Show Up

I dreamt that I was telling Amy and Judy about that girl showing up last night and that in addition to what she usually does, I felt warmth next to my left ear. She also started doing something with my brain to make it start to heat up.

(From yesterday) Lost

I dreamt that I was in a conference room type space with a stage in front of me to the right. Drew Scott had come from work, holding his baby that he picked up on the way. He was standing at the stage looking at something. Jonathon Scott was also a father of the baby.

To my left, there were some people resting on a bed size platform. They were using my blanket. I figured I would let them use it until I leave.

To my right was a small table with two pairs of old glasses. I didn’t know that I had lost them. One was clear and the other was darker, soda (?) colored.

(From Oct. 4, 2019) Add Water

I dreamt that I put raisins and rice (?) in the sink above the disposal. I realized that I had forgotten the stopper before adding the water.

I dreamt that a lady told me that Ali wanted me to clean my closet. I got perturbed at this and told her that he never cleans his.

(From Oct. 3, 2019) Fishing

I dreamt that Ali asked me about using the end of a string / lace (for sweats / shoes) for fishing. A little perturbed, I told him that I don’t know, I’m not a fisher / don’t fish, and my family don’t either. I was perturbed because he knew this already.

(From Oct 1, 2019) Stopped Working

I dreamt that the guy across the street has a small white car instead of his black SUV because it had stopped working. Someone in the neighborhood told me.

The houses across the other street were over on a corner to the left on top of a hill. The corner house was a yellow duplex. The right side had been vacant for a while then I saw two cars in the driveway. Someone (same) said they had gotten there the day before.

In between the guy with the small white car and those houses was a downhill of dirt. Part of it was for sale. This day on the for sale sign it said that it had a 100.5 (?) % reduction. I told the person on my right that I was going to look it up online on Zillow.

When I had decided to look online, there were some missionaries in the room I had then appeared in and were waiting for someone to show up.

There was something robotic (?) to my right, or was something to do with the computer.

I dreamt that I was going in a cultural hall looking room with some people / ladies having people come in and audition for something. I didn’t see the other people who were auditioning.

I went in front of them and one had mentioned to me that I had had classes, or something, and I told them this was my first to do with acting.

They were sitting in a circle so I started telling a story as I continually walked around, looking at each person. I was telling a story about a purple Jasper flower who fell in love with a man who would come around (taking care of them?).

Jasper decided to shine bright for him the next time he comes around. She waited and waited. He finally showed up but it was nearing evening time. Still, even though she was tired from waiting, she shone as bright as she was able to muster.

The man never mentioned / acknowledged the flower. I had been wondering if the flower was male or female. I then thought it must’ve been a female because of the attraction to the man.

As I was telling the story, some ladies showed up, looking through a newspaper finding times for watching a movie. One of them said that they would need to come back to hear the beginning since they were late.

I was trying to think of all the phrases of wisdom I had been given in my dreams / sleep to finish the story but I couldn’t think of one.

I dreamt that I was naked in an apartment (?) building with some people. We then heard some buzzing outside. It was a large white ufo / government aircraft hovering around, moving by the building.

I was worried that it was going to suck people up when they were outside to look but it never did. I was looking for a place to hide. I mistakenly went to a wrong apartment / room, which was nearly empty, when I went back inside. I was looking around, noticing it.

When I went outside, I didn’t care that people saw me naked. I think I was thinking that it had to be this way.

There were some children and a hawk came flying next to us, coming to us. I was worried about it biting a hand of one of the children. It may have done so, not hurting it.

(From Sept. 30, 2019) Rakuten

I dreamt of a tv channel having trouble, at first, showing a show about a ship called Rakuten. It finally got fixed. I was asking what the big deal was about the name of the ship.

Dog, the Bounty Hunter, was going to watch since he had free time now from not having a job anymore.

There was something about a sarcophagus from Egypt with the head on the right.

I dreamt that I was at a guy’s house with his younger son. His older son, Decklin, was somewhere else. I asked about him.

This guy’s wife had passed away. I don’t know when.

We ended up watching Mathnet (from 3 2 1 Contact children show). The actors were different. He told me the name of the actress but I forgot what it was. She had longish brown hair, maybe to her shoulders. She looked like a younger version of the librarian on the Aurora Teagarden mystery series on Hallmark.

