Going To Be The One

I asked, “Why was that (Utah) girl allowed inside my body?” I dreamt that me and a guy went early morning to a warehouse (?). We were outside. There was another couple there who were young. I don’t remember what they were there for but they were picking it up using a wheelbarrow to put it in an old tv size box with a trash liner inside. I don’t remember what we were getting.

People started showing up as time passed. A lady manager told us that we needed to go to the other side of the lot that was in front of us because we weren’t members. We told her that we had gotten there around 4 or 5 and that our stuff was a short distance behind us. She was surprised that we would come so early and let us stay.

The guy I was with was going to portray someone famous. Not sure why. I started drawing (or already had a fake one) on a mustache, and maybe a beard (?). The people there got upset, thinking I was going to be the one doing the portrayal but I started to tell them I wasn’t the one but the guy was.

I was in a small room with some of the people. We were sitting along the walls. I was in the left corner. They were discussing whether they could remember the numbers on their ID. One lady said that she could remember the letter. I was thinking that I could remember mine and went over it in my head.

We were in Big Bear (California) (?) and thinking that some of these people would drive here for their jobs. I was thinking about a picture I had seen of a street with a street sign and remembered that some parts of the land is flat.

I was sitting in a room waiting for something. There was a guy sitting next to me on my left reading a book. He was so close to me that after awhile I asked him if it was any good. He said that it was deep. He then leaned over onto my lap, blocking the tv that was in front of us. I either pushed him back, or said something to him to move back.

I was then in a big room with the women of the community. They were all in onesie pajama’s for a sleepover. They were all the same. They were white with “NAH” on them which stood for “North Atlantic Ocean”. (When I was waking up, I realized that Ocean begins with “O” and that I didn’t actually see what the “H” stood for.)

A lady came in the room all excited. I don’t remember what for. She said loudly, “Can I get a Nah?” Nah was something positive. Someone dimmed the lights for a couple seconds in agreement then turned them back up.

(From yesterday) Oil On The Floor

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a sister who was reconnected with a brother that she hadn’t seen for several years. He had some ships with older engines.

I dreamt of a tall black guy who looked like Travis. His name was Trevor(?) who I knew from high school. He was helping with security (?) inside a store. He was wearing all brown with a hat.

He had recently showed up and I could see him through the front window of the store on the right of the door. He was greeting family and friends who were showing up.

Someone wanted to give attention to me for him to look but I didn’t want it.

The question, “Can you buy/get a dress from/with a bike with a one way ticket to scrap metal?” came to mind.

The thought that most of my dreams have oil on the floor came to mind.

(From August 9, 2019) Blue

I asked the same question. I dreamt of blue and grey shoes and clothes. Either the shoes were blue and the clothes grey or the other way around.

(From August 8, 2019) Wet Dirt

I dreamt that I was at church and in a classroom. I was going to stay but then saw that this was where the men meet so I got up to leave. As I was walking out, the teacher said something to me about being a pretty lady.

I then went to sit in the chapel. I was on the left side and squeezed into the second bench from the front, which was a person size longer than the first. The space in between was only enough for a person to sit, like on a plane.

I had my scriptures and my manual of lessons under the bench in front of me. I couldn’t remember if I had brought my (wallet) purse or not.

After a little bit of sitting, I got up and walked to the front of the chapel where a pole was and circled around it before sitting back down. I mentioned to some that I sometimes need to get up after sitting.

As I had gotten up, the chapel had become outside and there was some wet dirt that got on the sides of my scriptures and manual.

(From August 8, 2019) Marrying

I asked the same question. I saw the couples/one of the couples from the show “Marrying Millions”. The girl is 21 and the guy is 39 years older.

I dreamt that I was lying next to Kyle (?) on his right side, with my arm over his chest. I was telling him that one of the pictures was “cold”.

He was telling me that if I say I like it in the mountains that we would live (t)here.

He reached down and pulled his lingham up to his chest and started jacking off, putting it back down for me to take it.

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Give More Heat

I asked, “What do I do with the limes?” I saw a black family coming through a door to visit one of the females. The door opened to the right with the female standing at the end. One of the guys stopped in front of her and kissed her face, having fun. His hair was about to the nape of his neck and was twisted / spiraled / curled.

I dreamt that I was with someone and we were finding coins outside by a grate. I mostly was finding pennies but occasionally found dimes. One of the coins I found said, “Queen of S—–“. I think there were A’s in the name. There may also have been a profile.

