Blocking

I asked, “What was the purpose of the Utah girl?” I dreamt of seeing young people / guys on short stilts, walking around a crowd of people. I saw one of the guys from the back with the top part of his boxers showing. He took off to join the group that was at the (upper) right. I then realized that they weren’t on stilts, but skates.

I dreamt that I was driving on a dark neighborhood street, toward the left. As I was looking behind me on my right so that I could move over / turn right, another car came driving up and past me, causing / making me to swerve / (correct) course to the left. As I did this, another car on the left was coming toward me.

I dreamt that I wanted to turn right onto a side street. There were girls / young ladies in the middle, blocking the entrance. Seems that they may have had a big vehicle of some sort with them, on the right side. 

As we were passing, on the left, Ali said something about them needing to move. One of them had short dark hair who responded with something snarky. I looked back and responded by saying that Ali wouldn’t have said anything if he didn’t care.

(From July 24, 2018 Going Home)

I asked, “What is the name of the person Ali is a father of?” I dreamt that I was in Vegas with my mom and Amy and other family members and non – family. I don’t remember why we were there. 

Lauren was there and I asked her if Ashley had decided what she’s going to do with the baby. It was the day before we were to go back home.

There were some family members from dad’s side. I asked about Lana, or was it Jana (?), who lived there in Vegas (?).

I was thinking that it would’ve been nice to visit with the family there but that we weren’t able because of going home. They were so close but yet so far. I was making sure that I had my stuff together, seeing my toothbrush and paste. 

There was a young black family renting the house next door to the right (when looking at backyard). The Siamese was there, along with other animals. The man moved the Siamese, so that she would go over the back wall, not knowing who she belonged to. I grabbed her while I had the chance.

I saw a small black dog in a kennel in the middle of the yard. I was wondering why s/he was in there while the other animals were free. S/he was facing to the right. I then saw an opening on the back side of the kennel and felt relieved.

I saw the man sitting at the table in the kitchen with the woman. I saw that they had four young children, thinking they were all girls, but saw that one was a boy.

The woman was getting after the man that they had to have sex (I think she used the other word) after breakfast so that she would get pregnant and they could get on welfare. The man stayed silent. I then saw a grandpa sitting to the right of the man, enjoying the children and not getting involved with the woman.

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Not As Vivid 

(From July 26, 2018)

I asked for the name of the person Ali is a father of. I dreamt that I was somewhere with rectangular tables that were lined up end to end. I don’t know how many rows. I was there for instruction / education. I had put my stuff on the floor to save my space.

An older man then came and sat to the right of that space, barely giving me any room to sit. I was annoyed at this / him but moved my stuff without grumbling because of his age. 

I had a nice purse (?) under the table (blue handles?) and moved it to the back left corner of the back of D.I. where they had the items stored that were to go out on the floor. 

I dreamt that a young blonde woman (20’s) was getting married. She was taller than me. She was waiting for her husband who I saw but not as vivid as her. She had a belt, and I think eyelets at the bottom of the dress. I don’t remember the sleeves but think they may have been short.

I was wishing that I had gotten married when I was that young. I was thinking that they were getting married that day as it was the last day of the earth and they wanted to be together after death.

I was alone, no family / friends around me, but I wasn’t lonely. I then thought about how I had been married to Kyle and the scriptures about no marriage after death. I then saw cats and other animals / things on top of clouds, on the earth. 

I was starting to feel the vibrations inside the earth getting ready to explode. The animals / things on the clouds then slowly fell below the clouds. Everything / surroundings was white. I was thinking / wondering, “Weren’t we supposed to be lifted up in the sky before this happened?” 

 It was then my turn to fall down. It almost felt like being in a container, though I wasn’t, but I was contained. As I was slowly falling, I was pleading to God, saying, “Oh, God! Oh, God!” I then dropped onto another earth beneath me. 

As soon as I did, Steve went to a / the bathroom and when he did, poop started coming up through all the pipes everywhere, including the toilet that I was on, touching me and I was disgusted by that. I had a box of clothes to the right of me and I was thankful none got on the clothes and as soon as I thought that a little bit ended up on them.

I had ended up in Amy ‘s house when I dropped. Her back screen door slowly opened as if someone small was coming in, but no physical person was there. I watched with trepidation as it opened, swinging open to the left, outward. 

