New Here

I dreamt that I was in a shop, with other women, at the bottom of a Hilton hotel. I saw some (different shades of) blue necklaces hanging on a horizontal pole, maybe a foot above me. They were about navel length.

I then went to other places, to look around. I mentioned to a male worker there that I was new there. I then went back to the necklaces so that I could try one on. They were gone. I walked to other places, looking for them, but not finding them.

I dreamt of a Mexican man, with tattoos. Again, I was with other people. I don’t remember what we were saying but he said that he’s a chiropractor and he was from Oahu.

He had been helping a woman who was homeless and had two boys. He had found her a place to live. I saw her from the back. I noticed that she was wearing expensive winter clothes. I was going to judge her for wearing them but realized that she needs them to stay warm.

(From July 5, 2018 Tell Him )

I asked if Ali is a father. I saw the back of the Utah girl wearing a short / mini skirt with the bottom right lifted up (like when a backpack lifts shirt) showing her underwear. 

I dreamt that I was to marry a guy in the royal family. I was with a couple people discussing it. I then excitedly said, “Let’s go tell him”, so we went.

I dreamt of looking at a younger picture of me (on a screen?) with a couple of people. They were noticing my puffy cheeks.

I dreamt that I asked if some people have sex so that they’ll know what it feels like to have to repent. The answer was yes. 

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12 Days

(From July 8, 2018)

I dreamt that Mark and I were laying in bed, me on the right, and I bent down to give him a bj. I knew that it was Mark but it had been so long since I’ve had any and I was enjoying it. It seems that at some point he became Ali. I started playing with his balls. He said something to me but don’t remember. 

I dreamt that the tarot cards with the cups were bending backwards for me. 

I dreamt that people were bringing me gifts from 12 Days of Christmas, similar to how people b(r)ought gifts to Solomon. 

(From July 7, 2018 Backwards)

I asked if the Utah girl gave birth to a baby. I think I saw Oprah and her name was spelled backwards.

(From July 6, 2018 Red and White)

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a lady had moved to the mountains and saying how everything is so expensive. I reminded her that she lived in the mountains and that everything is more expensive, well, almost everything (I’m sure that there are some small things that aren’t). 

We were inside a building with others for an event / gathering. Either she, or another lady, had gotten 3 discs / circles (seemed flat like a sticker). Two of them were red and white and about the size of a dime / penny, maybe a bit smaller. These had the number 100 on them. The other one was bigger, about the size of a quarter (?). I don’t remember the number on that one, or the color(s). Maybe the same but different look? 

She placed these on a counter in front of a couple guys. She didn’t know what they were. The guys saw them but didn’t think much of them at first but then saw the 100’s, and then got a little excited.

She then took them and went over to a slot machine (weren’t a lot there). I explained to her that whatever winnings she got, she could use one of the 100’s and multiply by that number. 

I had then gone to look in a conference size room where a guy and two ladies had gone. I was telling this lady (?) that I saw him (“that” guy), grimacing and looking down, with his shirt off and that he better had not been screwing with me (that they were having sex).

I dreamt that someone (in a blacked out vehicle, motorcycle?) was playing Imagine Dragons. I started to tell someone that the singer is LDS but I don’t think they were paying attention because there was a bunch of things going on. I was also going to say that I saw a picture of him at a concert with his shirt off.

I was sitting on a bench, at a church (?), and saw a vision of a dark wooden (?) sculpture / statue of a Lamanite man. I only saw the back of him. His hair was at least to his shoulders. I don’t remember if it was any longer. He had a couple individual braids with a couple of them tied (?) together. I was noticing how intricate the braids were. I saw what he was wearing but don’t remember. Seems a robe, but not sure. Seems like this man was at the end of the Book of Mormon.

As I was looking at him, he seemed to breathe for a couple seconds and I may have seen a little of the life back then.

There was a young girl and guy sitting on my right. I asked them if they knew this man (using his name but don’t remember it). After a couple seconds the boy looked him up and then told me. I then said that if they had to look him up then they don’t know him. I earnestly told them that they need to learn about him. I don’t know if they were going to, or just brush it off. 

I dreamt of a guy with a blonde girl and telling me her name was Lecithin and was saying something about her story. (I didn’t go over / reflect on this dream because I wanted to remember her name.)

Daughter

I asked, “How many children does Ali have from that girl?” I dreamt something about trying to let the mother cat outside without letting her daughter.

I dreamt of a boy looking in a mirror, holding a uniform hat that he had bought. The top of the brim was dirty. A guy (husband? friend?), irritated a bit,  came to take it because of the dirt but relented and gave it back. 

As he walked past me (I was sitting against a wall with a hallway ahead of me on my right where the boy was), I said to him that he can’t take (what’s been paid for, implied). He went inside a room in front of my left. 

