Orchestrating

I asked, “How do I let go?” I dreamt that Ali and I were walking across a big (?) dirt and gravel lot / field between businesses that I didn’t see but knew were there. There were some chain link fences separating some (of the) areas.

In one area that we were about to walk through, two homeless looking guys were there. The guy on the left was standing, facing us. He was skinny with grey dreadlocks about shoulder length or several inches below. He only had his left arm which he was waving around, as if orchestrating. He was wearing a long sleeve shirt. We weren’t close enough for me to see what the design was but it seemed it had flowers of different sizes with a dark blue background.

The other guy was crouching / kneeling to his left. I didn’t look at him but it seems he was wearing a white shirt and had a white bucket in front of him for drumming.

Ali mentioned about the one arm guy, saying that he was dancing. He may not have noticed that the guy only had one arm.

Ali was either right next to me on my right, or was a couple steps behind (as he usually is when we walk). I was trying to get him to notice the uneasiness these guys were emitting. I either said, “Fiiri badan” (Somali = look a lot), meaning that the guy kept looking, or I only was wanting to say it.

Shortly after we passed them I noticed that they started following us. We were then out by the street, with it to our right. There was no traffic. I asked, “Where are the cops?” The traffic then showed up on the other side with a cop car in front passing us.

I turned around and saw two rows of cars within two lines of the fences with one line facing us and the other behind them facing the other way. There was a cop car in both rows.

I dreamt that I said hello to a black girl at the place where I worked. We were then somewhere where the employees had gathered to have lunch / dinner. She was there and so I figured that I had to say hello because I had said hello earlier and that I was now a part of the group.

We were in the back, or near the back. There were several rectangular tables to the right with a square table on the left. My female boss (?) was getting them ready to eat.

My parents showed up. My mom sat at the square table and seeing corn on the table, said that she likes corn. I noticed that she had gained weight in her upper part of her legs which caused her to sit higher on the chair.

I was disheartened when I had to tell her that this was for us. My dad had already gone up front to find another place to sit.

(From yesterday) Avec Moi

I asked the same question. I dreamt of the singer of Poets of the Fall, Marko Saaresto, singing Partir Avec Moi.

(From June 11, 2019) Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt something with Steve DiSchiavi from the Dead Files tv show.

I dreamt something about the DNA of other people.

(June 10, 2019) From within

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being part of a class but not in a traditional classroom. I was doing paperwork but don’t remember what it was. It was only one piece of paper.

The teacher’s black wife (?) and a girl were doing word puzzles / games to the right of me. I was thinking how they may have finished their work already and that I would rather be doing that instead but knew I had to finish my work first. (I’m not sure if these were the exact thoughts.)

The wife’s cheekbone area was shiny from being clean and a light shining on her. I knew it wasn’t coming from within.

When I finished my work I had to put my name on the back of the paper because there wasn’t room on the front. I also dated it 6-7-19, which was a Monday.

After, the teacher who was white, was talking about a music group from the ’80’s called Camper van Beethoven, as one of their calmer songs played (I only know of “Pictures of Matchstick”), with some of the other students. I was overhearing so I mentioned that I thought they had a song where the singer held his breath for a bit.

(From June 9, 2019) Before

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was walking to the right on a dirt path on a hill with a small group of people. I asked a girl who was on my left if she had been this way before.

I dreamt that an older lady was letting me borrow some / one of her clothes (for church?). I saw that I didn’t have my garment bottom on and so was going to use hers but then saw that I was wearing mine and so would use mine.

I woke with the song, “Tonight I Celebrate My Love” from Peabo Bryson and Roberta Flack.

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Let Him Go

I asked, “How do I teleport?” (Several years ago I dreamt that I was floating up in space, looking back at me, with a tunnel in back of me to my left. I knew that I was able to teleport.)

I dreamt that I was outside in Nevada with Amy, and others. I’m not sure why we were there. I saw an older lady with short grey (?) hair standing on the right corner of her lawn, watering (?) it. She was looking back at us as we passed her, going to the left.