He said the guy was Parisian. He had short red hair (?). I told him that I used to watch the show when I was younger.

(From Sept. 29, 2019) Artist

I asked, “How do I remember my dreams again?” ( The girl keeps trying to erase them.) I dreamt about a lady who was an artist / painter but was pretending not to be until a guy recognised her. She was walking through an outside art class. Someone was mixing a couple paints. She had short red hair.

Someone said, “You’ve got to know what you’re doing before you can have fun.”

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Delete A Song

I asked, “How do I add more heat?” I dreamt that I deleted a song I had been listening to, which was sung by Shania Twain about a friend, because Giuseppe didn’t like it.

He was wearing all black. I pleaded with him to be able to listen to it, maybe even grabbing his clothes (?), as he was standing in front of me. I know that I will get it back and be able to listen to it again after he leaves because he won’t be coming back.

I dreamt that I was at work at the end of the day. I was sitting at a counter (?), kinda squished with Travis sitting on my right. His mom may have been there also (?).

I am wearing red sweats that were cut to be made into shorts. He put his left hand on my thigh. I don’t remember why.

A lady came and told me to hurry (?) and follow her. As I was doing so, I was thinking of Travis and wondering what he was thinking.

I was then in a room with a handful of people. These people were here because someone of their family / they knew had died. I was told that Ali had died because of the high blood pressure he’s had recently. I was waiting and watching for him to come and show himself to me. He never did.

A young girl was telling us how to prepare ourselves for when someone dies, getting emotional as she was talking. One by one, families of these people came to take them home.

I was then walking to the parking lot with all the other workers to go home. A younger version of Amy, a girl from my teenage years, was standing on my right and had to get my attention before telling me that she was here to take me home.

(From yesterday) Branch Out

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Lorelei had shown up at the door with a short tree branch with short branched out limbs. There was some orange moss on the stem.

She was eating the bark without any trouble chewing. She said that the orange and white tabby can’t eat the moss because both of them are from Sweden / Swedish.

(From Sept. 17, 2019) Still Conscious

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in an airplane, standing in front of the pilot, who was seated, not in the cockpit. There was a lady behind him to the left. The area was shaped like a rainbow, as if on a spaceship.

For some reason I punched him in the nose, turning it purple, causing him to lean to the left. Thinking he became unconscious, I frantically asked the lady behind him if she could fly a plane. I then saw that he was still conscious.

(From Sept. 16, 2019) Long Inhales

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was hiding in a corner among people so that no one would see me smoking. I was taking long inhales to get it over with, so I wouldn’t get caught, but still enjoying the experience. I would then puff out circles.

I dreamt (same?) that I was watching a transgender on tv, standing behind a pulpit. This person was wearing white and the pulpit may have been white, talking about some guy who had said something about gays. This person on tv was saying how s/he didn’t like that, repeating it several times. After she said that, the audience made some noise. I was thinking, “So what. That person has the right to say what he wants, and by saying you don’t like what he said, you don’t have the right to censor him.”

The scene closed in on the face and I could see that it was a woman wanting to be a male. It was obvious that she shaves. She was wearing glasses and had short dark hair. Her name was Dawn.

This show was game show where she would do monologues in between. After saying this, she went back to the participants, calling them by their family names, as it was family against family. She was getting them ready for their next assignment.

They were in a warehouse setting and had to do warehouse jobs the fastest. I didn’t see much of them but saw their movements.

Someone said, ” I barely caught that” before I woke.

(From Sept. 15, 2019) Guide People

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about being in line and turning around to go somewhere else. I had to walk past a guy with mental disabilities who was just standing there, with his back to me, not moving.

A lady who was with him had to help him move. I walked past him on the left.

I dreamt about being at General Conference when people are coming in to get their seats. Pres. Nelson tells them to sit so there’ll be time for questions (?).

There’s an overweight man trying to guide the people. I see him later sitting next to a thin woman as they’re paying attention to a short film that being shown. I was thinking something about her loving him despite his size.

