Orchestrating

I asked, “How do I let go?” I dreamt that Ali and I were walking across a big (?) dirt and gravel lot / field between businesses that I didn’t see but knew were there. There were some chain link fences separating some (of the) areas.

In one area that we were about to walk through, two homeless looking guys were there. The guy on the left was standing, facing us. He was skinny with grey dreadlocks about shoulder length or several inches below. He only had his left arm which he was waving around, as if orchestrating. He was wearing a long sleeve shirt. We weren’t close enough for me to see what the design was but it seemed it had flowers of different sizes with a dark blue background.

The other guy was crouching / kneeling to his left. I didn’t look at him but it seems he was wearing a white shirt and had a white bucket in front of him for drumming.

Ali mentioned about the one arm guy, saying that he was dancing. He may not have noticed that the guy only had one arm.

Ali was either right next to me on my right, or was a couple steps behind (as he usually is when we walk). I was trying to get him to notice the uneasiness these guys were emitting. I either said, “Fiiri badan” (Somali = look a lot), meaning that the guy kept looking, or I only was wanting to say it.

Shortly after we passed them I noticed that they started following us. We were then out by the street, with it to our right. There was no traffic. I asked, “Where are the cops?” The traffic then showed up on the other side with a cop car in front passing us.

I turned around and saw two rows of cars within two lines of the fences with one line facing us and the other behind them facing the other way. There was a cop car in both rows.

I dreamt that I said hello to a black girl at the place where I worked. We were then somewhere where the employees had gathered to have lunch / dinner. She was there and so I figured that I had to say hello because I had said hello earlier and that I was now a part of the group.

We were in the back, or near the back. There were several rectangular tables to the right with a square table on the left. My female boss (?) was getting them ready to eat.

My parents showed up. My mom sat at the square table and seeing corn on the table, said that she likes corn. I noticed that she had gained weight in her upper part of her legs which caused her to sit higher on the chair.

I was disheartened when I had to tell her that this was for us. My dad had already gone up front to find another place to sit.

(From yesterday) Avec Moi

I asked the same question. I dreamt of the singer of Poets of the Fall, Marko Saaresto, singing Partir Avec Moi.

(From June 11, 2019) Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt something with Steve DiSchiavi from the Dead Files tv show.

I dreamt something about the DNA of other people.

(June 10, 2019) From within

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being part of a class but not in a traditional classroom. I was doing paperwork but don’t remember what it was. It was only one piece of paper.

The teacher’s black wife (?) and a girl were doing word puzzles / games to the right of me. I was thinking how they may have finished their work already and that I would rather be doing that instead but knew I had to finish my work first. (I’m not sure if these were the exact thoughts.)

The wife’s cheekbone area was shiny from being clean and a light shining on her. I knew it wasn’t coming from within.

When I finished my work I had to put my name on the back of the paper because there wasn’t room on the front. I also dated it 6-7-19, which was a Monday.

After, the teacher who was white, was talking about a music group from the ’80’s called Camper van Beethoven, as one of their calmer songs played (I only know of “Pictures of Matchstick”), with some of the other students. I was overhearing so I mentioned that I thought they had a song where the singer held his breath for a bit.

(From June 9, 2019) Before

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was walking to the right on a dirt path on a hill with a small group of people. I asked a girl who was on my left if she had been this way before.

I dreamt that an older lady was letting me borrow some / one of her clothes (for church?). I saw that I didn’t have my garment bottom on and so was going to use hers but then saw that I was wearing mine and so would use mine.

I woke with the song, “Tonight I Celebrate My Love” from Peabo Bryson and Roberta Flack.

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Present

I asked the same question. Before falling asleep, I saw my dad’s hands on the shoulders of a young boy in front of him. Keeping his hands there, he pushed the boy forward, presenting him to me. I didn’t see the boy’s face as I was concentrating on my dad’s hands. The name David then came to mind.

I dreamt that I had an open glass (?) door in my room to the backyard with a closed screen. The mother cat and the orange tabby were there. I opened the screen from the left and the mother came in while the orange stayed out for a bit before coming in.

(From May 11, 2019) Stay

I asked, “Why am I still here in this house?” I dreamt that I was with a female I knew, in the dream. We were on the third floor / level. We got in an elevator. I was to stay on this level, which I was thankful for.

The elevator slowly went up and down and I couldn’t understand why. I finally realized that I hadn’t pushed the button. I either did or was about to when I woke up.

