Let Him Go

I asked, “How do I teleport?” (Several years ago I dreamt that I was floating up in space, looking back at me, with a tunnel in back of me to my left. I knew that I was able to teleport.)

I dreamt that I was outside in Nevada with Amy, and others. I’m not sure why we were there. I saw an older lady with short grey (?) hair standing on the right corner of her lawn, watering (?) it. She was looking back at us as we passed her, going to the left.

I pointed her out to Amy and said that she looked familiar. Amy agreed and was trying to gather her thoughts (and was) saying that she was from when we lived here in Vegas.

I asked a guy where Vegas was and he pointed to the North, which was in front of us and slightly to the right. It was below some mountains / tall hills. I was able to see over the cities, seeing all the lights on, even though it was daytime.

There was a point when I was in the mountains looking at newly built houses that were in a row, across the street from me. They all had big windows in the front and were made with / light wood. The house at the end on the right was bigger and taller than the others.

I dreamt (same?) that a crow picked up a hawk from the ground, causing the hawk to make a noise / squeal, flying off with it. A gang then came around, surrounding them. One of the gang was able to steal the hawk away, flying off with it.

It flew low enough for me to reach up (jumping?) and slap the hawk / crows feet so that the hawk would be released. I yelled / said loudly, “Let him go!” They flew off to the right and behind me so I don’t know what happened.

(From yesterday) Looking Back

I asked the same question. I saw someone in a canoe (?) out in stormy water.

I dreamt that I was in the back middle of a car that wasn’t moving. Sara was to my left and Barbie (?) was to my right. Looking out the front window, I saw an older lady (profile looking like grandma when she was able to drive), looking to her left, driving past us a ways from left to right.

It looked like grandma’s car but with an extended platform (?) going around / extending from the car, at least in front and back and on passenger side. The back had stacked white plastic cups, as if for a party. I didn’t notice what the other things were.

I excitedly exclaimed, “That’s grandma’s car!” several times. Sara then started to get emotional and so I figured that I should also and was saying something about missing her, and I think that there was something that reminded me of her.

Grandma then appeared in the passenger seat, looking back at us. She was asking what I was saying. Looking at Sara, I shrugged a little, hesitating to say anything because of her bad hearing. Eventually, I told her about the car. She just said, “Oh.”

I dreamt of two bald, or nearly bald, men, and then seeing them back in the ’70’s. They were standing up on desks (?) in a newsroom. The one on the right had curly blonde hair. He was talking but don’t remember what he was saying.

A guy then showed up on my left and as he was passing me, matter of factly said that (blonde guy) Bernie’s (Sanders) pants were dirty in the back and to clean them in a month. I was wondering what was in a month and then realized that it was July 4th.

(From June 4, 2019) In The Light

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I saw a blonde dog with a couple of baby red foxes. I later saw them next to my bedroom door (opened to the left), in the dark. The dog (head next to the door) was nursing the foxes, looking up at me. I realized it was the foxes because of seeing the red and white tail of the left one in the light and remembering that I had seen them earlier.

I dreamt of the Property Brothers at the house of their clients. Drew was standing to the right of Jonathan and the husband was standing to the right of his wife.

Drew was wearing a light jacket and trying to get the bottom of the zipper undone. As he was doing so, the husband mentioned to Drew that he looked nice, as a compliment and not creepy. Drew then gave up, and said, “I don’t know why I even bother”, zipping it back up a little.

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Secret

I asked, “Is time travel possible?” I dreamt that someone was being told that something was dead and not to go there, wherever they wanted to go.

I dreamt something about something having to do with secret combinations.

(From April 29,2019) Toxic

I dreamt of someone saying, “Remember (?), the water is toxic.”

I dreamt of being up on a public (enclosed?) platform (?) / balcony (?) and someone needing to cut a hole in a wall, with some windows, (window wall) to make a passageway to the other side.