My dad is sitting, talking loudly at the screen. I don’t remember what he’s saying. It’s semi applicable to what is being shown. The family / I’m worried that he might continue and say something that wasn’t relevant.

I dreamt something about being at grandma’s house, waiting for someone who’s birthday it is (?). There’s a young Mexican boy who is in charge of the card. He puts it in the side of a nightstand / side table that had pockets on the sides, among some magazines.

It’s around 5:30 and some people who showed up won’t be able to stay until 6:30, when the party is supposed to happen. The guy hugs another older man who is sitting because he isn’t able to stand well because of his back bones. He’s hunched over / twisted.

I’m walking out of grandma’s room into the kitchen and see Steve sitting in front of me doing something. I don’t know if I should acknowledge him as I walk past him to the right.

Someone puts music (?) on the tv. I’m wanting a piece of the cake, which is chocolate and is underneath the tv. I grab it and see that there’s no frosting, and someone has sliced off some of the edges instead of cutting a regular piece.

I dreamt that I’m on a bus (?) with a wide aisle. There’s a young black girl who works for the company, standing in the aisle, and is naked. She is naked for a reason, but don’t remember why.

She has a wide butt. As I’m walking off, I mention to someone who is behind me to my left, that if I had that body I wouldn’t be naked.

I dreamt (same?) that I was concerned at first whether I was on the correct route for going home. I then was able to see that I was.

I dreamt that Amy kept wanting her Emily, as a 3-4 yr old, to be the one giving the prayers, even when she doesn’t want to. I was wanting someone to tell her that if Emily is the only one saying the prayer, she’ll turn against it as she gets older.

I dreamt that there was a group of teenagers in a band practicing. It was obvious one of the guys, playing one of the guitars, was high. One of the girls was discouraged about this. He mentioned that that he wanted to go to a certain place after practice that was known for getting drugs.

There was a new restaurant that had just opened recently with only the female owner working there. These teenagers wanted to go there to get jobs to help. The area looked to be in the mountains, or only resembled being in the mountains.

Inside the restaurant was a wood singular bar counter circling another one that jutted out in the middle. There were picnic like tables outside. This new restaurant was next to the one the teens used to be regulars at.

Someone ordered meat slices. After several minutes, they left their food and took off, planning to come back. While waiting, I saw some other teens who were into punk walking past and behind me to my left. One of them had long blonde hair that was shaved on the sides. Another one had knee high black boots with buckles.

I was walking back to the restaurant and saw some of my clothes folded and on the ground next / under the tables. They may have been some rust colored ones I used to have.

The teens came back high with another man who was also high.

There was an older black man who used a walker. He seemed to be a regular. There was a rope (?) bordering the tables. The owner knew he wanted to duck under the rope to get in so she called out for someone to help him in.

Somewhere Else

I asked, “Do I need to go to the mountains?” I dreamt that I was outside in the desert / dirt area with millennials. They were is different small groups. The females were wearing 80’s style sunglasses. I also had some on. I was walking among them, checking them out. It was starting to get late but they still were planning to party somewhere else.

I dreamt (same?) that there were small storms coming and going. I ask Ali if there’s time for something.

There is an overweight woman with shortish brunette hair talking with him. She is doing something. (Utah girl?)

I am inside the San Bernardino home. I walk over to the big windows in the back. The sliding glass door is open some. One of the siamese cats is walking in front of me as I hurry to close it so that they won’t get out.

The siamese girl does get out and I follow to bring her in. I cry out, “No!No! No!” As I walk past the small rectangular kitchen window, I bang on it with my open palm to get Ali’s attention. He doesn’t respond because the woman is still there.

The grass is knee high. The cat walks diagonally to the right about 20 yards then comes back, passing me. I reach down into the grass to grab her but she gets away. After several attempts, I finally get a hold of her tail.

I dreamt that me and a couple other people were to clean the church before it started. A lady showed us a picture with the church in different sections for us. Mine was section “C”, where the children go. There was a theater marquee that pointed out like a triangle.

I knew where this section was but was having a hard time finding it. People were already showing up as I was walking around confused looking for it.

At last I did find it. I saw the marquee at the corner where two hallways meet. I thought to myself, “Ah, yes.”