I dreamt that I was at Golden Valley jr high and the students were outside and some were fighting. I saw a woman employee sitting at a patio area, facing to the left of me, talking with someone (student?). Some of her face was covered with small pieces of shadows, as if she were sitting by a tree and the leaves were shading her.

There was a lady that was saying she was a “Tralioner”, incorporating the lion mascot (we were the knights) into the word “trainer”. I recognized her from her picture when we were going to school here.

(From May 10, 2019) Fresh Meat

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Mr. Rogers came in through the door on the left, throwing (?) a buffalo hide to the right. He then had his back mostly toward me.

His wife was in the kitchen (?), standing on the right, with her back also mostly toward me. She asked him if he had skinned the buffalo. He said no (Of course not because of his kindness and tenderness. This was known in the dream.) and named off some names of his friends.

There were then two young blonde surfer (?) guys who found a bite size of fresh meat with one of them eating it. I think I asked them something and they responded. I then asked if they were on vacation and they responded that they were in the Philippines.

I dreamt that I was at my parents house collecting the old sponges, with the green scrubber, from the storage / utility closet / pantry on a top shelf. Mom asked me to do something but I continued with what I was doing.

Before my dad died (in dream), he took a random picture of Steve while he was walking. Steve ended up being blurry at an angle on the bottom right corner with his head near the middle, facing left. He was wearing a dark blue shirt / sweater.

I dreamt that I was drinking through a straw tasting samples of different drinks. I was thinking that the people there were wondering what I was doing.

I then was outside and barely saw a long snake on a tree I was about to pass. It seemed to be about 6 – 8 ft long. It’s head area was wrapped around a branch on the right with the body going up the tree.

I was about to get ready to take a picture when a tall man, dressed in scrubs walking from right to left, grabbed it and took a big bite out of it. I didn’t watch him as he was walking so I don’t know what he did after taking the bite. I had a feeling that he chewed it.

Son

I asked, “What is the meaning of the blood going up to the nose?” Before falling asleep, I saw myself walking toward me with a man on my right side. We were walking up a slight grassy hill with one of those skinny twig looking trees in front of him. I didn’t see his head.

I was telling him that my (young) son would talk to him. I either then said, or only thought it, that he talks to me in my dreams.

I dreamt that I was spending the night on the floor at Briana’s. She was up late, around midnight, trying to remember a speech / talk for work the next day. She was walking back and forth with the lights on and I wondered why she didn’t do this in her room.

She was slightly hyperventilating because of how stressed she was. I think I wanted to tell her to calm down and breathe slowly. She finally set down on a grey couch with soft fabric that was to my right “above” me.

Her couches looked like the type that you could move around to the shape you wanted (modular?)

I was thinking that this is why I don’t like spending the night here and that her friend’s probably don’t have any problems since they probably stay up with her.

I didn’t have much of my stuff with me so I was tempted to get up and leave, even though it was so late at night, but I stayed.

She was also talking to someone who I couldn’t see. I was thinking that her young daughter must be with her ex husband’s. I then saw her daughter, with blonde curly hair, come out.

As I was laying there, Kyle, or someone who looked like him, showed up next to me, shirtless, on my left. He had darkish red hair (?). He had scoliosis, wanting me to massage his back. I was only able to handle doing it a short time and then stopped.

The next day, I was holding two shiny silver blue “canes” with handles looking like dolphins. I was thinking that they resembled some vibrators that I had seen online earlier that day (I had). The one on my left was bigger and longer than the one on my right.

I don’t know where I was but I was outside among some short one story buildings that had concrete pathways and maybe a bench or two. I was using the canes to walk without touching the ground. There were people there watching me “walk” and made a comment about me not touching the ground.

I was looking at the handles and it had something written about them being witch’s fly catchers. I’m not sure how, but I assumed the mouth had something to do with it.

The tabby cat was there also. I don’t remember why.

There were some women from church that I knew, in the dream. Briana was there also, but not as part of them.

There were some women who were witches. One of them was older than me and may have had white hair. She thought I was also a witch because of the canes / fly catchers I had. She asked something about them being candy canes.

We were then inside and I saw a sign by conference (?) room type doors about a witches meeting (?) and I saw that it mentioned candy canes.

People, shorter than me, started walking in from left to right, through the hallway that I was standing in along with the church ladies, who were across from me.