Ali was in one of the back bedrooms, looking like his bedroom, and I heard him make a noise as if being startled awake. I had a sense that he had “awoken” finally.

Open

I asked the same question. I dreamt that the house was on a slight hill. The garage was open and empty. Ali was in the car, just outside garage, waiting for me. I was going to close the door then go out the back door, which is on the left. I don’t remember why I didn’t.

I went out to the car and tell Ali what I had wanted to do. The car was turned off. He wanted to back the car to the right where there are rocks / gravel. I wondered how he could do that with the car not turned on but he was able to do so somehow. He then said that he wanted to think about it.

I dreamt something with a manager / owner of a food place next to Starbucks. We were sitting at a rectangular table at the left side. There was someone on his right, and someone on my left. As they were talking, he leaned across the table, looking at them. I thought, “Ok, whatever.”

 I dreamt something about technologists creating digital / projection versions of ourselves, which cost $99 / day, and that was the cheaper / inexpensive version.

(From July 30, 2018 Snare)

I asked for the meaning of Mando. I was told that the relationship between Ali and the Utah girl was a snare.

I dreamt something about Amy wanted to take something from me. 

I was thinking that Lauren and Ashley belonged to Val, then realized that they didn’t.

(From July 29, 2018 Protesting)

I asked when Ali is going to “wake up” to who the Utah girl really was. I dreamt of people lined up on a sidewalk protesting. I don’t remember what for. 

I was across the street at the crosswalk / intersection, on the left. Walid (Facebook) was there speaking to someone, on my left who I didn’t see, in a different language, thinking that he was speaking to me, then realizing that he wasn’t.

Ali crossed the street to where those people were. The light was changing, so I waited until next time. I don’t know if I crossed.

I dreamt of Mando wearing black shorts, standing in front of me with his back towards me. 

Amy lifted them up somehow from the bottom, as if he was wearing a skort. She was saying something about me wearing them and that I was the same size. 

I dreamt that Ali was seductively whispering in my ear, “Pussy is the loneliest number.” 

Do It / Doit

I asked, “What does it mean when I’m naked?” I dreamt of a tiny oval pin, that when looked at a certain angle, reads “Do it” . It was white with black letters.

I dreamt of being in a bathroom and having to go. The door wasn’t closed all the way, but the piece on the side of the door was touching the wall. I debated on whether to risk it anyway. I decided to go ahead, and shortly after, Mark Steines came through. He came to get something that was at / by the sink. He was older, with grey hair, and some extra weight, enough for his stomach to overlap his belt. Thankfully I hadn’t exposed anything.

I dreamt of both Amy and I being naked. I don’t remember what was going on.

(From July 31, 2018 Same Direction)

I asked for the meaning of Mando. I dreamt of the Roman goddess Diana on 7 postage stamps on a manila envelope.

I dreamt of seeing a dinosaur skull and a fish fossil that were about the length of a basketball court (?). Instead of being scared at seeing these, I was more awestruck. There were a couple archeologists there as well.

I dreamt of a colorful butterfly that was about as big as a polyphemus moth. It was flying in front of me, on my right, as if flying away from me / same direction as me. I asked it what it was telling me.

I dreamt of being in a house (?). There was a girl with her (grand?) parents. She had a book with her in Russian. She read a little bit to me. She was sitting on my lap (?).

 Her mother was wearing a loose black top with two spaghetti straps on both sides. The side on the right was open, showing her skin from front to back. She realized that she hadn’t changed before she left wherever she came from, slightly embarrassed, but not enough to go change. 

They had stopped here before moving on. There was water somewhere. The cats were there.

Wait

I asked, “How do I go back to my past?” I dreamt that mom, Amy, and Carla (Starbucks customer) all had cancer and had to wait for New Year’s for the results.

I dreamt of a house behind a black iron fence. There was a huge boulder (mountain / hill) to the left of it, and a pool to the left of that. There was a space in front of all of these for people to walk through.

I dreamt of being in a church. There was an African family and they had been given an old African song to sing. They weren’t sitting next to each other. When they were singing, I could feel the power of their voices.

(From Aug. 7, 2018 Danger)

I dreamt that I was sleeping during different flights to different states though the last one I was awake at the end of the flight. 

I dreamt that there was a rectangular hole in the second floor of a house (?). A young guy took away an iron gate that was by it. I was worried that there was nothing to warn others of the danger of falling through.

