Let Him Go

I asked, “How do I teleport?” (Several years ago I dreamt that I was floating up in space, looking back at me, with a tunnel in back of me to my left. I knew that I was able to teleport.)

I dreamt that I was outside in Nevada with Amy, and others. I’m not sure why we were there. I saw an older lady with short grey (?) hair standing on the right corner of her lawn, watering (?) it. She was looking back at us as we passed her, going to the left.

I pointed her out to Amy and said that she looked familiar. Amy agreed and was trying to gather her thoughts (and was) saying that she was from when we lived here in Vegas.

I asked a guy where Vegas was and he pointed to the North, which was in front of us and slightly to the right. It was below some mountains / tall hills. I was able to see over the cities, seeing all the lights on, even though it was daytime.

There was a point when I was in the mountains looking at newly built houses that were in a row, across the street from me. They all had big windows in the front and were made with / light wood. The house at the end on the right was bigger and taller than the others.

I dreamt (same?) that a crow picked up a hawk from the ground, causing the hawk to make a noise / squeal, flying off with it. A gang then came around, surrounding them. One of the gang was able to steal the hawk away, flying off with it.

It flew low enough for me to reach up (jumping?) and slap the hawk / crows feet so that the hawk would be released. I yelled / said loudly, “Let him go!” They flew off to the right and behind me so I don’t know what happened.

(From yesterday) Looking Back

I asked the same question. I saw someone in a canoe (?) out in stormy water.

I dreamt that I was in the back middle of a car that wasn’t moving. Sara was to my left and Barbie (?) was to my right. Looking out the front window, I saw an older lady (profile looking like grandma when she was able to drive), looking to her left, driving past us a ways from left to right.

It looked like grandma’s car but with an extended platform (?) going around / extending from the car, at least in front and back and on passenger side. The back had stacked white plastic cups, as if for a party. I didn’t notice what the other things were.

I excitedly exclaimed, “That’s grandma’s car!” several times. Sara then started to get emotional and so I figured that I should also and was saying something about missing her, and I think that there was something that reminded me of her.

Grandma then appeared in the passenger seat, looking back at us. She was asking what I was saying. Looking at Sara, I shrugged a little, hesitating to say anything because of her bad hearing. Eventually, I told her about the car. She just said, “Oh.”

I dreamt of two bald, or nearly bald, men, and then seeing them back in the ’70’s. They were standing up on desks (?) in a newsroom. The one on the right had curly blonde hair. He was talking but don’t remember what he was saying.

A guy then showed up on my left and as he was passing me, matter of factly said that (blonde guy) Bernie’s (Sanders) pants were dirty in the back and to clean them in a month. I was wondering what was in a month and then realized that it was July 4th.

(From June 4, 2019) In The Light

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I saw a blonde dog with a couple of baby red foxes. I later saw them next to my bedroom door (opened to the left), in the dark. The dog (head next to the door) was nursing the foxes, looking up at me. I realized it was the foxes because of seeing the red and white tail of the left one in the light and remembering that I had seen them earlier.

I dreamt of the Property Brothers at the house of their clients. Drew was standing to the right of Jonathan and the husband was standing to the right of his wife.

Drew was wearing a light jacket and trying to get the bottom of the zipper undone. As he was doing so, the husband mentioned to Drew that he looked nice, as a compliment and not creepy. Drew then gave up, and said, “I don’t know why I even bother”, zipping it back up a little.

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Mountains

(From May 31, 2019)

I asked, “What is the portal?” I envisioned that I was about to go to congratulate Ali and the Utah girl on their marriage / wedding.

I dreamt that I was in the mountains, or a hilly part of town, riding a bike to church with the family. When we got to a corner to turn right, I went back, without knowing the rest of the way, because there was some time left before it started. I got out of my dress and relaxed sideways across my (full?) bed on my back for a bit.

