Heaven

I asked if Ali has any mortal children. I saw 4 young children placing green sturdy / durable plastic stars in my (left?) hand. I didn’t look at them much, but they were holding the stars in the middle, as if there was a small handle / bridge for them to hold on to. There also may have been a string attached.

I dreamt of an 80’s band who re -released an album because it wasn’t popular the first time. There was a song on it called “Heaven”. 

I was reading something about them and it mentioned the lead singers name. It was something like Ozy, or Ozilund / Osilund.

I was also watching the video for the song which was about a brother / bandmate who had died.

I dreamt that I was eating a big piece of chocolate cake that had an extra / different flavor to it.

I dreamt that I had come back (from Vegas?) from a vacation. Briana wanted to take me somewhere. She was anxiously / frantically searching for two other people to go with us (because of our ages?). I had the impression that she wanted to have sex with me.

The word “Kalaliel” came to mind while I was sleeping.

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Old Man

(From July 22, 2018)

I asked for the name of the Jewish neighbor. I dreamt that I was driving a vehicle, something like a double decker bus, but not. There were a bunch of people. We were going to a church conference.

At times, the brakes wouldn’t work, or were slow to work. One time while going backwards, I just gave up and let the vehicle stop on its own. It didn’t crash. 

The / An old man came on board wearing a suit and accompanied by a large black dog. I was surprised that he would be here, and mentioned it to Ali, though I didn’t see Ali.

My mom was there and about 3 of her top buttons, not consecutive, were undone so I mentioned this to her. She let it go, making a comment that it happens all the time.

(From July 21, 2018 Didn’t Recognize)

I dreamt that I was on the street my parents last owned a house. I was down at the end that was in front of the house. 

There were migs / MG’s slowly appearing on the streets. One of the first ones I saw had females in it and stopped them to ask if these were those vehicles. They didn’t know / didn’t answer.

 The cars all looked as if part of a race but continued to drive these streets. I noticed that one was a Mercedes. I didn’t see / recognize the maker(s) of the other vehicles.

One of them had a white zippered covering surrounding it. A man standing next to me mentioned that it was full of Catholics, but he used a different variation of the word.

There was a piece of paper on the sign at the left corner saying that they were to be at a certain venue later, at 11:22. I had been excited this whole time.

Lock Him Up

I asked the same question. I saw the image of Ali being handcuffed, to later being locked up.

I dreamt something about with Aaron Goodwin being a bit irritated at something. The way something was written / not written?

(From July 23, 2018 Moved)

I asked the name of the Jewish neighbor. I dreamt of being at a parking lot at night, or when it was becoming night. I saw a blonde girl in a black Mercedes with the curved back, but was a different model from what I’ve seen before.

I then saw a black vehicle slowly leaving the lot, coming toward me and then to the left. I was thinking that it was this girl but saw that the vehicle was a heavy duty truck. I thought that I had been mistaken. I had said that I would like that car, the Mercedes, when I saw it. After the truck left, I saw that the Mercedes was still there and that I wasn’t wrong / mistaken, and I was relieved. 

I dreamt that I was in a living / family room and some foods / items from the / a party were moved to under the / a window in front of me. I was (going) to sleep in that area instead of a bedroom. 

I didn’t like the arrangement and a girl asked me about it. I told her that I didn’t mind those items being ordered as they were but didn’t like them in front of me in case of an earthquake or something else.

To the left of me was a black stereo. There was another room in back and to the left of me. Esther Hicks was in there holding the remote for the stereo. The room was a bit darkened but still light enough to be able to see. Someone could turn the music to their liking but if Esther didn’t like it, she could change it.

I dreamt that I was sitting outside in front of a strip mall. There was a grassy hill in front of me. There were female black Americans and black Africans. There was an American black girl sitting next to me on my left. My back was to the building. In front of me were walking several very tall (7ft?) and very thin African men. They wore turbans and tunics / African attire. 

As they came by us, one stopped, looked at me and the girl next to me. One of the tall men, and this girl, both spit, showing disgust for each other. The tall man continued on, with several others showing up as well. I asked this girl how does she expect peace in the world if they continue to do this.

I mentioned, so everyone could hear, that these men looked like they were from Ethiopia or somewhere close. The Africans there also said the same and mentioned several other countries but don’t remember which ones.