(From Aug. 6, 2018 Gather My Thoughts)

I dreamt of an overweight youngish black lady with newborn twins on a tv commercial. 

I dreamt of Tracy in a gymnasium, asking if she’s seen Steve. She asks what he looks like. I say that he has blonde, Marine style hair, short. She says that I can stop remembering there. I don’t remember if she had seen him or not. 

We’re going to Mark and Val’s baby blessing. I was in a bit of a hurry to get going. 

I had two different, but almost the same, blankets for two different beds. 

There was something about (a) toy train tracks?

I dreamt of newborn kittens dieing and seeing a mother eating a kitten, with the head in her mouth. 

I dreamt of little girls singing and watching them with other people. There was a guy there with black hair, shoulder length, with his son (pre – teen?). I thought this guy might have an interest in me but I wasn’t sure.

I dreamt of dropping some papers and the top one had a religious poem that I had copied. I was a little anxious at people seeing it, that they may have thought I had written it. I didn’t do anything, watching to see what happens. A lady gathered some of my papers and put them on top, helping me gather my thoughts (?).

Release

I asked, “How do I go back in my past?” I dreamt of watching a movie, seeing a lady come out of a black limo, and thinking that this movie was released when Ali left the Utah girl (she didn’t want to leave Utah).

I dreamt something about being / lying in a room with other people and having a blanket over me that I had taken from somewhere else and figured that they wouldn’t realize / care that it was gone. 

There was a dirty streak going from bottom halfway to the top, on the left side. I was thinking that it needed to be cleaned / I needed to clean it.

(From Aug. 10, 2018 Sun Will Set)

I think I dreamt of warning someone not to go to Hawaii because of being poisoned.

I dreamt something about / to do with a salt lamp. 

I dreamt of telling Ali about something that was going in the hallway, which I had actually heard in the morning.

The Sun will set for you. The shadow of the day. (Linkin Park)

(From Aug. 9, 2018 Still Had Weight)

I dreamt of a house with different colored rooms, representing the chakras. I was hesitant / not sure I could go through.

I dreamt that I was at Briana’s house (?). She was wearing blue short shorts. Her dad mentioned that she had lost 300 pounds (she wasn’t that big). I noticed that she still had weight on her. I was wondering what the people who she was involved with thought about her weight and body. 

She put her new looking quad scriptures, several of them, out in the garage (?). The edges looked as if parts of my name were written on them. I mentioned this to her as she was walking away. She seemed non affected by this. 

I dreamt that I had gone somewhere with my family. I think it was Amy, Micalanne, and mom. Not sure / don’t remember if anyone else.

I realized that I wasn’t wearing my glasses, and forgetting them. I mentioned that my sight was / seemed clear and that must’ve been why I forgot them. My vision now seemed blurry but I still wasn’t concerned about my sight. 

There has been a wildfire in Orange County the past couple of days (From date of dream). I learned that a guy with mental illness started it. I dreamt that I was telling Ali this. 

I vaguely dreamt something about a bell, like the Liberty Bell (without crack), but not as big. There were cats who were scared of it and I was reassuring them not to be. 

Portal

I asked, “Can I go back in my past?” There was something about my knee(s).

I dreamt that me, Amy, my mom and dad (didn’t see them but knew were there) recently moved to a new place. There were some open near empty boxes of cereal lying down, couple of them on the side, on a top shelf. I think one of them was Life. There were some saltine crackers, along with open wrappers / packaging. I was thinking that dad was the one to eat the cereal. I had eaten breakfast and was feeling to eat some crackers with peanut butter, but didn’t.

Back in the bedroom, I was lying across the end of my bed, which was against the right wall. There was a dresser between my bed and Amy’s bed on the left, and a dresser at the end of her bed. She put a garment under her mattress where other dirty laundry was. She said something as she was doing so, but don’t remember.

She then was standing at the end of her bed and said something about that area. I responded, “Like a portal.” She agreed.

She had put a short brown extension cord under, and through, the bottom of the dresser between the beds, saying something about it being there / the placement of it, and about power (?). 

I was holding a water bottle shaped like a jug. Even though I was feeling a bit sick / ill I got up to refill it because there was a bit of cleaning to do in the house. The lid / cap was on the floor at the end of the bed.

As I got up, the front left leg of the silver tabby (neighbor messed with her back claws earlier this year) was “stuck” to the Siamese as she was walking. The tabby was acting as if it hurt a little. She finally got “unstuck” and I picked her up to rub her leg.

