Going To

(I had a dream several years earlier of 4 adult children) I asked, “Is Ali the father of those adult children?” I dreamt of a white (?) snake going up my right arm. I was scared that it was going to bite me.

I dreamt something about being in the ocean and a huge dead fish floating around me. I first saw the back of it with the head to the right then saw the face. There were some (small) people on top doing something (?).

(From Feb. 15, 2020) Covered

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I wrapped myself in my red towel which covered my whole body, like a child’s towel does with the hood.

(From Feb. 14, 2020) Wanting

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about wanting to write stories/books but haven’t done so yet because I don’t know how to write conversations.

I dreamt something about finding a piece of (paper) money.

The word “Shakada” came to mind. (Japanese for Buddha) In my mind it was pronounced Shakadae/y.

(From Feb.13, 2020) Needed

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was going to marry Travis. we were walking home with some of his friends. Their house was on the left.

I continued to my place that was downhill. When I got there, I noticed that he had followed me home. I was excited that he had done so.

The place where we were getting married had a mural on a back wall with David Bowie dressed as an architect with a hard hat. He was looking to the right at a building he was responsible for. This was painted over with white.

We were then married and in our own place together. I was happy.

I dreamt that I walked through a wire gate that was to the right of the house. The car was in the back, facing the house. I started the ignition then went inside to find some paperwork I needed for school/work.

Kyle/Ali was sitting on a couch that was under the windows looking out back. His arms were resting on the top back of the couch. He had a blanket covering him.

I found the paperwork, gave him a kiss and then went outside to leave. When I got outside the car was gone. I looked over by the gate and saw that it was half open/closed. I had left it open when I came through (?).

We didn’t hear or see anything. I was confused how it had disappeared.

I dreamt something about a tall hamburger called “What Would He Say” or “What He Said”. It was a reference to when a guy orgasm’s. The name changed every now and then.

I was with some Hispanics who had ordered this. One guy brought one back for me, which I wasn’t expecting.

We were outside (before/after this) and I found out that two of them lived in the same home. They were dating. I asked if that was allowed. I don’t remember the answer I was given. I said that I had asked in case each home had their own rules.

I woke with the song, “Here Comes Your Man” from the Pixies.

(From Feb. 12, 2020) Planning

I asked the same question. I saw myself sliding, and caught myself from falling.

I dreamt that mom said it was time to go to grandma’s. I thought it was too late in the evening so I wasn’t planning on going.

(Feb. 12, 2013) Closing Time

I dreamt that I was with a female friend who was about 7 months (?) pregnant. About 3 p.m. we went to a newly opened restaurant but we were never served. We had stayed there until closing time.

Send A Message

I asked, “What is the meaning of the shungite and obsidian cross?” I dreamt that it was night when Ali & I were walking toward a car that looked like my dad’s that was in a corner by itself. It was facing to the left. There may have been a fence on the passenger side. The hood, which opened by the windshield, was crumpled a bit.

I put my stuff in back of the driver seat since I drove the car. There were several people walking from the right, having to go around some mispositioned/misaligned/positioned randomly concrete blocks.

They mentioned the type of car this was and I then noticed that it was a different car than my dad’s and actually a darker shade of blue than my dad’s. I took my stuff out.

I dreamt that I was inside the church for a dinner that was about to happen. There were some people from England there to help serve the food. I was in the kitchen and was going to ask about if I could help but didn’t get to it.

I had my tablet, looking for an internet signal, so I could send a message to Ali. At first there wasn’t a signal so I was going to put it away. As I was about to, I saw one or two bars but decided to put it away anyway.

I saw a clear glass bowl on the floor in the middle, thinking a child had put it there. I was amazed that no one stepped on it, thinking that they’re probably used to it from when they had children.

I saw a small rectangular wicker basket by the door that had salt & pepper shakers in it. Several of them looked like cats. I was thinking how cute they looked.

Some people were coming to, and in, the kitchen to get their food. One of them was the Bishop. I was going to let him know, or ask him, about me helping in the kitchen but wasn’t able to.

