He Was Jewish

(From July 18, 2018)

I asked if Ali is a father to a living person. I dreamt that dad was trying to get rid of the / a neighbor because he was Jewish. There was more to it but that’s how it ended.

I dreamt that I was asking a guy which signature, out of two options, he uses on his creations. I don’t remember him answering, or even acknowledging my question. 

I dreamt that I won $500k and I was excitedly telling someone that I was going to buy a car.

(From July 16, 2018 Safe)

I asked the same question. As I was falling asleep, in my mind, he was telling me something about something being new.

I dreamt that the back screen door was open a bit at night time and when I went to close it (I didn’t know it was open until I saw it) a cat came inside and then I saw the Siamese across the street on the grass.

At first I was worried / concerned but I soon felt that she was safe. I don’t know where I went to next, but I left the screen open for her, and any other cats who may have been out there, to come back in. I may have stayed there to make sure the one cat didn’t go back out.

(From July 15, 2018  About To Show)

I asked if Ali is a father of a living person (different wording). I dreamt that, even though I was still scared and nervous, I allowed spirits to show themselves to me. I don’t remember their purpose.

I dreamt that I had swam too far out into the ocean and I was scared about the possibility of sharks and other animals lurking below.

I dreamt that Mandy Moore was taking credit for a painting of Christ that she didn’t paint. Some other people were about to show me her painting / what she had painted.

She had expensive necklaces.

I dreamt something about a building with a basement that had a narrow entrance, and there was another room up top. I didn’t go down to the basement. 

As I was coming out of sleep, I asked, into the air, “What do you want from me?” A male voice softly, but still a bit creepy, responded, “Milk” but dragged out a bit.

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Blocking

I asked, “What was the purpose of the Utah girl?” I dreamt of seeing young people / guys on short stilts, walking around a crowd of people. I saw one of the guys from the back with the top part of his boxers showing. He took off to join the group that was at the (upper) right. I then realized that they weren’t on stilts, but skates.

I dreamt that I was driving on a dark neighborhood street, toward the left. As I was looking behind me on my right so that I could move over / turn right, another car came driving up and past me, causing / making me to swerve / (correct) course to the left. As I did this, another car on the left was coming toward me.

I dreamt that I wanted to turn right onto a side street. There were girls / young ladies in the middle, blocking the entrance. Seems that they may have had a big vehicle of some sort with them, on the right side. 

As we were passing, on the left, Ali said something about them needing to move. One of them had short dark hair who responded with something snarky. I looked back and responded by saying that Ali wouldn’t have said anything if he didn’t care.

(From July 24, 2018 Going Home)

I asked, “What is the name of the person Ali is a father of?” I dreamt that I was in Vegas with my mom and Amy and other family members and non – family. I don’t remember why we were there. 

Lauren was there and I asked her if Ashley had decided what she’s going to do with the baby. It was the day before we were to go back home.

There were some family members from dad’s side. I asked about Lana, or was it Jana (?), who lived there in Vegas (?).

I was thinking that it would’ve been nice to visit with the family there but that we weren’t able because of going home. They were so close but yet so far. I was making sure that I had my stuff together, seeing my toothbrush and paste. 

There was a young black family renting the house next door to the right (when looking at backyard). The Siamese was there, along with other animals. The man moved the Siamese, so that she would go over the back wall, not knowing who she belonged to. I grabbed her while I had the chance.

I saw a small black dog in a kennel in the middle of the yard. I was wondering why s/he was in there while the other animals were free. S/he was facing to the right. I then saw an opening on the back side of the kennel and felt relieved.

I saw the man sitting at the table in the kitchen with the woman. I saw that they had four young children, thinking they were all girls, but saw that one was a boy.

The woman was getting after the man that they had to have sex (I think she used the other word) after breakfast so that she would get pregnant and they could get on welfare. The man stayed silent. I then saw a grandpa sitting to the right of the man, enjoying the children and not getting involved with the woman.

Sketchy

I asked, “What was the purpose of the snare?” I dreamt that I was married to Jay Z and he asked me if I had been walking outside his window the night before. I told him no, and then looked at my pink skechers slipons. 

I dreamt that I was in the car with Judy and she was speedily reversing. Luckily there wasn’t any other traffic. We were in a neighborhood and not on any main streets. I was scared and said something to her, or she said something to me.

I dreamt that I was going to write “happy birthday ” 50 times, to a female. I used a paper that I had previously started a setup for an outline.

For some reason, I was going to use a ruler and draw a line down the page, but then decided not to.