I dreamt that I was in the kitchen of a Mexican family (don’t know why) on the other side of the sink and microwave, which was in the right corner. There was a girl who was upset that her slice of yam wasn’t soft / cooked enough to eat. I said to give it more heat. I don’t know if she heard.

I dreamt that I was overwhelmed with water and I was crying out loud, asking God for help. I don’t remember what I said.

(From yesterday) Got The Girl

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I didn’t know where I was.

I dreamt that I was looking at a newspaper and a square on the right page played a short film about Ali and the Utah girl. It showed some guys passing him on his right as he was facing forward in my direction. One of the guys said to Ali that Ali got the girl.

Ali then turned around and there were several girls at a distance sitting on a concrete step. The scene closed in and I saw the girl on the left. She had blonde hair darker than mine that was just below the shoulders. She had the top part up in a ponytail. She then gets up and walks over to Ali. Her nose had the beginning of a pig’s nose. I think to myself that she isn’t as ugly as I thought but she sure isn’t pretty. I still don’t understand why he would have sex with her. I also realize that this is the girl who keeps bothering me and entering me.

I then see her lying on a beach, at dusk?, behind another girl on the left, facing to the right. They are lightly / softly singing a song about the guys in their lives. They are both clothed. The area where they are looks secluded, from what I see.

I dreamt that I was exhausted and a family wanted me to see a baby monkey they had. I wasn’t up to it, though it was there and I saw it. It had tan hair.

(From July 31, 2019) Feed the Bear

I asked the same question. I got the phrase, “Feed the Bear”. I saw that a college guy wasn’t in class so his classmates went to check on him. They found him lying beside his bed on the left, when looking down. He is then in a hospital bed with his classmates on either side of the bed.

I dreamt that Mina (Good Bones tv show) and a black girl have been “comparing” their lives as business owners. The black girl suggests to Mina to take the buyers to the neighborhood 100 houses down and around the corner where there’s a dark feeling, then bring them to a safer area to show them the difference.

Terence Howard was walking on dirt, holding the black girl upside down / folded over with head down, bouncing her head on the ground for fun. She didn’t see any harm, or didn’t want to complain. I was marking / making notes of when he abused her to show her later.

I dreamt that I was writing something on the inside bottom of a bathtub about a guy who was there with me.

The words “Roniga” and “Tamalawaxalaweel” came to mind. I don’t know the last four letters of the second word, so it could also be “wiel” or “weal”.

Misogynist

I asked, “What is the language?” I dreamt that a neighbor was known to take all the limes before I moved in. I was on a top bunk that was next to a window. The neighbor was in his house that was next to the window. The window was to my left, with someone in between. There was someone else, or more, on the bottom bunk. I had the limes up on the bed with me.

Someone entered through the door on the right. I didn’t see who it was but felt it was the neighbor. I then felt the bottom of the bed pressed up against my left leg. I then felt shocks coming up to my leg which were caused by a stun gun. It was kept there for several minutes. I woke with it still there.

Amy had gone out before this. When she came back, she said that she had met a guy and that they had “gotten fresh”, meaning that they had taken their shoes off. I think they were going to get married.

I dreamt something with Greg.

I dreamt that I was sitting with Steve when Greg came from behind and said something about me calling him a homo. I went over to him and he started squeezing my left arm so I pressed a pencil into his.

The word “Misogyny” came to mind.

I dreamt that I was looking for a space to park in a near empty parking lot. The spaces were diagonal to the left. There were some black people there.

I was then in a warehouse that was there. Near the entrance, I was on top of a stack of designed maroon low carpet floor tiles. I was hopping back and forth from side to side having fun on top of them.

There was a guy older than me outside who saw my head through the top windows and grinning, wondered what I was doing. He came in to check me out but also because he had ordered some tiles.

The ones he had ordered weren’t all there so a girl was subtly trying to suggest the ones I was on. He was paying more attention to me than to her.

(From yesterday) Killer

I asked the same question. I dreamt that people were hurriedly trying to get out of a building because a lady who was a killer was on the loose.

(From July 28, 2019) Turn On The Heat

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was inside a white garage with Ali. I think there were others as well. There was a section on the left that was an open path to the inside of the house.

I went there to turn on the heat for inside the house but not quite as high as usual because Ali didn’t want it.

There was an intercom in the wall. I yelled to the spirits to leave the house. Ali may have warned / cautioned me before I did so.

The words “If I were a bird” came to mind.