I dreamt that those who come to have an abortion sit on a toilet in an open room, continuing on as if it was normal, continuing to converse with those she came with, waiting for the baby to drop / come out.

There was a cemetery next to this place for people who came to visit the deceased.

(From yesterday) No Soul

I asked the same question. I was told that the spirit doesn’t have a soul.

Someone asked, “I know I / probably shouldn’t be asking, but where’s the mare?”

(From Sept. 12, 2019) Dangerous

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was walking on a sidewalk at night. There was a man on a bike / bicycle going the other way on the street. For some reason I had the thought that he was dangerous, so I was hiding among the trees and bushes that were hanging over as I continued walking.

(From Sept. 11, 2019) Sold

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about $96, which is $4 short of $100. Somehow it worked out so that both Kyle and I got our $50 for the month.

I dreamt that I was going away for something and leaving mom in charge of the cats. The siamese girl and orange tabby got outside. I went out to bring them in so mom wouldn’t have to worry about finding them. They both came back in on their own. I had to remind myself that it was only for a couple days / over the weekend.

There was something about having my makeup and other stuff on a dresser and somehow knocking them over.

I dreamt that dad was taking us back to the house that he and mom had just sold to gather more of our stuff. I don’t know why it wasn’t all packed up to begin with. There was still quite a bit left. I didn’t see the stuff getting put in boxes, but was rather grabbed.

We may have had to drive down a driveway to get to our old house. Seems there was something about the house and having to dig further down. Adding a basement?

Micalanne and I came back with an Asian guy, or had Asian in him. He was a representative of an Asian company / corporation that was buying up houses.

When we got to the street, I noticed that other houses that had also been sold and bought by this Asian company / corporation, now looked like square two – three story apartment buildings because of having an addition on top.

They were light brown (?) with dark trim. The back sides of them hung over the land, like on a hill.

I was thinking about dreams that I’ve recently read that others have had where people are starting to conform / be the same as others and if you don’t, then you’ll be persecuted.

I asked this guy if the company / corporation is waiting for the owners of the other unbought houses to move so that they can be bought. I don’t remember his response buy I don’t think he gave a direct one, or he simply said that he didn’t know to avoid answering.

Inside the house, I saw several sunny dresses in my old closet. A few of them I had bought when I was with Kyle. I hesitated before grabbing them, not sure if I should.

Micalanne and this guy were in a different room not making any noise. I don’t know what they were doing.

We then went over to the house across the street. Seems it also used to belong to us. There was a short old woman trying to get ready to move but may have been confused (?). She was missing some of her teeth.

She had a mattress with a stain of a drop of blood. I was thinking that if this was my mattress, I would’ve cleaned it up.

She was talking with this Asian guy but don’t remember / know what they were saying.

For some reason I brought the siamese, who was up on a cupboard / shelf so I grabbed her as we were about to leave.

Micalanne and this guy were again in a room together (or was it only once?). As I was waiting for them, I saw several copies of her scriptures so I grabbed some.

(I’m not sure about what happened at which house.)

(From Sept. 10, 2019) Nothing There

I asked the same question. I don’t remember any dreams but I woke up and looked at the time. It was 4:04. In computer terms, it means that nothing is there.

Meet

I asked, “How do I win the lottery?” I dreamt that I was at the end of a galley style of cupboards in a kitchen with only enough room for one person. I was getting about 4 Hawaiian rolls out of a clear plastic sandwich bag that were extras from dinner. Judy is next to me, watching, and maybe taking one for herself. Micalanne also possibly could’ve been there.

I’m now outside in the front yard at night. There are also a couple people with me. One of them is a boyfriend of one of my friend’s/sister’s. They are are preparing me to meet his brother who had a sex change.

When I see him, he looks like a masculine female. I’m thinking that this isn’t a guy with a sex change. She is behind me in a squared off garden that is between two apartment buildings. She says something and then goes inside the building on the right.

She and I are then walking through a building that she is remodeling/updating. She is wearing a white hazmat/painter’s suit. There is plastic all along the floors. The walls look like flour has been thrown on them.

I mention that this reminds me of a nursing home (that I used to work in?). I see a couple of people in one of the rooms on the right.

