Old Man

(From July 22, 2018)

I asked for the name of the Jewish neighbor. I dreamt that I was driving a vehicle, something like a double decker bus, but not. There were a bunch of people. We were going to a church conference.

At times, the brakes wouldn’t work, or were slow to work. One time while going backwards, I just gave up and let the vehicle stop on its own. It didn’t crash. 

The / An old man came on board wearing a suit and accompanied by a large black dog. I was surprised that he would be here, and mentioned it to Ali, though I didn’t see Ali.

My mom was there and about 3 of her top buttons, not consecutive, were undone so I mentioned this to her. She let it go, making a comment that it happens all the time.

(From July 21, 2018 Didn’t Recognize)

I dreamt that I was on the street my parents last owned a house. I was down at the end that was in front of the house. 

There were migs / MG’s slowly appearing on the streets. One of the first ones I saw had females in it and stopped them to ask if these were those vehicles. They didn’t know / didn’t answer.

 The cars all looked as if part of a race but continued to drive these streets. I noticed that one was a Mercedes. I didn’t see / recognize the maker(s) of the other vehicles.

One of them had a white zippered covering surrounding it. A man standing next to me mentioned that it was full of Catholics, but he used a different variation of the word.

There was a piece of paper on the sign at the left corner saying that they were to be at a certain venue later, at 11:22. I had been excited this whole time.

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Death / Darkness 

I asked again if the Utah girl was the spirit lady. I was being shown how they both said, and did, the same things (from what Ali told me).

I dreamt of a b&w kitten in a filled up glass measuring cup of water. I was showing it to someone(s). I realized that it had died because of the water, but then remembered that it was barely breathing to begin with. I was saddened by this but I wasn’t devastated.

 I dreamt of watching a movie called “Darkness”. I saw death, as a normal person, “chasing” a girl, who wasn’t able to outrun him. She finally exhausted herself and gave up.

 I then saw his right arm slowly lift and point, as if he was the camera. He had skeleton fingers like the Ghost of Christmas Future in A Christmas Carol. I then saw the girl wrapped in burlap (?) and dropped to the ground.

I dreamt that McDonald’s had started offering healthy /ier foods, which helped a location in a bad neighborhood, to be more successful. I asked a lady something about the owner, who was there helping out. She may have been his wife.

I dreamt of being at the church and needing to use the restroom. I went to the hallway on the right. I couldn’t find it. I walked up and down the hallway to make sure I didn’t walk too fast and miss it. I finally saw a door that said it used to be the Bishop’s (?) office.

I dreamt that I wasn’t wearing my glasses and my vision was blurry but clear enough to get around. They were in a room with my purse. I was searching for my glasses everywhere but where they were.

I dreamt of being in the chapel and the choir was going to sing. Someone said that if anyone wanted to come up and join them, they could. A group of women, holding the words, got up. 

There was a black guy, and family / wife, sitting up front, more to the right, in the congregation. He was in his 50’s / late 40’s, with some weight on him. He was wearing a lavender (?) shirt.

 He asked one of the guys sitting up on the stand, the McDonald’s owner, something but I don’t remember. He smiled and nodded. I was thinking that the black guy was either a new member, or he was just investigating.

I was sitting in the back behind the pews. There were two women standing, in my left, facing me, both nursing on their right breasts, covered. I was thinking that they were tall, or looked tall because I was sitting. The one on the left may have had long blonde hair. 

There was a couch / loveseat in front of me, facing me. There was another lady lying on it, with her head on the left. She also was covered, nursing a baby.

I wondered if I would see her breast when the baby let go, but she stayed covered. She then rolled on to her left side, cuddling up to someone else.

I dreamt that the wife on The Little People (TLC) was related to a guy in the 80’s group “El Dido”. She said how, but I couldn’t understand her.

I dreamt of a being with some women / girls. A wealthy lady came over, showing us some of her rings that she had in a jewelry box. She was letting us take one to keep.

I took one, and then a little later, I took another one that was wood with a design / carving on it. I was deciding which finger to put it on. The others gasped, were shocked when I took it.

Escaping

I asked, “When will Ali wake up?” I dreamt that I was remembering dad at church in (gospel doctrine?) class standing up and giving his testimony and I became emotional as I was remembering.

I dreamt something about a young mother and baby “escaping” from a crashed wooden boat / ship, not being found when the authorities came, reuniting with her deceased mother.

I dreamt of a woman wearing a clown wig under her regular short hair “old woman” curled wig, showing just enough above her left ear for people to see that she was gay.

