Started

I asked, “How do I have children if/since Ali doesn’t want to get married?” I dreamt that Barry Manilow had been invited to a gathering at someone’s house. I was wondering how the person in charge was able to get him to come. I then remembered that they knew each other.

I was thinking that I would’ve thought this would be at the church instead of at someone’s house.

There was an overweight twenty-something girl (Hispanic?Mixed?) wearing a dress with the back exposed. She was waiting for someone. She had another girl touch her a little bit to get her started.

There was a chair that sloped down to the floor, like a beach chair.

As Barry was driving home, I was thinking that he has free time that allowed him to come.

I dreamt something about Back to the Future, or maybe just the words.

(From yesterday) Help

I asked the same question. I dreamt about a girl wearing a fancy dress going under a table to hide. She had on high heel shoes that were high enough for her to stand on her toes, like a ballerina.

I dreamt girl on my left saying something about beer not going right. There was a guy in front of me with Lauren on his right slightly behind him. Lauren told this girl that she would help with the beer.

I told this guy, as Lauren was talking, that she was my cousin (niece). He jokingly asked if I had told her that/Does she know.

The girl next to me was saying that if this guy is like a Mormon then he’s a yenyen/yinyin.

(From March 14, 2020) In the Process

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I took a shower during a Jewish wedding/reception. I was in the process/middle of getting dressed when some women came in wanting to use the facilities/space.

I dreamt that it was flooded a couple feet outside. I was crying to my mom about my cat missing. I was thinking that it was ok for someone my age to cry over a cat.

I dreamt that I was with a couple other people taking care of other people’s children. Sheldon & Zelma had had another baby, a girl, who was about a year old but still looked the size of an embryo/newborn. I was wondering why.

She was thirsty so I gave her a baby bottle of water. She then had to use the bathroom so I asked her which one she wanted to use. There was one on my left so she chose that one because she really had to go.

When I looked inside, the toilet was full from other people. Mom and dad had separate bedrooms. I debated which one to take her to. I decided to use my dad’s bathroom because the toilet was situated further from the bedroom.

When I walked in, my dad was asleep on his bed which was horizontal on my right with his head by the wall. He woke and said my name. I asked if we could use his bathroom. I think he said yes. As I was walking, her diaper came undone in front. I held it up so that nothing/no poop would fall down.

(From March 13, 2020) Break In

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was reflecting on how back in the ’50’s, people could leave their doors unlocked and windows open at night, even though there were minor/minimal break-ins. I was picturing this as I was thinking about it.

I dreamt about having to walk through a tunnel that was made of/with people. I had to crouch down some. I had to walk through obstacles to get through.

Death

I asked, “The end of what?” I dreamt that people had gotten the coronavirus. They were getting their stuff together and getting ready to die, including me. I was thinking about the inside of the body shutting down and eventual death.

I then remembered that I had been told in my patriarchal blessing that I would bring children into mortality.

A man in a dark suit with a briefcase then showed up on the left, walking to the right. I knew he was from the church but wasn’t sure if he was a leader or just a regular member. I wanted to talk to him about my situation.

He had disappeared. Everyone then regained their health and started fixing what was damaged/broken. I was talking to someone in front of me who was with their black car, which was facing me, about how the passenger side had previously been broken/scrunched/shortened.

(From yesterday) Danger

I asked the same question. I dreamt that several dangerous/poisonous insects were crawling up by my eye wanting to get in the socket. I didn’t see my eye there. I was looking at my face but don’t know if I was looking in a mirror or not so I don’t know which eye it was.

At first it was hard to grab them, as if they were holographic. After getting rid of one, another one would show up. One was black. One was multicolored.

I dreamt that I was in Hawaii. I don’t know if I was in an establishment/business or only an area of Hawaii known as North Shore South Wave.

I was standing on the street and saw a tow truck going in front of me from right to left. There was a girl who was having her car towed. She was sitting on the hood talking to me as they went past. I was wondering how she was able to do that, thinking that it was illegal to do so.

The Fairmont house had been updated/remodeled. It was now white inside. I was visiting and realized that I hadn’t checked the room by the front door so I go to check it out.