I pointed her out to Amy and said that she looked familiar. Amy agreed and was trying to gather her thoughts (and was) saying that she was from when we lived here in Vegas.

I asked a guy where Vegas was and he pointed to the North, which was in front of us and slightly to the right. It was below some mountains / tall hills. I was able to see over the cities, seeing all the lights on, even though it was daytime.

There was a point when I was in the mountains looking at newly built houses that were in a row, across the street from me. They all had big windows in the front and were made with / light wood. The house at the end on the right was bigger and taller than the others.

I dreamt (same?) that a crow picked up a hawk from the ground, causing the hawk to make a noise / squeal, flying off with it. A gang then came around, surrounding them. One of the gang was able to steal the hawk away, flying off with it.

It flew low enough for me to reach up (jumping?) and slap the hawk / crows feet so that the hawk would be released. I yelled / said loudly, “Let him go!” They flew off to the right and behind me so I don’t know what happened.

(From yesterday) Looking Back

I asked the same question. I saw someone in a canoe (?) out in stormy water.

I dreamt that I was in the back middle of a car that wasn’t moving. Sara was to my left and Barbie (?) was to my right. Looking out the front window, I saw an older lady (profile looking like grandma when she was able to drive), looking to her left, driving past us a ways from left to right.

It looked like grandma’s car but with an extended platform (?) going around / extending from the car, at least in front and back and on passenger side. The back had stacked white plastic cups, as if for a party. I didn’t notice what the other things were.

I excitedly exclaimed, “That’s grandma’s car!” several times. Sara then started to get emotional and so I figured that I should also and was saying something about missing her, and I think that there was something that reminded me of her.

Grandma then appeared in the passenger seat, looking back at us. She was asking what I was saying. Looking at Sara, I shrugged a little, hesitating to say anything because of her bad hearing. Eventually, I told her about the car. She just said, “Oh.”

I dreamt of two bald, or nearly bald, men, and then seeing them back in the ’70’s. They were standing up on desks (?) in a newsroom. The one on the right had curly blonde hair. He was talking but don’t remember what he was saying.

A guy then showed up on my left and as he was passing me, matter of factly said that (blonde guy) Bernie’s (Sanders) pants were dirty in the back and to clean them in a month. I was wondering what was in a month and then realized that it was July 4th.

(From June 4, 2019) In The Light

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I saw a blonde dog with a couple of baby red foxes. I later saw them next to my bedroom door (opened to the left), in the dark. The dog (head next to the door) was nursing the foxes, looking up at me. I realized it was the foxes because of seeing the red and white tail of the left one in the light and remembering that I had seen them earlier.

I dreamt of the Property Brothers at the house of their clients. Drew was standing to the right of Jonathan and the husband was standing to the right of his wife.

Drew was wearing a light jacket and trying to get the bottom of the zipper undone. As he was doing so, the husband mentioned to Drew that he looked nice, as a compliment and not creepy. Drew then gave up, and said, “I don’t know why I even bother”, zipping it back up a little.

Mountains

(From May 31, 2019)

I asked, “What is the portal?” I envisioned that I was about to go to congratulate Ali and the Utah girl on their marriage / wedding.

I dreamt that I was in the mountains, or a hilly part of town, riding a bike to church with the family. When we got to a corner to turn right, I went back, without knowing the rest of the way, because there was some time left before it started. I got out of my dress and relaxed sideways across my (full?) bed on my back for a bit.

As time got closer, I went to where some people were outside and asked a guy what the other modes of transportation were, having to repeat the beginning of the sentence first, for getting to church, because it was getting cold and stormy / cloudy, otherwise I would take my bike.

(From June 1, 2019) Utah

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at one of the ends in a white sports complex (in Utah at U of U?) with a lot of people. There either had been a basketball game played, or I knew that it was played here.

There was a Middle Eastern (?) man who kept having to move to different spaces to pray because of the amount of people. Seems that he settled in front of some tall doors.

There was a table there (?) in a separate room (?) that was a little too long, so the end was cut off. A lady came and was shown what had happened. She seemed OK with it.