(Prior week(end)) One Episode Left

I dreamt of a lady on one of those home remodeling shows. When I first saw her, she was Marie but then I saw her happily having fun walking backwards on the left side of the street by a corner, as a different person, and then vanished because there was only one more episode left of the show.

I dreamt that grandma was putting on a purple felt type hat (fedora?) as the family were walking past some stores (?) on the left. After she took it off, the color stayed on the top of her hair.

(From April 23, 2019) Different Name

I asked, “How do I block the negative entities from entering the house?’ The words “Use (?) a different name” were going through my head.

I dreamt that I wouldn’t help the family with my things / stuff (?). I told them no.

There were several boys (7-10?), maybe a girl (?), and they had some fish in a tank. One was (almost?) transparent. I wondered where it came from.

I dreamt that I went to an Asian restaurant, putting the ice I had in several cups into one cup and then throwing the others away. I remembered about seeing / reading to use soda to bring flowers back to life. I was going to fill the cup but there were men there around the soda machine so I didn’t want to get any.

The restaurant had double doors and there was a short man cleaning the space between the doors. There was some of the sponge floor, the type with holes that are used for standing on, missing. The man was cleaning that section. I stepped over it and he questioningly said (something to that effect), “Isn’t it great to have the other parts (?) of the floor?”

I dreamt that I was walking home at night. I was thinking that the route was almost similar to Waterman in San Bernardino by the church and Golden Valley and if someone were to pick me up, I would ask them if they knew that area so that they would have an understanding of where I was going / needed to go.

I then see a shadow on the sidewalk in front of me on my right. I turned around and saw an older man with a raised fork, with chocolate cake remnants, in his right hand. I wasn’t scared, telling myself that Heavenly Father had my back, knowing my life was in God’s hands and whatever happened was as it should be.

He lunged the fork at me but didn’t touch me. He did this a couple times then grabbed me. I then became “scared”. (I thought that this was what I was supposed to do and feel. I was also thinking how Ali had had a dream, or something, where he saw this happening and that’s another reason why I wasn’t scared.) There was a church on my right with several people outside by the door.

I tried yelling to get their attention but wasn’t able to make any noise. They were going inside but I kept trying. Finally, before the last one, a man, went in, I made some noise which got his attention. I think I was trying to say “Heavenly Father”.

Lithuania came to mind.

I dreamt that I was hugging Kyle and I was taller than him.

I dreamt that there were some people from the North countries (from several centuries ago?) showed up. They were dressed in all white for early Winter. Their boots were felt / wool moccasin type boots without (the) laces. They were about mid calf height / ankle boots, also white / creme. They may have been fur lined.

I dreamt that I had to leave but I didn’t right away. There was a guy with curly hair and glasses. He was standing to my left next to me. There were other people there. I was in the early stages of pregnancy. I told him, “It is” so that he would know that the baby was his without letting the others know.

I was then sitting at a table, talking to the other people. My legs were open and I started to feel something underneath when I felt a tongue stick inside my vulva / vagina. It was this guy.

I dreamt something about a group of people who must’ve been part of a non-denominational church. A female passed out the “sacrament”. I saw her bringing it in to the group. There was something about having to drink tea and eat certain food to be a part of the group. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to do that.

I was given a collage of women’s faces (from the 80’s) that I had to choose one of them and lick. I was hesitant because of not knowing who else had done this before me. There was a blonde woman near the top on the right side so I chose her.

The guy with the curly hair may have been part of the group. There was a lady who walked past me on my left from back to front. She was wearing a black string leotard thing with a sheer black lingerie kimono over it. As she walked by, I was asking myself, “Whaaaat…is she wearing?”

Basketball

I asked, “What is the meaning of the woma/en taking my space?” I saw a vague face missing a nose.

I remember one of the dreams had something to do with basketball. (Ali first met the Utah girl while playing.)

(From May 18, 2019) School

I asked, “Where did I need to go?” I dreamt that Ali and I were driving to a male student’s house of his to take him a peanut butter cookie. I didn’t see Ali but knew that he was there. This student lived up in the mountains.

