Floating Away

I asked, “What is the meaning of the skeleton?” I dreamt that I was standing on a concrete platform, like what is at a castle or tourist area, overlooking some clear water. There was a walkway/bridge to the left that was connected to where I was. I saw some green mountains below the water. I thought I saw something white to the left floating away. I tried looking, without falling over, but didn’t see anything. Stormy clouds started forming, coming my direction. I also saw a thin dark green, but also clear, filament type thing floating toward me. I vomited … Continue reading Floating Away

Death

I asked, “The end of what?” I dreamt that people had gotten the coronavirus. They were getting their stuff together and getting ready to die, including me. I was thinking about the inside of the body shutting down and eventual death. I then remembered that I had been told in my patriarchal blessing that I would bring children into mortality. A man in a dark suit with a briefcase then showed up on the left, walking to the right. I knew he was from the church but wasn’t sure if he was a leader or just a regular member. I … Continue reading Death

Start With Those

I asked, “Is there an alternative way, other than getting pregnant, to get rid of that girl?” I dreamt something with Trump and seeing the words “Not always perfact”. I dreamt that I started working at a lady’s house that was down the street and around the corner to the left. She had a small bookstore in her house. I had some pocket planners, and regular sized ones. I looked in one of them and saw writing and cut corners. I wasn’t sure what to do with them. I went to the lady to ask what to do with them. … Continue reading Start With Those

Send A Message

I asked, “What is the meaning of the shungite and obsidian cross?” I dreamt that it was night when Ali & I were walking toward a car that looked like my dad’s that was in a corner by itself. It was facing to the left. There may have been a fence on the passenger side. The hood, which opened by the windshield, was crumpled a bit. I put my stuff in back of the driver seat since I drove the car. There were several people walking from the right, having to go around some mispositioned/misaligned/positioned randomly concrete blocks. They mentioned … Continue reading Send A Message

Get Away

I asked, “Do I need to go to a Catholic priest to get her (Utah girl) expelled from my body?” I dreamt that Ali was driving us out of a parking lot. There was a man walking beside Ali. I couldn’t see his head. I was telling Ali that we need to get away from this man. I dreamt that I was with a handful of people outside, along with two male church members. For some reason, I didn’t fully trust these men. They were dressed with trench coats, like criminals wear. They were trying to sell something to us. … Continue reading Get Away

Accepted It

I dreamt that there was a pile of dead people on top of the only survivor, who was looking out. I dreamt that the orange and white cat was back (he passed Dec. 23) and at first it threw me off but then I accepted it. (From Oct. 24, 2019) Playing I saw a young Mexican couple with their two young children, boy & girl, who were playing. I dreamt of an insect, bigger than a bee, flying around. There were some of those windows that are in strips, that look similar to blinds, that were open in front of … Continue reading Accepted It

Must Be Finished

I asked, “Is being a mother the next project?” I dreamt that I found out a girl bad been taking my mission newsletters all these years since I’ve been back. I took the one she was holding and she began to cry. I got so angry that I cursed at her and wanted to punch her but refrained. I then figured it doesn’t really matter now because I wouldn’t know/understand what’s going on. I dreamt that I was with Kyle, or someone similar, who was lying naked on the floor with his head to the right. I was looking at … Continue reading Must Be Finished

Cleaning It Up

I dreamt that I was getting up from bed with Kyle on my right. Someone dropped small pieces of food (corn?) on the bed by the pillows. I was cleaning it up. I dreamt of being outside (?) and needing to get Kyle’s black loafer shoes that were on the ground a short distance in front of us. I dreamt that new sandals were already coming apart with some of the twine (?) straps coming out/disappearing. I dreamt that I was driving slowly in front of a brown strip mall that was shaped like a “C”. I was at the … Continue reading Cleaning It Up

Wasn’t Much Left

I dreamt that I was standing in the bathroom and inserting a tampon, having a little fun with it first. Thinking of Ali, I think I told someone who was there that I didn’t know why I was using it since there wasn’t much left. I dreamt that he had something in the garage for me and wanted me to go with him to look. I dreamt that while I was looking at the black neighborhood cat outside, I was thinking that if there are any new cats who come around that they will stay outside so that I won’t … Continue reading Wasn’t Much Left

Be With Someone Else

I asked the question, “Don’t do what?” (Nov. 1, 2019) I dreamt that my skin on my legs was opening up in different spots. Some were small holes and some were big. One of the big ones was on my left thigh. There was a computer motherboard in there. I was frantic about what was happening to me. I tried to look inside my leg to see all that was there but could only see a little. There must’ve been people around me, or at least one person, who I was trying to get their attention to help me. I … Continue reading Be With Someone Else