I dreamt that Shane and another guy are getting / going to get married. There was a big black dog who wanted inside the house.

The phrase “I wanted you to experience the new me” came to mind. I don’t know if it was part of the dream, or on it’s own since it came directly after.

I think I dreamt that the Siamese got outside.

I think I dreamt of being in an earlier era with a woman.

I dreamt that I was sitting on the right side of a lady older than me who had a bob. She may have had blonde hair. She felt like she was taller than me. She had gone / was getting her ring back after getting it resized. I don’t remember if she said it was a 7 or 8 but I was thinking how it was the same as me. It’s possible that we were sitting at a jewelry store.

I dreamt that I was in Cape Cod at night , or near nighttime, with a bunch of people. Someone mentioned that the trees needed to have those stringy things hanging on them (like down South) for fear that something bad would happen otherwise.

Someone was asking about mountains and I said that there were some in front of us and pointed them to a spot on the left and on the right. Both spots were tall hills instead.

I then showed an area in the distance in front of us and said that that’s where they are. There were mountains but were only slightly visible because of the smog.

I then saw a couple giant structures in front of me to my right with power lines in between me and them. The one closest to me was of open cement squares on top of each other. They were stacked slightly in differnt directions / angles. I may have said out loud that depending on how the earth shook, would depend on our safety from getting hit or not.

Dwayne Wade was there. He was wearing makeup and acting gayish, as if he was bi. I knew that he would act this way off season but would act manly during the season.

I was walking, with other people, behind a blonde couple. The guy was on the right. He wouldn’t let anyone get in front of him. I got upset and was asking why he was more important than us. I finally got in front and was telling him that he would have to pay for nor letting us in front. I later found out that he had become paralyzed from the waist down.

I saw from friends and tiredly laid down on a blanket that was there. They knew that it was because of what I went through during the day with my own family. I was thinking that meant that I had twins, or a bigger multiple birth.

I looked behind me and saw about 7 – 8 mixed race children from the ages of preteen to young adult. They were walking my direction in a bunch. I knew that they were mine and was hoping the father wasn’t Ali. I’m not sure if the father was there or not, even though I was looking. I noticed that the girl who looked like me who I had seen in a previous dream wasn’t there.

Not Waking

I asked, ” What is the meaning?” I dreamt of Amy Allen (Dead Files show) sleeping with her husband, on the right side of the bed (when looking down). I got up during the night, going across the hall for something but it was too dark so I went back. I did this twice, making some noise on the way back the second time, not waking them up. (I think I was the one who got up.)

I dreamt that a young blonde couple were turning left behind another vehicle. They said that the car in front (wagon?) looked like someone else’s that they know. They both parked in front of the corner house on the right but for different reasons. The driver in front turned out to be a young blonde guy.

The couple got out to look at the house (I didn’t see but felt it was a neutral blonde color with 3 beds and 2 bath). I don’t know why. They didn’t go far before they decided to come back with their blonde retriever / lab named “Hope”. The other car was gone when they got out of the car, or I just didn’t notice it.

(From yesterday) Black

I asked the same question. I dreamt of an area of land that was to be flooded with water after everyone left. (I don’t remember the beginning of the dream.) Somehow I got left behind / trapped when the water came in. There was also a black cat.

There was also some kind of huge pool that somehow covered the ground. I started tearing open layers of a side, like wallpaper triangle pieces pointing North East, as it started folding over me.

I see the black cat under the water so I pick it up. It has just enough life left to make a noise, not moving. I placed it up a tree that near me out of the water.

I started to push the side that I was able to open, down to the outer side so I could rip it open to be able to get out. It felt like a hard plastic. I was too scared to swim through the water because of not knowing how deep it was and if there was anything in it.

I dreamt that I was sharing funny posts to a Facebook group of funny posts. The more I shared, the more my face stretched / tightened. I started deleting my posts and as I did so, my face went back to normal.

I dreamt something about Jackie and family.

(From July 25, 2019) Shake body

I asked the same question. I saw the cat friend shaking his body.

I dreamt that I was driving up a small hill where a parking lot was. There was a stripe that was at a slight angle / curve that came down from the left side reaching about the middle of the entrance. Similar to the ending of a rainbow. The parking spaces were on the right side of the stripe up top. I didn’t understand and was wondering why it was made that way.

As I was about to park, the car took over and started bouncing around and going in circles as if there were walls surrounding me. I almost hit a grey car and others. I don’t remember if it stopped.