As I was driving the roads to get up there, my vision / awareness was as if I was looking drowsily out of a back side window. My driving was a little erratic but I was able to stay in control.

There was a short part that was a steep climb up. I had to go at it full force. I thought we were going to topple over because of the angle but we made it. Shortly / right after that there was a small dip before the road leveled out.

When we got up to the beginning (?) of the town there was a fork in the road that went to the right, passing a school. Some people were standing outside. We continued on, passing it.

We finally made it to the house, with it being on our right, looking like a regular house instead of a “mountain” house. It may have been (starting to get) dark when we got there.

The student had just returned home from a bike ride, and looked like it. I had two cookies that were sealed individually in the same plastic. He took his cookie out and took a bite when he noticed that he had unsealed the other cookie (chocolate?) and tried to seal it back up. I told him not to worry about it.

I wondered why we brought him the cookie instead of him getting one here in town.

Before I woke up I saw four entertainer ladies standing side by side each holding a microphone. They were singing short lyrics of different songs before the show started that they were here for. The last one was, “Bring me home”, sung in a happy tune.

(From May 17, 2019) Return

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had returned to my mission area because I missed being with the guys. One of the names started with an “A” and was short. There was a down syndrome missionary who liked to draw.

I dreamt (same dream?) that there was a restaurant that was more expensive than the casual / family dining restaurants. I saw it on the right side with the door facing to the left, as if in a strip mall. The food was good but didn’t take long to eat / the experience didn’t last long.

I saw some people walking out. One of them was a tall older man who comes to Starbucks now and then with his wife. At some point he told me that a strand of my hair had touched him first ( while he was walking?).

I then was talking to a girl that was across from me telling her about the restaurant but couldn’t remember the name, or the pizza place next to it. She commented that my memory was fading.

I dreamt that I was at a restaurant and we were given small black purse like pockets that you squeeze to open, with another pocket on the side, to put our trash in. I was looking in the one I was given and kept finding dimes. I felt like I was “lucky”.

The End

I asked, “Where did I need to go?” Utah came to mind.

I dreamt that I was at a church meeting. There were roughly several hundred people. I was sitting on the left. The chairs were the metal folding chairs. I had been asked to say the closing prayer. I was scared because of the amount of people but I did it.

After I got up, I stayed back where my seat was instead of going up front, four blonde women came and took my seat and the ones next to it, causing me to eventually taking the seat at the end. I couldn’t be upset because the seat was empty from me standing up.

As I was saying the prayer, a guy started speaking over an intercom. I then said into the air, “How can I talk with you talking?” There were also people somewhere walking around doing whatever they were there for.

(From May 9, 2019) Clear

I asked, “What is the meaning of the fan?” I dreamt that I thought I had heard it raining but when I got up, to feed the cats, I saw that it was a clear day.

I dreamt that the sun had come up and I needed to wake up to feed the cats. Seems my mom was there. I was so tired that I sat up on the couch with my eyes closed because I was having a hard time opening them. I finally got up and saw that the cats still had plenty of food.

I dreamt that I was watching a movie (?) of a couple cops outside an apartment building looking for someone. The stairs protruded out and one of them, a lady, was standing on the left side looking up describing about the process of finding this person. She was saying something about them going up to a room up at the top floor. I was anticipating that she was going to say that they found this person had hung himself.

I dreamt that it was still dark outside and I was woken from hearing Ali closing doors loudly in the hallway. I then heard a knock / doorbell and heard someone say something and then said, “Sir”. I thought a neighbor had called the police because they were concerned about all the noise.

The person turned out to be a skinny young black guy. He needed to go back out for something. I knew the door would lock behind him. Before he left I saw two gold watches that he had dropped on the couch. As he turned to walk back out I saw that his shorts were below his butt showing his boxers.

Ali came to me before the guy showed up saying that he was going to go get us some food for breakfast. He said what it was but I don’t remember. He seemed anxious as he was telling me, still getting dressed.