When he came in, there was a cookie sheet with food on it with a picture of his son on the side. He then said,”I wish” while looking at me, as if to imply that he wanted his son to date me. He said it in a way that I assumed his son had gone inactive. I was going to ask but didn’t get a chance. He then said that he had invited his son to the dinner.

I then saw that I was wearing a black jumpsuit dress with small flowers and pockets that I had as a missionary. I had my hands in the pockets and slightly swinging them.

I was wondering what his son would think of my body and if he would think I was pretty. I also wondered what he would think of my facial hair and if he could be one of the guys from my dreams who wasn’t bothered by it because of his hair covering it up.

Being in the kitchen, I never actually did anything. I also hadn’t gotten to eat yet. I was woken up so don’t know how it would’ve ended.

(From yesterday) On Your Side

I asked the same question. The thought came to me, “We will be on your side as mankind” and then stopped. I assumed it meant as mankind killed itself.

I dreamt that Ali & I had to go somewhere in a hurry. We got in his small Mini Cooper that was facing left. I had to close the top so that it wouldn’t be cold since it was at night.

It may have been that we needed to check on Steve because he was lying still, not wanting to move. There was something about blood though I didn’t see any. I don’t know where we were. Mom and Amy may have been there.

He finally started to move and come around at the end.

(From Jan. 28, 2020) Authority

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I heard a man speaking harshly so I went to investigate. I saw a room that had white blinds that were slightly open.

I went there and saw a big, tall man pointing a silver gun at a younger guy, in the corner to my right.

I got after the man, asking him who gave him authority to have a gun. A lady then showed up, showing him her badge. He then was saying something about having done stupid things.

The younger guy walked out of the room on the left. I could see his top garment under his shirt.

Make A Structure

I dreamt that I was watching a preview of a movie about a boy who visits his girlfriend from another country (Asian?). The sun is setting. She is wearing a black bustier. He pulls the top down from her left breast to suck on it. This is her first time being sexual with him. I see a jolt of energy/electricity go through her.

They are then sitting outside next to each other on a different day. There is a small space between them with her on the right. She is holding some of the letters she received from him. She says that she has a couple more to go so she can write a romantic story about their relationship.

I dreamt that Ree Drummond is to make a structure/cover for animals.

(From Oct. 17, 2019) To Be Finished

I dreamt that I was in a library (?) setting late at night waiting for Ali to pick me up. I had what looked like a Blackberry phone but with a bigger screen.

There were several sentences “stacked” above each other. Clicking on one will take you to a story to be finished, or one that someone else had finished.

I forwarded one to the group that these were part of. A girl thanked me for what I wrote so I responded that I had forwarded it.

I then saw that these had to do with science fiction. The screen then started fading so I would do something with the device (touch screen?) which caused the picture to come back but only for a couple seconds. I did it one more time with the same result. I figured that the battery must be low.

(From Oct. 16, 2019) Blessing

I dreamt that I shared a bedroom with Amy. My bed was vertical on the left. Amy’s was horizontal next to mine on the right at the foot. The door was on the right up a ways.

I was sitting at the end of Amy’s bed next to mine. There were a couple other people also. I was only wearing a shirt. Some green slime came out of my vagina. Amy walked in and was upset that I was sitting on her bed.

I dreamt that I was walking between a group of people. On my right was a shirtless black man. As I passed him I put his hands on my head for a blessing.

He gave me a short one and then talked to a white guy on my left what he had done and what else needs to be done. I felt better after the blessing.

(From Oct. 14, 2019) Obstacle Course

I dreamt that Ali & I were with a group of people who were going through an obstacle course, for fun. We weren’t doing it but only checking it out. One of the obstacles was something to do with climbing (?).

There was a space between the top and bottom. I was holding on to the bottom and mentioned that it wasn’t difficult because my feet were still touching the ground/the ground was only a couple feet down.

Someone mentioned that I had to start from the top and then come down. That looked like it may have been more difficult.

I dreamt that there was s huge black spider with pointy hairs on its legs. It grabbed me on its right side (left when looking at it). I didn’t see the face. I was scared that it was going to harm me but it never did.