I was in the bathroom to use the toilet. Dad had left a huge log in there. I was frustrated that he left it there. I then flushed it. As it started to go down, a wolf came out of the poop out of the toilet on to the floor. It went back in the toilet just as the end of the log was going down. I thought that was weird.

I was driving on a wide street. On the right were emergency vehicles lined up, ready in case they were needed at the event/whatever was going on. I noticed some of them were standing outside on the street side, talking. One of the firemen was Brandon Routh.

I dreamt that I got something about my health insurance in the mail.

(From Feb. 20, 2020) Evil

I asked the same question. All I remember is needing to stay away from an evil/dangerous person. Ali was there with me.

(From Feb. 19, 2020) Demons

I asked the same question. I dreamt that the Ghost Adventures crew were trying to get rid of “Me”/demons.

(From Feb. 18, 2020) Removal

I asked the same question. I had the image of my No! No! hair removal device.

The thought, “Spread your legs” came to mind.

Going To

(I had a dream several years earlier of 4 adult children) I asked, “Is Ali the father of those adult children?” I dreamt of a white (?) snake going up my right arm. I was scared that it was going to bite me.

I dreamt something about being in the ocean and a huge dead fish floating around me. I first saw the back of it with the head to the right then saw the face. There were some (small) people on top doing something (?).

(From Feb. 15, 2020) Covered

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I wrapped myself in my red towel which covered my whole body, like a child’s towel does with the hood.

(From Feb. 14, 2020) Wanting

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about wanting to write stories/books but haven’t done so yet because I don’t know how to write conversations.

I dreamt something about finding a piece of (paper) money.

The word “Shakada” came to mind. (Japanese for Buddha) In my mind it was pronounced Shakadae/y.

(From Feb.13, 2020) Needed

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was going to marry Travis. we were walking home with some of his friends. Their house was on the left.

I continued to my place that was downhill. When I got there, I noticed that he had followed me home. I was excited that he had done so.

The place where we were getting married had a mural on a back wall with David Bowie dressed as an architect with a hard hat. He was looking to the right at a building he was responsible for. This was painted over with white.

We were then married and in our own place together. I was happy.

I dreamt that I walked through a wire gate that was to the right of the house. The car was in the back, facing the house. I started the ignition then went inside to find some paperwork I needed for school/work.

Kyle/Ali was sitting on a couch that was under the windows looking out back. His arms were resting on the top back of the couch. He had a blanket covering him.

I found the paperwork, gave him a kiss and then went outside to leave. When I got outside the car was gone. I looked over by the gate and saw that it was half open/closed. I had left it open when I came through (?).

We didn’t hear or see anything. I was confused how it had disappeared.

I dreamt something about a tall hamburger called “What Would He Say” or “What He Said”. It was a reference to when a guy orgasm’s. The name changed every now and then.

I was with some Hispanics who had ordered this. One guy brought one back for me, which I wasn’t expecting.

We were outside (before/after this) and I found out that two of them lived in the same home. They were dating. I asked if that was allowed. I don’t remember the answer I was given. I said that I had asked in case each home had their own rules.

I woke with the song, “Here Comes Your Man” from the Pixies.

(From Feb. 12, 2020) Planning

I asked the same question. I saw myself sliding, and caught myself from falling.

I dreamt that mom said it was time to go to grandma’s. I thought it was too late in the evening so I wasn’t planning on going.

(Feb. 12, 2013) Closing Time

I dreamt that I was with a female friend who was about 7 months (?) pregnant. About 3 p.m. we went to a newly opened restaurant but we were never served. We had stayed there until closing time.

Start With Those

I asked, “Is there an alternative way, other than getting pregnant, to get rid of that girl?” I dreamt something with Trump and seeing the words “Not always perfact”.

I dreamt that I started working at a lady’s house that was down the street and around the corner to the left. She had a small bookstore in her house. I had some pocket planners, and regular sized ones. I looked in one of them and saw writing and cut corners. I wasn’t sure what to do with them.

I went to the lady to ask what to do with them. She took a piece of paper and slid it in, folding the edge over one of the pages, as if that made them ok to sell. She then gave it back to me. I still wasn’t sure what to do so I put them away.