After this guy went back out, I asked Ali who the guy was but don’t think he answered. I don’t remember. I asked Ali who he was and where he was going. He gave me a name but couldn’t understand him because it was mumbled a bit and said that he’s going out to get some sort of rock broccoli. He may have said pizza rock broccoli but I also couldn’t understand him when he said the first word.

After the guy went outside, Ali went back to finish getting ready and I followed. He now looked like Steve and so I told him that after asking the questions and Ali answering. I don’t know if they were separate dreams or if they were intertwined.

I dreamt that there was a guy who had his legs previously disabled from something before I saw him. He had a small private jet/ passenger plane that he spent the majority of his time in up in the air but not as the pilot. He had a small older lady with him who had a ragged weathered face.

I was up with him during one of the trips. I was thinking that maybe he was the one with money who would be the one to take care of me. I was thinking that after awhile it doesn’t feel like being up in the air.

He was across from me relaxing, facing toward the back where the lady was sitting at a desk facing us and maybe talking with us. This trip was one where he comes back down to earth to get supplies from his warehouse, which was in a desert setting.

I then saw him sitting in a chair outside. He had 4 packs of Marlboro cigarettes with him, two on each side. I knew that he was a member of the church and he may have been through the temple. I was wondering about the connection of those but don’t remember. I think it was something about him still being a smoker even though he had gone through the temple
(It’s kinda hazy).

I’m next in a big room with a lot of people. Briana is there. I ask her to say the closing prayer and she’s fine with it. Something happens, or needs to happen first, before she does so.

Present

I asked the same question. Before falling asleep, I saw my dad’s hands on the shoulders of a young boy in front of him. Keeping his hands there, he pushed the boy forward, presenting him to me. I didn’t see the boy’s face as I was concentrating on my dad’s hands. The name David then came to mind.

I dreamt that I had an open glass (?) door in my room to the backyard with a closed screen. The mother cat and the orange tabby were there. I opened the screen from the left and the mother came in while the orange stayed out for a bit before coming in.

(From May 11, 2019) Stay

I asked, “Why am I still here in this house?” I dreamt that I was with a female I knew, in the dream. We were on the third floor / level. We got in an elevator. I was to stay on this level, which I was thankful for.

The elevator slowly went up and down and I couldn’t understand why. I finally realized that I hadn’t pushed the button. I either did or was about to when I woke up.

I dreamt that I was at Golden Valley jr high and the students were outside and some were fighting. I saw a woman employee sitting at a patio area, facing to the left of me, talking with someone (student?). Some of her face was covered with small pieces of shadows, as if she were sitting by a tree and the leaves were shading her.

There was a lady that was saying she was a “Tralioner”, incorporating the lion mascot (we were the knights) into the word “trainer”. I recognized her from her picture when we were going to school here.

(From May 10, 2019) Fresh Meat

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Mr. Rogers came in through the door on the left, throwing (?) a buffalo hide to the right. He then had his back mostly toward me.

His wife was in the kitchen (?), standing on the right, with her back also mostly toward me. She asked him if he had skinned the buffalo. He said no (Of course not because of his kindness and tenderness. This was known in the dream.) and named off some names of his friends.

There were then two young blonde surfer (?) guys who found a bite size of fresh meat with one of them eating it. I think I asked them something and they responded. I then asked if they were on vacation and they responded that they were in the Philippines.

I dreamt that I was at my parents house collecting the old sponges, with the green scrubber, from the storage / utility closet / pantry on a top shelf. Mom asked me to do something but I continued with what I was doing.

Before my dad died (in dream), he took a random picture of Steve while he was walking. Steve ended up being blurry at an angle on the bottom right corner with his head near the middle, facing left. He was wearing a dark blue shirt / sweater.

I dreamt that I was drinking through a straw tasting samples of different drinks. I was thinking that the people there were wondering what I was doing.