(From Oct. 12, 2019) Cheetah

I dreamt that I was at someone’s house and had brought the cats. A cheetah had shown up as well. I had the door opened so that it would leave on its own, which it did. I was worried about the cats getting out, which they did.

After the cheetah left, I saw the orange and white tabby outside playing with one of the other cats. I was gathering them in my arms so I could take them in at once.

After I got about four of them in my left arm, it started to get to be too much but still wanted to get them all. I saw that I wasn’t going to be able to so I took the ones I had inside.

I didn’t see the regular tabby there but I also wasn’t thinking of him. Perhaps I figured he was one I had already grabbed?

I dreamt that I was at a convention (?). There was a semi short blind Hispanic guy who was the winningest (?) coach in the L.A. Lakers history. He was a couple inches shorter than me and was broad, as if someone had pushed his body/stature down.

There was another guy from their history but I don’t remember the connection he had.

There was an older (than me) man who was involved with the BYU Idaho basketball team. He had a belt with big letters of BYU but it was spelled BUY. His wife said something about him not knowing what it means. There was another letter or two at the end but don’t remember what they were.

I mentioned to Ali about the guys from the Lakers.

With Fire

I asked, “Will getting pregnant get rid of that (Utah) girl?’ I dreamt that I was in the backyard looking at the old man’s house on the left. The house was dark except for a section in the back where a door was slightly open. I was wondering if they were having an orgy with other people who were there but I didn’t want to look long enough to find out.

I dreamt something about being in a pizza place and trying to get the attention of a female worker on my right behind the counter to let her know that I wanted a pizza. I wasn’t loud enough and she was too busy to notice.

I dreamt of wanting to sit but another lady took the seat before I could. There was another lady and she asked something about if I was going to sit there. I didn’t respond directly but shrugged it off.

I dreamt of some people dancing and telling others near me that Ali does the same dances.

There was a guy near them with a thin piece of wood and somehow split it in half with fire.

I dreamt that I was wondering where the people were who were there earlier, specifically one of the black men.

(From yesterday) Needed

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about being with family and I had a lot of loose items that needed to be gathered before moving on. It seems that there was a sense of urgency. (There was a fire outside?)

Before waking I saw someone showing a young boy, named David, a large open expanse of green landscape.

(From Jan. 6, 2020) Progress

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy (Arab?) came from the left with a bicycle. He He shoved one of his wheels into something of mine on my right, trying to stall my progress. I pushed it back out.

This guy pushed his wheel back in and I pushed it back out. Ali was above me on my right, talking to a woman who was on his left. I called out to him with no result. I had to forcefully call him several times before he responded.

(From Jan. 5, 2020) Dirndl

I asked the same question. I was looking at Amazon and there was a banner at the top of the page for a DNA kit 2 for 1 sale.

I dreamt of Tricia Helfer nursing a baby.

I dreamt of being with several people . There was a woman in front of me a short distance. The top of her top was tucked under her breasts, unless it was made that way, like what milk maids wear (dirndl dress) but without the middle part, exposing her breasts.

I woke up with Frank Sinatra singing “New York, New York”.

Accepted It

I dreamt that there was a pile of dead people on top of the only survivor, who was looking out.

I dreamt that the orange and white cat was back (he passed Dec. 23) and at first it threw me off but then I accepted it.

(From Oct. 24, 2019) Playing

I saw a young Mexican couple with their two young children, boy & girl, who were playing.

I dreamt of an insect, bigger than a bee, flying around. There were some of those windows that are in strips, that look similar to blinds, that were open in front of me.

I had something in my left hand (cardboard?) trying to swat it out so it wouldn’t sting me. It was a female who I know. There were a couple people with me as well.

(From Oct. 23, 2019) Bauhaus

I dreamt of being with some people. I don’t know where we were. Briana was there. There was a guy with black hair. He had something of Bauhaus, or something that had the name written on it. I told him that all I remember is Peter Murphy saying, “Bela Lugosi”. Not the whole song but only those words.

There was also something about a round glass object that had the top broken off and I was worried about the cats walking over the pieces on the ground and the remaining piece that was there.

I dreamt of someone holding the end of a hose and water coming out on the left.