These people were dressed as pirates, adding their own twist / spin to the costume. The last one to come through was someone dressed as the devil in a mascot costume, with the big head. This person walked along fine but not with the confidence / surety that one might think this person should have.

I was thinking about the connection between the devil and the witches and wondered if they truly understood. The glances that the church women were giving him, I assumed that they were thinking the same.

Working On It

I asked the same question. I dreamt that there was a young (blonde?) boy who would sleep in my room. I didn’t because of the entities. I was asking him what he saw, or he was just telling me. He said that he saw a black mist / figure. I asked him if he it scared him and he nodded his head yes. I told him that I was working on getting it to get rid of it.

I then told his mom, “I have to tell you this. He’s / Your son’s a sensitive.”

I dreamt that I was a guy’s house. I didn’t see him. He had the back shell of a big blue square fan and made a hole one either side of the back. The insides, fan and motor, had been taken out. The front was gone. Air was coming out of it.

I was wearing only a neon green / yellow shirt. I was sitting / lying in front of it with my legs open so that the air was blowing on my pubic area. This guy had several children. Two of them were on my left and one on my right (?). They started walking toward the fan so I put my shirt down.

Knowledge

I asked, “How do I block the negative entities from entering the house?” I dreamt something with Scot walking with a small group of people and teaching them. He mentioned knowledge.

(From yesterday) Bikini

I asked, ” Did that (Utah) girl ask Ali to have sex in August?” As I was asking the question I saw her in a bikini.

I dreamt that someone had matching blue shirts made for Dirk Nowitzky and team for his last game. They all wore them during the game.

(These next ones are vague)

I dreamt that I was with Amy (and maybe Micalanne). I don’t remember what was going on but we fell through the earth to the next level below. There was a city there. I don’t remember what was happening, or how long we were there because we fell through again to the next level below that one.

There was something covering our surroundings so that we weren’t able to see what was going on as we were falling. I was scared, almost terrified because of not knowing and what we might land on.

We ended up in another city with small blue beings that may have been smaller than babies. One of them told me that I had been there before.

Somewhere there was a butterfly that flew toward me on my left that surprised me as it did so. There was also a frog sculpture.

There was a mother, with short blue hair, and son who usually have lunch together on Sunday’s but weren’t able to this time because I showed up, so they got together either on the following Tuesday or Thursday.

I mentioned something about the crust of the earth up top. Maybe to the being who told me that I had been there before. I was wondering how it was possible to be down here when it was supposed to be so hot.

We then somehow got back up on the top and someone said to us, “Welcome Home.”

I dreamt that Jerusalem was next to Sweden, with Jerusalem on the right and Sweden on the left. No one was at the border. A Jewish lady stepped over to Sweden to defect, daring whoever was with her, who I didn’t see, to come and take her back. No one did so she took off, running over to the green hills.

Getting Ready

I asked the same question. As I was falling asleep, I saw Stephanie & AJ (Married at First Sight) inside a house. She was on the first floor looking up at a square hole in the ceiling. AJ was above looking down. He was saying, “This is mommy’s room.” Seems the room may have been pink, or some in it. There was a downward slanted wall next to / above the hole.

I dreamt that a lady was moving in to a new house and was going through one of the clear storage containers of her things. There were lots of papers, lined up, with a couple envelopes of letters (?) that she took and hid behind her back.

The owner / manager of the moving company was standing among the boxes, overseeing everything and sometimes helping out.

I dreamt that the family was moving in to a new house. Us women were going through a clear storage container of our old stuff. There were some ankle boots that were Judy’s and I commented that they were like the ones that Spice (Girls) wears. The price was still on them. They cost over $500 ($584?), on sale.

I saw something of mine in there as well (journal?).

Mom was trying on a dark blue top and skirt that had some white in it. The skirt was a little too short in the back. We mentioned that maybe she could pull it down some.

I was getting hungry and remembered that mom had some big reclosable bags of big gold wrapped kisses so I went to grab some.

I dreamt that I was sitting and telling mom something, who was standing in front a short distance from me, doing her own thing. As I was talking I broke down crying. I don’t know if she was paying attention to me.

I dreamt that a monk was getting ready for a class discussion later on about bloodletting. There was something dividing the space in the back, with a window sized opening to the right. I was on the other side.

I got his attention and started asking him what the difference was between a monk and another religious type person but couldn’t remember the name / title of what the other person was.