(From July 25, 2018 A Snake)

I asked if the Utah girl was the spirit lady (used to come now and then to visit Ali). I dreamt that I was on a bus, with other people, on my way home. I knew these people. The street in front where we were picked up curved like a snake. 

There were vehicles parked on the left side waiting for the other people. The driver of the bus was going a bit fast and I was worried because she didn’t know what was ahead. It was dark outside. I don’t remember the order of the next events.

She was in the left lane to turn left but at the last minute crossed the lanes to go right. Thankfully there weren’t any other vehicles.

 It started raining and I mentioned to the lady next to me that the driver needs to slow down because the roads may be slick because of the first rain(s). The lady yelled up to the driver to slow down and she did. 

There was a portion of the ride where we were supposed to go over steep steps. (I dreamt of them before?) I was worried about that part but the driver decided, also at the last, to go a different route. 

At one point, the driver mentioned that she was “out of it” / “sleeping” while driving but woke up (not realizing that she had been “sleeping” ?). 

While on the bus, I saw a doe, facing to the right, that had an arrow in its hip. I was thinking that that was a mindless act, and didn’t understand why someone would do that.

I dreamt of being at an elementary school and one of the classes had to come out of the classroom because of a ghost who shows up now and then. The teacher was an older (60’s) black woman with short curly hair. She was sitting but looked to be short.

I was sitting next to the door, my right side facing, with a space in between. The door was open with a girl in a wheelchair in the opening. I, a bit angry, told the ghost to let her go. He did and then the door was shut. 

The teacher said something about this ghost but don’t remember what. Maybe the fact that they have to do this when he shows up? 

I was holding a handicapped (how?) young girl when Liz showed up behind a wall with a window, behind me. I lifted this girl up to say hello. 

A lady had brought a bean (?) pasta for a ghost. He didn’t have a face. He was able to bring it through the wall. He ended up not eating it but gave it to another (female?) ghost. I didn’t see either of them but saw the food container coming through the wall after the food was eaten.

Seems my dad was in one of my dreams.

Escaping

I asked, “When will Ali wake up?” I dreamt that I was remembering dad at church in (gospel doctrine?) class standing up and giving his testimony and I became emotional as I was remembering.

I dreamt something about a young mother and baby “escaping” from a crashed wooden boat / ship, not being found when the authorities came, reuniting with her deceased mother.

I dreamt of a woman wearing a clown wig under her regular short hair “old woman” curled wig, showing just enough above her left ear for people to see that she was gay.

She was holding her mom’s clutch purse (dark grey sparkles?) while her mom went to do something else (bathroom?). She was reading the inscription inside, “To Debbie” . Not sure if there was more. This clutch had been her sister’s, who had escaped / jumped the ship. This lady had blue bug eyes, and the profile showed a dot “placed” where her pupils go. 

I dreamt that I was giving recognition to all the postal workers who work day after day in all weather conditions, being mentally and physically tired at the end of the day, supporting their families.

Me?

I asked, “Mando has the same energy as who?” I dreamt something about genealogy. I was telling someone / someone was being told that they’re not living up to Mrs. Brown.

I dreamt that I was backstage to see Madonna and U-2. “Madge”, as someone called her, said that she was sick, throwing up all night. I said that if she ate healthier foods, she wouldn’t be so sick.

I saw a line of people, facing left, standing outside, waiting to get in. I saw Ali excitedly walking by these people because he was excited to be there, and he saw a couple former students.

There was an opening to go through to get to the concert. I made sure that I grabbed a bunch of bundled pencils before going through. 

There was a female in front of me taking her time. A lady behind me was getting frustrated at me for not moving so I told her that I can’t go forward when there’s someone in front of me / until this girl moves.

(From Aug. 3, 2018 Rescuer)

I asked for the name and meaning of the Lamanite statue. I dreamt that I was on some stairs that went in a square circle. 

Some firefighters / “rescuers” came to get me. There was a rope against the wall that I held onto. I only had on my garments. I was able to stay ahead of them enough that they didn’t see me. I was able to stop at a point where I could hide in an “enclave” of the stairs. 

Somehow they talked to mom, not finding me, and she convinced them to leave. I saw their truck, with an old man driving. There was a word on the ladder, but don’t remember what. 

I dreamt of walking with dad across dangerous / poisonous water that had huge rocks / stones and open scriptures in the water. 

Dad wasn’t taking it as serious as he should, getting one of his legs in the water and stepping on a set of open scriptures. I got him out, showing him that the scriptures edges were coming off because he stepped on it.

I dreamt that I was only wearing an unbuttoned shirt, being able to see stretch marks on my chest when the shirt is open. 