I dreamt that I was with Dwayne Johnson as a companion / ride along (?). There were other people as well. We were in a small bus (?). We drove by a dirt / desert looking block area that was lifted above the street about 10 – 20 yards (?). At each end was a shining tree. There may have been something in between but don’t remember.

The first one was short and barren. It was shining / glowing as if a spirit was showing itself. It was only a small section, not the whole tree.

The second one was surrounded with rocks / boulders. There was a sign / plaque on one of the boulders that said “Burning Rock”. With the boulders so close to the tree, I couldn’t tell if it was the tree or boulders that were shining.

I dreamt that we went to Golden Corral and got there before breakfast was taken away.

Blurry

I asked, “Do I need to have children from Ali?” I dreamt that Briana had taken a picture while on the road of some small pillars (?) with what looked like an outline of a dog’s face on them. The picture was blurry from rain but clear enough to see what it was.

I dreamt that I was at the bottom of a ladder in a submarine (?). I was asking if I could come up. I was told I could. Someone with me said, “Be careful. They don’t let just anyone up” as if I might not be able to. I responded, “That’s why I asked.”

I dreamt that I was using a professional (?) digital weight scale. The number changed several times from the 500’s, 400’s, and around 150. I said to mom, “See, it’s 150.” She pointed out that that wasn’t what it was and that I wasn’t looking at the top of the numbers correctly.

I dreamt that I was being asked where my money went. I don’t remember who was asking.

I dreamt that I mentioned to someone that they still had the last two Costco / Sam’s Club chocolate muffins in the packaging on the tray.

I dreamt that I was with Greg, Mark, Judy (?), and Amy. There was another female there with down syndrome (?). I don’t remember where we were but I was hysterical that there was a man’s ghost head in a cupboard (twice the size of kitchen) that had some books in it. Greg was saying that by not seeing the ghost, that person (me) doesn’t have a normal brain.

They were also saying something about the house on the avocado street. (We had a house with a tree in back.)

(From yesterday) Held

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Sara was pregnant and when she held her belly, it looked like she already had the baby. Her stomach was in the form of a newborn baby. The head was to her left. She was wearing black.

I dreamt that a thin naked (Russian?) lady came to me when I was in a building with sweets against the wall in front of me. She was on my right asking me which option I wanted something from her. I don’t remember what I was getting, or the options.

Out of my peripheral vision I was noticing how she kept herself clean shaven. I was thinking how she takes the time to do that.

There was an office (?) to the left of the sweets that I was put in charge of while the owner was away. There were stairs to get up to it.

There was a chocolate (cookie?) with the sweets that I tasted. There was also some loose sugar on a cookie sheet.

I dreamt that Walid (online guy) sent me a voice clip of him drunk and singing a love song to me. It may have been in French, or partly. I was thinking that I liked his voice.

I think I had a dream with Kim Kardashian.

I also may have had a dream that had something to do with pictures on a camera disk.

(From July 13, 2019) Found It Funny

I asked the same question. I dreamt that it was Christmas time. There was something about the Mary Tyler Moore show. There was also something about a tv channel.

I dreamt that I put my hair in a ponytail. The front of my hair became red and fluffy, like a Southern lady. It was combed over to the left. I thought it looked funny because it looked like a wig.

I dreamt that the water for the cats was low and that I needed to give them some more.

(From July 12, 2019) Dumped

I asked the same question. I dreamt the orange cat was outside and I was scared for him because of the wolves out there.

I dreamt that an overweight girl was looking for change from the container that she dumped on a car.

I dreamt that the family moved into an older couple’s home while they were still there. Before we got there (?) they had left the house for a short time because of the floor being worked on.

I mentioned that the man’s hair moved in a way that looked like he was under water.

A short time after moving in, the couple decided to move. I said to the man that it would’ve been easier for them to move when the floors were being done.

They had some paintings that were leaned up against a wall where it would be easy to pick them up and take.

At night time I saw a black post, that is used for the “For Sale” signs, staked in the front right corner of the yard. I said that the sign would most likely be there on Sunday.

We were going to take over the mortgage. I mentioned to the man that it would be easier to take them over while they were still alive rather than dead.

I dreamt something with a black mustang vehicle. It was either backing up or out.

Older Woman

I asked, “Do I need to be with Ali?” I dreamt that someone came to me for information. I pointed out an older woman, with white-ish hair, who was sitting at a desk across from me and a little to the left, facing me.