She was holding her mom’s clutch purse (dark grey sparkles?) while her mom went to do something else (bathroom?). She was reading the inscription inside, “To Debbie” . Not sure if there was more. This clutch had been her sister’s, who had escaped / jumped the ship. This lady had blue bug eyes, and the profile showed a dot “placed” where her pupils go. 

I dreamt that I was giving recognition to all the postal workers who work day after day in all weather conditions, being mentally and physically tired at the end of the day, supporting their families.

Floating

(From yesterday)

I asked, “Can I go back and change my past?” I dreamt of being under water and seeing an octopus. I also saw a squid and other octopus (?) that were dead, floating all next to each other with their skeletons visible. 

I dreamt that I had a hole on my right forearm up by the inside of my elbow. I may have picked something, which caused a hole. My cells then started to come up and out. I was able to keep them from coming totally out.

I dreamt that I was in an elevator and kept pushing the wrong floor.

(From Aug. 1, 2018 Sent Back)

I asked for the name of the person Ali is a father of. I dreamt of a baby / child in the top bunk with me standing at the end. A man / church man came over by me on my left side. He put his right arm up and “bopped” / tapped the air and said something about the baby / child’s disease / sickness being sent back to God, healing the baby / child.

I dreamt of a big, open wound at the top of the right calf on the right side below the knee. There was some blood inside but it dried out / cleaned out. 

I dreamt something about a mother and daughter posting on Twitter, with selfies, and something about being able to get rid of a guy.

I dreamt something about a guy up on a stage and either him, or some other guy, who was “almost perfect” because of having several single strands of hair on his forehead.

I dreamt something about a girl coming to me thinking she was pregnant but when I saw her back I saw a bit of blood.

Wait

I asked, “How do I go back to my past?” I dreamt that mom, Amy, and Carla (Starbucks customer) all had cancer and had to wait for New Year’s for the results.

I dreamt of a house behind a black iron fence. There was a huge boulder (mountain / hill) to the left of it, and a pool to the left of that. There was a space in front of all of these for people to walk through.

I dreamt of being in a church. There was an African family and they had been given an old African song to sing. They weren’t sitting next to each other. When they were singing, I could feel the power of their voices.

(From Aug. 7, 2018 Danger)

I dreamt that I was sleeping during different flights to different states though the last one I was awake at the end of the flight. 

I dreamt that there was a rectangular hole in the second floor of a house (?). A young guy took away an iron gate that was by it. I was worried that there was nothing to warn others of the danger of falling through.

(From Aug. 6, 2018 Gather My Thoughts)

I dreamt of an overweight youngish black lady with newborn twins on a tv commercial. 

I dreamt of Tracy in a gymnasium, asking if she’s seen Steve. She asks what he looks like. I say that he has blonde, Marine style hair, short. She says that I can stop remembering there. I don’t remember if she had seen him or not. 

We’re going to Mark and Val’s baby blessing. I was in a bit of a hurry to get going. 

I had two different, but almost the same, blankets for two different beds. 

There was something about (a) toy train tracks?

I dreamt of newborn kittens dieing and seeing a mother eating a kitten, with the head in her mouth. 

I dreamt of little girls singing and watching them with other people. There was a guy there with black hair, shoulder length, with his son (pre – teen?). I thought this guy might have an interest in me but I wasn’t sure.

I dreamt of dropping some papers and the top one had a religious poem that I had copied. I was a little anxious at people seeing it, that they may have thought I had written it. I didn’t do anything, watching to see what happens. A lady gathered some of my papers and put them on top, helping me gather my thoughts (?).

Portal

I asked, “Can I go back in my past?” There was something about my knee(s).

I dreamt that me, Amy, my mom and dad (didn’t see them but knew were there) recently moved to a new place. There were some open near empty boxes of cereal lying down, couple of them on the side, on a top shelf. I think one of them was Life. There were some saltine crackers, along with open wrappers / packaging. I was thinking that dad was the one to eat the cereal. I had eaten breakfast and was feeling to eat some crackers with peanut butter, but didn’t.

Back in the bedroom, I was lying across the end of my bed, which was against the right wall. There was a dresser between my bed and Amy’s bed on the left, and a dresser at the end of her bed. She put a garment under her mattress where other dirty laundry was. She said something as she was doing so, but don’t remember.

She then was standing at the end of her bed and said something about that area. I responded, “Like a portal.” She agreed.