These men had come to be healed, or at least one / few of them. I wondered out loud whether the owner of the business that they went in to (last one on the left) purposely came to Riverside to get away from Ethiopia, or wherever he came from, or if he just happened to end up here. The doors to his business were open. No one went inside to see what was happening and these men didn’t come out.

I dreamt of a baby elephant, small enough to fit in my hand. There were no tusks but one was slowly coming / growing out. There was only supposed to be one. While it was transitioning, there were two for a couple seconds and then went back to one. 

I was asking the elephant about the tusks (why he didn’t have them / it yet?). He responded but I don’t remember the answer.

 The elephant then wanted to lay down. There was a small covered area that looked like a tunnel. There were several cats in there. The elephant went in there, growing to look like an alligator / crocodile, displacing the cats.

Blocking

I asked, “What was the purpose of the Utah girl?” I dreamt of seeing young people / guys on short stilts, walking around a crowd of people. I saw one of the guys from the back with the top part of his boxers showing. He took off to join the group that was at the (upper) right. I then realized that they weren’t on stilts, but skates.

I dreamt that I was driving on a dark neighborhood street, toward the left. As I was looking behind me on my right so that I could move over / turn right, another car came driving up and past me, causing / making me to swerve / (correct) course to the left. As I did this, another car on the left was coming toward me.

I dreamt that I wanted to turn right onto a side street. There were girls / young ladies in the middle, blocking the entrance. Seems that they may have had a big vehicle of some sort with them, on the right side. 

As we were passing, on the left, Ali said something about them needing to move. One of them had short dark hair who responded with something snarky. I looked back and responded by saying that Ali wouldn’t have said anything if he didn’t care.

(From July 24, 2018 Going Home)

I asked, “What is the name of the person Ali is a father of?” I dreamt that I was in Vegas with my mom and Amy and other family members and non – family. I don’t remember why we were there. 

Lauren was there and I asked her if Ashley had decided what she’s going to do with the baby. It was the day before we were to go back home.

There were some family members from dad’s side. I asked about Lana, or was it Jana (?), who lived there in Vegas (?).

I was thinking that it would’ve been nice to visit with the family there but that we weren’t able because of going home. They were so close but yet so far. I was making sure that I had my stuff together, seeing my toothbrush and paste. 

There was a young black family renting the house next door to the right (when looking at backyard). The Siamese was there, along with other animals. The man moved the Siamese, so that she would go over the back wall, not knowing who she belonged to. I grabbed her while I had the chance.

I saw a small black dog in a kennel in the middle of the yard. I was wondering why s/he was in there while the other animals were free. S/he was facing to the right. I then saw an opening on the back side of the kennel and felt relieved.

I saw the man sitting at the table in the kitchen with the woman. I saw that they had four young children, thinking they were all girls, but saw that one was a boy.

The woman was getting after the man that they had to have sex (I think she used the other word) after breakfast so that she would get pregnant and they could get on welfare. The man stayed silent. I then saw a grandpa sitting to the right of the man, enjoying the children and not getting involved with the woman.

Birthday

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was back at D.I. in the back. David and I were dating but he did something that disturbed me so I started ignoring him.

There was a toilet that I realized that we both used that had dry urine on the bottom of the lid that needed cleaning.

Someone had donated several small, and big, geodes. One of the small ones was given a price of $.50 with the word, “Babe” on top. I assumed David did that for me but put it with the others anyway.

They also donated several coffee table size books. One was about the Romans, which had a chapter about horses. Another book was about atlas’s. 

I saw a long number on / for / part something with 517’s, so I circled them.

(From July 28, 2018 Slippery)

I asked, “When will Ali wake up?” I don’t remember the beginning, but Ali, wanting to be funny, took my sleeping bag out of its bag and was taking it out to the trash out front. I was following him, trying to tell him that I got it from my brother (Mark) but I think he was talking and didn’t hear me. 

As he got to the trash, I gave up and went back to the house, locking the front door, leaving the screen open. I knew he had a key to get back in since it was his house. He may have gone back to retrieve my bag before the trash came.