We are back outside and there is a park downhill from us. It’s dark down there because low light. There is a concrete bench, with back towards us, with a lamp to the left shining down on it.

There is a man sitting on the left at the end, positioned so as to be looking at us with his right arm resting on the top of the back. He has dark skin and hair. She points him out to me. It takes a couple seconds to see him. We then walk back inside.

There are big windows in front of me and to the right. I’m a safe distance away from them. I tell this woman to get away from them (I don’t see her), or hide under them. She gets perturbed/frustrated because she left a shoe outside, so she says.

We then see an ambulance, or two, about to head down to the park. One of them is facing to the right and bounces a little back and forth as it’s getting ready to go down. This man is playing a game of “Where can I put it?” The body? Somewhere in there were detectives.

I dreamt that Lenny Kravitz had 7, or 8, children with a white woman. They were all lined up, according to age with the mother and oldest at the beginning on the left, to see a movie. Lenny was holding the youngest, a baby.

I was across from them by the wall. There were people walking back and forth between us. I was clicking a pen as I was walking over and thinking to myself that I don’t like it when other people do that, so why am I doing it?

The thought came to me to thank Martha Stewart for putting something on fire.

I dreamt something about drinking something and looking at the ingredients list. I notice that marijuana is one of them. I remember my reaction as being, “Oh.”

(From yesterday) Symbology

I asked the same question. There was something about symbology.

I dreamt something about a freedom song.

(From Sept. 2, 2019) Engage

I asked the same question. The phrase, “The closer you are to family, the closer you are to the earth” came to mind.

I dreamt that I was working with developmentally challenged adults again. I usually didn’t interact with them outside of the workplace. This day/evening, though, I decided to go ahead and engage with them while we were waiting to get picked up and taken back to the building.

They were in a line and two of them were next to each other wearing a matching outfit with one wearing the top and the other wearing the bottom(shorts/pants). I usually teased them about wearing “my” clothes, so that’s what I did.

I also noticed one of the guys standing by himself away from the line who would sometimes bend backwards so that it looked like he was bent in half. He would then come back straight.

I dreamt (same?) that I was holding a tiny newborn up to my left shoulder with only (?) diapers on. She was fussy and I didn’t know why. The right edge of her diaper was brown and sagging, but I didn’t feel anything inside. She finally calmed down.

While I was holding her, the bottom of one of her feet was sliced off, like a piece of bread. I don’t know why. There was no blood, or anything. The bottom was still covered with skin.

I then saw her as an older woman, a grandma. She was of mixed ethnicity. She was walking toward me, though not since I wasn’t there. It was her birthday, or someone else in the family. She was walking slowly because of her foot, but she got to her destination.

I dreamt that the outside lights were in the back were off, causing my bedroom to be dark.

I dreamt that I was taking a tour of an old ship. Somehow it ended up with a bridge going across the middle part, width wise. It wan’t part of the ship.

I was thinking that if these people here were to fall into the water, they would be safer because the water wasn’t as deep, or as wide as where the Titanic is, so that they would be able to swim to land.

There was a group there from Utah. I heard them say where but don’t remember. Brigham City? Beaver?

There was an older lady who one of the guys kept addressing as Mayor when talking to her. She was dressed as if in the Old West/Pioneer days, but not in a dress.

She was sitting at a cafe(?) table with her right side to me. There was another lady sitting across from her cutting out some fabric to make a dress from one of the old dress patterns, from the Old West/Pioneer days, there for the people to use.

(From Sept. 1, 2019) Travel

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy had stubby/nubby fingers, as if they had been cut off. He had a thin gold ring and asked me to put it on his ring(?) finger. There was barely enough room for the ring. I wondered how it was able to stay on. When I did, a small drop of blood appeared.

I said something to him about his fingers. Irritated, he got on the phone to talk to someone about what had previously happened to him causing the short fingers.

I dreamt that I was back at D.I. in the back. I was with all new coworkers. On the right against the wall was a washer/dryer with a sign in front of it saying “Walmart”. Going into this washer/dryer was the way to travel there.

There was a girl who was about to go home/different part of the store. I told her to come look in another room. Larissa (an ex-coworker from a different place) was near the end of her pregnancy.