I was at a theatre, watching a rehearsal of a musical version of Cinderella, in plain clothes. I didn’t know who was who. A lady came on stage who I assumed to be the wicked stepmother. Her face was tan and her hair was up. 

There was a pool where the orchestra should be, with people in it. 

I was up in the balcony area with a bunch of guys. I saw some older teens / young 20’s guys smoking and was impressed that there wasn’t a smell so I went over to check it out. They were “smoking” plastic straws, only being able to go little by little as the ends didn’t stay lit.

One of the men I was with picked me up so that I was “sitting” in his arms . He wanted to show off what I was (n’t) wearing. I told him that I would die if he did that. 

He was walking across the balcony area. I told him that he was either very strong, or it was from endorphins. The guys acted as if I had said estrogen. 

I was sitting with my legs stretched out when the guy who carried me noticed that I had some blood coming up through my jeans that I was now wearing. He slowly peeled the strips of pant away. There were two layers / levels. One of them, I told him to be gentle because it hurt. 

I saw what looked like a snake in my right shin / calf, with my body / skin mushy and coming apart. I said that there was a snake, and it moved, wanting to cover itself in my leg.

 I had to say this a couple of times before the guy, who was on my left, grabbed it and took it out, letting it go. I said that it was a salamander and that it was the third I’ve seen in two years. It was huge like a komodo dragon. My leg looked nasty.

Release

I asked, “How do I go back in my past?” I dreamt of watching a movie, seeing a lady come out of a black limo, and thinking that this movie was released when Ali left the Utah girl (she didn’t want to leave Utah).

I dreamt something about being / lying in a room with other people and having a blanket over me that I had taken from somewhere else and figured that they wouldn’t realize / care that it was gone. 

There was a dirty streak going from bottom halfway to the top, on the left side. I was thinking that it needed to be cleaned / I needed to clean it.

(From Aug. 10, 2018 Sun Will Set)

I think I dreamt of warning someone not to go to Hawaii because of being poisoned.

I dreamt something about / to do with a salt lamp. 

I dreamt of telling Ali about something that was going in the hallway, which I had actually heard in the morning.

The Sun will set for you. The shadow of the day. (Linkin Park)

(From Aug. 9, 2018 Still Had Weight)

I dreamt of a house with different colored rooms, representing the chakras. I was hesitant / not sure I could go through.

I dreamt that I was at Briana’s house (?). She was wearing blue short shorts. Her dad mentioned that she had lost 300 pounds (she wasn’t that big). I noticed that she still had weight on her. I was wondering what the people who she was involved with thought about her weight and body. 

She put her new looking quad scriptures, several of them, out in the garage (?). The edges looked as if parts of my name were written on them. I mentioned this to her as she was walking away. She seemed non affected by this. 

I dreamt that I had gone somewhere with my family. I think it was Amy, Micalanne, and mom. Not sure / don’t remember if anyone else.

I realized that I wasn’t wearing my glasses, and forgetting them. I mentioned that my sight was / seemed clear and that must’ve been why I forgot them. My vision now seemed blurry but I still wasn’t concerned about my sight. 

There has been a wildfire in Orange County the past couple of days (From date of dream). I learned that a guy with mental illness started it. I dreamt that I was telling Ali this. 

I vaguely dreamt something about a bell, like the Liberty Bell (without crack), but not as big. There were cats who were scared of it and I was reassuring them not to be. 

Portal

I asked, “Can I go back in my past?” There was something about my knee(s).

I dreamt that me, Amy, my mom and dad (didn’t see them but knew were there) recently moved to a new place. There were some open near empty boxes of cereal lying down, couple of them on the side, on a top shelf. I think one of them was Life. There were some saltine crackers, along with open wrappers / packaging. I was thinking that dad was the one to eat the cereal. I had eaten breakfast and was feeling to eat some crackers with peanut butter, but didn’t.

Back in the bedroom, I was lying across the end of my bed, which was against the right wall. There was a dresser between my bed and Amy’s bed on the left, and a dresser at the end of her bed. She put a garment under her mattress where other dirty laundry was. She said something as she was doing so, but don’t remember.

She then was standing at the end of her bed and said something about that area. I responded, “Like a portal.” She agreed.

She had put a short brown extension cord under, and through, the bottom of the dresser between the beds, saying something about it being there / the placement of it, and about power (?). 

I was holding a water bottle shaped like a jug. Even though I was feeling a bit sick / ill I got up to refill it because there was a bit of cleaning to do in the house. The lid / cap was on the floor at the end of the bed.

As I got up, the front left leg of the silver tabby (neighbor messed with her back claws earlier this year) was “stuck” to the Siamese as she was walking. The tabby was acting as if it hurt a little. She finally got “unstuck” and I picked her up to rub her leg.