She had put a short brown extension cord under, and through, the bottom of the dresser between the beds, saying something about it being there / the placement of it, and about power (?). 

I was holding a water bottle shaped like a jug. Even though I was feeling a bit sick / ill I got up to refill it because there was a bit of cleaning to do in the house. The lid / cap was on the floor at the end of the bed.

As I got up, the front left leg of the silver tabby (neighbor messed with her back claws earlier this year) was “stuck” to the Siamese as she was walking. The tabby was acting as if it hurt a little. She finally got “unstuck” and I picked her up to rub her leg.

(From Aug. 11, 2018 Red Storm)

I saw 4 African guys / men at / in a restaurant (El Pollo Loco?) walking to a table. I was thinking, “If I was to go to Africa,” not finishing the thought. 

I dreamt that I was watching tv (?). I (?) was able to choose what scenario the people were in.

I then am calling out, barely at first, “Heavenly Father, help me so that I can live (my?) life.” I kept repeating this until I was loud enough for Ali to hear me (in the dream).

Zach River band

I dreamt that I was in a chapel, up by / in the stand, on the right of the microphone. Obama was sitting on the Bishop’s right side. He looked intently at me, and sinisterly said, “There’s going to be a red storm.”

The small congregation was black. There may have been one, or two white people / families? There were only about between 50 – 100 people. The people were standing? The words to the song / hymn they were singing were only “blah blah blah.” 

 I dreamt of a young black lady with small children (part of the congregation?) I was telling her that she needs to tell her girl (less than 8?) that she’s mixed because she’s going to find out. I then saw her toddler boy, with shorts, with chubby legs.

I dreamt that I was out in the (church?) parking lot. It was dark / night time. I was standing looking for my car, not finding it. I think I finally saw it but there were big cats there and I would have to pass them but was too scared to.

There were lions. I don’t remember the other ones. The lions weren’t paying attention to me. I only saw one but knew that there were others. The other one was intent on me.

I told myself to stay calm, that these were God’s cats (I think) and also remembering what Anastasia (Ringing Cedars books) said, that they are helpers to us.

This cat walked back and forth in front of me. A couple times I had a finger that would end up in it’s mouth (like when playing with pets), not getting hurt. The cat always stayed ferocious looking but never did anything to harm me.

I dreamt of being on a water ride on an innertube (is that what they’re called?). There were other people there. Judy was there, by herself. We were at the beginning, which was a circular pool that pushed us in circles, going faster each time, before being dropped a steep drop. I decided that I didn’t want to be dropped, and so was able to get to the side to get out. Judy continued on.

I dreamt that I was outside somewhere naked, doing something, bending down. There were others around. I didn’t care enough about them seeing me (as I usually am since the other times I’m usually thinner) to cover up.

Open Palm

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about a man who hadn’t taken time to be with his family but then changed and decided to be with them more.

He was looking at a note that he was given that said, “You don’t get a (?). You get a life.”

I saw a hand sculpture up on a (file?) cabinet / storage (?). It was the left hand and wrist. The hand was bent back with the palm open.

I dreamt of being in Los Angeles at night at a Greyhound bus stop (not the station). There was a college behind it, shaped like the beginning building at the Rose Parade, up on a hill.

I saw a guy / character between the college and the street. He was standing on the steps / platform and then walked up to the right, back to the college.

He was taller than normal (on stilts?), wearing a ground / ankle length robe, and a mask over his head. He looked like someone who would be at the Bohemian Grove.

There were then people walking down from the college, coming out from church services.

Barbie was walking past me, so I asked her the name of the school. I don’t remember what it was.

I don’t remember why I was at the bus stop. Something involving Ali. I was on the bus, talking to someone (?). I was about to get off when it started to move. It had those strips to push when wanting to get off, so I did, not sure how far I would have to wait for the bus to stop. The bus was going North.

The driver was a bald black man. He was driving fast, not slowing down for turns, almost tipping the bus over. At this time I was standing and the people in front of me were on the floor doing something. I said out loud, “God help me” , or to that effect, addressing God. The bus became quiet and the people looked at me as if I had said something wrong.

I was then off the bus. The area was around Valley College in San Bernardino, but was in Los Angeles. I knew I could walk to where Ali was but didn’t think it would be safe, as it was (getting) late at night. I had no way to communicate with him.

I dreamt of looking at pictures of a black panther. One of the pictures was of him behind a green frond. His yellow eyes stood out in all of the pictures. I think I was talking to him, saying that I can see him.

