea were repeating Access Consciousness questions/phrases and I wanted to ask them if they repeat these a certain amount of times.

(From Nov. 18, 2019) Naked

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was taking a break from driving a big rig. It must’ve been like a bus because there were other people with me. At one point I was walking naked and didn’t care if people saw. I was walking up to the open driver’s door to get in.

We were waiting for some people who were still sitting at the tables there. They had with them some slow developmentally people.

At one point I was clothed and lying down on the street by the curb looking at the shops that were there. I think my head was on the curb.

One of the ladies with me came out of an ice cream (?) shop eating from a sample and holding a bouquet of ice cream balloons. I smiled when I saw this.

I was teaching someone how to turn on the (high beam) lights as we were driving along a lone highway at night when a couple cars started coming our way. They had to turn the end of the left wand (if that’s what it’s called) to do so.

Someone had left the group. I wasn’t surprised about this and kind of expected it.

There was something fogging the windshield so I moved the truck from the right turn lane in the street to the parking lot where we were.

I dreamt that I was with people who had a name tag label with their name and either pink or blue to indicate what gender they were. One girl had both colors. I wanted to ask her, “Is that true?”

(From Nov. 17, 2019) Take Care

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at a clothing store. I was next to the right, and behind a little, one of those circular racks with clothes on them.

There was a lady standing between me and this circular rack, holding a black shirt, and looking for something without flannel. I think a worker who was helping her said that flannel is basically in everything, I mentioned that my shirt doesn’t. I then thought of the possibility of sharing on social media the clothes I have that don’t have flannel.

I dreamt that I was at someone’s workplace. They worked in an open space/room with the other employees. At the end to the right was the meeting room. The door was flaps of hard plastic.

The workers outside of that room could hear cookies being thrown away. This happened with each consecutive meeting but gradually less amounts each time. One of the female workers went over there to mention this (?).

I dreamt that I asked Kyle(?) where Bear (his dog) had been since I hadn’t seen him for several days. Kyle said Bear was in a kennel because he wasn’t sure I would take care of Bear.

(From Nov. 16, 2019) Sleeping Here

I asked the same question. All I remember is me, or someone else, asking another person, “Are you sleeping here?”

Pirate

I dreamt that I was in / among some grove trees that were lined up/in a bunch. I was thinking about murderers who had been here in the past. I then got an uneasy feeling of danger.

I then saw two men, one older one a bit younger, happily crossing several yards in front of me from right to left. They didn’t see me/look my direction. I thought the older man looked like a pirate because of the way he styled his hair. The younger may have had a bushy mustache and beard.

There were children from the neighborhood outside playing. I rushed to warn Amy and mom. Mom started walking bent/hunched over. The older man playfully picked up two of the children in both arms and holding them as if they were footballs. I told Amy to warn the parents.

One of the children mentioned that the younger one looked like the older. I then assumed/surmised that they were father and son.

(From yesterday) Noise

I dreamt that I was at Marie Osmond’s home with her family and friends for a gathering. We were in the family room, which was secluded from the rest of the house. I was thinking that I would’ve opened it up for more space to move around. I thought it was small for the size of her family, but big enough for a smaller family. In the beginning, she was doing something on the computer that was here .

I saw Marie Osmond and was going to tell her that I saw her being interviewed (by Natalie Ledwell? Blonde lady). I was picturing the interview as I was saying it. The lady interviewing was sitting on the left facing forward. Marie was on her right facing my direction. They were several yards in front of me.

I mentioned that in the interview it was brought up that the reason for the family getting into entertainment was because the older deaf brother had heard a noise. I wanted to ask her about that but wasn’t able to.

I then saw an older sister with long blonde hair. She had a flat stomach, or at least her pants made it look that way. I asked her about it but she also wasn’t able to answer because of something happening with a girl behind (?) me. She had bumps on her skin.

Marie had a young daughter (11/12) who was deaf. They had a TTY in the backyard when the daughter was outside playing so she could see the messages that Marie left for her.