I dreamt that I was outside at night. It was raining but I wasn’t getting wet. I was walking (?) up a hill (?) on the right side of the street. There was a fast food restaurant and I saw Sean Connery driving one of those toddler plastic cars with the yellow roof. He was with his grandson, going to the drive-thru for food.

(From yesterday) Scared

I asked the same question. I dreamt that as I was walking upstairs at night to go to bed, there was a knock at the door, which scared me. I don’t remember who was with me, but they pushed on the door to make sure that it was shut and locked.

There had been pictures taken of me with a model looking guy. I was standing in front to the side of him. I looked happy. When they were shown, so that people could see, I felt like a fake because of the circumstances behind how and why the pictures came to be.

I dreamt that I was at grandma Fessler’s funeral (?). There were either pictures of a boat, or people were talking about one that she had. I was saying to someone that I never knew about it until she died. I then went and mentioned it to mom. Amy (?) said that there were pictures of me on it when I was young. She was saying it as if I should have known.

I then started cleaning the area where the coffin (?) was and crying.

There was a lady there who had a certain type of glasses that she had me put on. I could see something about me marrying a certain person so I hurriedly gave them back to her. She was excited that she would be able to live on, signifying that something of her had passed on to me.

I dreamt that I was flying a stationary helicopter above some houses in a neighborhood. The street may have been circular, bending toward me. I was looking at the houses on the left bend.

There was a white sedan (big hood and trunk) parked on the right side of the driveway. There was a lifted white truck parked on the left side of the house to the right with the driver side of the truck over the sedan a bit. I was thinking that the people living at one of the houses would’ve moved by now, but seeing the car, it looked as if they were still there.

As I was looking down, I was thinking how amazing it was that I was flying a helicopter as if it had been a long time before doing so. As I was thinking this, I was about to lose control but was able to hold on.

(From July 9, 2019) Preston

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a young guy wearing a black sweatshirt with mens names on it. I saw the name Preston.

I dreamt that I was listening to songs sung by an older woman.

Someone tells me, “She’s always been here.” I then see a woman with a white shirt with black sleeves (?) with 1617 on it.

I dreamt that Obama had big full lips and was taking a nap during the day with his suit on. He wasn’t lying straight. He was on the right side when looking down at the bed. I was noticing his ring finger was growing from the pads on the palm and out a little ways, like as if on a spring. This was normal.

I was also on the bed, below him. There was a guy with me and possibly another. I was positioned with my head towards the foot of the bed, also not lying straight.

I was naked, on my left side, on the side of the bed, with the covers covering the front of me. I was wondering what Obama would think if he saw me like this. Someone was on the bed with their shoes on. I was wondering what Michelle (?) would think about that.

We had to pay to be able to be there. It was only for half an hour. The guys were discussing what date we could be here and I said that it was July 10. I looked at the ticket and it had 7/10. The amount of time we were scheduled for may have been 29 minutes.

Came Back

I asked, “When did I need to go?” I dreamt that I had taken pictures with a professional dark blue camera.

I then was in church sitting next to Sowin. I wasn’t singing the whole words, or as loud, because of fear of what he might think of my voice.

I then was in the back of D.I. I found some red 3-4 in heels with straps over the foot so I put them on and walked around the tables pretending to be a model. Someone took a picture with the camera. Sowin didn’t see me doing that because he had gone to do something else and then came back.

There was a tall guy wearing knee length shorts that were pink with white blocked out flowers. I commented to someone that I had those same shorts.

I had put the camera with the items that were to be priced and sold for some reason. I then was saying that I have pictures on there, plus the one just taken with the shoes, so I took it back.

I dreamt that a guy, for fun, spoke a sentence scrambling the words and I had to unscramble it.

(From yesterday) Got Home

I asked the same question. I dreamt that after I got home from work, I went to my room and noticed that the cleaning people had been there and gone. My stuff was by the dresser, wall.

(From July 6, 2019) About To Leave

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with the family on June/July 8, which was a fast Sunday, which I had forgotten that it was.

I dreamt that I was at a hotel (?). A youngish black couple came here on the weekends to get away. They were coming into the room as others had left. I may have been leaving, or about to. We had met this couple before.

He was sitting on a bed, and in a gruff voice, I said, “That’s my bed” or “You’re on my bed.” He quickly jumped off. I then told him that I was joking.

At one point he had gone somewhere (to get something?) and was walking back towards me. I knew that he was the owner of an apple orchard. I mentioned strawberries to someone, that they would be a good addition to the apples.