I dreamt that a lady had gone to her rural area garden at dusk, with a friend, to harvest (?). It may have been in France. There was a street in front of it without any traffic on it.

She had horses, or only one, and was calling out to them / him while she was standing. A horse came running from the right side.

There was an African guy waiting to be picked up (bus?). I was in a high vehicle in the back (?) and said an African word to him. I think he got in and either was here to help or agreed to do so.

I dreamt that I was somewhere on the left of a man and woman who were playing a board game. She had a hamburger that had somehow gotten behind her on the right having come apart. They mentioned that a huge fly had landed on the meat before she got it back together.

They asked if I would like to join them and I did. I may have had a bite of her hamburger or one of my own (?).

I dreamt that I was spending the night at Briana’s. She was in bed with her dad, with her head at the other end. She mentioned to me about pulling the grey ends of the sheets / bedding at the corner because she was getting cold (?) / feeling a breeze. I helped smooth it out.

During the night, I went to use the restroom, not closing the door because I was used to keeping it open. I heard a couple knocks at the door, thinking it odd at this time of night, and got up to close the door, that was to the left of me, as her dad went to get the door.

I dreamt that a lady was telling me to go find the Utah girl and I flat out told her no.

(From June 2, 2019) Snow

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was outside with other people. Seems we were waiting for someone / thing. There was a small layer of snow of the ground that wasn’t old but also wasn’t new. I picked up a ball of some that had some dried grass blades (?) in it. A girl told me not to eat it. I was thinking that I could if I wanted to. I don’t remember what I did with it.

Someone threw up some fairy dust up in the air, or saw it there, and mentioned it to everyone. The colors I remember were soft pink on top and purple on bottom.

There was a girl there who was shorter than me, heavy, semi long light brunette hair. Her facial features were on the borderline of being down syndrome. She was able to make herself invisible. There was an older man there who wanted to be with her, going after her. She found a couch around a corner to the left of where this guy was. She decided to lounge there to rest away from him. I gave her a questioning look about whether that would / could be a good place.

The guy finally found the couch and this girl relented and decided to let him see and touch her.

I dreamt that there was a giant couch made of concrete in the middle of a body of water between Canada and the states. It was facing the states. It was a reminder for us to be friendly with each other.

(From June 3, 2019) Already Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy was pressing a gun to the left side of a guy who was laying on his side. I don’t remember what the guy with the gun was initially supposed to do but he shot a couple rounds into the other guy’s body, saying a word or two as he did so. The words I woke with the words “File” and Folder” though those weren’t the words he was saying.

The guy being shot had an x over his lips like bullets have. I don’t remember if he was already dead or not. Possible he was.

There was a different reason why the shooter was there with the body but he was evil and turned it into something sinister.

I dreamt that a guy was underneath a commercial BMW lawnmower but it wasn’t hurting him. I was looking at the guy through the perspective of the lawnmower, as if I was it. The view shifted slightly so that I could see it to the left of me, showing the “nose” end of it. It was grey.

At first it was the open kind with the seat on top of a disc but then it changed so that it had a “door” (?) like a dune buggy.

I dreamt that I was somewhere with mom and Micalanne. I pronounced Mic’s name as “Mecalawn” with a slight accent (?). It had something to do with painting / dying nylons. I didn’t see hers but some people who were also there were laughing at hers because of the way she drew her line. Someone showed her how simple it was to make a straight line, as in a graph. Seems it was pointing down at an angle.

I dreamt something to do with Candace Cameron Bure and that she had been invited to go somewhere during the holidays. She talked to the people at the Hallmark channel to see if they wanted to document her journey there.

There was a 2-3 ft. gnome (?) that rotated, sitting / setting on top of a table, doing something with its arms. It was black and the background was also black / dark so it was hard to see much of the details. I’m not sure if it was in her house, where she went to, or where it was. It was a Christmas decoration.

Mommy

I asked, “Where is the portal?” I dreamt that a couple were house hunting. I was on top of some framing in / by a shower of a bathroom that was being renovated when they came to the house I was in. This shower was as tall as I was on the framing and the shower head was facing left. It had dark gray (?) tiles. They based their decision on a shower. I don’t remember if it was this one or another one.