I then was outside and barely saw a long snake on a tree I was about to pass. It seemed to be about 6 – 8 ft long. It’s head area was wrapped around a branch on the right with the body going up the tree.

I was about to get ready to take a picture when a tall man, dressed in scrubs walking from right to left, grabbed it and took a big bite out of it. I didn’t watch him as he was walking so I don’t know what he did after taking the bite. I had a feeling that he chewed it.

Suicide

I asked the question, “What is the meaning of the dead horses?” I got the words, “He committed suicide for the sake of the children.” Seems that there may have been a dream to go along with this but I don’t remember.

I dreamt that I got up to feed the cats and I wasn’t able to turn on the table light. I then realized that I had unplugged it. The sun came / was up, so I didn’t need it.

I dreamt something with John Cena.

I dreamt of watching a movie with Julia Roberts. She had done something correctly, and was excited about it.

On her way home (she was driving a Mercedes), she saw someone driving, on a higher road to her left, who she didn’t want to see, so she continued on the lower road that she was on. As she was driving, there was a pothole or two and it felt like I was actually in the car with her feeling the bumps.

I dreamt that I was watching a Hallmark movie with Danica McKellar being excited over something and then waiting for a guy who had gone through a door to the left.

I dreamt that there was a young(ish) Mexican family sitting on one side of a picnic table. There was a girl who was ready to move to Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. It was dangerous there and Mexicans were the only ones who wanted to move there.

The word “Azores” was in my mind as I was waking up.

(From yesterday) Looking Forward

I asked the same question. I dreamt of looking at a picture of a baby (may have been twins?) sitting on the right thigh of the mother. Both (all) had four eyes. They were looking forward. There was a guy on my right pointing out the eyes to a guy on my left.

Ready

I asked the same question. I saw that I was driving, at night, with Ali. On the left was a vehicle at the left corner, as if waiting to turn right. It looked like a Lincoln Navigator 2019 SUV with LED (?) headlights.

In the middle of the street was a girl standing there, facing away from the car. She looked homeless / disoriented. At the other corner was a fast food restaurant (KFC?) with the entrance to the left, with parking around it.

Ali asked if the girl had gotten drugs from the people / person in the car, since they both weren’t moving. I said, “I don’t think so” because of her being away from the car.

I saw that I was getting a blessing, being encircled with men (instead of only a couple). Ali was there at the 5 o’clock position. I was holding on to his lingam, but then realized that it was inappropriate at this time, and so let go.

I saw the Utah girl walking right to her front door, after getting out of her grey truck (?), which was backed up to the right side of the garage. She looked like she had come home from church. She was glad to be home, and ready to have sex (with Ali, who was standing at the right front of the yard / lawn).

(From Sept 22, 2017 Strip Mall)

I dreamt that the cats were at a strip mall (?). Seems like I may have taken them there. It was night, and I was gathering them, mostly concentrating on the Siamese cats because of the possibility of someone taking them.

I got them, and then was searching for the male tabby. I didn’t see him, but wasn’t too concerned because I knew that he knew his way home.

I saw the profile of someone’s right hand, (as if) reaching out for me to grab, in white light. I grabbed the hand, and it looked like Jesus. He set me on a bar stool, and then a man came in front of me. I didn’t quite get the face.

I dreamt of Travis, and he was as tall as a door. I was thinking that I like tall guys. He then gave another man a quick kiss.

(Misc) Music

I dreamt that I was told that Ali and I were going to make sweet music.

Family

I asked, “What is the meaning of God’s superhero?” I saw, in the middle of an intersection, 3 cars that were involved in an accident. One of them was on the left of the other two, facing me. The front was crunched in. I didn’t see how / what the other two looked like.

I dreamt that I was outside in front of my / a house. The garage was on the right side of the house, with the door open. I was showing some people that I could float in the air, by holding on to something in front of me, under my arms, like in a pool. They left.

Going in the garage to back inside, I had to (?) go through a small door(way) (doggie door size) that was in the middle of a “wall” that went across inside the garage. I wondered why I didn’t go around. The light was on, as it had gotten dark outside.