Another time, in the night, outside, I was showing him how some of the clouds looked like an angel. They then quickly dispersed.

Another time, I was walking outside (?), wrapped in a towel to take a shower. Lightning appeared so I quickly decided against that decision.

(From July 5, 2019)

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was supposed to go to college after high school and end up with Vince Neil of Motley Crue. I was with him now, even though his face was weathered.

I dreamt that I wasn’t wearing any pants, only a shirt and garments. I was going somewhat in a hurry, to go somewhere / get something.

Orchestrating

I asked, “How do I let go?” I dreamt that Ali and I were walking across a big (?) dirt and gravel lot / field between businesses that I didn’t see but knew were there. There were some chain link fences separating some (of the) areas.

In one area that we were about to walk through, two homeless looking guys were there. The guy on the left was standing, facing us. He was skinny with grey dreadlocks about shoulder length or several inches below. He only had his left arm which he was waving around, as if orchestrating. He was wearing a long sleeve shirt. We weren’t close enough for me to see what the design was but it seemed it had flowers of different sizes with a dark blue background.

The other guy was crouching / kneeling to his left. I didn’t look at him but it seems he was wearing a white shirt and had a white bucket in front of him for drumming.

Ali mentioned about the one arm guy, saying that he was dancing. He may not have noticed that the guy only had one arm.

Ali was either right next to me on my right, or was a couple steps behind (as he usually is when we walk). I was trying to get him to notice the uneasiness these guys were emitting. I either said, “Fiiri badan” (Somali = look a lot), meaning that the guy kept looking, or I only was wanting to say it.

Shortly after we passed them I noticed that they started following us. We were then out by the street, with it to our right. There was no traffic. I asked, “Where are the cops?” The traffic then showed up on the other side with a cop car in front passing us.

I turned around and saw two rows of cars within two lines of the fences with one line facing us and the other behind them facing the other way. There was a cop car in both rows.

I dreamt that I said hello to a black girl at the place where I worked. We were then somewhere where the employees had gathered to have lunch / dinner. She was there and so I figured that I had to say hello because I had said hello earlier and that I was now a part of the group.

We were in the back, or near the back. There were several rectangular tables to the right with a square table on the left. My female boss (?) was getting them ready to eat.

My parents showed up. My mom sat at the square table and seeing corn on the table, said that she likes corn. I noticed that she had gained weight in her upper part of her legs which caused her to sit higher on the chair.

I was disheartened when I had to tell her that this was for us. My dad had already gone up front to find another place to sit.

(From yesterday) Avec Moi

I asked the same question. I dreamt of the singer of Poets of the Fall, Marko Saaresto, singing Partir Avec Moi.

(From June 11, 2019) Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt something with Steve DiSchiavi from the Dead Files tv show.

I dreamt something about the DNA of other people.

(June 10, 2019) From within

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being part of a class but not in a traditional classroom. I was doing paperwork but don’t remember what it was. It was only one piece of paper.

The teacher’s black wife (?) and a girl were doing word puzzles / games to the right of me. I was thinking how they may have finished their work already and that I would rather be doing that instead but knew I had to finish my work first. (I’m not sure if these were the exact thoughts.)

The wife’s cheekbone area was shiny from being clean and a light shining on her. I knew it wasn’t coming from within.

When I finished my work I had to put my name on the back of the paper because there wasn’t room on the front. I also dated it 6-7-19, which was a Monday.

After, the teacher who was white, was talking about a music group from the ’80’s called Camper van Beethoven, as one of their calmer songs played (I only know of “Pictures of Matchstick”), with some of the other students. I was overhearing so I mentioned that I thought they had a song where the singer held his breath for a bit.

(From June 9, 2019) Before

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was walking to the right on a dirt path on a hill with a small group of people. I asked a girl who was on my left if she had been this way before.

I dreamt that an older lady was letting me borrow some / one of her clothes (for church?). I saw that I didn’t have my garment bottom on and so was going to use hers but then saw that I was wearing mine and so would use mine.

I woke with the song, “Tonight I Celebrate My Love” from Peabo Bryson and Roberta Flack.

Mountains

(From May 31, 2019)

I asked, “What is the portal?” I envisioned that I was about to go to congratulate Ali and the Utah girl on their marriage / wedding.

I dreamt that I was in the mountains, or a hilly part of town, riding a bike to church with the family. When we got to a corner to turn right, I went back, without knowing the rest of the way, because there was some time left before it started. I got out of my dress and relaxed sideways across my (full?) bed on my back for a bit.