(From Aug. 11, 2018 Red Storm)

I saw 4 African guys / men at / in a restaurant (El Pollo Loco?) walking to a table. I was thinking, “If I was to go to Africa,” not finishing the thought. 

I dreamt that I was watching tv (?). I (?) was able to choose what scenario the people were in.

I then am calling out, barely at first, “Heavenly Father, help me so that I can live (my?) life.” I kept repeating this until I was loud enough for Ali to hear me (in the dream).

Zach River band

I dreamt that I was in a chapel, up by / in the stand, on the right of the microphone. Obama was sitting on the Bishop’s right side. He looked intently at me, and sinisterly said, “There’s going to be a red storm.”

The small congregation was black. There may have been one, or two white people / families? There were only about between 50 – 100 people. The people were standing? The words to the song / hymn they were singing were only “blah blah blah.” 

 I dreamt of a young black lady with small children (part of the congregation?) I was telling her that she needs to tell her girl (less than 8?) that she’s mixed because she’s going to find out. I then saw her toddler boy, with shorts, with chubby legs.

I dreamt that I was out in the (church?) parking lot. It was dark / night time. I was standing looking for my car, not finding it. I think I finally saw it but there were big cats there and I would have to pass them but was too scared to.

There were lions. I don’t remember the other ones. The lions weren’t paying attention to me. I only saw one but knew that there were others. The other one was intent on me.

I told myself to stay calm, that these were God’s cats (I think) and also remembering what Anastasia (Ringing Cedars books) said, that they are helpers to us.

This cat walked back and forth in front of me. A couple times I had a finger that would end up in it’s mouth (like when playing with pets), not getting hurt. The cat always stayed ferocious looking but never did anything to harm me.

I dreamt of being on a water ride on an innertube (is that what they’re called?). There were other people there. Judy was there, by herself. We were at the beginning, which was a circular pool that pushed us in circles, going faster each time, before being dropped a steep drop. I decided that I didn’t want to be dropped, and so was able to get to the side to get out. Judy continued on.

I dreamt that I was outside somewhere naked, doing something, bending down. There were others around. I didn’t care enough about them seeing me (as I usually am since the other times I’m usually thinner) to cover up.

Close(r) To Each Other

I asked, “What does my husband know?” I dreamt of letting the kitchen sink water run, filling a small plastic container, getting rid of the green stale water that was in it. 

I dreamt that someone had my dad’s scriptures, adding their own notes, and had put my scriptures, open, in place of them. I was upset.

I dreamt that Ali and I had moved to a different part of town where the houses are closer to each other / together. We sometimes would drive down this road. It was getting dark from the Sun going down.

The house across the street, and to the left, had a chimney. It looked like Batman was sitting on it, shaped from an Italian Cypress Tree. He was looking my direction, bent over with his right elbow on the left knee. As I kept looking, I saw that it was just the top of the tree (on the roof?). The house on their right had Autumn decorations on the roof. 

There was a neighbor (didn’t see) who was pretending to be friendly, but was actually waiting to kill me. I don’t remember the details of how they were going to trap me, but it might have been them wanting to show me something.

(From Aug. 27, 2018 Twisted Sister)

I dreamt that I was at Amy’s. Kyle had come back from the hospital the day before. 

I woke up from sleeping / nap and realized that I had left the glass door open in the back, exposing the screen. This frightened me, thinking that Ali was right about the cats being able to get out. Luckily I looked around and saw them inside. Their outside friend was eating.

There was music playing on a radio. It was a bit loud so I turned it down. As I did so, white noise was playing. I was too tired to adjust it, thinking that I would hear voices, but never did. It finally went back to the music.

A doctor showed up to check on Kyle. He brought two sons with him. He had Kyle sit on my lap with his back facing me. I saw that his wound had healed but still a bit nasty looking. 

Kyle then went to the bathroom. He had an erection, which Amy saw. When he came out, he kept saying that it wasn’t fair, having fun with the situation. I was thinking that there wouldn’t have been much to see.

Kyle got dressed to go somewhere. He was standing, wearing sweats. I noticed that his weight had gone down, and maybe less than when we met. 

He was dirty but didn’t smell. I either said out loud, or just thought, that he needed to clean up before going out. 