There was a white truck, like a commercial (?) / farm / used in third world countries with the flat type bed behind the driver’s cabin. I think Mando was driving / the driver. Ali was in the truck and they had come to pick me up but I was unsure / wary of joining them.

I dreamt that I was outside with Micalanne on a steep slope / sidewalk. There was water from rain. She was sliding down on her feet. I was telling her to be careful because of it being slippery. 

Must’ve Done This Before

I asked, “Is it possible to go back and change my past?” I dreamt of seeing an older man go back in time, around 7pm. The scenery, surroundings where he was standing, kept changing as time was reversing. At one point, he was standing in the middle of a house. His clothes also changed. A grey top hat was added, and a soft grey felt (?) / wool sweater. He must’ve done this before since he knew what would be happening.

He ended up in a bar (?). I only saw several standing people, in a line, horizontally(?). Looked to be about the 40’s. There was a younger guy on the left with his right bicep bandaged up. There was blood soaking through / had soaken at the bottom. The young guy had somehow had his bicep cut, vertically. He had cut a small portion open at the bottom, for sympathy. This, though, wasn’t who the older man wanted to see.

The man he wanted to see was next to this man’s left (?). He was a quiet man. The older man asked him something, almost a whisper, but a little louder. This second man seemed to crouch down inside himself.

I saw a black cutout outline picture of Marilyn Monroe kneeling / bending down, about 10 – 20 feet to the right. I was thinking that I hadn’t seen this one before and wanted to take a picture and share it, but I didn’t have a cellphone or tablet because of the technology not being invented yet. I was bummed.

There was a small area for shopping with a man behind a glass counter, with a female helper. I returned / gave back something that was yellow, or had yellow in it (?). I looked at the small narrow receipt, like the ones given at gas stations / convenience stores and saw that it was $7. 

I said that I should be getting that amount back. This man said something about not being able to give a refund, having to do with a fringe (?) and because it was yellow (?). He said that that’s how it is everywhere he’s been. I was thinking that that may have been his experience, and wanted to say that I’ve never had that problem / experience, but didn’t. I don’t know why.

End Result

I dreamt of something (being?) heavy. I’m not sure if it was an object or a subject.

I dreamt of being in a slightly dark pet store. I didn’t see any animals. I was there to check out the company of a small backpack that I had seen someone else have. I don’t know why the backpacks would be here. 

I was in line behind someone, sitting on a couch in front of a glass counter encasement. I don’t remember what they wanted. 

The women workers behind the glass looked as if they were / had been men. The one on the left was taller than the one on the right. They had short dark hair that was shoulder length, or shorter. The one on the right had a big stomach / muffin top.

I asked to see the backpacks, which were in the back right corner. There were a couple plush ones that were different shades of light purple / violet. One was a smooth purple, and another one was plush rainbow / tie dyed colored. They all had a toy gorilla on the zipper pull.

Jack Nicholson, whose name was Kris, was there, watching a movie. He was sitting in front of the tv which was to the right. The scene on the tv had a girl and guy. Someone asked him the name of the movie. He said what it was, and I knew that it was an R rated war movie.

I dreamt that I was watching a tv show (in the same place?). It showed a young girl joining her two cartoon / digital friends as they were walking on the left side of the road. They were surprised to see her, knowing that she had been tied / locked / bound. The scene reversed to show who did that. The three of them were walking and were about to pass a group of some other “friends” on their right. These are the ones responsible.

I dreamt that I was sitting with a guy to my left, playing a digital game that was on our / my pants. It was made of multiple squares that would light up of different colors and move around. The orange ones were scorpions that needed to be killed by swiping your hand over them. If you didn’t get to them, they would grow and beep faster and faster until whatever happened. I didn’t see the end result.

The guy was looking on a computer for a way to save the game. I was helping him. We both couldn’t find a way.

Open

I asked the same question. I dreamt that the house was on a slight hill. The garage was open and empty. Ali was in the car, just outside garage, waiting for me. I was going to close the door then go out the back door, which is on the left. I don’t remember why I didn’t.

I went out to the car and tell Ali what I had wanted to do. The car was turned off. He wanted to back the car to the right where there are rocks / gravel. I wondered how he could do that with the car not turned on but he was able to do so somehow. He then said that he wanted to think about it.