The framing had a blanket covering it along with something shorter on the left side. I then was holding a kangaroo in my right arm. Scared, I was calling out to mom for help in getting down because I was worried that I could fall and hurt myself / break my ankles. I was calling her, “Mommy”.

I dreamt that I was at a small Starbucks with two girls, on my left. One of them ordered a venti green tea. I asked her if she had tried the matcha frappucino and she said no. I think I bought that one. As I was asking her, I was also thinking about the grasshopper (added java chips).

There was only one guy working. He was wanting to process my card / payment through a small black (travel size?) bag that he was holding up by the counter in front of us.

As he was doing so, a line started to form behind us that was long enough to go around the workstation and back up against the wall so that it formed a question mark. I didn’t notice any impatience among them.

This guy wasn’t able to complete the transaction so he went over to the register which was on the right, to complete it.

I dreamt that I was at a pool where there was a swim meet. I was at the finish side on the right. The swimmers were on the other side of the diving board and their faces were blocked / obscured. There was a winner’s podium on that side as well. It was also blocked so as not to be able to see who the winners were but sensed there were some girls.

After the race, I farted and saw it floating past in front of me. Fortunately there was no smell to it.

I sat down and clipped my right big toe toenail. There was some lint looking stuff in the corner so I cleaned it out. There may have been someone on my left as I was doing so who was a little disgusted that I would be doing that here.

(From yesterday) New Real Estate

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Tony Shalhoub was a new college professor. In the beginning, he was timid but started relaxing as time went on. One day (the next year?) when he came in (I’m seeing through his eyes) there was a fan behind him (didn’t see) blowing a folder that was on his desk so he put something on it to weigh it down / keep it from blowing away.

He then sat in his chair and still a bit timid talking to them, asked the class about moving to new real estate, to get a discussion started / going.

There were two adults sitting on his left. One was a woman who whispered to the other who was on her left, that he was still having trouble getting the students to open up. They may have been from administration.

As he was asking this question, he was flipping through a newspaper for something. A couple of the pages had comics on them. On the left side was a square one panel comic of a parent sitting on the floor, facing right, looking at an open book with a child standing in front of them. The book had written on it something about other ideas, which was also written below the square.

I dreamt that Mark had gone to see the Phantom of the Opera and I wished that I had gone. At the end of dream, a lady gave me a present of a bunch of travel size body wash gels wrapped up in cellophane. I mentioned to mom that I didn’t need to worry about getting any for a long time, only toothpaste and toothbrush.

(From May 27, 2019) Lap

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had my laptop on my lap when it suddenly turned off.

I dreamt that Lowe’s was at the top of a steep dirt hill. It was then turned into a shopping center. Mark and I went to check it out, taking separate vehicles. After I parked, I didn’t see Mark’s car so figured he parked elsewhere.

Gwen and Val were there. One of them was a giant. I’m thinking it may have been Gwen.

I was telling a girl / lady that she should buy an expensive white knee length dress for an upcoming festival (?). It may have been two pieces.

Mark had a young family there who were waiting / looking for him so that they could leave. I found him lounging doing his own thing.

Outside Mark showed up was a more beat up version of Kyle’s station wagon. The hood was up, in reverse, and the driver seat was pushed up. I was about to climb in with the engine when I realized what I was doing / about to do.

I dreamt that I took a crafter’s sponge paintbrush and stuck it up in my vagina.

I dreamt that two cats were in the back walking toward the house to come in. I asked Ali how the Siamese had gotten out. As they got closer, I realized that it was the cross eyed looking one instead.

(From May 26, 2019) Lottery

I asked the same question. Lottery came to mind.

I dreamt about a blonde guy that I was dating. He was carrying me inside and I was thinking how weird it was for him to look at me and realize that he liked me.

He was then preparing dinner / food while I was across the room having fun with other people. I stopped for a bit and wondered if I should help him but then thought that I didn’t want to be someone who I wasn’t so I continued with what I was doing.