(From July 9, 2018 Wasn’t Expecting Her)

I asked if the Utah girl gave birth to a baby. I dreamt that I was laying down and I think I was about to get up to feed the cats. The female raccoon who has been coming around came up on my chest on my left side. 

She startled me because I wasn’t expecting her. She grabbed my hand in her mouth like the cats do. I was afraid that she was going to hurt me but she was gentle.

I dreamt that I was at an older teachers house with a medium sized group of people. He had something that we were to convince someone else to buy (?). I think I gave him a look of me wanting to try / give it a go. 

I saw a note from him saying that he had the best sex he had when he was 35 (?) as he’s having now in his 60’s. I was envious of him that he was having it and I kind of wanted to have it with him.

He was tall / thin mysterious type. There was something about food and he had / showed us / me some garlic / french bread in the bag. 

I dreamt that Ali and I were going to a place to eat up on / by University St. / Rd. We were passing different places showing the lotto number signs. There were three games on the bottom (top games are millions, bottom are thousands). 

The bottom left, top middle, bottom right were blacked out. Ali and I were panicking and anxious that someone else had won those. Finally we passed a place where the numbers were showing up / coming back. We were relieved that we still had a chance. 

We got to the place we were going to. I think it was a grocery store that had its own eatery as there were several (3?) ice refrigerated units (where they have ice for sale).There was a table next to / in front of the first (L – R) ice unit and another table next to / in front of that one.

I saw that Amy was at the table next to the ice, sitting next to the ice. I was standing in front of the kiosk (?) and was pointing out Amy to Ali. He couldn’t see her at first because there were people at her table and the one next to her. I said to him “table”. He waved, knowing that she wasn’t looking. 

He went behind the lady / girl behind the kiosk to order / talk to her. At first she didn’t turn around. She finally, perturbed, told him that he needed to come in front to talk to her. I gave her a look as if to say that he always does this. She wasn’t looking.

Amy finally came over, to my left. She told me that she was going to send me a message the day before but hadn’t gotten to it but now she was here. She told me that people / family members weren’t going to bring the leftover food from the funeral in Brea back to mom. 

I was thinking / hoping that she was going to tell me that she / mom weren’t going to go to Utah. (She had planned on going.) I asked her why, questioningly not understanding why not. She said it was because that they had (their own) health issues. I said ok. 

Attacked

I dreamt of someone (almost?) dying from being attacked by a bunch of spiders. 

I dreamt of Barry Manilow and telling him that I liked his album from the 80’s. There was a guy and either he, or I, mentioned that he had heart surgery. I mentioned that Barry Manilow was 24 years and 11 months older than me. 

(From July 12, 2018 Divide)

Before falling asleep, I saw the entrance to a long driveway, which I think was mine. In front of it was a grassy median for people to turn around and I think there was a house or two there as well. It felt serene and peaceful.

I dreamt that the family was inside the house. I don’t remember who all was there but not everyone was there.The ground outside was splitting open, coming through the house. Someone ended up separated but was able to jump over the chasm / divide. 

Mom then somehow got swept away in some water that was ice cold and had a layer of ice on top. I was worried that she was going to die but she was able to swim away and free herself with no problem.

I dreamt that I was reading an article about different songs and having accompanying YouTube videos. Seems that the first songs were covers of other songs.

(From July 11, 2018 Mates)

I asked if the Utah girl gave birth. I dreamt that some people, instead of looking for soul mates, they were (subconsciously?) looking for “apartment mates”.

(From July 10, 2018 Closet)

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a girl on / at the top of a ladder in a closet type area. She was reaching down to give a man some quarters. I got in the middle to help them out. She then had some other coins, some dimes and maybe pennies is all I remember. The guy let me have those.

Old Man

(From July 22, 2018)

I asked for the name of the Jewish neighbor. I dreamt that I was driving a vehicle, something like a double decker bus, but not. There were a bunch of people. We were going to a church conference.

At times, the brakes wouldn’t work, or were slow to work. One time while going backwards, I just gave up and let the vehicle stop on its own. It didn’t crash. 

The / An old man came on board wearing a suit and accompanied by a large black dog. I was surprised that he would be here, and mentioned it to Ali, though I didn’t see Ali.

My mom was there and about 3 of her top buttons, not consecutive, were undone so I mentioned this to her. She let it go, making a comment that it happens all the time.

(From July 21, 2018 Didn’t Recognize)

I dreamt that I was on the street my parents last owned a house. I was down at the end that was in front of the house. 

There were migs / MG’s slowly appearing on the streets. One of the first ones I saw had females in it and stopped them to ask if these were those vehicles. They didn’t know / didn’t answer.