I dreamt something with a manager / owner of a food place next to Starbucks. We were sitting at a rectangular table at the left side. There was someone on his right, and someone on my left. As they were talking, he leaned across the table, looking at them. I thought, “Ok, whatever.”

 I dreamt something about technologists creating digital / projection versions of ourselves, which cost $99 / day, and that was the cheaper / inexpensive version.

(From July 30, 2018 Snare)

I asked for the meaning of Mando. I was told that the relationship between Ali and the Utah girl was a snare.

I dreamt something about Amy wanted to take something from me. 

I was thinking that Lauren and Ashley belonged to Val, then realized that they didn’t.

(From July 29, 2018 Protesting)

I asked when Ali is going to “wake up” to who the Utah girl really was. I dreamt of people lined up on a sidewalk protesting. I don’t remember what for. 

I was across the street at the crosswalk / intersection, on the left. Walid (Facebook) was there speaking to someone, on my left who I didn’t see, in a different language, thinking that he was speaking to me, then realizing that he wasn’t.

Ali crossed the street to where those people were. The light was changing, so I waited until next time. I don’t know if I crossed.

I dreamt of Mando wearing black shorts, standing in front of me with his back towards me. 

Amy lifted them up somehow from the bottom, as if he was wearing a skort. She was saying something about me wearing them and that I was the same size. 

I dreamt that Ali was seductively whispering in my ear, “Pussy is the loneliest number.” 

Do It / Doit

I asked, “What does it mean when I’m naked?” I dreamt of a tiny oval pin, that when looked at a certain angle, reads “Do it” . It was white with black letters.

I dreamt of being in a bathroom and having to go. The door wasn’t closed all the way, but the piece on the side of the door was touching the wall. I debated on whether to risk it anyway. I decided to go ahead, and shortly after, Mark Steines came through. He came to get something that was at / by the sink. He was older, with grey hair, and some extra weight, enough for his stomach to overlap his belt. Thankfully I hadn’t exposed anything.

I dreamt of both Amy and I being naked. I don’t remember what was going on.

(From July 31, 2018 Same Direction)

I asked for the meaning of Mando. I dreamt of the Roman goddess Diana on 7 postage stamps on a manila envelope.

I dreamt of seeing a dinosaur skull and a fish fossil that were about the length of a basketball court (?). Instead of being scared at seeing these, I was more awestruck. There were a couple archeologists there as well.

I dreamt of a colorful butterfly that was about as big as a polyphemus moth. It was flying in front of me, on my right, as if flying away from me / same direction as me. I asked it what it was telling me.

I dreamt of being in a house (?). There was a girl with her (grand?) parents. She had a book with her in Russian. She read a little bit to me. She was sitting on my lap (?).

 Her mother was wearing a loose black top with two spaghetti straps on both sides. The side on the right was open, showing her skin from front to back. She realized that she hadn’t changed before she left wherever she came from, slightly embarrassed, but not enough to go change. 

They had stopped here before moving on. There was water somewhere. The cats were there.

Floating

(From yesterday)

I asked, “Can I go back and change my past?” I dreamt of being under water and seeing an octopus. I also saw a squid and other octopus (?) that were dead, floating all next to each other with their skeletons visible. 

I dreamt that I had a hole on my right forearm up by the inside of my elbow. I may have picked something, which caused a hole. My cells then started to come up and out. I was able to keep them from coming totally out.

I dreamt that I was in an elevator and kept pushing the wrong floor.

(From Aug. 1, 2018 Sent Back)

I asked for the name of the person Ali is a father of. I dreamt of a baby / child in the top bunk with me standing at the end. A man / church man came over by me on my left side. He put his right arm up and “bopped” / tapped the air and said something about the baby / child’s disease / sickness being sent back to God, healing the baby / child.

I dreamt of a big, open wound at the top of the right calf on the right side below the knee. There was some blood inside but it dried out / cleaned out. 

I dreamt something about a mother and daughter posting on Twitter, with selfies, and something about being able to get rid of a guy.

I dreamt something about a guy up on a stage and either him, or some other guy, who was “almost perfect” because of having several single strands of hair on his forehead.

I dreamt something about a girl coming to me thinking she was pregnant but when I saw her back I saw a bit of blood.