(From Oct. 22, 2019) Near Dead

I dreamt of a woman with fat in puches below her knees. She had a slim small fridge packed of food.

I dreamt of gathering cats in my left arm that were near dead.

(From Oct. 21, 2019) Not To Forget

I dreamt of looking at pictures from the movie Casablanca. There was a young couple also with me. I was saying that I had seen half the movie, telling them pieces of it, but couldn’t remember if it was the first or last.

I was then transported into a desert picture. The sand was white and smoother than I had felt before. I was looking up and it was dark (because of it being a picture). I was wondering if I would be able to climb up and what would I see/would I see light. Climbing up to the top had something to do with death.

I dreamt of an airplane that people were able to climb up and tour. I was on the steps looking down. Ali was there wearing a jacket/coat and standing among the people facing away from me on the right side.

I dreamt that after the events of the day, I was in a room with Barbie and grandma with some other people. We were wearing dark dresses, or Barbie and grandma were.

Barbie asked me if I was going to the wedding (Bethany) and I quietly told her no. She was a bit saddened by that but continued her walk out. After she passed me on my left, I saw her cane so picked it up and told her not to forget it, handing it to her.

Grandma stood up, facing me, from a chair that was in front of me at the end of a table. I knew she was there but hadn’t really noticed until she stood up.

She started walking toward me and I started toward her. I said hello to her as I softly patted her on her back.

Must Be Finished

I asked, “Is being a mother the next project?” I dreamt that I found out a girl bad been taking my mission newsletters all these years since I’ve been back. I took the one she was holding and she began to cry. I got so angry that I cursed at her and wanted to punch her but refrained. I then figured it doesn’t really matter now because I wouldn’t know/understand what’s going on.

I dreamt that I was with Kyle, or someone similar, who was lying naked on the floor with his head to the right. I was looking at his body structure and was thinking/noticing that it looked a little odd. He told me that I could do something with his body. When I didn’t move, he said that I must be finished. (It is finished, or needs to be finished?)

I dreamt that I was at the church with someone to watch a film. We were in the chapel when it was empty. This other person was doing something but not sure what. The people were in another room and I was wondering why the film couldn’t be shown here.

I was then in the cultural room/other room. There were rectangular tables. One of them was horizontal in front of me on my left. Another was vertical in front of me on my right.

I noticed some people from church from my teenage years at these tables. There were empty chairs on the right of the horizontal table, and some empty chairs at the beginning of the vertical table.

I didn’t feel comfortable sitting at the horizontal table, thinking more people from that church would show up. I decided I would sit at the vertical table but then people showed up. There was no place for me to sit.

I dreamt (same dream?) that a lady wanted to get a message to my dad. Gene was there so she told him. When Gene started responding, there was something weird going on with the right side of his face, as if it was paralyzed so that it was hard to understand him. As he continued talking it balanced out and was understandable/became clear.

This lady needed to use the restroom so I told her about one of the stalls at the entrance. There were about 3 or 4 that faced the door and barely had room for someone to fit.

The left side of the restroom wasn’t being used. The right side wasn’t totally dirty but it wasn’t totally clean either. It was as if the workers were lazy and the people using it were the ones keeping it up.

I dreamt (same one still?) about needing to repair a piece of jewelry, putting a small circle/enclosure/jump ring back on. I was either shrunken to see what I was doing, or I was using a magnifier. I, or someone else, was singing while doing this. There were a couple ants walking around.

The word, “Avino” came to mind.

(From yesterday) Shouldn’t Have Been Surprised

I asked the same question. I dreamt that there was a black Porsche parked in the driveway. The neighbors shouldn’t have been surprised since it had been there for a while.

I was slowly/lethargically waiting behind it for Judy and family to come out so we could go wherever we were going.

I dreamt that I was in a store with a bunch of Mexicans/Hispanics. One guy had money in his hand that looked old and was written all over on the sides.

There was a small thin old lady in a wheelchair who stood up for something. From the back she reminded me of grandma.

There was something that was black and white.

I was then in the parking lot to leave. I was at the end of an aisle driving slowly to turn left because there were so many cars. I didn’t want to hit anyone and so no one would hit me. There was a family standing in back of a car on the left. The whole scene looked dark.