Everyone was then going somewhere to eat/taking food with us. A woman, and a couple others, wanted to ride along with me because I had an SUV (grey? blue? ice blue? Ford Expedition?) that had (she had mentioned one word describing this)places to put their foods/stuff.

We were then in San Bernardino helping to level the ground for new construction. Regular vehicles were being used instead of heavy machinery. The sky was dusty because of this.

(From Nov. 7, 2019) Singing

I dreamt that I was washing my hands/arms (in the kitchen?). I was singing as I was doing so. I looked back over my right a couple times, thinking that Ali would be happy that I was singing.

I dreamt that I was with a female on a road on a hill (?). There were big rocks on the side to the left. I never saw her but knew she was there.

There was a black bug flying around with the tip of an orange and white (different) cat’s tail in it’s mouth. The cat was flying curled up as if on the ground, with head up, not hanging/drooping. He didn’t look like he was being harmed.

The bug then went down to the rocks beyond our view. I suggested that we go to help the cat before it gets stung and dies.

As I was walking along the rocks, there was a weird black spider (or two) with long skinny legs to the left in front of my foot. I squished it before it do anything to me.

Blow Up

I asked the question, “How do I block that (Utah) girl from entering my body?” I dreamt that I was “hiding” at the end of an overgrown field of weeds (?) from a creepy man who says that he likes me.

I dreamt that I was with people somewhere and a leader made me a new light blue jogging suit.

I dreamt that there was a young couple who had a stack of blue tube like things on a piece of land next to water. They were going to blow them up. The other people in the area didn’t want to help, saying that they’re toxic.

While they were preparing to blow those up, I was looking at a map of locations to find what I was looking for. Two of the places were “just” over the border in Mexico. I didn’t want to go to those places so I looked over the other spots.

I then heard a small boom and asked the lady, “That’s it?”, surprised that the explosion wasn’t much louder.

I was then in a different area (their home?) with them and their two young children. There was another young couple with their two young children. The boy of the other couple and the first man hit face to face. I didn’t see it happen but the man was holding his lip as if it was split open.

I had a set of utensils that i had rinsed off but didn’t know where to set them because there were some clean dishes in a rack over the sink. The first lady saw that I didn’t know what to do with them so she took them.

She asked me how we met, trying to remember. I told her that I had come in to do/get something when she was there.

(From yesterday) Locked

I asked the same question. I saw a woman lifting the driver door handle of a white car with her left hand but it was locked.

I dreamt something about a boy with blisters on his back because he wasn’t covered. We were on a path in a hurry (?) to go somewhere. He was behind me on my right. I was telling someone to go check on him.

(From Sept. 26, 2019) Moving

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was going after Steve to clean up the glass that he broke instead/before a girl that mom had brought in to clean.

I dreamt that I was with a young Steve (?) in a white apartment (?) building, moving through the halls fast. I was telling him to look for a 4 bedroom place on a corner.

(From Sept. 25, 2019) Bring Water

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in a basement (?) with other people (family?). There was a darkened area in front of us because of it being night. Someone was mentioning seeing a lit candle on the floor under a table.

I think I was the one to light it so I went to look, taking a flashlight with me. I did see the candle after moving some things that were in front of it. There was a short line of fire going horizontally across on the left and right of the candle. (As if the circle is the candle)

I smeared some of the melted wax that was on the floor to extinguish the left side but made it worse. I put some snow over it and told the others to bring water for the right side.

I dreamt that I was having people line up (on a stage?) according to height. There was an overweight woman the same height as me and I asked her about Linda (online) also being the same height because she wasn’t there and this woman knew her. Linda then showed up.

Throat tattoo

Go Through

I asked, “What’s the meaning of mountains?” I was dreaming about a video documentary I’ve been watching called “An Open Secret” about child actor sexual abuse.

I dreamt that there were some construction guys building a house for a family with an additional section for me and someone else.

Someone may have asked the question of what their favorite show was and one of the guys enthusiastically said, “Home Town!” I was thinking that either it was my favorite show also or one that I really liked.

I was then crawling on the street the house was on, picking up quarters and other coins along the way. A white minivan was then coming our direction, from the left, so the person I was with warned me so I would get out of the way. It didn’t come all the way to us.