Present

I asked the same question. Before falling asleep, I saw my dad’s hands on the shoulders of a young boy in front of him. Keeping his hands there, he pushed the boy forward, presenting him to me. I didn’t see the boy’s face as I was concentrating on my dad’s hands. The name David then came to mind.

I dreamt that I had an open glass (?) door in my room to the backyard with a closed screen. The mother cat and the orange tabby were there. I opened the screen from the left and the mother came in while the orange stayed out for a bit before coming in.

(From May 11, 2019) Stay

I asked, “Why am I still here in this house?” I dreamt that I was with a female I knew, in the dream. We were on the third floor / level. We got in an elevator. I was to stay on this level, which I was thankful for.

The elevator slowly went up and down and I couldn’t understand why. I finally realized that I hadn’t pushed the button. I either did or was about to when I woke up.

I dreamt that I was at Golden Valley jr high and the students were outside and some were fighting. I saw a woman employee sitting at a patio area, facing to the left of me, talking with someone (student?). Some of her face was covered with small pieces of shadows, as if she were sitting by a tree and the leaves were shading her.

There was a lady that was saying she was a “Tralioner”, incorporating the lion mascot (we were the knights) into the word “trainer”. I recognized her from her picture when we were going to school here.

(From May 10, 2019) Fresh Meat

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Mr. Rogers came in through the door on the left, throwing (?) a buffalo hide to the right. He then had his back mostly toward me.

His wife was in the kitchen (?), standing on the right, with her back also mostly toward me. She asked him if he had skinned the buffalo. He said no (Of course not because of his kindness and tenderness. This was known in the dream.) and named off some names of his friends.

There were then two young blonde surfer (?) guys who found a bite size of fresh meat with one of them eating it. I think I asked them something and they responded. I then asked if they were on vacation and they responded that they were in the Philippines.

I dreamt that I was at my parents house collecting the old sponges, with the green scrubber, from the storage / utility closet / pantry on a top shelf. Mom asked me to do something but I continued with what I was doing.

Before my dad died (in dream), he took a random picture of Steve while he was walking. Steve ended up being blurry at an angle on the bottom right corner with his head near the middle, facing left. He was wearing a dark blue shirt / sweater.

I dreamt that I was drinking through a straw tasting samples of different drinks. I was thinking that the people there were wondering what I was doing.

I then was outside and barely saw a long snake on a tree I was about to pass. It seemed to be about 6 – 8 ft long. It’s head area was wrapped around a branch on the right with the body going up the tree.

I was about to get ready to take a picture when a tall man, dressed in scrubs walking from right to left, grabbed it and took a big bite out of it. I didn’t watch him as he was walking so I don’t know what he did after taking the bite. I had a feeling that he chewed it.

Lust

I asked, “What is the meaning of the toxic water?” I saw Ali at a table across from the Utah girl. He was getting up to go on his way. She was lusting after him to have sex because he was black and African.

I dreamt something about rolled up receipts (?), knowing that I had seen money inside. Turning it around several times, I finally saw the money and saying to myself that I knew it was there.

I dreamt about people in Ireland. There was a girl who had cancer (?). There was a different girl who finally realized what another girl (or one with cancer?) had done (several) years prior. She solemnly said, “She hung herself.”

(From yesterday) Weight

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Johnny Depp picked me up and took me to another spot in the room we were in. As he was doing so I worried that my weight would be too much for him. He only gave a slight indication that it was but continued on.

(From May 1, 2019) Crumbling

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was a passenger in a car. I’m not sure if my mom or a random lady was driving. We were driving in an area that was (all) lit up with bright colors. I told her to watch where she was going because she wasn’t paying attention to the road.

We ended up going over a cliff but stayed level. We then were without the car and falling on our own. I was scared because I didn’t know what we were going to land on because there was a blanket (?) beneath us covering our view / vision.

When we landed, though, I don’t remember seeing the other woman but she may still have been there. We landed on solid ground inside a home. There was a small cat figurine, made from / out of felt (?), from the 1950’s, pointing to the right.

Someone was touching the head on the right side and it started to crumble. I think I was telling someone to be careful when touching it.