I had a couple wounds that had healed, but I could still see the layers of skin, as if stadium seating. One was on the middle of the inside of my right foot. Seems the other was on my chest. 

Amy mentioned something about letting Kyle and I stay a little bit longer because of our situation, not having children. She was also letting us stay until we decided what we were going to do.

Something about going to dad to ask him something and I was going to call him “Papa”. 

There was a bottle of Martinelli’s on the kitchen counter left over from New Year’s. I took the top off, and some spilled on the counter. 

The doctor’s boys were standing by the spill. Luckily there were napkins and other paper products on the table to soak it up. Bubbles were then rising out of the bottle after I picked it up. I was watching them as if it had been champagne. 

The doctor asked how much it cost. I told him that I didn’t remember but was thinking that I may have gotten it at the .99¢ store. 

I looked down at my chest and saw something white on my left breast cleavage area. It looked like a scab / ash. I picked at it and a tube started to come out, as if being able to connect / plug me into something, so I left it alone, not knowing what it was / how far / where it went.

I went to see the doctor, who was still there and looking at a book at the table, to ask him about it. I noticed that I was wearing a shirt with snaps instead of buttons and the top 3, or 4, were undone.

I dreamt of Oprah wearing a light blue puffy jacket even though the weather was warm. She was helping children out of a school bus.

I dreamt that of telling people / person to take the (bullet?) train because it’s quicker and a straight shot. 

I dreamt of a guy who I asked if he was related to Dee Snyder from the music group Twisted Sister. 

Getting Over It

I dreamt of bringing my red winter pj’s in my room from the drying rack.

I dreamt of hearing Christmas music after Halloween.

I dreamt that the concrete backyard was connected with the cat thief lady across the street. She let the orange and white (tabby?) cat out and he came over to eat, as if he was famished. The bowl was close to the border of both properties. I stood by him.

She had a friend over who told her about the cat eating. The thief lady came out, or only peeked out. Her house was flat with sliding glass doors. I gave a look at the friend, or said, or both, “Don’t even (think about?) coming over / touching this property.” I then said to the thief lady, “Karma.” And a couple seconds later, “That’s why your car was stolen.” They were both back inside at this point, and I could hear noise as if their nerves were rattled.

I dreamt that I was in line for an (amusement park?) ride, which curved a bit to the right up front. There were about 20 + / – shoes in the front, which were on a couple steps up.

The line was moving slowly and knew it would be a while for my turn to come. 3 hours? I was a little bit worried about how long the people (Amy?) I came with would wait for me. Still, I stayed, in case the line picked up.

I dreamt of sitting (stationary? in a bus?) with Coley (sister ex) in front of me, and a lady sitting on his right. She had an open notebook with “cancer” written on the left page. She had / has it and had gotten / is getting over it. She was upbeat about it. 

I was looking at Coley’s shirts (two layers) and was noticing what looked like a woman’s garment top. I wanted to tell him that he didn’t need to wear it anymore (because of his lifestyle), but didn’t.

I dreamt something about turning on an old tv, that’s used for video games, and turning on a video game. I was with a couple people. I realized that I didn’t know how to move the player, and took a while to figure out how to turn off the tv, mentioning that I didn’t know / wasn’t sure how to turn it off. 

I dreamt something about driving over a puddle.

Finally Made It

Last night I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was part of Ray Liotta’s family. I don’t remember how. There was something about an in – law. I was excited because I had finally made it.

I dreamt that I was driving up a hill in a white pickup truck I used to have. There was a woman in a work truck in front of me. For some reason she stopped (halfway?). She was motioning me with her right hand but I didn’t know what she was trying to tell me. There wasn’t enough room to go around her on the left. I had thought that she was telling me to go around. 

She then started backing up. She got close to the truck but never touched. I was then woken up.

(From Sept. 7, 2018 Sideways)

I asked about the voices. I dreamt that I had taken a test (English?) and was anxious about what score I got / whether I had passed. I felt like leaving before finding out. 

I dreamt that there were flashes of bright light(s) in the sky. One of them, in the right, was Christ, from the torso on up. He was sideways, showing His left side. This happened a couple of times. I don’t remember if He came down or if that was it. I was pointing this out to family. 

I dreamt that Amy was lost / missing and I was crying. I was able to take off / stop work(ing) so that I could search for her. The family showed up, thinking I was still working but told them I was able to search for her.