As time got closer, I went to where some people were outside and asked a guy what the other modes of transportation were, having to repeat the beginning of the sentence first, for getting to church, because it was getting cold and stormy / cloudy, otherwise I would take my bike.

(From June 1, 2019) Utah

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at one of the ends in a white sports complex (in Utah at U of U?) with a lot of people. There either had been a basketball game played, or I knew that it was played here.

There was a Middle Eastern (?) man who kept having to move to different spaces to pray because of the amount of people. Seems that he settled in front of some tall doors.

There was a table there (?) in a separate room (?) that was a little too long, so the end was cut off. A lady came and was shown what had happened. She seemed OK with it.

I dreamt that a lady had gone to her rural area garden at dusk, with a friend, to harvest (?). It may have been in France. There was a street in front of it without any traffic on it.

She had horses, or only one, and was calling out to them / him while she was standing. A horse came running from the right side.

There was an African guy waiting to be picked up (bus?). I was in a high vehicle in the back (?) and said an African word to him. I think he got in and either was here to help or agreed to do so.

I dreamt that I was somewhere on the left of a man and woman who were playing a board game. She had a hamburger that had somehow gotten behind her on the right having come apart. They mentioned that a huge fly had landed on the meat before she got it back together.

They asked if I would like to join them and I did. I may have had a bite of her hamburger or one of my own (?).

I dreamt that I was spending the night at Briana’s. She was in bed with her dad, with her head at the other end. She mentioned to me about pulling the grey ends of the sheets / bedding at the corner because she was getting cold (?) / feeling a breeze. I helped smooth it out.

During the night, I went to use the restroom, not closing the door because I was used to keeping it open. I heard a couple knocks at the door, thinking it odd at this time of night, and got up to close the door, that was to the left of me, as her dad went to get the door.

I dreamt that a lady was telling me to go find the Utah girl and I flat out told her no.

(From June 2, 2019) Snow

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was outside with other people. Seems we were waiting for someone / thing. There was a small layer of snow of the ground that wasn’t old but also wasn’t new. I picked up a ball of some that had some dried grass blades (?) in it. A girl told me not to eat it. I was thinking that I could if I wanted to. I don’t remember what I did with it.

Someone threw up some fairy dust up in the air, or saw it there, and mentioned it to everyone. The colors I remember were soft pink on top and purple on bottom.

There was a girl there who was shorter than me, heavy, semi long light brunette hair. Her facial features were on the borderline of being down syndrome. She was able to make herself invisible. There was an older man there who wanted to be with her, going after her. She found a couch around a corner to the left of where this guy was. She decided to lounge there to rest away from him. I gave her a questioning look about whether that would / could be a good place.

The guy finally found the couch and this girl relented and decided to let him see and touch her.

I dreamt that there was a giant couch made of concrete in the middle of a body of water between Canada and the states. It was facing the states. It was a reminder for us to be friendly with each other.

(From June 3, 2019) Already Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy was pressing a gun to the left side of a guy who was laying on his side. I don’t remember what the guy with the gun was initially supposed to do but he shot a couple rounds into the other guy’s body, saying a word or two as he did so. The words I woke with the words “File” and Folder” though those weren’t the words he was saying.

The guy being shot had an x over his lips like bullets have. I don’t remember if he was already dead or not. Possible he was.

There was a different reason why the shooter was there with the body but he was evil and turned it into something sinister.

I dreamt that a guy was underneath a commercial BMW lawnmower but it wasn’t hurting him. I was looking at the guy through the perspective of the lawnmower, as if I was it. The view shifted slightly so that I could see it to the left of me, showing the “nose” end of it. It was grey.

At first it was the open kind with the seat on top of a disc but then it changed so that it had a “door” (?) like a dune buggy.

I dreamt that I was somewhere with mom and Micalanne. I pronounced Mic’s name as “Mecalawn” with a slight accent (?). It had something to do with painting / dying nylons. I didn’t see hers but some people who were also there were laughing at hers because of the way she drew her line. Someone showed her how simple it was to make a straight line, as in a graph. Seems it was pointing down at an angle.