A young lady came in buying some books because she was starting her own bookstore. She had about 10 – 20 on the counter and the majority of them were the Books of Mormon with the dark cover. I was surprised that she would start with those.

It was the end of the day. Four of the workers were sitting in a square area. A guy worker had a small brass musical instrument and played it for about a minute then put it away. A girl was holding a camera or phone. I saw a flash bulb on the floor and asked who it belonged to. It belonged to the girl.

I started watching a movie on a black old time movie player. I don’t know if it was VHS or something else. It was showing some people walking a path that curved to the left. They were then ambushed by some other people.

A guy was shirtless and had a sword thrust through his right side going up toward his chest, coming back out. He was then lying on the ground with his head to the left and arms stretched out.

He was being nailed to a cross. I then assumed that it was the movie, “A Man Called Bear” (actually a horse) with Richard Harris. I couldn’t handle continue watching so I took the movie out.

I then noticed that the others had left. I got up and saw that the lady was behind a wall sitting and doing something. I decided to quietly leave. As I was going through the door and screen I noticed that I was barefoot.

Outside, there were two butterflies the size of Polyphemus moths. One had blue on the top edge of its wings. They both flew off to the left.

I recognized the houses across the street and to the left at the end of the cul de sac since I lived in the neighborhood around the corner and up the street to the right.

I dreamt of a huge black insect with skinny legs flying toward me and attacking the top of my head. I wasn’t able to get it off. I had a sense that it wouldn’t leave until it was finished doing whatever it was doing.

(From yesterday) Almost Out

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a skinny black man on my right staring at me weird. He asked me my name. I hesitatingly told him. I then thought that I should’ve told him “Regina”. I then walked away.

I was then in a college building and struggling to get to the door, taking all of my strength to get there. As I got close enough to see it I rested knowing that I was almost out of the building.

I was then back at/near Valley College in San Bernardino. I was inside a somewhat dark house, walking through. I saw a bed with stacks of books piled high underneath. No one was there. I was thinking that they must be at work. I had a knowing that this house was for sale.

As I was walking through there was a guy on my left who didn’t seem to be all mentally there walking slightly behind me. I didn’t know who he was.

Coming out of the front door, there was an eye hook lock. I decided not to lock it so that whoever lived here could get in/out.

There was a wire fence around the perimeter of the yard. I started walking to the left to find a way out, which I did after a few steps. I was then thinking that we (when I was a missionary) had(n’t) been to this house. It was on the corner with a street to the right of it.

I then saw nature overtaking the road in front of the house. I figured that it had been turned into a pedestrian walkway so I started walking to the right.

It wasn’t long until I saw a white car coming my way. It looked like one that a young guy would have for speed racing. To my left were several black girls. I didn’t say anything to them thinking that they would see the car.

They didn’t but were able to get over next to me on my right as the car stopped. A white puppy then was in front of the car. When it was about to continue I started waving my hands so that it wouldn’t go under the car. Another puppy then showed up.

One of the black girls said something about me being concerned about the puppies but not them. I was going to explain to her but then figured it wouldn’t do any good so I kept my mouth shut and walked away.

I was then walking along where there was some water to my left. I had to cross it by going through it so I did. I was wearing my black suede (?) coat. There were some men behind me and I was wondering what they were thinking about me wearing this as I crossed.

After a short distance I was at the school’s pool. Briana was there with other people, playing a game with a ball that I didn’t see but knew was there. She was in the shallow end looking to the right. She was naked. I was surprised but then I wasn’t. I was surprised that she was allowed to be here like that.

She then got out to get a drink at the water fountain in front of me on the other side of the pool. She was wearing a bathing suit then. She took it off as she was getting back in.

There was a guy there who was going to measure me to see if I had lost weight from being 250. He had a soft/baked potato and was peeling it. I may have asked what it was for. I was told that I was going to see. There was something about my strong right bicep.

(From Feb. 9, 2020) Fish

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being with people outside to hear a band. Some people then came and bound them with strong, thick ropes, blindfolding them with something black.

One of the guys was lying on the stage facing NorthEast, looking like a fish, with the rope going around his body with arms inside.

Recipe

I asked, “Do I need a shungite or obsidian cross to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that I was having sex with Ali’s (?) spirit.