On the right, there were two broken down cars in the street that I needed to go through to see the house. One of them was black, on my left. It may have also had flat tires.

After getting past them, I saw the house in front of me at the end of the street, which was a cul-de-sac. It was painted black but in a classy way. It looked like it was looming over me because of me down on the street still.

(From yesterday) Top

I asked the same question. I dreamt of the top of a pink costume feather moving from right to left.

I dreamt that a group of us went to visit another school’s swim & other water sport teams. The swim team may have been a girl’s team. We were going to spend the night there.

We spent the majority of the time in the water. I still had my shoes and socks on. I anxiously asked when we were going to return. I was told 8 pm.

While in the water, I had to do something which showed my left bicep. I was thinking that these people may be seeing it and thinking how strong it is.

My purse (in dream) was a cross body one with the square rectangular shape. It may have been red. There were singular coins in the front pockets with a silver dollar in the top one. I only saw the tops of the coins.

(From Sept. 20, 2019) Opening

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I wanted to measure my huge (man size) tan biceps. Arnold Schwarzenegger was there so I asked him if he used the rolling tape measure and he said yes.

He said that he wanted a piece of gum (because of dry mouth) and I told him that I put some in the white freezer in the kitchen. He wasn’t sure which one because we had a couple fridges and the freezer, so he carried me to the kitchen. I was amazed that he was able to do that, as if I was nothing, even though how small he’s gotten. I figured it was because he was used to lifting heavy weights when he was bigger.

When we got to the freezer, it wasn’t there. I said that my dad must’ve taken it (on his trip).

I dreamt that several women in the Middle East were gathered together, one of them standing facing right, and wearing knitted knee length cardigans that were white/creme colored. The holes were big, as if they were made from afghans. I had one on with a hood. I’m not sure if the others did. I also had small pockets that had a side opening/diagonal. We had to be serious for some reason, as one of them said for us to be.

We were later sitting at a cafe/restaurant that had some tables squished together, with a bench on one side, and chairs on the other. I went to sit back down at my seat which was in a corner on the right.

There was a lady “singing”, standing with a microphone in front of her. I didn’t see who she was singing to. The real singer, a man, was behind a glass window above her. I was behind him, looking down at her. I was thinking how she couldn’t be the one singing.

I dreamt that I’m driving up a steep hill among other vehicles in the evening. It looks to be in the mountains. There isn’t a border for the edge on the left. Some people walk to the edge, standing on some boulders that are there. It’s windy.

There’s a guy in front of me that looks to be in an old jeep with the top off. There may have been a female passenger with him. He doesn’t have his lights on. My lights are shining on him. I’m thinking I have my high beams on, but then realize I don’t.

There’s a car to my right. The car in front of me moves back and forth between the lanes. The car next to me may have had his high beams on.

I don’t see any traffic coming down so I don’t know if there just wasn’t any or if it was only one way.

I’m then outside in the back of someplace. There’s a pond looking pool without any lights shining on or around it. A guy jumps in. I notice a woman facing away from me in the water. I mention to this guy to make sure she isn’t dead. He’s hesitant, but goes up to her. It’s a blow up doll.

I’m inside and see mom on my right nursing a newborn baby on her left breast. Dad and Mark are next to her on her right, watching. They are in a darkened area.

There are ladies making food. There’s a table outside the kitchen up against the wall where desserts are placed. Some have had pieces eaten already.

A young Mexican girl says that the people can now eat. A lady in the kitchen says no. She is having a harder time mixing a casserole (?).

Delete A Song

I asked, “How do I add more heat?” I dreamt that I deleted a song I had been listening to, which was sung by Shania Twain about a friend, because Giuseppe didn’t like it.

He was wearing all black. I pleaded with him to be able to listen to it, maybe even grabbing his clothes (?), as he was standing in front of me. I know that I will get it back and be able to listen to it again after he leaves because he won’t be coming back.

I dreamt that I was at work at the end of the day. I was sitting at a counter (?), kinda squished with Travis sitting on my right. His mom may have been there also (?).