I dreamt something to do with Candace Cameron Bure and that she had been invited to go somewhere during the holidays. She talked to the people at the Hallmark channel to see if they wanted to document her journey there.

There was a 2-3 ft. gnome (?) that rotated, sitting / setting on top of a table, doing something with its arms. It was black and the background was also black / dark so it was hard to see much of the details. I’m not sure if it was in her house, where she went to, or where it was. It was a Christmas decoration.

Mommy

I asked, “Where is the portal?” I dreamt that a couple were house hunting. I was on top of some framing in / by a shower of a bathroom that was being renovated when they came to the house I was in. This shower was as tall as I was on the framing and the shower head was facing left. It had dark gray (?) tiles. They based their decision on a shower. I don’t remember if it was this one or another one.

The framing had a blanket covering it along with something shorter on the left side. I then was holding a kangaroo in my right arm. Scared, I was calling out to mom for help in getting down because I was worried that I could fall and hurt myself / break my ankles. I was calling her, “Mommy”.

I dreamt that I was at a small Starbucks with two girls, on my left. One of them ordered a venti green tea. I asked her if she had tried the matcha frappucino and she said no. I think I bought that one. As I was asking her, I was also thinking about the grasshopper (added java chips).

There was only one guy working. He was wanting to process my card / payment through a small black (travel size?) bag that he was holding up by the counter in front of us.

As he was doing so, a line started to form behind us that was long enough to go around the workstation and back up against the wall so that it formed a question mark. I didn’t notice any impatience among them.

This guy wasn’t able to complete the transaction so he went over to the register which was on the right, to complete it.

I dreamt that I was at a pool where there was a swim meet. I was at the finish side on the right. The swimmers were on the other side of the diving board and their faces were blocked / obscured. There was a winner’s podium on that side as well. It was also blocked so as not to be able to see who the winners were but sensed there were some girls.

After the race, I farted and saw it floating past in front of me. Fortunately there was no smell to it.

I sat down and clipped my right big toe toenail. There was some lint looking stuff in the corner so I cleaned it out. There may have been someone on my left as I was doing so who was a little disgusted that I would be doing that here.

(From yesterday) New Real Estate

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Tony Shalhoub was a new college professor. In the beginning, he was timid but started relaxing as time went on. One day (the next year?) when he came in (I’m seeing through his eyes) there was a fan behind him (didn’t see) blowing a folder that was on his desk so he put something on it to weigh it down / keep it from blowing away.

He then sat in his chair and still a bit timid talking to them, asked the class about moving to new real estate, to get a discussion started / going.

There were two adults sitting on his left. One was a woman who whispered to the other who was on her left, that he was still having trouble getting the students to open up. They may have been from administration.

As he was asking this question, he was flipping through a newspaper for something. A couple of the pages had comics on them. On the left side was a square one panel comic of a parent sitting on the floor, facing right, looking at an open book with a child standing in front of them. The book had written on it something about other ideas, which was also written below the square.

I dreamt that Mark had gone to see the Phantom of the Opera and I wished that I had gone. At the end of dream, a lady gave me a present of a bunch of travel size body wash gels wrapped up in cellophane. I mentioned to mom that I didn’t need to worry about getting any for a long time, only toothpaste and toothbrush.

(From May 27, 2019) Lap

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had my laptop on my lap when it suddenly turned off.

I dreamt that Lowe’s was at the top of a steep dirt hill. It was then turned into a shopping center. Mark and I went to check it out, taking separate vehicles. After I parked, I didn’t see Mark’s car so figured he parked elsewhere.

Gwen and Val were there. One of them was a giant. I’m thinking it may have been Gwen.

I was telling a girl / lady that she should buy an expensive white knee length dress for an upcoming festival (?). It may have been two pieces.

Mark had a young family there who were waiting / looking for him so that they could leave. I found him lounging doing his own thing.