I dreamt that a guy named Clint van Czeyk had a b&w cartoon on Vimeo. It was showing something dripping from the back of a man’s head.

I dreamt of people watching a sport. There was a group of blondes. There was a big guy speaking to me/tv with a German accent.

I dreamt of a recipe and one of the ingredients was lumphes.

(From yesterday) Play

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with people from church, or some of them were. I was wearing a white bathing suit/leotard with the top down. After a while I figured I better cover up so I did.

There was something about a sleeping white gecko. There was a shirtless guy with dark hair and a medium hairy chest. I either rubbed it, or wanted. I started getting excited from looking at it but was able to calm myself down. He wasn’t a member of the church.

It was time to separate. I was with someone. It seems we went to a fast food restaurant (McDonalds?) that was close by. He ended up at the same place. He came over to me and asked me to “play”. I told him I can’t but I wanted to.

We were at a place that was being given to a family of four, transforming it to a residence. I was behind them. They were lined up side by side and gave a bow in unison to show their gratitude.

I heard my dad’s voice. I listened to him talk a couple times to make sure it was him before I saw him. I told the guy that it was time to go.

The gecko woke up. I was a little anxious not knowing how to transport him. Someone must’ve asked how I brought him here because I said that it was sleeping. I eventually put it in a slightly open sandwich bag until I could put him someplace safer. Liquid appeared when I put him in it.

Somewhere in there I went pee. It was audible but I didn’t care. I t felt like I was going a long time as if my bladder had been full.

I dreamt that I started dating a Hispanic guy. He was wearing a greyish sweater. We were at a park, or somewhere were there was a park. There was a pool but with very little water. I was thinking that if it were full I would’ve playfully pushed him in.

He looked to be in his 30’s so I asked him what age he thought I was. He started saying, “3-0-6, 3-0-8” telling him no each time. I told him that I was going to be 48 next month (May). He was shocked but I couldn’t tell how it affected him because even though he went silent, he stayed the same.

(After rain?) We were walking, with him on my right. I put my arm around his waist, pinching it a little at the bone. There was a little bit of extra skin. I was thinking how I liked to do that with Ali. I didn’t care if people saw us together.

On the ground was spelled out two words. The second one was Trenta. I asked him what it meant but don’t remember what he said.

We ended up in a building (before walking?) with other people. After a while it was time to leave. He was going to stay to do some work. The entrance was on the lower right corner on the side.

It had been raining on and off at an angle. There was a space up next to the building that was still dry. I was wondering if it would be possible to crouch/duck down to walk through but then it would be too uncomfortable.

The rain finally stopped and the other people left. The hairy guy wanted to walk me to my car but I told him that I would be ok and that I didn’t want him walking back and forth.

He asked if I needed any help and I told him that I had only brought a couple things of my stuff.

Either later that day, or another day, I was then with a Mexican lady. We went to a walk up food place that had several windows. One of the companie’s name was something about one ingredient needing another ingredient and that ingredient needing another ingredient, listing 4 of them.

There was a female worker who looked frustrated. She had on a green apron. I figured the name of the company would be on there in a simplified form. Instead, I saw two fancy circles. The Mexican lady I was with was inside with this worker to talk to her.

On my left was a Hispanic guy ordering his food. I was mostly positive it was the same guy I had started dating but because of the newness of the relationship, I still had a little doubt whether it was him. Still, I kept looking at him in case it was him.

He looked over at me when he was finished and asked, “What are you doing here, dear?” I looked inside at the Mexican lady then back at him. I didn’t care if she saw us together or what she thought. I told him that I was here to talk to a lady about selling her products, which was true.

(From Feb. 1, 2020) Children

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a young black man picking out an old b&w movie. He was standing close to me on my right. He said that his children like these movies. It may have been a children’s movie. I knew that he was married.

I saw black/African women in several groups. One group was sitting side by side doing something with their hands with each other. Another group was to their right. They could have been dancing.

(From Jan. 31, 2020) Blind

I asked the same question. I dreamt of several different animals in the back. Two young elephants were close to me lying in some water with their heads to the left. I thought they were dead but as I got closer I could see that they were resting.