(From Aug. 11, 2018 Red Storm)

I saw 4 African guys / men at / in a restaurant (El Pollo Loco?) walking to a table. I was thinking, “If I was to go to Africa,” not finishing the thought. 

I dreamt that I was watching tv (?). I (?) was able to choose what scenario the people were in.

I then am calling out, barely at first, “Heavenly Father, help me so that I can live (my?) life.” I kept repeating this until I was loud enough for Ali to hear me (in the dream).

Zach River band

I dreamt that I was in a chapel, up by / in the stand, on the right of the microphone. Obama was sitting on the Bishop’s right side. He looked intently at me, and sinisterly said, “There’s going to be a red storm.”

The small congregation was black. There may have been one, or two white people / families? There were only about between 50 – 100 people. The people were standing? The words to the song / hymn they were singing were only “blah blah blah.” 

 I dreamt of a young black lady with small children (part of the congregation?) I was telling her that she needs to tell her girl (less than 8?) that she’s mixed because she’s going to find out. I then saw her toddler boy, with shorts, with chubby legs.

I dreamt that I was out in the (church?) parking lot. It was dark / night time. I was standing looking for my car, not finding it. I think I finally saw it but there were big cats there and I would have to pass them but was too scared to.

There were lions. I don’t remember the other ones. The lions weren’t paying attention to me. I only saw one but knew that there were others. The other one was intent on me.

I told myself to stay calm, that these were God’s cats (I think) and also remembering what Anastasia (Ringing Cedars books) said, that they are helpers to us.

This cat walked back and forth in front of me. A couple times I had a finger that would end up in it’s mouth (like when playing with pets), not getting hurt. The cat always stayed ferocious looking but never did anything to harm me.

I dreamt of being on a water ride on an innertube (is that what they’re called?). There were other people there. Judy was there, by herself. We were at the beginning, which was a circular pool that pushed us in circles, going faster each time, before being dropped a steep drop. I decided that I didn’t want to be dropped, and so was able to get to the side to get out. Judy continued on.

I dreamt that I was outside somewhere naked, doing something, bending down. There were others around. I didn’t care enough about them seeing me (as I usually am since the other times I’m usually thinner) to cover up.

Watched

I dreamt that dad’s demeanor would sometimes change, like Dr. Jekyl and Mr. Hyde, into something evil / sinister.

 One night, he and my mom had gone out on a date. When they got home, mom immediately went to bed and fell asleep. I went in to tell her that dad was trying to kill me. She was too tired  to do anything.

I dreamt something about fossils embedded in a tall rock formation, and an Asian girl there was the winner. I wondered why she was the winner.

I dreamt of a tall girl with long blonde hair whose every move was being watched by an older man. 

She went to an exercise / dance class and the music wasn’t playing. There was some outside / in another room, so they went along / moved to that. The instructor wasn’t there, but they knew the moves.

Looking down from above in the back, this girl is wearing dark blue clothes (knee length sweater / cardigan, and hat). She walks into a darkened theater / auditorium, out through the back doors. She walks back in, going through a door on the right, having to turn to the right to go out. 

She comes back in, and starts to walk up to the back, showing her face for a couple seconds then turning her head to her left, as if to hide. She has short (ear length?) brunette hair.

As she gets closer, we see that it’s actually Paris Hilton with a wig. She gives a brave chuckle at the camera, then gets scared. 

She rushes to some futuristic type “pods” that are several feet in front of her. There were a couple other friends of this blonde girl, who helped her escape, who were waiting in these pods, for Paris. 

These pods were metallic, and were structured similar to theme park rides where a (door / gate?) comes in front of you and then a piece on top so that you’re covered / hidden. The pods are on their own individual tracks.

After they take off, to the left, a police car, in his own type of pod that shows the sides of the car, shows up, slowly passing through from left to right. 

I then realize that I had been watching a movie when the original girl is shown, wearing Amish type clothes, without the hat (bonnet?). Her hair was shoulder length brunette. Utah girl?

Change

I asked, “Who is Ali the father of?” I vaguely dreamt of seeing someone who had a sex change.

(From Aug. 20, 2018 Good Until Morning)

I dreamt of kneeling beside one of the cat litter boxes, looking at it, and seeing / realizing that it’s good / fine until morning.

I dreamt of white bags of their poop inside another bag and trying to keep them from falling out. 

(From Aug. 17, 2018 Same Energy)

I asked why I dream of Mando. I dreamt that I was working at a clothing store. I thought it was D.I. but I was talking with my manager about Eric and that he had the same energy when he was at D.I.