Outside Mark showed up was a more beat up version of Kyle’s station wagon. The hood was up, in reverse, and the driver seat was pushed up. I was about to climb in with the engine when I realized what I was doing / about to do.

I dreamt that I took a crafter’s sponge paintbrush and stuck it up in my vagina.

I dreamt that two cats were in the back walking toward the house to come in. I asked Ali how the Siamese had gotten out. As they got closer, I realized that it was the cross eyed looking one instead.

(From May 26, 2019) Lottery

I asked the same question. Lottery came to mind.

I dreamt about a blonde guy that I was dating. He was carrying me inside and I was thinking how weird it was for him to look at me and realize that he liked me.

He was then preparing dinner / food while I was across the room having fun with other people. I stopped for a bit and wondered if I should help him but then thought that I didn’t want to be someone who I wasn’t so I continued with what I was doing.

Secret

I asked, “Is time travel possible?” I dreamt that someone was being told that something was dead and not to go there, wherever they wanted to go.

I dreamt something about something having to do with secret combinations.

(From April 29,2019) Toxic

I dreamt of someone saying, “Remember (?), the water is toxic.”

I dreamt of being up on a public (enclosed?) platform (?) / balcony (?) and someone needing to cut a hole in a wall, with some windows, (window wall) to make a passageway to the other side.

(Prior week(end)) One Episode Left

I dreamt of a lady on one of those home remodeling shows. When I first saw her, she was Marie but then I saw her happily having fun walking backwards on the left side of the street by a corner, as a different person, and then vanished because there was only one more episode left of the show.

I dreamt that grandma was putting on a purple felt type hat (fedora?) as the family were walking past some stores (?) on the left. After she took it off, the color stayed on the top of her hair.

(From April 23, 2019) Different Name

I asked, “How do I block the negative entities from entering the house?’ The words “Use (?) a different name” were going through my head.

I dreamt that I wouldn’t help the family with my things / stuff (?). I told them no.

There were several boys (7-10?), maybe a girl (?), and they had some fish in a tank. One was (almost?) transparent. I wondered where it came from.

I dreamt that I went to an Asian restaurant, putting the ice I had in several cups into one cup and then throwing the others away. I remembered about seeing / reading to use soda to bring flowers back to life. I was going to fill the cup but there were men there around the soda machine so I didn’t want to get any.

The restaurant had double doors and there was a short man cleaning the space between the doors. There was some of the sponge floor, the type with holes that are used for standing on, missing. The man was cleaning that section. I stepped over it and he questioningly said (something to that effect), “Isn’t it great to have the other parts (?) of the floor?”

I dreamt that I was walking home at night. I was thinking that the route was almost similar to Waterman in San Bernardino by the church and Golden Valley and if someone were to pick me up, I would ask them if they knew that area so that they would have an understanding of where I was going / needed to go.

I then see a shadow on the sidewalk in front of me on my right. I turned around and saw an older man with a raised fork, with chocolate cake remnants, in his right hand. I wasn’t scared, telling myself that Heavenly Father had my back, knowing my life was in God’s hands and whatever happened was as it should be.

He lunged the fork at me but didn’t touch me. He did this a couple times then grabbed me. I then became “scared”. (I thought that this was what I was supposed to do and feel. I was also thinking how Ali had had a dream, or something, where he saw this happening and that’s another reason why I wasn’t scared.) There was a church on my right with several people outside by the door.

I tried yelling to get their attention but wasn’t able to make any noise. They were going inside but I kept trying. Finally, before the last one, a man, went in, I made some noise which got his attention. I think I was trying to say “Heavenly Father”.

Lithuania came to mind.

I dreamt that I was hugging Kyle and I was taller than him.

I dreamt that there were some people from the North countries (from several centuries ago?) showed up. They were dressed in all white for early Winter. Their boots were felt / wool moccasin type boots without (the) laces. They were about mid calf height / ankle boots, also white / creme. They may have been fur lined.