I am wearing red sweats that were cut to be made into shorts. He put his left hand on my thigh. I don’t remember why.

A lady came and told me to hurry (?) and follow her. As I was doing so, I was thinking of Travis and wondering what he was thinking.

I was then in a room with a handful of people. These people were here because someone of their family / they knew had died. I was told that Ali had died because of the high blood pressure he’s had recently. I was waiting and watching for him to come and show himself to me. He never did.

A young girl was telling us how to prepare ourselves for when someone dies, getting emotional as she was talking. One by one, families of these people came to take them home.

I was then walking to the parking lot with all the other workers to go home. A younger version of Amy, a girl from my teenage years, was standing on my right and had to get my attention before telling me that she was here to take me home.

(From yesterday) Branch Out

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Lorelei had shown up at the door with a short tree branch with short branched out limbs. There was some orange moss on the stem.

She was eating the bark without any trouble chewing. She said that the orange and white tabby can’t eat the moss because both of them are from Sweden / Swedish.

(From Sept. 17, 2019) Still Conscious

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in an airplane, standing in front of the pilot, who was seated, not in the cockpit. There was a lady behind him to the left. The area was shaped like a rainbow, as if on a spaceship.

For some reason I punched him in the nose, turning it purple, causing him to lean to the left. Thinking he became unconscious, I frantically asked the lady behind him if she could fly a plane. I then saw that he was still conscious.

(From Sept. 16, 2019) Long Inhales

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was hiding in a corner among people so that no one would see me smoking. I was taking long inhales to get it over with, so I wouldn’t get caught, but still enjoying the experience. I would then puff out circles.

I dreamt (same?) that I was watching a transgender on tv, standing behind a pulpit. This person was wearing white and the pulpit may have been white, talking about some guy who had said something about gays. This person on tv was saying how s/he didn’t like that, repeating it several times. After she said that, the audience made some noise. I was thinking, “So what. That person has the right to say what he wants, and by saying you don’t like what he said, you don’t have the right to censor him.”

The scene closed in on the face and I could see that it was a woman wanting to be a male. It was obvious that she shaves. She was wearing glasses and had short dark hair. Her name was Dawn.

This show was game show where she would do monologues in between. After saying this, she went back to the participants, calling them by their family names, as it was family against family. She was getting them ready for their next assignment.

They were in a warehouse setting and had to do warehouse jobs the fastest. I didn’t see much of them but saw their movements.

Someone said, ” I barely caught that” before I woke.

(From Sept. 15, 2019) Guide People

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about being in line and turning around to go somewhere else. I had to walk past a guy with mental disabilities who was just standing there, with his back to me, not moving.

A lady who was with him had to help him move. I walked past him on the left.

I dreamt about being at General Conference when people are coming in to get their seats. Pres. Nelson tells them to sit so there’ll be time for questions (?).

There’s an overweight man trying to guide the people. I see him later sitting next to a thin woman as they’re paying attention to a short film that being shown. I was thinking something about her loving him despite his size.

My dad is sitting, talking loudly at the screen. I don’t remember what he’s saying. It’s semi applicable to what is being shown. The family / I’m worried that he might continue and say something that wasn’t relevant.

I dreamt something about being at grandma’s house, waiting for someone who’s birthday it is (?). There’s a young Mexican boy who is in charge of the card. He puts it in the side of a nightstand / side table that had pockets on the sides, among some magazines.

It’s around 5:30 and some people who showed up won’t be able to stay until 6:30, when the party is supposed to happen. The guy hugs another older man who is sitting because he isn’t able to stand well because of his back bones. He’s hunched over / twisted.

I’m walking out of grandma’s room into the kitchen and see Steve sitting in front of me doing something. I don’t know if I should acknowledge him as I walk past him to the right.

Someone puts music (?) on the tv. I’m wanting a piece of the cake, which is chocolate and is underneath the tv. I grab it and see that there’s no frosting, and someone has sliced off some of the edges instead of cutting a regular piece.

I dreamt that I’m on a bus (?) with a wide aisle. There’s a young black girl who works for the company, standing in the aisle, and is naked. She is naked for a reason, but don’t remember why.