David Bowie’s song “Man Who Sold the World” came to mind but it came through as “Boy Who Saved the World”.

(From Jan. 1, 2020) Need To

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I asked someone if I need to keep my (magic?) power to beat her (a witch). (Guessing the witch is the Utah girl.) I don’t think they were paying (much) attention.

I dreamt something with Wilhelm.

I dreamt that there was a salamander that was partially under my skin of my left thigh. It looked like a dragon, with parts of the back showing, like it had been sewn in. I had some tweezers and pulling it out.

I heard someone say to have Ali ask the question again (the one I asked).

I saw Victor Webster in snow bending over to pick some up. There may have been a bush behind him. He was wearing a red and white striped snowflake sweater.

I heard a girl sing, “There is no cottage.”

(From Dec. 31, 2019) It Is

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Ali was telling me, “It’s not fair.”

The word “Tanaray” came to mind.

Survived

I dreamt that a young Steve dropped a short distance through some things that were close together with a hole in the middle. I was worried that he died because he hit his head and then bent over at his neck but he survived.

I dreamt that I was with someone who was driving through an entrance to exit. I was worried that someone might show who wanted to enter.

(From Oct. 28, 2019) Pay For It

I dreamt that I was out in the living room after feeding the cats then sitting at the table. I heard a man on the side say hello to check if anyone was home. I then turned the outside lights on & off and then crawled to Ali’s room, having a hard time doing so.

I knocked on his door, even though I wasn’t sure he would respond (he doesn’t always) but he did right away. I told him about the man and he started walking over to check.

Teiga Shake came to mind.

I dreamt that Ali & I went to Olive Garden and I was going to pay for it. I was pretty sure I had enough to pay but when the food came, I was hoping I had enough money to pay because we had a lot of food.

(From Oct. 27, 2019) Have To Cross

I dreamt that a temple was to be built in Vietnam but the church leaders didn’t know where. There was barbed wire everywhere. There was a girl walking along the desert landscape among the wires wanting out. A guy saw her.

There was a pond of water she had to cross to get out. It was murky from the sides but clear when looking from above. The guy dove down deep clearing a path among the crocodiles that were there.

While he was there, I saw he got pierced by the inside of his left elbow and started bleeding. His girlfriend was down there and so stabbed his arm, killing him. I was thinking that didn’t seem right that he would clear the path for the girl on top before his girlfriend who was already in the water.

I dreamt that a 3 ft (?) tall guy was walking along the street. Another guy pointed him out to me, saying that he had played football in high school. I remembered that I had seen him in his uniform. The short guy then said that “What” is his name.

(From Oct. 26, 2019) Coexist

I dreamt that when I let the three cats inside, who were out, in the morning, I was amazed that they were able to coexist with the wolves that were out there.

(From Oct. 25, 2019) Princess Akoo

I dreamt that spirits/demons like addresses with 27 in it. I think David was there and he said his address was 3027 so I told him mine.

I dreamt something about having one more night, after 2, of having the lights on at night. (I read about having them on while dealing with these problems.)

I dreamt that the church once used donkeys (?) to pull apart a man who was accused once of something. Don’t remember what. There were camera people taping when he was tied to the animals and they walked, head first, down a small hill (2-3 steps) to the right and out of view. I was thinking they must be glad that they don’t hear and see what’s going on.

Two big heavy equipment machines then came from the right bulldozing that area where the hill was. One of them looked like it had its head down for a bit as if ashamed (?).

I dreamt that there was a helicopter spotlight shining in the backyard at night looking for a criminal on the run. The sliding glass door was open a little. I was thinking it would make it easier to yell out to the officers who were outside on the side waiting in case he showed up.

I dreamt that I heard a guy say, “Hey mas” and so I shined a light by that area but didn’t see anyone. I wonder if he was trying to say, “Hey, Miss”.

I dreamt/saw two chow (?) puppies with shirts on that said “#Princessakoo”.

Start Another Fire

I asked, “What am I not doing that I need to do to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that someone had set fire at night to the tall grass in the front yard which was now glowing embers.