As time got closer, I went to where some people were outside and asked a guy what the other modes of transportation were, having to repeat the beginning of the sentence first, for getting to church, because it was getting cold and stormy / cloudy, otherwise I would take my bike.

(From June 1, 2019) Utah

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at one of the ends in a white sports complex (in Utah at U of U?) with a lot of people. There either had been a basketball game played, or I knew that it was played here.

There was a Middle Eastern (?) man who kept having to move to different spaces to pray because of the amount of people. Seems that he settled in front of some tall doors.

There was a table there (?) in a separate room (?) that was a little too long, so the end was cut off. A lady came and was shown what had happened. She seemed OK with it.

I dreamt that a lady had gone to her rural area garden at dusk, with a friend, to harvest (?). It may have been in France. There was a street in front of it without any traffic on it.

She had horses, or only one, and was calling out to them / him while she was standing. A horse came running from the right side.

There was an African guy waiting to be picked up (bus?). I was in a high vehicle in the back (?) and said an African word to him. I think he got in and either was here to help or agreed to do so.

I dreamt that I was somewhere on the left of a man and woman who were playing a board game. She had a hamburger that had somehow gotten behind her on the right having come apart. They mentioned that a huge fly had landed on the meat before she got it back together.

They asked if I would like to join them and I did. I may have had a bite of her hamburger or one of my own (?).

I dreamt that I was spending the night at Briana’s. She was in bed with her dad, with her head at the other end. She mentioned to me about pulling the grey ends of the sheets / bedding at the corner because she was getting cold (?) / feeling a breeze. I helped smooth it out.

During the night, I went to use the restroom, not closing the door because I was used to keeping it open. I heard a couple knocks at the door, thinking it odd at this time of night, and got up to close the door, that was to the left of me, as her dad went to get the door.

I dreamt that a lady was telling me to go find the Utah girl and I flat out told her no.

(From June 2, 2019) Snow

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was outside with other people. Seems we were waiting for someone / thing. There was a small layer of snow of the ground that wasn’t old but also wasn’t new. I picked up a ball of some that had some dried grass blades (?) in it. A girl told me not to eat it. I was thinking that I could if I wanted to. I don’t remember what I did with it.

Someone threw up some fairy dust up in the air, or saw it there, and mentioned it to everyone. The colors I remember were soft pink on top and purple on bottom.

There was a girl there who was shorter than me, heavy, semi long light brunette hair. Her facial features were on the borderline of being down syndrome. She was able to make herself invisible. There was an older man there who wanted to be with her, going after her. She found a couch around a corner to the left of where this guy was. She decided to lounge there to rest away from him. I gave her a questioning look about whether that would / could be a good place.

The guy finally found the couch and this girl relented and decided to let him see and touch her.

I dreamt that there was a giant couch made of concrete in the middle of a body of water between Canada and the states. It was facing the states. It was a reminder for us to be friendly with each other.

(From June 3, 2019) Already Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy was pressing a gun to the left side of a guy who was laying on his side. I don’t remember what the guy with the gun was initially supposed to do but he shot a couple rounds into the other guy’s body, saying a word or two as he did so. The words I woke with the words “File” and Folder” though those weren’t the words he was saying.

The guy being shot had an x over his lips like bullets have. I don’t remember if he was already dead or not. Possible he was.

There was a different reason why the shooter was there with the body but he was evil and turned it into something sinister.

I dreamt that a guy was underneath a commercial BMW lawnmower but it wasn’t hurting him. I was looking at the guy through the perspective of the lawnmower, as if I was it. The view shifted slightly so that I could see it to the left of me, showing the “nose” end of it. It was grey.

At first it was the open kind with the seat on top of a disc but then it changed so that it had a “door” (?) like a dune buggy.

I dreamt that I was somewhere with mom and Micalanne. I pronounced Mic’s name as “Mecalawn” with a slight accent (?). It had something to do with painting / dying nylons. I didn’t see hers but some people who were also there were laughing at hers because of the way she drew her line. Someone showed her how simple it was to make a straight line, as in a graph. Seems it was pointing down at an angle.

I dreamt something to do with Candace Cameron Bure and that she had been invited to go somewhere during the holidays. She talked to the people at the Hallmark channel to see if they wanted to document her journey there.