She has a wide butt. As I’m walking off, I mention to someone who is behind me to my left, that if I had that body I wouldn’t be naked.

I dreamt (same?) that I was concerned at first whether I was on the correct route for going home. I then was able to see that I was.

I dreamt that Amy kept wanting her Emily, as a 3-4 yr old, to be the one giving the prayers, even when she doesn’t want to. I was wanting someone to tell her that if Emily is the only one saying the prayer, she’ll turn against it as she gets older.

I dreamt that there was a group of teenagers in a band practicing. It was obvious one of the guys, playing one of the guitars, was high. One of the girls was discouraged about this. He mentioned that that he wanted to go to a certain place after practice that was known for getting drugs.

There was a new restaurant that had just opened recently with only the female owner working there. These teenagers wanted to go there to get jobs to help. The area looked to be in the mountains, or only resembled being in the mountains.

Inside the restaurant was a wood singular bar counter circling another one that jutted out in the middle. There were picnic like tables outside. This new restaurant was next to the one the teens used to be regulars at.

Someone ordered meat slices. After several minutes, they left their food and took off, planning to come back. While waiting, I saw some other teens who were into punk walking past and behind me to my left. One of them had long blonde hair that was shaved on the sides. Another one had knee high black boots with buckles.

I was walking back to the restaurant and saw some of my clothes folded and on the ground next / under the tables. They may have been some rust colored ones I used to have.

The teens came back high with another man who was also high.

There was an older black man who used a walker. He seemed to be a regular. There was a rope (?) bordering the tables. The owner knew he wanted to duck under the rope to get in so she called out for someone to help him in.

Meet

I asked, “How do I win the lottery?” I dreamt that I was at the end of a galley style of cupboards in a kitchen with only enough room for one person. I was getting about 4 Hawaiian rolls out of a clear plastic sandwich bag that were extras from dinner. Judy is next to me, watching, and maybe taking one for herself. Micalanne also possibly could’ve been there.

I’m now outside in the front yard at night. There are also a couple people with me. One of them is a boyfriend of one of my friend’s/sister’s. They are are preparing me to meet his brother who had a sex change.

When I see him, he looks like a masculine female. I’m thinking that this isn’t a guy with a sex change. She is behind me in a squared off garden that is between two apartment buildings. She says something and then goes inside the building on the right.

She and I are then walking through a building that she is remodeling/updating. She is wearing a white hazmat/painter’s suit. There is plastic all along the floors. The walls look like flour has been thrown on them.

I mention that this reminds me of a nursing home (that I used to work in?). I see a couple of people in one of the rooms on the right.

We are back outside and there is a park downhill from us. It’s dark down there because low light. There is a concrete bench, with back towards us, with a lamp to the left shining down on it.

There is a man sitting on the left at the end, positioned so as to be looking at us with his right arm resting on the top of the back. He has dark skin and hair. She points him out to me. It takes a couple seconds to see him. We then walk back inside.

There are big windows in front of me and to the right. I’m a safe distance away from them. I tell this woman to get away from them (I don’t see her), or hide under them. She gets perturbed/frustrated because she left a shoe outside, so she says.

We then see an ambulance, or two, about to head down to the park. One of them is facing to the right and bounces a little back and forth as it’s getting ready to go down. This man is playing a game of “Where can I put it?” The body? Somewhere in there were detectives.

I dreamt that Lenny Kravitz had 7, or 8, children with a white woman. They were all lined up, according to age with the mother and oldest at the beginning on the left, to see a movie. Lenny was holding the youngest, a baby.

I was across from them by the wall. There were people walking back and forth between us. I was clicking a pen as I was walking over and thinking to myself that I don’t like it when other people do that, so why am I doing it?

The thought came to me to thank Martha Stewart for putting something on fire.

I dreamt something about drinking something and looking at the ingredients list. I notice that marijuana is one of them. I remember my reaction as being, “Oh.”

(From yesterday) Symbology

I asked the same question. There was something about symbology.

I dreamt something about a freedom song.