I then was looking in the back of the bible in the topical guide for bloodletting so that I could find some scriptures to show him that admonish against it. I couldn’t find it / it wasn’t there.

Pants Off

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I wasn’t wearing my pants.

I dreamt that the mother cat let me, cautiously pet her, on her right hip area as she is lying down, vertically, on a mound / hill that is a foot, or two, higher than me. She is also lying down horizontally, at the same time, to the right of the first position. She growled a little bit while I was petting her, and I thought that she was going to bite, but she didn’t.

There was a boxing match going on at the bottom of the other end of the mound, between two black men. They were partially hidden / blocked by their managers. A guy, who was with the people I was around, yelled at the mangers, “Stop it! You’re killing him!” The boxer on the left could barely speak, becoming confused.

I dreamt of hearing a song playing, called, “Dancing with the devil”. There was a guy, and maybe some other people. In front of me, a short distance away (50 yards?) was a guy, dressed as Spiderman, dancing like a go – go dancer, with horns that came up and of his head.

I dreamt that I was at a building with cobwebs up in the vaulted ceiling. I was the tallest, among those around me, so I took care of them. The woman in charge happily decided to give me a job there.

There were books pressed (open?) against the ceiling. The woman said that it’s time to get the bugs out. I was thinking about all the spiders that could be hiding up there, and them multiplying.

I dreamt of wearing a blue form fitting dress with short sleeves. It had a zipper on the right side of the right thigh, going from knee to hip / waist. I saw myself zipping it up.

I then was watching another lady, wearing the dress, who had flabby biceps. She tried to hide them by pushing them back with her hands. Later, she wore the dress to a restaurant where her friends, waiting for her, and perhaps a man she was wanting to see.

(From Oct 20, 2017 In The Cup)

I dreamt that I was a passenger, in front, of a car. My mom, and Steve were there also. The female driver was a friend (?). It was at night, and there was a black truck / rig (similar to those that transport vehicles?) in front of us, stopped at a light in the far left lane.

Instead of stopping, (my) driver continued, going to the left of this rig. The car went into the air, then came down, front first (in a ditch?). I ended up out of the car, breathing rapidly. 

A lady showed up to my left to check on me. I saw mom in front of me, walking toward me, out of the ditch. She had a scratch on her forehead.

Within (a couple) minutes, a fire truck showed up, coming from a (side) road to the right. 

Zac showed up, holding a cup / tumbler, worried about losing Steve. I assured him that Steve was in the cup, and well.

I dreamt about a red, and black train, with one end (being) separated, and a couple guys taking it back to reconnect. The director lived close by.

I dreamt about talking to Travis, and asking him, “Remember back in Ms. Reynolds class (jr high) when you asked me to go out with you, and I said no (never would have said that)? Well, it was because I didn’t think that you were serious.”

Stop Thinking

I asked, “Will getting pregnant get rid of the negative entities?” I dreamt that the kitchen was 2, or 3, steps above the family room. As I was walking down, I thought that I saw a spirit to my right, which kind of scared me, but realized that I didn’t. I told myself to stop thinking of seeing something, or else I would. 

I then saw, standing behind the couch, parallel to the sliding glass doors to my left, aliens waiting to take me.

(From Nov 18, 2017 Sexual)

I dreamt that Amy, Sara, and I think Kim, let sexual things happen to babies.

(From Nov 17, 2017 Keep Originals)

I dreamt that a girl had taken one of my notebooks, and was writing / drawing on my drawings. I angrily told her to give it to me, and I think I grabbed it from her.

Trump then told me that that’s why he only gives copies and keeps the originals, in case someone made changes.

(From Nov 16, 2017 Blue Line)

I dreamt that there was a hurricane / tornado / duet devil at the local airport, lifting all of the planes. They swirled there for a couple rounds, then came toward me. I was in a concrete (?) building without windows. 

One of the jets (less than 50?)  flew several yards in front of me, from left to right. I was noticing how big it was. I think there was a blue stripe / line on the bottom half.

(From Nov 15, 2017 Delivery)

I dreamt of a truck with Malin + Goetz on the side. Windows were down. Little girls were inside. It was dark. It was driving away, to the left, from a delivery dock.

I woke up with the song, “Journal of Ardency” from Class Actress.

(From Nov 14, 2017 Lotus)

I dreamt that I had found my (community) “family”, and that I was home. 