As I was about to go through the door, I felt a presence, on the right, coming up behind me. I then felt it come in me, harder than before, causing me to wake up. It was the entity.

I dreamt that Mexicans gather once a year to celebrate their incestuous families. There was a group of adults, who seemed to be a hierarchy, who had their own separate food, in a separate room. 

The food was a mold of a horse (?), without the details, only the head, neck, and body. I saw several of them lined up side by side. They may have been flan.

I was there to help serve the food, even though I was disgusted by their concept of family. There was something to do with getting an apron. I saw some on a table, top folded over, of two different designs. 

There was also something about spraying foam air freshener in the rooms of my family while they were gone. I did this 2 separate times. The foam disappeared as it landed. The second time, Greg showed up to lay down on his bed, so I didn’t do it in his room.

I dreamt that I was on a couch with my legs stretched out to the right, where Ali was. A black man (African?) then came and sat by me on my left. I don’t know if he saw Ali. 

There was something about his nose. He had the wide nostrils, and said something about them as he was pulling them apart. I told him that his nose was cute.

He was talking with me, and having fun. Ali then sat up and angrily nudged him. I just gave Ali a look, as if to say, “You had your chance.” 

I saw a 1 – 2 year old boy walking behind me. I stopped so that he could catch up to me.

(From Oct 3, 2017 Over and Above)

I dreamt of driving past a parking lot, going slow. I didn’t look ahead, so I don’t know why. The lot was on my right, with some cars coming out. In one of cars was an Asian lady, passenger (?), and she looked up to me (I was in an SUV?). I was wondering if she was part of the families who have relations within the family.

I then saw a black Mercedes SUV that had yellow seat covers with flowers on them. The driver was an Asian man wearing cycling clothes. I had a knowing of seeing him earlier at a coffee shop, most likely Starbucks.

I dreamt of driving, and there were cars “parked” ( ?) around me. The one in front was facing me, and was black. I decided to continue. I was waiting to hear the cars hit, but it never happened. I’m thinking that my car went over and above to get past, like Inspector Gadget.

I was told, “Know your worth”.

I dreamt of a voice recorder, and on the left side were the buttons. The side could be pushed up about 1/3 of the way, and there was gold, like a mold. You could press the gold down, and gold bars would come out.

Coming

I asked, “Am I supposed to get pregnant from Ali to leave this house?” I saw about 5, or 6, motorcycles turning left toward my direction. They all suddenly stopped right before entering the lane.

I dreamt of male (almost?) grown twins, of a famous person, walking toward my direction. There were several people behind them.

I dreamt that I was walking, with several people, outside and was looking up at the sunset. I mentioned that I wished I had my camera to take a picture.

(From Oct 19, 2017 Silver Platter)

I dreamt that I moved in (a house that I had seen was for sale) with Barbie, but forgot my garments (and clothes). I figured that I could wash them when I took a shower.

 I only brought the Siamese cat with me. Barbie had made some waffles, and gave a four square piece, with a bit of peanut butter, to her. She was looking for a place to eat it. 

When she finally set it back down, in the kitchen (?), I mentioned that the piece might be a little too big for her. Instead of cutting it to make it smaller, Barbie gave her another 2 square piece.

I dreamt that a man had brought some treats on a silver platter for me, and several other people who were there. One of them was a box of black red vines licorice. 

I thought about the previous dream, not sure if I should take them. I ended up taking a chocolate treat instead. All the other treats were soon gone.

I dreamt that I was looking at some flowers, and mentioned to whoever was with me, that I missed the vibrant colors of the flowers on my mission back East.

(From Oct 18, 2017 Secret Door)

I dreamt that I walked upon a hunting lodge in the city on a hill. It had a tinted big picture window. A man walked past from left to right. Even so, I went up to the house / steps to feel.

I was inside. It was spacious, with three families there. I saw a small skull hung up on the wall. I don’t recall if there were others. I loved it there.