I dreamt of holding a blind person’s hand and letting them know that I was leaving and for them to stay in the room where we were.

(From Jan. 30, 2020) Family

I asked the same question. I dreamt something with Jason and other family in it.

Worker

I asked, “Why am I black?” I dreamt that mom had gone to a medical facility to have a procedure done. I asked one of the workers about the paperwork. They hadn’t looked at it yet.

(From yesterday) Woman

I asked the same question. I dreamt that on a Friday Amy timidly said that she was going to dinner. I said ok. When she got back I realized that she had gone to the dinner that had been set up by Judy and Sara (?) for mom. I had forgotten about it because Amy didn’t say where she was going.

I got after her for not being clear when she said where she was going. I told her not to come after us for not being clear when she isn’t.

I dremt something about someone talking about nihalat, which means something about (long) hair.

I dreamt that a man was doing something with his young family inside. He looked out the window that was in front of him across the room. He saw a woman with a bundled up baby on her chest walking past the window from right to left.

As the scene zooms out, the man is now to the right of the window standing at a table. He looks back at the window in shock. As the scene continues to zoom, it shows that they are several stories up in a brick apartment building/row house on the right end. There are no balconies.

As the scene continues to zoom out, they have now moved to the roof and are there with other people.

I dreamt that I had accidentally gone, and smeared, a little bit of light colored poop on Ben’s white sheet while I was getting off. I was cleaning/chipping it with my fingernails so that it would be easier to clean.

I dreamt that I sat on a child’s red (?) plastic chair, thinking that it would be sturdy enough for me. It wasn’t.

I dreamt that a lady was sitting (high?) at a table in between two ladies. She had two crosses in front of her. They were made from crystals/gems. They were tan and black mixed, like granite kitchen counters.

I asked her if the place where she bought those had crosses made from shungite or obsidian. She looked surprised and said, “Oh!”, as if she hadn’t thought of that.

(From Jan. 21, 2020) Sliding

I asked the same question. I saw myself continually sliding.

(From Jan. 20, 2020) Selling

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was wearing a white fancy dress, with lace ribbons on my breasts going down the chest area. I was part of a wedding but decided not to attend.

There was a light blue apron with pictures vertically lined up on the right side (when wearing) to show how to wear it with the dress. It was a foot, or two, longer than the dress. I didn’t look at the pictures close enough to understand how to wear it.

I dreamt that someone was selling young (half tall) Christmas trees for planting in yards for when Christmas comes around.

(From Jan. 19, 2020) Demon

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was about to write something on a piece of paper when several streaks showed up at the top of the paper. They made it look like the paper was wet.

Frustrated, I told the demon who did that that he might as well do the whole thing (paper), which he then did.

I dreamt something about a couple from church. Their car had a flat tire in back on the driver’s side. I said that I had checked the front tires and hadn’t thought to check the back ones.

There was something about a John Ellis who was the first speaker at the General Conference. I looked in my journal where I wrote something about dreaming from his talk.

Time To Go

I dreamt of a tall mirrored high rise building.

I dreamt of a gated abandoned house/building with several stories.

I dreamt that I had pooped a slightly curved tan “brick”, leaving it on top of the toilet. I had some dark remnants on my right leg on the top of my thigh under my belly. It was Micalanne’s turn to clean. She was poking it with a stick and smelling it, not smelling anything, trying to figure out what it was.

I put the brick in a hole above the seat the size of the brick and flushed it. I was anxious that it might not go down and flood but it went down smoothly.

I dreamt of being with a group of people, including my parents and Mark, and someone with down syndrome. We were inside a church (?) playing “keep away”. It was fun to watch the person with down syndrome be involved with the game.

The ball wasn’t thrown to me until the end. Because of this I couldn’t remember who my teammates were so I randomly threw to Mark. He threw it back to me and I threw it to dad, who then told mom that it was time to go.

I was standing behind a line the people, one of which was a Polynesian female, had then made, semi anxiously searching for my yellow flip flop sandals. I then saw that they were to the side on the right in front of me on the other side of the line.