 The cars all looked as if part of a race but continued to drive these streets. I noticed that one was a Mercedes. I didn’t see / recognize the maker(s) of the other vehicles.

One of them had a white zippered covering surrounding it. A man standing next to me mentioned that it was full of Catholics, but he used a different variation of the word.

There was a piece of paper on the sign at the left corner saying that they were to be at a certain venue later, at 11:22. I had been excited this whole time.

Blocking

I asked, “What was the purpose of the Utah girl?” I dreamt of seeing young people / guys on short stilts, walking around a crowd of people. I saw one of the guys from the back with the top part of his boxers showing. He took off to join the group that was at the (upper) right. I then realized that they weren’t on stilts, but skates.

I dreamt that I was driving on a dark neighborhood street, toward the left. As I was looking behind me on my right so that I could move over / turn right, another car came driving up and past me, causing / making me to swerve / (correct) course to the left. As I did this, another car on the left was coming toward me.

I dreamt that I wanted to turn right onto a side street. There were girls / young ladies in the middle, blocking the entrance. Seems that they may have had a big vehicle of some sort with them, on the right side. 

As we were passing, on the left, Ali said something about them needing to move. One of them had short dark hair who responded with something snarky. I looked back and responded by saying that Ali wouldn’t have said anything if he didn’t care.

(From July 24, 2018 Going Home)

I asked, “What is the name of the person Ali is a father of?” I dreamt that I was in Vegas with my mom and Amy and other family members and non – family. I don’t remember why we were there. 

Lauren was there and I asked her if Ashley had decided what she’s going to do with the baby. It was the day before we were to go back home.

There were some family members from dad’s side. I asked about Lana, or was it Jana (?), who lived there in Vegas (?).

I was thinking that it would’ve been nice to visit with the family there but that we weren’t able because of going home. They were so close but yet so far. I was making sure that I had my stuff together, seeing my toothbrush and paste. 

There was a young black family renting the house next door to the right (when looking at backyard). The Siamese was there, along with other animals. The man moved the Siamese, so that she would go over the back wall, not knowing who she belonged to. I grabbed her while I had the chance.

I saw a small black dog in a kennel in the middle of the yard. I was wondering why s/he was in there while the other animals were free. S/he was facing to the right. I then saw an opening on the back side of the kennel and felt relieved.

I saw the man sitting at the table in the kitchen with the woman. I saw that they had four young children, thinking they were all girls, but saw that one was a boy.

The woman was getting after the man that they had to have sex (I think she used the other word) after breakfast so that she would get pregnant and they could get on welfare. The man stayed silent. I then saw a grandpa sitting to the right of the man, enjoying the children and not getting involved with the woman.

Not As Vivid 

(From July 26, 2018)

I asked for the name of the person Ali is a father of. I dreamt that I was somewhere with rectangular tables that were lined up end to end. I don’t know how many rows. I was there for instruction / education. I had put my stuff on the floor to save my space.

An older man then came and sat to the right of that space, barely giving me any room to sit. I was annoyed at this / him but moved my stuff without grumbling because of his age. 

I had a nice purse (?) under the table (blue handles?) and moved it to the back left corner of the back of D.I. where they had the items stored that were to go out on the floor. 

I dreamt that a young blonde woman (20’s) was getting married. She was taller than me. She was waiting for her husband who I saw but not as vivid as her. She had a belt, and I think eyelets at the bottom of the dress. I don’t remember the sleeves but think they may have been short.

I was wishing that I had gotten married when I was that young. I was thinking that they were getting married that day as it was the last day of the earth and they wanted to be together after death.

I was alone, no family / friends around me, but I wasn’t lonely. I then thought about how I had been married to Kyle and the scriptures about no marriage after death. I then saw cats and other animals / things on top of clouds, on the earth. 

I was starting to feel the vibrations inside the earth getting ready to explode. The animals / things on the clouds then slowly fell below the clouds. Everything / surroundings was white. I was thinking / wondering, “Weren’t we supposed to be lifted up in the sky before this happened?” 

 It was then my turn to fall down. It almost felt like being in a container, though I wasn’t, but I was contained. As I was slowly falling, I was pleading to God, saying, “Oh, God! Oh, God!” I then dropped onto another earth beneath me. 

As soon as I did, Steve went to a / the bathroom and when he did, poop started coming up through all the pipes everywhere, including the toilet that I was on, touching me and I was disgusted by that. I had a box of clothes to the right of me and I was thankful none got on the clothes and as soon as I thought that a little bit ended up on them.

I had ended up in Amy ‘s house when I dropped. Her back screen door slowly opened as if someone small was coming in, but no physical person was there. I watched with trepidation as it opened, swinging open to the left, outward. 