(From April 30, 2019)

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had a sore below my lips on my right side. I knew that I would sometimes pick at the scab. This time there was a bump underneath.

When I picked it this time the blood was thick and a maroon / plum color. Instead of flowing down, it flowed under my lips to the left and then up to my nose. It stopped above my nostril, resting on it.

Knowledge

I asked, “How do I block the negative entities from entering the house?” I dreamt something with Scot walking with a small group of people and teaching them. He mentioned knowledge.

(From yesterday) Bikini

I asked, ” Did that (Utah) girl ask Ali to have sex in August?” As I was asking the question I saw her in a bikini.

I dreamt that someone had matching blue shirts made for Dirk Nowitzky and team for his last game. They all wore them during the game.

(These next ones are vague)

I dreamt that I was with Amy (and maybe Micalanne). I don’t remember what was going on but we fell through the earth to the next level below. There was a city there. I don’t remember what was happening, or how long we were there because we fell through again to the next level below that one.

There was something covering our surroundings so that we weren’t able to see what was going on as we were falling. I was scared, almost terrified because of not knowing and what we might land on.

We ended up in another city with small blue beings that may have been smaller than babies. One of them told me that I had been there before.

Somewhere there was a butterfly that flew toward me on my left that surprised me as it did so. There was also a frog sculpture.

There was a mother, with short blue hair, and son who usually have lunch together on Sunday’s but weren’t able to this time because I showed up, so they got together either on the following Tuesday or Thursday.

I mentioned something about the crust of the earth up top. Maybe to the being who told me that I had been there before. I was wondering how it was possible to be down here when it was supposed to be so hot.

We then somehow got back up on the top and someone said to us, “Welcome Home.”

I dreamt that Jerusalem was next to Sweden, with Jerusalem on the right and Sweden on the left. No one was at the border. A Jewish lady stepped over to Sweden to defect, daring whoever was with her, who I didn’t see, to come and take her back. No one did so she took off, running over to the green hills.

In The Past

I asked, “What is the mission?” I dreamt something with Drew Scott.

I dreamt that I was lying next to Kyle, on his right side. There was a blanket covering us, or maybe only him. There were other people there, who I didn’t see.

We were all involved doing the same thing. We had to identify the person next to us. I didn’t see Kyle’s face, because of being covered, but I saw his stomach and knew that it was him.

I then saw that his right leg had been amputated at the mid thigh. It still looked open though it was healed. On the sides were thin pieces of skin dangling, as if they were tendrils. He said that it was because it had had a heart attack. He repeated “had had” to emphasize that it had been in the past.

I dreamt of seeing a red car outside with an elongated front. It was facing to the right. It wasn’t moving and I didn’t see any other vehicles. I was thinking that it was a Mercedes but saw the top of the hood that had an “R” with a circle around it, on the middle where the bump / crease / seam is. I then realized that it was a Rolls Royce.

I dreamt that I was wearing nice men’s clothes and I was telling a guy, on my right (or in front?), that they were borrowed.

I dreamt of a cat with newborn kittens nursing, on my right, in front of me. There was a wolf wanting to eat them. I saw that he had already gotten one of them, seeing only the spine.

He had another one in his mouth and I was trying to get it out while I was telling him, “NO!” He didn’t press down on my fingers. I was wondering if this was the way I lost my fingers in a previous dream.

There was also a wildlife cat but wasn’t much involved.

(From April 3, 2019) Spirit

I have been asking, “Who is finishing his mission?” I’ve only been remembering short pieces. I dreamt of seeing a coffin of a girl who had died. I think there was a flower up where the neck would’ve been, with a fabric draped over that section at an angle with the top on the left side. It may have been a shawl(?).

I dreamt that I was taking some of my stuff out (of a house?) and would be back for the rest.

I dreamt something about my spirit being separated from my body, still being alive.

(From March 31, 2019) Spider

I asked the same question. I dreamt of waking up with a cherry size spider bite on the back bottom right side of my neck. I asked someone, standing behind me on my right, if it was white (on top). I then said that when there’s white, I can squeeze it all out.