I dreamt that I had to leave but I didn’t right away. There was a guy with curly hair and glasses. He was standing to my left next to me. There were other people there. I was in the early stages of pregnancy. I told him, “It is” so that he would know that the baby was his without letting the others know.

I was then sitting at a table, talking to the other people. My legs were open and I started to feel something underneath when I felt a tongue stick inside my vulva / vagina. It was this guy.

I dreamt something about a group of people who must’ve been part of a non-denominational church. A female passed out the “sacrament”. I saw her bringing it in to the group. There was something about having to drink tea and eat certain food to be a part of the group. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to do that.

I was given a collage of women’s faces (from the 80’s) that I had to choose one of them and lick. I was hesitant because of not knowing who else had done this before me. There was a blonde woman near the top on the right side so I chose her.

The guy with the curly hair may have been part of the group. There was a lady who walked past me on my left from back to front. She was wearing a black string leotard thing with a sheer black lingerie kimono over it. As she walked by, I was asking myself, “Whaaaat…is she wearing?”

College

I asked the same question. I saw my emerald backpack, with my stuff inside, that I had used for college.

I saw students walking through a white hallway at a University.

I saw a head shot of the Utah girl (though I don’t actually know what she looks like).

(From yesterday) Regret

I asked the same question. I saw the top right page of a journal I had when I was a teenager. There was a warning for me to watch / be aware of my actions or in the future I’ll regret what I did(n’t) do. I dismissed it, not paying too much attention to it.

Present day, I see the cat friend of the outside boy jumping from the two left facing concrete steps and running away to the side front, passing the left side of the detached garage.

(From May 8, 2019) Dying

I asked, “What is the meaning of the fan?” As I was sleeping, I was thinking of the Utah girl and how I hated her. I dreamt that a female enemy was operating within the states. I knew that she had taken X-rays of a friend of mine and then killed her.

I was somewhere with Stephanie. I saw on a shelf a couple hand sized white stocking shaped toys of hers that looked like the maze with a ball inside but these didn’t have the maze or ball. They were upside down with the toes facing left. I mentioned to her how cute they were as I picked the top one up and placed it right side up.

I was then in a room with the enemy lady. She had another lady come in and take X-rays, while I was lying on my left side, from the backside.

As she was doing this I was saying that I had a letter from my mission president stating how I was supposed to have died but was able to keep going.

I then was sleeping on my left side when I felt a jolt and electricity going through my body. The enemy lady had a welding / soldering tool touching my spine. I was crying out “NO!” as the sounds were fading several times while swaying my torso back and forth to stop the transition of dying.

(From May 7, 2019) Don’t know

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being in a vehicle with other people. We went to go pick up Liz from her house. Her house was on the left, at the end. When we got there, we parked across the street. I asked, “This is Liz’s house?” in a positive way.

The garage was open with some black (?) people there. Someone had a hairstylist station there in the middle front. There was a female on the left facing right.

Liz was inside. We ended up inside. She was taking pies out of the oven and placing them to cool (?).

There was an area where she had metal shelves with candy to sell. I noticed an open bag of dark tootsie rolls, thinking they might taste like licorice, so I took one, shrugging (?) to the others that Liz wouldn’t mind.

I then took some and put them on a platter (?). There were some toys on top. One was an airplane (?). Liz said, or someone else, that we were only to have six pieces. I took off the toys because they weren’t mine. I was left with my six, or a little over that amount.

The End

I asked, “Where did I need to go?” Utah came to mind.

I dreamt that I was at a church meeting. There were roughly several hundred people. I was sitting on the left. The chairs were the metal folding chairs. I had been asked to say the closing prayer. I was scared because of the amount of people but I did it.

After I got up, I stayed back where my seat was instead of going up front, four blonde women came and took my seat and the ones next to it, causing me to eventually taking the seat at the end. I couldn’t be upset because the seat was empty from me standing up.