There was a 2-3 ft. gnome (?) that rotated, sitting / setting on top of a table, doing something with its arms. It was black and the background was also black / dark so it was hard to see much of the details. I’m not sure if it was in her house, where she went to, or where it was. It was a Christmas decoration.

Mommy

I asked, “Where is the portal?” I dreamt that a couple were house hunting. I was on top of some framing in / by a shower of a bathroom that was being renovated when they came to the house I was in. This shower was as tall as I was on the framing and the shower head was facing left. It had dark gray (?) tiles. They based their decision on a shower. I don’t remember if it was this one or another one.

The framing had a blanket covering it along with something shorter on the left side. I then was holding a kangaroo in my right arm. Scared, I was calling out to mom for help in getting down because I was worried that I could fall and hurt myself / break my ankles. I was calling her, “Mommy”.

I dreamt that I was at a small Starbucks with two girls, on my left. One of them ordered a venti green tea. I asked her if she had tried the matcha frappucino and she said no. I think I bought that one. As I was asking her, I was also thinking about the grasshopper (added java chips).

There was only one guy working. He was wanting to process my card / payment through a small black (travel size?) bag that he was holding up by the counter in front of us.

As he was doing so, a line started to form behind us that was long enough to go around the workstation and back up against the wall so that it formed a question mark. I didn’t notice any impatience among them.

This guy wasn’t able to complete the transaction so he went over to the register which was on the right, to complete it.

I dreamt that I was at a pool where there was a swim meet. I was at the finish side on the right. The swimmers were on the other side of the diving board and their faces were blocked / obscured. There was a winner’s podium on that side as well. It was also blocked so as not to be able to see who the winners were but sensed there were some girls.

After the race, I farted and saw it floating past in front of me. Fortunately there was no smell to it.

I sat down and clipped my right big toe toenail. There was some lint looking stuff in the corner so I cleaned it out. There may have been someone on my left as I was doing so who was a little disgusted that I would be doing that here.

(From yesterday) New Real Estate

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Tony Shalhoub was a new college professor. In the beginning, he was timid but started relaxing as time went on. One day (the next year?) when he came in (I’m seeing through his eyes) there was a fan behind him (didn’t see) blowing a folder that was on his desk so he put something on it to weigh it down / keep it from blowing away.

He then sat in his chair and still a bit timid talking to them, asked the class about moving to new real estate, to get a discussion started / going.

There were two adults sitting on his left. One was a woman who whispered to the other who was on her left, that he was still having trouble getting the students to open up. They may have been from administration.

As he was asking this question, he was flipping through a newspaper for something. A couple of the pages had comics on them. On the left side was a square one panel comic of a parent sitting on the floor, facing right, looking at an open book with a child standing in front of them. The book had written on it something about other ideas, which was also written below the square.

I dreamt that Mark had gone to see the Phantom of the Opera and I wished that I had gone. At the end of dream, a lady gave me a present of a bunch of travel size body wash gels wrapped up in cellophane. I mentioned to mom that I didn’t need to worry about getting any for a long time, only toothpaste and toothbrush.

(From May 27, 2019) Lap

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had my laptop on my lap when it suddenly turned off.

I dreamt that Lowe’s was at the top of a steep dirt hill. It was then turned into a shopping center. Mark and I went to check it out, taking separate vehicles. After I parked, I didn’t see Mark’s car so figured he parked elsewhere.

Gwen and Val were there. One of them was a giant. I’m thinking it may have been Gwen.

I was telling a girl / lady that she should buy an expensive white knee length dress for an upcoming festival (?). It may have been two pieces.

Mark had a young family there who were waiting / looking for him so that they could leave. I found him lounging doing his own thing.

Outside Mark showed up was a more beat up version of Kyle’s station wagon. The hood was up, in reverse, and the driver seat was pushed up. I was about to climb in with the engine when I realized what I was doing / about to do.

I dreamt that I took a crafter’s sponge paintbrush and stuck it up in my vagina.

I dreamt that two cats were in the back walking toward the house to come in. I asked Ali how the Siamese had gotten out. As they got closer, I realized that it was the cross eyed looking one instead.

(From May 26, 2019) Lottery

I asked the same question. Lottery came to mind.

I dreamt about a blonde guy that I was dating. He was carrying me inside and I was thinking how weird it was for him to look at me and realize that he liked me.

He was then preparing dinner / food while I was across the room having fun with other people. I stopped for a bit and wondered if I should help him but then thought that I didn’t want to be someone who I wasn’t so I continued with what I was doing.