It was time for me to go, but couldn’t find the door. There was a certain spot where the walls were painted abstractedly. The man then pushed half of it up, and half down, and that was a secret door.

(From Oct 16, 2017 Agitated Soul)

I dreamt that I was driving up a steep dirt hill, I think in the 4Runner. I wasn’t sure if I would make it because of how steep it was, but I made it. There were people with me.

I dreamt that I was playing with someone else’s little biracial girl. 

I dreamt that I gave some black licorice to a guy to try. He wasn’t disgusted by it, but he didn’t care for it.

I dreamt that my soul was agitated, and that I was writing about it here (journal). It woke me up. 

(Misc dream) Swallowed Up

I dreamt that I was swallowed up by the ocean, and it had dropped me off on a beach. To my right was a high, and long, pier. The beach went up to a hill. 

On the hill was a path, with a man walking away from me to the right. He looked like an islander, with a skirt / wrap on. I wondered if I was in Tahiti.

Delphinium

(From Nov 28, 2017)

I dreamt that I went up to Utah for the Christmas devotional with mom, Amy, Judy, and Micalanne. We were in a bedroom with a log bunk bed. There was a shelf on the top of the wall for the top bunk to use. Micalanne used it.

I was down on the floor near the foot of the beds. The carpet was dark color, and a bit loose. I was making it make little waves. Micalanne asked me how I did that. I either told her, or showed her. 

I made a design on a piece of paper with rows of small squares that had blue, red, and I think some other colors so that they almost looked brown. Micalanne got upset at me for using those colors. I told her that it was because it was made for me. She kept going on.

It was lightly snowing outside. I decided why not take some pictures for the people back home. There were some silver candlesticks (?) on a table near the window, so I decided to take a picture of those. I used one of the settings I had recently found, then was looking for to turn the flash off looking through the other settings. 

At the devotional, one of the apostles has his scriptures, which are thick, and is talking about books in the bible that I had never heard before. A group of pages on the right side of his scriptures are folded up, starting from the middle. He puts them down, smooths them down. This is before the program starts. 

Mom is sitting with these additional books, in large print. She had them mailed there, so it arrived in the box, while she was sitting there. It was as big as her lap. She had to move what she had on her lap. It seems as though one of the additional books was named Delphinium.

I had a bit of red polish on. I started putting clear on top, and the red went away, so I reapplied the red. I accidentally smudged it a bit, but it still looked good, and I reapplied the clear to seal it.

(From Nov 27, 2017 Closure)

I dreamt that dad had done some grocery shopping. I don’t know where mom was. He had gotten some meat patties, and some other form of meat I think, but don’t remember, and some cut and trimmed celery sticks, and cubed butter / margarine.

He also got some food from a fast food place, I think, but don’t know where, and don’t remember what. He didn’t put the food away. I found it still out the next day. I took the clear bag with celery and butter and started putting the celery in the freezer, out of the bag.

I dreamt about Tony Curtis and his first wife (don’t know how many he had) had recently split and their two children (both girls?) were feeling the affects of the split. His wife was slowly pacing in / by front of the front door, crying beside herself. She finally decided to meet with him for closure, and peace.

I dreamt that a girl was on a skateboard coming down a hill so steep that vehicles couldn’t drive up. I was worried for her not knowing how she could stop. 

She was actually behind the skateboard trying to catch it and get on. She finally made it to the bottom where it was level. I didn’t see how she got there.

I dreamt that the Ghost Adventures crew were up in the mountains. I saw the mountains lit up from the headlights of the cars, which were few. There was a flat spot, and Zak Bagans was there wearing a white shirt.

He was standing behind / next to a podium (?). He was praying that the crew would be safe as they did their investigation. There was a headlight on the ground with something attached to it (like an antenna) from an old car.

One of the guys stuck it in a hole in the front right by the bumper. They eventually took it out in case someone who knew where it had come from saw it and c/would’ve gotten upset that they had it.