I dreamt that there were a couple guys who wanted bicycles. I wasn’t sure if they were homeless or not. After they got the bikes I saw them driving away in front of me, driving slightly to the left. One of them had a Lamborghini. I then wondered why they wanted the bikes.

There was a section of the road that was dirt and had what looked like a ramp, causing the vehicles to go up in the air. There was a one person dug out hole to the left that the driver had to jump into before the vehicle came back down.

I saw a female go in the hole, curled up with her right side on the bottom. I could see her hitting the sides as she was going down. She kept saying, “Ow.”

(From Oct. 11, 2019) Make Noise

I asked, “How do I prevent that (Utah) girl from entering my body?” I dreamt something about Ali & I living (?) in a house with an uphill driveway. The guy before us had a car shop in the garage so he had one of those strips that make noise when going over it. It was still there.

We were going somewhere but I was taking my time coming out. I was in the garage, picking up the car key last. Ali was frustrated at the time I was taking.

There was a guy who lives in the neighborhood who rode past on his motorcycle without shoes. He likes to ride, when he has time off, for fun.

A small/medium size dog walked by me with red ants crawling on him. The ants were around his butt then he moved on. I think I asked the dog if he knew about the ants before he left.

I dreamt that I was with mom & Mark inside mom’s house. Mark asked mom if Steve could come visit. I mentioned that he was going to be coming, why should he be asking. I then asked mom if he & Natalie were separating again. She didn’t respond. I then heard, “One = two”.

I dreamt about making DIY soap out of flowers.

(From Oct. 10, 2019) Walls Going Down

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Kenny Rogers had worked with Taylor Swift several times so he wasn’t nervous (?) around. He was holding up a baby size patchwork quilt.

The name Tommy Becky came to mind.

I saw an older couple walking in front of me. They (she) were holding the baby of a Jamaican woman who was on their right. Her hair was up in braids with colored bands all around.

I saw the brick walls in the backyard and side going down.

(From Oct. 9, 2019) Shining Bright

I asked the same question. I was with other people, including Trump. Seems it was at the end of work. Trump left for a little bit then came back. He was debating on walking me home or another girl. I told him that it takes me an hour. I wanted to ask if it would be quicker to drive but since he was the one who is offering, I didn’t say anything.

I was sitting on the floor wearing a dress. The bottom was up by my waist. My legs were bent up. I was thinking that anyone here who might become my husband would know how I already look. My garments were showing so I decided to pull the dress down.

I saw one of those display cookie jar globes/balls that stores use for small items to sell. Inside were the rubber balls used for handball/racquetball. A couple of the front balls had writing with an outline of a skull, like the type for Day of the Dead. It was saying something about Kliceco, which is the face shining bright under the moon.

(From Oct. 8, 2019) Married

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a party with two suppliers of champagne. The people were drinking more of one over the other. A guy involved with one of the suppliers kept bringing glasses out on to the long rectangle table because of this.

Amy was warning me about hunting ghosts because a friend of hers became involved with drugs after starting. I told her the difference between our situations. She told me, “Let me poke your eye”, for health reasons, as a release.

I dreamt that Ali & I were at the house of one of my brothers. I don’t remember if it was a dream brother or one of my actual brothers. If it was actual then it would’ve been Mark.

Ali was standing behind me, not doing anything, and my brother told me to stop doing that, as if we were having sex. I reminded him that we were married. There were other people at the house as well.

I dreamt that Ali & I went to the church with two sections/chapels. They were across from each other with the one on the right a bit higher than the one on the left. The one on the left was for families and the one on the right was for gays. I don’t remember why Ali came but he came for a reason. I think I was tagging along, though I didn’t see him while we were there.

There were people on both sides. I stayed on the right. The women there didn’t feel as if they were gay but were family of those who were. There was a type of (not see thru) screen to go through to be on that side.

I knew that payment was involved to be involved with what was happening that day/night. I wasn’t going to go through because of that but after seeing the last person go through, I decided to sneak in.

I saw doors open as if the room was a dressing room. I saw the bottom/legs of a guy getting ready for a show. I heard some of the guys chuckling slightly after two of them did something sexual. I looked after hearing that but didn’t see anything.

I then went in to the chapel and sat in a folding chair in the back right on the left of the short row. A guy in front of me told me to look at something that was behind me. I don’t remember what it was.