I raced to wake and tell my mom and dad. I then decided to hose it down while I was waiting for them. Someone (else?) was trying to start another fire.

(From yesterday) Pick It Up

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was buying dust/powdered paint in 4 different colors. Two of them were similar color.

I dreamt something about Polynesians singing in church (?). Amy was there but didn’t see her. There was something about an urgency for something.

I dreamt that I saw one of my top garments on Ali’s bed. I picked it up and folded it and put it on top of my others.

(From Dec. 27, 2019) Another Project

I asked the same question. Before/As I was waking, I was thinking of the male actors who weren’t in any Hallmark Christmas movies this year. One of them was Victor Webster. I wondered if it was because of age or if they were working on another project.

I dreamt that I was in a food place/restaurant. (I don’t remember the order of these.) I was sitting by a window . Missionaries pulled up on motorcycles. I was thinking that I didn’t know they could/were allowed to drive those.

After they got off, I leaned in to get a better look at them. I saw that they were BMW’s and actually motored/powered bicycles.

The girls inside were anxiously waiting for them to enter because of how good looking/handsome they were. When they finally did make it in, they were wearing white suits similar to hazmat.

I was at the register with someone. We were getting strawberry taquitos (tortillas made from strawberries). I don’t know what was inside. There may have been chocolate chips mixed with the strawberries.

Mark, and a blonde thin guy who is married to someone in the family (Kevin?), were walking outside to come in. The blonde guy leaned back as he walked.

After coming in, they decided to eat at Denny’s and asked me for directions. I had been there earlier in the dream but didn’t know how to get there so I just pointed (11 o’clock position?). I don’t remember if they wanted to leave because a school busload of children arrived, or if they wanted to leave before.

After a while, they came back. Mark said that even though the blonde isn’t sure where he wants to go, he does know where he doesn’t want to be/go.

I dreamt that I was standing in front of Ali with only a (red?) towel on. I kept fixing/situating it.

(From Dec. 26, 2019) Work

I asked the same question. When I started asking the question, my body felt like it was shrinking.

I dreamt a girl who looks like Alex (works at Starbucks). Her name was Domo but pronounced it Domay/Dome with thing on top of e. I told her that it sounds Italian.

Wasn’t Much Left

I dreamt that I was standing in the bathroom and inserting a tampon, having a little fun with it first. Thinking of Ali, I think I told someone who was there that I didn’t know why I was using it since there wasn’t much left.

I dreamt that he had something in the garage for me and wanted me to go with him to look.

I dreamt that while I was looking at the black neighborhood cat outside, I was thinking that if there are any new cats who come around that they will stay outside so that I won’t get attached to them.

(From yesterday) Back Together

I asked, “What do I need to see, that I’m not seeing, to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that Mark told me that there were some people who put some feces (his word) in some library books and that it’s going to get worse.

I don’t know where I was but I saw several key chain rings in a bowl with items on them that looked like mine. I then searched to see if mine were there but didn’t see them. (When I was waking, I wondered why I didn’t think that someone could’ve taken mine and separated them and I needed to put them back together.)

There was a horse and I had a knowing that he had a military rank and some people promoted him to a higher rank to give them an excuse to fight those people who had previously done something wrong to the horse.

This horse was then standing in front of me to the left a short distance. There were other people on my left. The horse was facing forward. A couple people had whips (I didn’t see what they were holding but assumed this is what they were) and whipped the horse on the left butt cheek. It wasn’t hard and they only did it a couple times.

These people were then kneeling and bending down to the horse, who may have laid down by now, paying tribute to him. I was confused by this and said, “He’s just a horse.”

I dreamt that Ali had brushed my right breast with his hand. I had a feeling that it was getting to be too much for him for us not be physical and so wanted to get married.

I dreamt that the orange cat was getting better. (He had stopped eating.)

I dreamt something about Norway and something about a hat.

(From Dec. 20, 2019) Able To Move

I asked the same question. (Previous nights the dreams were erased.) I dreamt that I was wearing shorts (plaid? vertical stripes?) and standing in front of Tom and a black guy who was on Tom’s left. They were both sitting.

Someone with me told me that Tom applied to Phoenix college. I asked him, “In what?” He was telling me when I was wakened by that girl.