As I was saying the prayer, a guy started speaking over an intercom. I then said into the air, “How can I talk with you talking?” There were also people somewhere walking around doing whatever they were there for.

(From May 9, 2019) Clear

I asked, “What is the meaning of the fan?” I dreamt that I thought I had heard it raining but when I got up, to feed the cats, I saw that it was a clear day.

I dreamt that the sun had come up and I needed to wake up to feed the cats. Seems my mom was there. I was so tired that I sat up on the couch with my eyes closed because I was having a hard time opening them. I finally got up and saw that the cats still had plenty of food.

I dreamt that I was watching a movie (?) of a couple cops outside an apartment building looking for someone. The stairs protruded out and one of them, a lady, was standing on the left side looking up describing about the process of finding this person. She was saying something about them going up to a room up at the top floor. I was anticipating that she was going to say that they found this person had hung himself.

I dreamt that it was still dark outside and I was woken from hearing Ali closing doors loudly in the hallway. I then heard a knock / doorbell and heard someone say something and then said, “Sir”. I thought a neighbor had called the police because they were concerned about all the noise.

The person turned out to be a skinny young black guy. He needed to go back out for something. I knew the door would lock behind him. Before he left I saw two gold watches that he had dropped on the couch. As he turned to walk back out I saw that his shorts were below his butt showing his boxers.

Ali came to me before the guy showed up saying that he was going to go get us some food for breakfast. He said what it was but I don’t remember. He seemed anxious as he was telling me, still getting dressed.

After this guy went back out, I asked Ali who the guy was but don’t think he answered. I don’t remember. I asked Ali who he was and where he was going. He gave me a name but couldn’t understand him because it was mumbled a bit and said that he’s going out to get some sort of rock broccoli. He may have said pizza rock broccoli but I also couldn’t understand him when he said the first word.

After the guy went outside, Ali went back to finish getting ready and I followed. He now looked like Steve and so I told him that after asking the questions and Ali answering. I don’t know if they were separate dreams or if they were intertwined.

I dreamt that there was a guy who had his legs previously disabled from something before I saw him. He had a small private jet/ passenger plane that he spent the majority of his time in up in the air but not as the pilot. He had a small older lady with him who had a ragged weathered face.

I was up with him during one of the trips. I was thinking that maybe he was the one with money who would be the one to take care of me. I was thinking that after awhile it doesn’t feel like being up in the air.

He was across from me relaxing, facing toward the back where the lady was sitting at a desk facing us and maybe talking with us. This trip was one where he comes back down to earth to get supplies from his warehouse, which was in a desert setting.

I then saw him sitting in a chair outside. He had 4 packs of Marlboro cigarettes with him, two on each side. I knew that he was a member of the church and he may have been through the temple. I was wondering about the connection of those but don’t remember. I think it was something about him still being a smoker even though he had gone through the temple
(It’s kinda hazy).

I’m next in a big room with a lot of people. Briana is there. I ask her to say the closing prayer and she’s fine with it. Something happens, or needs to happen first, before she does so.

Present

I asked the same question. Before falling asleep, I saw my dad’s hands on the shoulders of a young boy in front of him. Keeping his hands there, he pushed the boy forward, presenting him to me. I didn’t see the boy’s face as I was concentrating on my dad’s hands. The name David then came to mind.

I dreamt that I had an open glass (?) door in my room to the backyard with a closed screen. The mother cat and the orange tabby were there. I opened the screen from the left and the mother came in while the orange stayed out for a bit before coming in.

(From May 11, 2019) Stay

I asked, “Why am I still here in this house?” I dreamt that I was with a female I knew, in the dream. We were on the third floor / level. We got in an elevator. I was to stay on this level, which I was thankful for.

The elevator slowly went up and down and I couldn’t understand why. I finally realized that I hadn’t pushed the button. I either did or was about to when I woke up.

I dreamt that I was at Golden Valley jr high and the students were outside and some were fighting. I saw a woman employee sitting at a patio area, facing to the left of me, talking with someone (student?). Some of her face was covered with small pieces of shadows, as if she were sitting by a tree and the leaves were shading her.