(From Sept. 2, 2019) Engage

I asked the same question. The phrase, “The closer you are to family, the closer you are to the earth” came to mind.

I dreamt that I was working with developmentally challenged adults again. I usually didn’t interact with them outside of the workplace. This day/evening, though, I decided to go ahead and engage with them while we were waiting to get picked up and taken back to the building.

They were in a line and two of them were next to each other wearing a matching outfit with one wearing the top and the other wearing the bottom(shorts/pants). I usually teased them about wearing “my” clothes, so that’s what I did.

I also noticed one of the guys standing by himself away from the line who would sometimes bend backwards so that it looked like he was bent in half. He would then come back straight.

I dreamt (same?) that I was holding a tiny newborn up to my left shoulder with only (?) diapers on. She was fussy and I didn’t know why. The right edge of her diaper was brown and sagging, but I didn’t feel anything inside. She finally calmed down.

While I was holding her, the bottom of one of her feet was sliced off, like a piece of bread. I don’t know why. There was no blood, or anything. The bottom was still covered with skin.

I then saw her as an older woman, a grandma. She was of mixed ethnicity. She was walking toward me, though not since I wasn’t there. It was her birthday, or someone else in the family. She was walking slowly because of her foot, but she got to her destination.

I dreamt that the outside lights were in the back were off, causing my bedroom to be dark.

I dreamt that I was taking a tour of an old ship. Somehow it ended up with a bridge going across the middle part, width wise. It wan’t part of the ship.

I was thinking that if these people here were to fall into the water, they would be safer because the water wasn’t as deep, or as wide as where the Titanic is, so that they would be able to swim to land.

There was a group there from Utah. I heard them say where but don’t remember. Brigham City? Beaver?

There was an older lady who one of the guys kept addressing as Mayor when talking to her. She was dressed as if in the Old West/Pioneer days, but not in a dress.

She was sitting at a cafe(?) table with her right side to me. There was another lady sitting across from her cutting out some fabric to make a dress from one of the old dress patterns, from the Old West/Pioneer days, there for the people to use.

(From Sept. 1, 2019) Travel

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy had stubby/nubby fingers, as if they had been cut off. He had a thin gold ring and asked me to put it on his ring(?) finger. There was barely enough room for the ring. I wondered how it was able to stay on. When I did, a small drop of blood appeared.

I said something to him about his fingers. Irritated, he got on the phone to talk to someone about what had previously happened to him causing the short fingers.

I dreamt that I was back at D.I. in the back. I was with all new coworkers. On the right against the wall was a washer/dryer with a sign in front of it saying “Walmart”. Going into this washer/dryer was the way to travel there.

There was a girl who was about to go home/different part of the store. I told her to come look in another room. Larissa (an ex-coworker from a different place) was near the end of her pregnancy.

A local car dealer brought in, into the back of the building, an old (80’s?) Mustang. It was brown/had brown, with a sticker/decal that was peeling off. This was to replace the one she had that wasn’t going to work for her after having the baby.

The guy was sitting there to the left. Someone may have said something about how generous it was to bring this. He was nonchalant about it.

(From Aug. 31, 2019) Look and Find

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was looking for my glasses, even though I was able to see without them. I saw a pair of Micalanne’s that she had back in the 80’s. I tried them on but the lenses were dark, like shades/sunglasses, so I put them back. I don’t think I found mine.

On Vacation

I asked, “When will I win the lottery?” I dreamt that my family was up in the mountains and a lady was saying that the blacks would befriend the new Mexicans that showed up here and take them (Mexicans) under their (blacks) wings, but not in a good way.

There was a Hispanic family (wife, husband, somewhat grown daughter) up here in the mountains, from church, who went on vacation. The husband’s brother also went. They ended up drowning, except for the brother. They may have been in their car when it happened.

The funeral may have been in the back right corner of a bank, with the tellers lined up on the left. I was walking through to the back where the funeral was.

During the funeral, I was looking at the caskets (they were positioned like a plus sign without the right side and with the lines separated) and thinking how surreal it was to have recently seen them alive and now they’re not.