Excited To See What Happens

I asked, “What should powerful parents know?” I dreamt something about being at a church function, and when I sat down at the end, noticed that I was naked when I was about to put on my garments and clothes.

I dreamt about a lady driving a lime green muscle cop car, from left to right, into the backyard. She got halfway and stopped. I was already out there, facing the house, then turned when she showed up. 

She had brown curled shoulder (blades) length, from what I could see, hair. I bent down up next to the passenger door, asking (verbally and non) her what she wanted, tapping on the windows. 

The Sun was starting to go down. I thought that I had seen a crow fly from the middle of the yard to the left, but also thought that there wasn’t one. I kind of pointed it out to her, asking if she had seen it, with no response. The windows were getting dark with the Sun going down and she started looking more creepy. 

I then saw the Siamese boy come bounding in the backyard, realized that I hadn’t heard or seen him for awhile. I was surprised that no one had taken him, and that he wasn’t harmed. I was wondering how to get him back in. I opened the back door, or got it ready, without being able to let the others out. He started to run past me and I was able to grab him without him hurting me.

The lady in the car then said something, as if something tragic had happened when she grew up here and then started to leave.

Her car then turned into a tow truck, or a truck from a towing company, like AAA. I was trying to determine the numbers behind the passenger door so that I could report her. I remember the first number was 5. 

She then ended up inside, driving same direction, stopping halfway to let her husband, holding a small cake / dessert, get in. Mom was sitting there, facing front, doing something, looking down, until I cleared my throat and she looked up. Dad sitting next to her right?

I dreamt that I was writing an apology on a plastic bag (that food comes in), with brown / rust color to a lady for my dad for an accident he caused.

I dreamt that Micalanne had filled a bathroom with all of her stuff, even though I was there first. I was talking with a guy about getting shelves put in for me. 

I dreamt that I was naked with a young (10 / 11?) Steve. I was leaning my breasts over him as he was sitting / lying down, like I did with Kyle.

I dreamt that I was with a young guy (18 – 22) with strawberry red hair. He said that he hadn’t been with someone who was bigger (weight) and was excited to see what happens. I then remembered that I had some toilet paper that I was using in place of a pad and mentioned that I needed to check, even though I pretty much knew it was clean. He then felt saddened by this. 

Fighting

Last night I asked what type of shaman am I. I dreamt that Ali had his finger in me and I was pushing it in. He was saying that it won’t go any further. I was allowing him to do this only because I won the lottery. He had a finger from his other hand in my mouth, which had a weird taste. Looking at his fingers after, they were dirty with black stuff underneath.

I dreamt that I was taking out his bullets from his gun / rifle (doesn’t have one).

I dreamt that I was at the church. There was an event going on. I received a note from Gwen (?) saying that she really missed me and wants to see me again (sexually, implied). I went to a darkened hallway where the restrooms were and changed into a white leotard (?) with Borat type suspenders.

As I was walking through the hallway, I heard a lady saying that she needed to change. I then went into the opening / pocket where the restroom entrance is. She came to that spot and asked me where she knew me from. I only said, “Camp”. She was short with jaw length blonde hair.

I dreamt something about being scared to go on a downhill road because it was steep and curvy. 

I think I had a dream with missionaries.

I dreamt of being tired of going to someone’s house every day.

I dreamt of someone wanting to park where I’m parked and me getting upset wondering why they can’t park in front of me when the sign that’s there says that parking here is allowed.

I dreamt that a Hispanic girl wanted to fight Ali.

Take Out The Trash

Last night I asked, “What is in the middle?” My attention went to my stomach and fallopian tubes also came to mind.

I dreamt that I was in a house and there was a man directing people to move things out (?). I told him that this wasn’t his house. I think it was recently sold, or about to be? I saw some couches standing on end and wrapped and realized that they were Amy’s, so I was ok with that.

He also had two blonde wood chairs with spindles on the back that were given to me from the church. There were two other chairs and table that went along with those chairs but those were still where they are supposed to be. I may have told him that those chairs were mine?

I dreamt that I was somewhere with other people where Mando was also. He was on the back of a black truck, looking forward through slats that were behind the cab on the bed.

I hadn’t put on my red lipstick yet but was trying to figure a way for him to notice that I was there. It was then time for him to take out the trash.

I dreamt something about a woman buying $62(0) worth of bowls and other stuff. As she was paying, she kept saying that it’s a bunch of sh–. She was to leave those behind for others to use.