There was a lady that was saying she was a “Tralioner”, incorporating the lion mascot (we were the knights) into the word “trainer”. I recognized her from her picture when we were going to school here.

(From May 10, 2019) Fresh Meat

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Mr. Rogers came in through the door on the left, throwing (?) a buffalo hide to the right. He then had his back mostly toward me.

His wife was in the kitchen (?), standing on the right, with her back also mostly toward me. She asked him if he had skinned the buffalo. He said no (Of course not because of his kindness and tenderness. This was known in the dream.) and named off some names of his friends.

There were then two young blonde surfer (?) guys who found a bite size of fresh meat with one of them eating it. I think I asked them something and they responded. I then asked if they were on vacation and they responded that they were in the Philippines.

I dreamt that I was at my parents house collecting the old sponges, with the green scrubber, from the storage / utility closet / pantry on a top shelf. Mom asked me to do something but I continued with what I was doing.

Before my dad died (in dream), he took a random picture of Steve while he was walking. Steve ended up being blurry at an angle on the bottom right corner with his head near the middle, facing left. He was wearing a dark blue shirt / sweater.

I dreamt that I was drinking through a straw tasting samples of different drinks. I was thinking that the people there were wondering what I was doing.

I then was outside and barely saw a long snake on a tree I was about to pass. It seemed to be about 6 – 8 ft long. It’s head area was wrapped around a branch on the right with the body going up the tree.

I was about to get ready to take a picture when a tall man, dressed in scrubs walking from right to left, grabbed it and took a big bite out of it. I didn’t watch him as he was walking so I don’t know what he did after taking the bite. I had a feeling that he chewed it.

Son

I asked, “What is the meaning of the blood going up to the nose?” Before falling asleep, I saw myself walking toward me with a man on my right side. We were walking up a slight grassy hill with one of those skinny twig looking trees in front of him. I didn’t see his head.

I was telling him that my (young) son would talk to him. I either then said, or only thought it, that he talks to me in my dreams.

I dreamt that I was spending the night on the floor at Briana’s. She was up late, around midnight, trying to remember a speech / talk for work the next day. She was walking back and forth with the lights on and I wondered why she didn’t do this in her room.

She was slightly hyperventilating because of how stressed she was. I think I wanted to tell her to calm down and breathe slowly. She finally set down on a grey couch with soft fabric that was to my right “above” me.

Her couches looked like the type that you could move around to the shape you wanted (modular?)

I was thinking that this is why I don’t like spending the night here and that her friend’s probably don’t have any problems since they probably stay up with her.

I didn’t have much of my stuff with me so I was tempted to get up and leave, even though it was so late at night, but I stayed.

She was also talking to someone who I couldn’t see. I was thinking that her young daughter must be with her ex husband’s. I then saw her daughter, with blonde curly hair, come out.

As I was laying there, Kyle, or someone who looked like him, showed up next to me, shirtless, on my left. He had darkish red hair (?). He had scoliosis, wanting me to massage his back. I was only able to handle doing it a short time and then stopped.

The next day, I was holding two shiny silver blue “canes” with handles looking like dolphins. I was thinking that they resembled some vibrators that I had seen online earlier that day (I had). The one on my left was bigger and longer than the one on my right.

I don’t know where I was but I was outside among some short one story buildings that had concrete pathways and maybe a bench or two. I was using the canes to walk without touching the ground. There were people there watching me “walk” and made a comment about me not touching the ground.

I was looking at the handles and it had something written about them being witch’s fly catchers. I’m not sure how, but I assumed the mouth had something to do with it.

The tabby cat was there also. I don’t remember why.

There were some women from church that I knew, in the dream. Briana was there also, but not as part of them.

There were some women who were witches. One of them was older than me and may have had white hair. She thought I was also a witch because of the canes / fly catchers I had. She asked something about them being candy canes.