Tom had his right arm stretched out with his hand rubbing my chest up and down a little. I was worried because he slightly felt the hair on my neck area. I then figured that he might be the man from my dreams who doesn’t care, or at least doesn’t show, about that.

I dreamt that the mother cat let me pet her, or that I was able to pet her.

I dreamt of a ship, at least the word came to me as I was waking.

I dreamt that I had a checklist and marriage was listed.

Before waking someone told me to turn the candle over.

I dreamt the I was lying on the couch where the cats are and let the Siamese girl go outside/didn’t stop her. I then realized what I had done and frantically went to the glass door to let her in. Thankfully she was next to the house and came in on her own.

I then saw the mother and her daughter out there, to the left. The daughter looked like she was stuck in a shopping cart frame, without the basket, that was tipped forward. When I went to get her out, I saw that she wasn’t stuck and was able to move.

Be With Someone Else

I asked the question, “Don’t do what?” (Nov. 1, 2019) I dreamt that my skin on my legs was opening up in different spots. Some were small holes and some were big. One of the big ones was on my left thigh.

There was a computer motherboard in there. I was frantic about what was happening to me. I tried to look inside my leg to see all that was there but could only see a little.

There must’ve been people around me, or at least one person, who I was trying to get their attention to help me.

I dreamt that I was by the closets in my room with a new husband. I was thinking it was weird to be with someone else. There were several small open bags of cat food in the closet with the tops rolled down.

One of them was separated from the others on the left so I brought it over with the others. I wasn’t wearing any pants.

(From yesterday) Didn’t Care

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I either saw a picture, or in person, a naked woman bending over, with the head up to. There were different animals (with their hands?) going up her back. I was thinking of supporting her by coloring them in (if a picture) or giving her money.

I dreamt of Ali telling me that he wants to “pack it in” (have sex).

I dreamt that I was naked, sitting with my knees covering my breasts. I was with people and didn’t care that others saw. We were getting ready to go to church. There was a female who wore a dress with spaghetti straps that went down past her breasts. She looked like a prostitute. She had on a lot of makeup. I wondered what the people at church would react/think of her.

After sacrament meeting, or after all of the services, I was walking in the back of the chapel from right to left. I saw an older man standing behind a cafeteria style cart giving out food. At first I wasn’t going to say anything, but as I got closer I decided to.

I mentioned to him that (I thought) we’re not supposed to do business on Sunday. He responded, “We’re not.” I then realized that that was true because I didn’t see any money being exchanged.

I dreamt that a guy told me, at the church, that he likes to hear me sing.

(From Nov. 2012) Swollen

I dreamt that my hands were swollen.

(From Dec. 18, 2019) Acting

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Ali & I have our beds next to each other. His was on the left. I started fingering myself, thinking he would want to do some also. He didn’t as he fell asleep once he laid down on the bed.

I then felt something at the left corner of the foot of my bed. I’m not able to move my head to look over at Ali. I start having trouble breathing, as if there’s a lot of smog.

I’m able to move my hands so I start grabbing the edges of the bed and try to cast her out so he knows she’s there but she won’t let me speak the words and no sound comes out. He doesn’t respond.

I then start calling out for mom, still moving my hands. Ali still doesn’t respond.

Before waking, the phrase, “Pita is an Outback (Australia) woman.”

I dreamt that I was standing on the right side of Ali’s lifted bed, noticing a red/maroon towel folded half over with the open side to the foot of the bed. It was up by his pillow under his blankets. I thought that was weird, but then it wasn’t because he does weird stuff.

I dreamt that I was on the right side of another lifted bed. There’s a black woman with either a Hispanic or Arabic man. I didn’t get a good look. I was holding her hand. They’re acting.

She’s wearing pajama’s. At first they’re asleep, but she then says something to him (about me?). I look away to my right as he gets up. There’s something reflective in front of me. I see his hairy legs under the covers, realizing that he’s naked, which surprises me.

A second later, after getting dressed, he’s on top of her, giving her a hard thrust./hump It startled me so I let go. She laughs at that and tells the guy that I jumped back because of this.