I dreamt that I was in a big van, the kind with the row of windows, with (some) parents going along in taking their children to school. I was up near the front (behind the driver?). There was a lane in the middle. 

The community looked newly built, and / but still needed landscaping. The driver, a woman, called out, as we were about to pass some buildings, that this was the new school the students were going to. As we passed, though, they were one story homes from this community having dirt all around still.

Finally, we arrived at the school. A couple (older?) got off because their car was there, parked on the left, at a diagonal. They were walking in the middle of the street, since there weren’t any other cars.

They were nicely dressed, as though they had money. When they got off, I wondered why, and then saw the car. It was a small coupe, about the size of a Mazda Miata, but wasn’t. It could have been a Lotus.

When I saw how they had parked the car, I wondered why they would park like that instead of parallel to the curb. The street, where they were walking, was wet, as if it had rained, but no where else.

There had been a garbage truck, and an RV, and a couple other cars behind us. As we got to the school, the garbage truck went to the left of the street, driving over a dirt hill, to get to the houses garbage bins. The RV had stopped behind us. 

After the students got off, all the parents moved forward. I had my own seat, with my left leg bent up on the seat. I was wearing shorts. 

A lady sat next to me, and looked at my leg. I don’t know if she noticed my scar, and the fact that I had a bit of hair from not shaving. 

As we started to leave, we went in a circle right there before going on. I wondered why. I don’t know why I was there, since I didn’t have any children.

Delphinium

(From Nov 28, 2017)

I dreamt that I went up to Utah for the Christmas devotional with mom, Amy, Judy, and Micalanne. We were in a bedroom with a log bunk bed. There was a shelf on the top of the wall for the top bunk to use. Micalanne used it.

I was down on the floor near the foot of the beds. The carpet was dark color, and a bit loose. I was making it make little waves. Micalanne asked me how I did that. I either told her, or showed her. 

I made a design on a piece of paper with rows of small squares that had blue, red, and I think some other colors so that they almost looked brown. Micalanne got upset at me for using those colors. I told her that it was because it was made for me. She kept going on.

It was lightly snowing outside. I decided why not take some pictures for the people back home. There were some silver candlesticks (?) on a table near the window, so I decided to take a picture of those. I used one of the settings I had recently found, then was looking for to turn the flash off looking through the other settings. 

At the devotional, one of the apostles has his scriptures, which are thick, and is talking about books in the bible that I had never heard before. A group of pages on the right side of his scriptures are folded up, starting from the middle. He puts them down, smooths them down. This is before the program starts. 

Mom is sitting with these additional books, in large print. She had them mailed there, so it arrived in the box, while she was sitting there. It was as big as her lap. She had to move what she had on her lap. It seems as though one of the additional books was named Delphinium.

I had a bit of red polish on. I started putting clear on top, and the red went away, so I reapplied the red. I accidentally smudged it a bit, but it still looked good, and I reapplied the clear to seal it.

(From Nov 27, 2017 Closure)

I dreamt that dad had done some grocery shopping. I don’t know where mom was. He had gotten some meat patties, and some other form of meat I think, but don’t remember, and some cut and trimmed celery sticks, and cubed butter / margarine.

He also got some food from a fast food place, I think, but don’t know where, and don’t remember what. He didn’t put the food away. I found it still out the next day. I took the clear bag with celery and butter and started putting the celery in the freezer, out of the bag.

I dreamt about Tony Curtis and his first wife (don’t know how many he had) had recently split and their two children (both girls?) were feeling the affects of the split. His wife was slowly pacing in / by front of the front door, crying beside herself. She finally decided to meet with him for closure, and peace.

I dreamt that a girl was on a skateboard coming down a hill so steep that vehicles couldn’t drive up. I was worried for her not knowing how she could stop. 

She was actually behind the skateboard trying to catch it and get on. She finally made it to the bottom where it was level. I didn’t see how she got there.

I dreamt that the Ghost Adventures crew were up in the mountains. I saw the mountains lit up from the headlights of the cars, which were few. There was a flat spot, and Zak Bagans was there wearing a white shirt.

He was standing behind / next to a podium (?). He was praying that the crew would be safe as they did their investigation. There was a headlight on the ground with something attached to it (like an antenna) from an old car.

One of the guys stuck it in a hole in the front right by the bumper. They eventually took it out in case someone who knew where it had come from saw it and c/would’ve gotten upset that they had it.