I saw that there was food up front on the left where the sacrament area was. I figured that was what the payment was for. It was for after the event. I figured I didn’t have to worry about eating because Ali would take me to eat after the event was over.

There was a screen up front for a film that was to be shown. It was a type of documentary. Part of it, there was only music with different scenes. It showed a guy walking in a pool on the right side next to the edge. He was walking away from the camera. I got a little excited, thinking I had seen this part and that the guy was Dakota from the Ghost Adventures tv show.

He then came back with a small group of people, walking in the same area. I realized as they got closer that it wasn’t him. In front of them was a black dog pushing a stroller with a guy behind the dog holding the baby. They eventually turned to the right (their left) and continued on.

Still Alive

I dreamt that dad was driving us home on a route that always scared me because there was a part of the road that was steep going down.

I dreamt that I was in a dug out tightly compacted dirt square with a white dog who was just lying there in front of me. There may have been a small section in the left top corner that was wet.

Ali was standing above on the left top corner with a shovel. He had picked up the dog. I told him that the dog was still alive. He slightly threw up the shovel, moving it away, causing the dog to land on its feet.

It was thin as if it had been starved. It stood there for a bit and then went back into the dirt square to lay down again.

This scared me for some reason, causing me to suddenly wake and open my eyes.

I dreamt that Doris Day had died (singing part) which upset (saddened) me.

I dreamt that Steve (?) & I got on a guy’s big rig that he was using to transport people, like a bus service. There was another guy and the driver turned the vehicle around to take this guy to his destination. I was concerned/hopeful that he would turn back around to take us to ours.

I dreamt that there was a crowd of people who parted, like the Red Sea, because of something that was on the other side.

(From Oct. 20, 2019) Go Help

I dreamt that someone was trying to kidnap a young Steve. He was in another room behind me and to the right. I was having a hard time getting the headband off that I use to cover my eyes while sleeping so that I could go help.

I dreamt that I was looking at a brochure with Robert Mailhouse on it. He walked in front of me from right to left so I showed him what I was looking at.

(From Oct. 19, 2019) Fireworks

I dreamt of a Celine Dion video with a see thru filter/screen over it, like when ads pop up covering what you’re looking at. There was something on the screen but don’t remember what because something popped/clicked in my head then I was suddenly awake.

I dreamt that there were fireworks for something.

(From Oct. 18, 2019) Christmas

I dreamt of a young Shauna whose name was Emily instead. We were at a house (?) with a big bed with big/thick comforters. She got up on the left side of the bed wanting to snuggle in.

I was standing on the right side telling her we needed to go to her house (within walking distance) to clean up first. I think I was going to let her walk by herself if she didn’t come down because of how close her house was.

I dreamt of a handsome young Bill Gates. He had taken me into his RV. I was wondering if he was the one from an earlier dream with a well who was going to take care of me.

I was wearing a knee length skirt and no shoes. I don’t know if he had planned on picking me or if he chose me out of others. I don’t know why I was there. There was at least another female there who was connected to him. That may have been all.

I was able to “escape” but for some reason went back. Someone was discussing an issue that he took interest in but I said (out loud?) that he doesn’t believe in it and when I looked for him he was gone.

I dreamt that there was a semi long business building at the end of a parking lot. There were two businesses there. The one on the right was a Mexican restaurant called “Samaya” (?). I don’t remember what the left side was.

There were people standing in the parking lot. I don’t recall seeing any vehicles. On the restaurant side was a tall, skinny black man with a small group of people (or just standing by them) and dancing by himself. Ali was to my right though I didn’t see him. I was pointing out the black man to him.

On the left side, closer to us, where a group of people lining up horizontally. After a bit they started to dance.

I dreamt that I saw a picture of Christ sitting and looking to the 5 o’clock position. I was wanting to share the picture to some of the LDS groups I’m in and comment that Christmas in only a couple (3 or 4) days away.

With Fire

I asked, “Will getting pregnant get rid of that (Utah) girl?’ I dreamt that I was in the backyard looking at the old man’s house on the left. The house was dark except for a section in the back where a door was slightly open. I was wondering if they were having an orgy with other people who were there but I didn’t want to look long enough to find out.