Ali was in one of the back bedrooms, looking like his bedroom, and I heard him make a noise as if being startled awake. I had a sense that he had “awoken” finally.

Must’ve Done This Before

I asked, “Is it possible to go back and change my past?” I dreamt of seeing an older man go back in time, around 7pm. The scenery, surroundings where he was standing, kept changing as time was reversing. At one point, he was standing in the middle of a house. His clothes also changed. A grey top hat was added, and a soft grey felt (?) / wool sweater. He must’ve done this before since he knew what would be happening.

He ended up in a bar (?). I only saw several standing people, in a line, horizontally(?). Looked to be about the 40’s. There was a younger guy on the left with his right bicep bandaged up. There was blood soaking through / had soaken at the bottom. The young guy had somehow had his bicep cut, vertically. He had cut a small portion open at the bottom, for sympathy. This, though, wasn’t who the older man wanted to see.

The man he wanted to see was next to this man’s left (?). He was a quiet man. The older man asked him something, almost a whisper, but a little louder. This second man seemed to crouch down inside himself.

I saw a black cutout outline picture of Marilyn Monroe kneeling / bending down, about 10 – 20 feet to the right. I was thinking that I hadn’t seen this one before and wanted to take a picture and share it, but I didn’t have a cellphone or tablet because of the technology not being invented yet. I was bummed.

There was a small area for shopping with a man behind a glass counter, with a female helper. I returned / gave back something that was yellow, or had yellow in it (?). I looked at the small narrow receipt, like the ones given at gas stations / convenience stores and saw that it was $7. 

I said that I should be getting that amount back. This man said something about not being able to give a refund, having to do with a fringe (?) and because it was yellow (?). He said that that’s how it is everywhere he’s been. I was thinking that that may have been his experience, and wanted to say that I’ve never had that problem / experience, but didn’t. I don’t know why.

Didn’t Want To

I asked, “Is there anything Ali remembers where he questioned the relationship with that girl?” I dreamt that there was a bright light / it was lit up next to my head as I was in bed. I didn’t want to open my eyes / look.

I dreamt of Julia Roberts / Nicole Kidman sitting in front of me on my right, facing the bottom left. She was wearing big 80’s style glasses. The left side frame, and lens, were darker, as if shades / sunglasses. I was thinking that that was interesting. She was talking to a group of people about buying the San Mateo property (which had thousands of acres, in the 5 digits) and something about deductions.

I dreamt of walking into an older man’s office as he was pulling a black (file?) cabinet, on the left, next / near the wall. Seems that he was a counselor at a hospital. I saw that he didn’t have any arms, and thinking that if he can do that, then we with arms have no complaints. Seems he was lying down, and maybe the cabinet, as he was pulling it. I told him, “You know, you could have”, (asked for help, implied). I then saw that he had arms, but his hands weren’t formed correctly.

He then went to lie down on an aluminum chair, where the legs can stretch out. He was dressed as if at the beach. His secretary had big breasts, wearing a bikini top (all I saw). Her breasts were tattooed with big flowers. I was thinking that that must’ve hurt.

We were in a hospital room, don’t remember why. The Siamese cat showed up, and I asked her if she was ready to go. The other cats then showed up, including an orange and white tabby who has adopted us. He was hissing / growling at the man (?). There was also a white and tan / creme dog. The man was telling me something about the animals.

I was thinking about if I was to get together with him, would I have sex before marriage, or would he be ok with waiting until after? How would he react when he saw me?

I dreamt something with John Candy.

Floating

(From yesterday)

I asked, “Can I go back and change my past?” I dreamt of being under water and seeing an octopus. I also saw a squid and other octopus (?) that were dead, floating all next to each other with their skeletons visible. 

I dreamt that I had a hole on my right forearm up by the inside of my elbow. I may have picked something, which caused a hole. My cells then started to come up and out. I was able to keep them from coming totally out.

I dreamt that I was in an elevator and kept pushing the wrong floor.

(From Aug. 1, 2018 Sent Back)

I asked for the name of the person Ali is a father of. I dreamt of a baby / child in the top bunk with me standing at the end. A man / church man came over by me on my left side. He put his right arm up and “bopped” / tapped the air and said something about the baby / child’s disease / sickness being sent back to God, healing the baby / child.

I dreamt of a big, open wound at the top of the right calf on the right side below the knee. There was some blood inside but it dried out / cleaned out. 

I dreamt something about a mother and daughter posting on Twitter, with selfies, and something about being able to get rid of a guy.

I dreamt something about a guy up on a stage and either him, or some other guy, who was “almost perfect” because of having several single strands of hair on his forehead.

I dreamt something about a girl coming to me thinking she was pregnant but when I saw her back I saw a bit of blood.