We were then inside and I saw a sign by conference (?) room type doors about a witches meeting (?) and I saw that it mentioned candy canes.

People, shorter than me, started walking in from left to right, through the hallway that I was standing in along with the church ladies, who were across from me.

These people were dressed as pirates, adding their own twist / spin to the costume. The last one to come through was someone dressed as the devil in a mascot costume, with the big head. This person walked along fine but not with the confidence / surety that one might think this person should have.

I was thinking about the connection between the devil and the witches and wondered if they truly understood. The glances that the church women were giving him, I assumed that they were thinking the same.

Lust

I asked, “What is the meaning of the toxic water?” I saw Ali at a table across from the Utah girl. He was getting up to go on his way. She was lusting after him to have sex because he was black and African.

I dreamt something about rolled up receipts (?), knowing that I had seen money inside. Turning it around several times, I finally saw the money and saying to myself that I knew it was there.

I dreamt about people in Ireland. There was a girl who had cancer (?). There was a different girl who finally realized what another girl (or one with cancer?) had done (several) years prior. She solemnly said, “She hung herself.”

(From yesterday) Weight

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Johnny Depp picked me up and took me to another spot in the room we were in. As he was doing so I worried that my weight would be too much for him. He only gave a slight indication that it was but continued on.

(From May 1, 2019) Crumbling

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was a passenger in a car. I’m not sure if my mom or a random lady was driving. We were driving in an area that was (all) lit up with bright colors. I told her to watch where she was going because she wasn’t paying attention to the road.

We ended up going over a cliff but stayed level. We then were without the car and falling on our own. I was scared because I didn’t know what we were going to land on because there was a blanket (?) beneath us covering our view / vision.

When we landed, though, I don’t remember seeing the other woman but she may still have been there. We landed on solid ground inside a home. There was a small cat figurine, made from / out of felt (?), from the 1950’s, pointing to the right.

Someone was touching the head on the right side and it started to crumble. I think I was telling someone to be careful when touching it.

(From April 30, 2019)

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had a sore below my lips on my right side. I knew that I would sometimes pick at the scab. This time there was a bump underneath.

When I picked it this time the blood was thick and a maroon / plum color. Instead of flowing down, it flowed under my lips to the left and then up to my nose. It stopped above my nostril, resting on it.

Knowledge

I asked, “How do I block the negative entities from entering the house?” I dreamt something with Scot walking with a small group of people and teaching them. He mentioned knowledge.

(From yesterday) Bikini

I asked, ” Did that (Utah) girl ask Ali to have sex in August?” As I was asking the question I saw her in a bikini.

I dreamt that someone had matching blue shirts made for Dirk Nowitzky and team for his last game. They all wore them during the game.

(These next ones are vague)

I dreamt that I was with Amy (and maybe Micalanne). I don’t remember what was going on but we fell through the earth to the next level below. There was a city there. I don’t remember what was happening, or how long we were there because we fell through again to the next level below that one.

There was something covering our surroundings so that we weren’t able to see what was going on as we were falling. I was scared, almost terrified because of not knowing and what we might land on.

We ended up in another city with small blue beings that may have been smaller than babies. One of them told me that I had been there before.

Somewhere there was a butterfly that flew toward me on my left that surprised me as it did so. There was also a frog sculpture.

There was a mother, with short blue hair, and son who usually have lunch together on Sunday’s but weren’t able to this time because I showed up, so they got together either on the following Tuesday or Thursday.

I mentioned something about the crust of the earth up top. Maybe to the being who told me that I had been there before. I was wondering how it was possible to be down here when it was supposed to be so hot.

We then somehow got back up on the top and someone said to us, “Welcome Home.”

I dreamt that Jerusalem was next to Sweden, with Jerusalem on the right and Sweden on the left. No one was at the border. A Jewish lady stepped over to Sweden to defect, daring whoever was with her, who I didn’t see, to come and take her back. No one did so she took off, running over to the green hills.