I dreamt something about being in a pizza place and trying to get the attention of a female worker on my right behind the counter to let her know that I wanted a pizza. I wasn’t loud enough and she was too busy to notice.

I dreamt of wanting to sit but another lady took the seat before I could. There was another lady and she asked something about if I was going to sit there. I didn’t respond directly but shrugged it off.

I dreamt of some people dancing and telling others near me that Ali does the same dances.

There was a guy near them with a thin piece of wood and somehow split it in half with fire.

I dreamt that I was wondering where the people were who were there earlier, specifically one of the black men.

(From yesterday) Needed

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about being with family and I had a lot of loose items that needed to be gathered before moving on. It seems that there was a sense of urgency. (There was a fire outside?)

Before waking I saw someone showing a young boy, named David, a large open expanse of green landscape.

(From Jan. 6, 2020) Progress

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy (Arab?) came from the left with a bicycle. He He shoved one of his wheels into something of mine on my right, trying to stall my progress. I pushed it back out.

This guy pushed his wheel back in and I pushed it back out. Ali was above me on my right, talking to a woman who was on his left. I called out to him with no result. I had to forcefully call him several times before he responded.

(From Jan. 5, 2020) Dirndl

I asked the same question. I was looking at Amazon and there was a banner at the top of the page for a DNA kit 2 for 1 sale.

I dreamt of Tricia Helfer nursing a baby.

I dreamt of being with several people . There was a woman in front of me a short distance. The top of her top was tucked under her breasts, unless it was made that way, like what milk maids wear (dirndl dress) but without the middle part, exposing her breasts.

I woke up with Frank Sinatra singing “New York, New York”.

Accepted It

I dreamt that there was a pile of dead people on top of the only survivor, who was looking out.

I dreamt that the orange and white cat was back (he passed Dec. 23) and at first it threw me off but then I accepted it.

(From Oct. 24, 2019) Playing

I saw a young Mexican couple with their two young children, boy & girl, who were playing.

I dreamt of an insect, bigger than a bee, flying around. There were some of those windows that are in strips, that look similar to blinds, that were open in front of me.

I had something in my left hand (cardboard?) trying to swat it out so it wouldn’t sting me. It was a female who I know. There were a couple people with me as well.

(From Oct. 23, 2019) Bauhaus

I dreamt of being with some people. I don’t know where we were. Briana was there. There was a guy with black hair. He had something of Bauhaus, or something that had the name written on it. I told him that all I remember is Peter Murphy saying, “Bela Lugosi”. Not the whole song but only those words.

There was also something about a round glass object that had the top broken off and I was worried about the cats walking over the pieces on the ground and the remaining piece that was there.

I dreamt of someone holding the end of a hose and water coming out on the left.

(From Oct. 22, 2019) Near Dead

I dreamt of a woman with fat in puches below her knees. She had a slim small fridge packed of food.

I dreamt of gathering cats in my left arm that were near dead.

(From Oct. 21, 2019) Not To Forget

I dreamt of looking at pictures from the movie Casablanca. There was a young couple also with me. I was saying that I had seen half the movie, telling them pieces of it, but couldn’t remember if it was the first or last.

I was then transported into a desert picture. The sand was white and smoother than I had felt before. I was looking up and it was dark (because of it being a picture). I was wondering if I would be able to climb up and what would I see/would I see light. Climbing up to the top had something to do with death.

I dreamt of an airplane that people were able to climb up and tour. I was on the steps looking down. Ali was there wearing a jacket/coat and standing among the people facing away from me on the right side.

I dreamt that after the events of the day, I was in a room with Barbie and grandma with some other people. We were wearing dark dresses, or Barbie and grandma were.

Barbie asked me if I was going to the wedding (Bethany) and I quietly told her no. She was a bit saddened by that but continued her walk out. After she passed me on my left, I saw her cane so picked it up and told her not to forget it, handing it to her.

Grandma stood up, facing me, from a chair that was in front of me at the end of a table. I knew she was there but hadn’t really noticed until she stood up.

She started walking toward me and I started toward her. I said hello to her as I softly patted her on her back.