(From March 30, 2019) Younger Guy

I asked the same question. I dreamt of seeing about 3 small sail boats parked up on the side of a hill in the middle, facing to the right. I commented to someone that the first one reminded me of the men’s dress shoes from the 20’s – 30’s because the tip and front sides, by the tip, were painted a reddish (rust?) type of color.

I dreamt (same dream?) that I was with people inside a church. There was some type of event going on. There were two guys who I felt were interested in me. One of them was Wilhelm (?), and the other was a younger guy who I used to go to the same church with (with Kyle), and worked with at D.I. I was telling someone that, in the end, I would choose the younger guy because there was more of a connection.

A guy brought in a life sized cross for his entry (for whatever was going on) and I was saying that I remembered my mom saying that we don’t use crosses because we worship the living Christ. Pres. Gordon B. Hinckley was there and went to look at the Bishop’s guidebook, that was on the stand to the left, for an answer. The chapel had a dark red color to it, with two narrow stained glass windows with a small section of wall between, in front of us, where he wanted to put the cross.

I hadn’t started my entry because I was helping others and I was thinking that I would be able to do mine afterwards because of the help I was giving.

Suicide

I asked the question, “What is the meaning of the dead horses?” I got the words, “He committed suicide for the sake of the children.” Seems that there may have been a dream to go along with this but I don’t remember.

I dreamt that I got up to feed the cats and I wasn’t able to turn on the table light. I then realized that I had unplugged it. The sun came / was up, so I didn’t need it.

I dreamt something with John Cena.

I dreamt of watching a movie with Julia Roberts. She had done something correctly, and was excited about it.

On her way home (she was driving a Mercedes), she saw someone driving, on a higher road to her left, who she didn’t want to see, so she continued on the lower road that she was on. As she was driving, there was a pothole or two and it felt like I was actually in the car with her feeling the bumps.

I dreamt that I was watching a Hallmark movie with Danica McKellar being excited over something and then waiting for a guy who had gone through a door to the left.

I dreamt that there was a young(ish) Mexican family sitting on one side of a picnic table. There was a girl who was ready to move to Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. It was dangerous there and Mexicans were the only ones who wanted to move there.

The word “Azores” was in my mind as I was waking up.

(From yesterday) Looking Forward

I asked the same question. I dreamt of looking at a picture of a baby (may have been twins?) sitting on the right thigh of the mother. Both (all) had four eyes. They were looking forward. There was a guy on my right pointing out the eyes to a guy on my left.

Don’t Want To

I asked, “Will I have children from Ali?” I dreamt that I was in a women’s restroom and a couple guys came in who wanted to use it. I told a woman there that I didn’t want to use / share a restroom with guys.

(From Oct 2, 2017 Flexible)

I dreamt that I was watching a group of dancers. Most (?) of them were gay, and I was thinking that they must like dancing because they’re flexible.

(From Sept 30, 2017 Trees)

I saw a small circle vision of a row / path of trees. 

(From Sept 28, 2017 One Last Cry)

I dreamt that I had a lot of children. 

I dreamt that all the family, and friends, got together to be with / celebrate grandma one last time. Mickey suggested that we all have one last cry. Jackie said a prayer and prayed that grandma would wait until her aunt showed up. Phyllis started crying as she started to leave.

Mark’s family was still young, and he had remarried a lady with long blonde hair, tall, and lean. Steven was on a window seat, and she was making sure that he didn’t roll off. 

There were Siamese cats there playing around. It was night. They looked like Ali’s, and I knew that they weren’t because I wouldn’t have brought them, but for some reason, it was a little unsettling / perplexing.

(From Sept 27, 2017 Big House)

I dreamt that Melania Trump was going to a big house. I think Donald was going to come later. 

(From Sept 26, 2017 Terminal)

I dreamt of a church chorister who had a terminal illness. She got the choir together to tell them. Her hair was already thinning. She had had this illness since a child, but wasn’t affected by it until now. 

There was a relative in bed with her husband, wondering why her doctor brother couldn’t help. 

(From Sept 25, 2017 Mother)

I dreamt of being a mother, and changing a poop diaper.