I noticed that dad (on my left?) was becoming emotional, so I also started to get emotional because I was starting to get to know the wife and because of all the emotions going on in the room.

After the funeral, the brother was explaining how it happened. I was thinking about a dream I had had earlier of “drowning” and not getting any air and how scary that was.

Amy was saying that he’s a nice guy but doesn’t have anything for her. I was thinking maybe because of the salary difference between them, with her being a teacher. I don’t know what he did but he came across as not having as much money as her.

Mom, and my sisters were going to shine the floors and do something else here in honor of this family. We were waiting for Judy and Micalanne.

While waiting, the husband’s brother was talking with Steve (?), standing on my left. Steve was showing him some papers that were on a table. I was looking at him, noticing his long hair and stubble on his face. I was thinking of the possibility of being with him. I don’t remember why.

He was talking about someone he knew who would find a penny and then sell things he had to someone else for a higher price. He was saying how funny that was.

I dreamt about someone talking about an older (50’s?) female nurse who was a spirit. It was as if I was visioning her standing in front of me.

(From yesterday) Not Bothered

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was hugging a blonde guy, with our cheeks touching (my left his right). He had a bit of stubble. He didn’t have any problems hugging me, or didn’t show that he was bothered. I figured it was because he wasn’t able to feel the little bit on my face.

(From Aug. 28, 2019) Leaving The Family

I asked the same question. I dreamt that the family was in an old house we used to live in (In the dream) with other people for a party. They had little bundles of candy with peppermint almond kisses. I don’t know what else was in there but they were small. The bundles were wrapped in ribbons.

Someone was throwing several out to the water that was outside. It was night. They said that where the ribbons are, you know where the bees are.

Johnathon Scott showed up with sausages because he always brought sausages.

Everyone left the party afterwards, leaving the family. I asked my mom why people do that.

I was outside in front and noticed some fireworks lined up horizontally in the distance in the back. I was stretching to be able to see better. It then felt like my body was stretching. I looked down at my feet and noticed that I started levitating. I was ok with that and went back to watching the fireworks. Amy was on my right side of my back. I don’t know why.

I was then back inside, sitting and looking at a railing (?) that went along the wall by the door. I asked mom, who was on my left with dad on my right, if she remembers Zak using it to walk. I then got emotional and started crying to where I couldn’t breathe. I woke up gasping for air, taking a deep breath.

(From Aug. 27, 2019) Go Back

I asked the same question. I dreamt that someone had let a raccoon, and a couple other big animals (skunk?), into the garage. There was a see through divider between them at the end by the door and the rest of the space.

I brought out some tomato sauce for them to see if they would like it to eat. I noticed the mother cat and two tabby boys were there with them. The mother was on the right. She looked like she wanted to get away from them but could’ve been scared to move. The boys were on the left and nonchalant about being there.

I opened the divider to the left and picked up the mother by her neck to bring her on my side. After I set her down, she looked like she was about to go back while I was trying to get the boys so I blocked her path.

The boys weren’t coming over so I got the last of some trail mix / peanuts, with the peanut dust /powder on top, and m&m’s, dumping it on a paper plate and taking it out there to see if the raccoon and others would eat it so that I could get the cats.

When I got back to the animals, only the cats were there. The others were on the other side of a dark stack of things that were there so I grabbed them both and brought them over.

I dreamt something about Kyle and Sowin, who also had died. We were there with a group of people. Sowin was being friendly with the people there, and standing straight. I noticed that he was wearing different shoes so I went over and mentioned this to him. I don’t remember if he responded or not.

I dreamt about an older tall slender guy with grey hair who was wealthy. He seemed to be around the same age as Kyle. He introduced me to his son, who could’ve been in his twenty’s. He grimaced before smiling and shaking my hand. I then said to the person on my left that he was fake.

I dreamt that the garage was at the end of the cul-de-sac, with the house a couple houses down on the right (when looking down the street). I went to the garage to get something. I wasn’t wearing pants, and was wearing the shirt I wear to bed. I was thinking that if the young family who lives on the street sees me, they would know what my garments are, because I had been told that they were members of the church.