 I was interrupted halfway through the sentence by him being distracted by another person but was able to finish.

 I also mentioned that Eric’s dad had mentioned that he wanted to name Eric “Darth” instead, for Darth Vader. We were walking as I was telling him this. 

At one point, I’m wearing shorts and jog / run in front of him to get where we were headed to. 
He liked to be around me. He was married and knew that he would need to get divorced if there was to be more. I know I know him in real life, but not able to place him.

Inside, there were striped men’s shorts that needed to be placed where they were supposed to be. 

Some clothes were moved off a section of the floor because an event was going to happen there. 

There was a Mexican co-worker who saw some people she knew. Something about the clothes that are hanging up on the wall. 

I had a square watermelon that was rotted / mushy inside. I placed it between some plants that were in a waist high planter. I motioned to a girl to be hush hush about it. 

I dreamt that it was morning but it looked / felt like it was evening. 

I dreamt something about having to wait for approval for my zodiac to be skipped for the past 5, 8, or 9 years. Maybe 9?

Close(r) To Each Other

I asked, “What does my husband know?” I dreamt of letting the kitchen sink water run, filling a small plastic container, getting rid of the green stale water that was in it. 

I dreamt that someone had my dad’s scriptures, adding their own notes, and had put my scriptures, open, in place of them. I was upset.

I dreamt that Ali and I had moved to a different part of town where the houses are closer to each other / together. We sometimes would drive down this road. It was getting dark from the Sun going down.

The house across the street, and to the left, had a chimney. It looked like Batman was sitting on it, shaped from an Italian Cypress Tree. He was looking my direction, bent over with his right elbow on the left knee. As I kept looking, I saw that it was just the top of the tree (on the roof?). The house on their right had Autumn decorations on the roof. 

There was a neighbor (didn’t see) who was pretending to be friendly, but was actually waiting to kill me. I don’t remember the details of how they were going to trap me, but it might have been them wanting to show me something.

(From Aug. 27, 2018 Twisted Sister)

I dreamt that I was at Amy’s. Kyle had come back from the hospital the day before. 

I woke up from sleeping / nap and realized that I had left the glass door open in the back, exposing the screen. This frightened me, thinking that Ali was right about the cats being able to get out. Luckily I looked around and saw them inside. Their outside friend was eating.

There was music playing on a radio. It was a bit loud so I turned it down. As I did so, white noise was playing. I was too tired to adjust it, thinking that I would hear voices, but never did. It finally went back to the music.

A doctor showed up to check on Kyle. He brought two sons with him. He had Kyle sit on my lap with his back facing me. I saw that his wound had healed but still a bit nasty looking. 

Kyle then went to the bathroom. He had an erection, which Amy saw. When he came out, he kept saying that it wasn’t fair, having fun with the situation. I was thinking that there wouldn’t have been much to see.

Kyle got dressed to go somewhere. He was standing, wearing sweats. I noticed that his weight had gone down, and maybe less than when we met. 

He was dirty but didn’t smell. I either said out loud, or just thought, that he needed to clean up before going out. 

I had a couple wounds that had healed, but I could still see the layers of skin, as if stadium seating. One was on the middle of the inside of my right foot. Seems the other was on my chest. 

Amy mentioned something about letting Kyle and I stay a little bit longer because of our situation, not having children. She was also letting us stay until we decided what we were going to do.

Something about going to dad to ask him something and I was going to call him “Papa”. 

There was a bottle of Martinelli’s on the kitchen counter left over from New Year’s. I took the top off, and some spilled on the counter. 

The doctor’s boys were standing by the spill. Luckily there were napkins and other paper products on the table to soak it up. Bubbles were then rising out of the bottle after I picked it up. I was watching them as if it had been champagne. 

The doctor asked how much it cost. I told him that I didn’t remember but was thinking that I may have gotten it at the .99¢ store. 

I looked down at my chest and saw something white on my left breast cleavage area. It looked like a scab / ash. I picked at it and a tube started to come out, as if being able to connect / plug me into something, so I left it alone, not knowing what it was / how far / where it went.

I went to see the doctor, who was still there and looking at a book at the table, to ask him about it. I noticed that I was wearing a shirt with snaps instead of buttons and the top 3, or 4, were undone.

I dreamt of Oprah wearing a light blue puffy jacket even though the weather was warm. She was helping children out of a school bus.

I dreamt that of telling people / person to take the (bullet?) train because it’s quicker and a straight shot. 

I dreamt of a guy who I asked if he was related to Dee Snyder from the music group Twisted Sister.