A local car dealer brought in, into the back of the building, an old (80’s?) Mustang. It was brown/had brown, with a sticker/decal that was peeling off. This was to replace the one she had that wasn’t going to work for her after having the baby.

The guy was sitting there to the left. Someone may have said something about how generous it was to bring this. He was nonchalant about it.

(From Aug. 31, 2019) Look and Find

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was looking for my glasses, even though I was able to see without them. I saw a pair of Micalanne’s that she had back in the 80’s. I tried them on but the lenses were dark, like shades/sunglasses, so I put them back. I don’t think I found mine.

On Vacation

I asked, “When will I win the lottery?” I dreamt that my family was up in the mountains and a lady was saying that the blacks would befriend the new Mexicans that showed up here and take them (Mexicans) under their (blacks) wings, but not in a good way.

There was a Hispanic family (wife, husband, somewhat grown daughter) up here in the mountains, from church, who went on vacation. The husband’s brother also went. They ended up drowning, except for the brother. They may have been in their car when it happened.

The funeral may have been in the back right corner of a bank, with the tellers lined up on the left. I was walking through to the back where the funeral was.

During the funeral, I was looking at the caskets (they were positioned like a plus sign without the right side and with the lines separated) and thinking how surreal it was to have recently seen them alive and now they’re not.

I noticed that dad (on my left?) was becoming emotional, so I also started to get emotional because I was starting to get to know the wife and because of all the emotions going on in the room.

After the funeral, the brother was explaining how it happened. I was thinking about a dream I had had earlier of “drowning” and not getting any air and how scary that was.

Amy was saying that he’s a nice guy but doesn’t have anything for her. I was thinking maybe because of the salary difference between them, with her being a teacher. I don’t know what he did but he came across as not having as much money as her.

Mom, and my sisters were going to shine the floors and do something else here in honor of this family. We were waiting for Judy and Micalanne.

While waiting, the husband’s brother was talking with Steve (?), standing on my left. Steve was showing him some papers that were on a table. I was looking at him, noticing his long hair and stubble on his face. I was thinking of the possibility of being with him. I don’t remember why.

He was talking about someone he knew who would find a penny and then sell things he had to someone else for a higher price. He was saying how funny that was.

I dreamt about someone talking about an older (50’s?) female nurse who was a spirit. It was as if I was visioning her standing in front of me.

(From yesterday) Not Bothered

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was hugging a blonde guy, with our cheeks touching (my left his right). He had a bit of stubble. He didn’t have any problems hugging me, or didn’t show that he was bothered. I figured it was because he wasn’t able to feel the little bit on my face.

(From Aug. 28, 2019) Leaving The Family

I asked the same question. I dreamt that the family was in an old house we used to live in (In the dream) with other people for a party. They had little bundles of candy with peppermint almond kisses. I don’t know what else was in there but they were small. The bundles were wrapped in ribbons.

Someone was throwing several out to the water that was outside. It was night. They said that where the ribbons are, you know where the bees are.

Johnathon Scott showed up with sausages because he always brought sausages.

Everyone left the party afterwards, leaving the family. I asked my mom why people do that.

I was outside in front and noticed some fireworks lined up horizontally in the distance in the back. I was stretching to be able to see better. It then felt like my body was stretching. I looked down at my feet and noticed that I started levitating. I was ok with that and went back to watching the fireworks. Amy was on my right side of my back. I don’t know why.

I was then back inside, sitting and looking at a railing (?) that went along the wall by the door. I asked mom, who was on my left with dad on my right, if she remembers Zak using it to walk. I then got emotional and started crying to where I couldn’t breathe. I woke up gasping for air, taking a deep breath.

(From Aug. 27, 2019) Go Back

I asked the same question. I dreamt that someone had let a raccoon, and a couple other big animals (skunk?), into the garage. There was a see through divider between them at the end by the door and the rest of the space.

I brought out some tomato sauce for them to see if they would like it to eat. I noticed the mother cat and two tabby boys were there with them. The mother was on the right. She looked like she wanted to get away from them but could’ve been scared to move. The boys were on the left and nonchalant about being there.

I opened the divider to the left and picked up the mother by her neck to bring her on my side. After I set her down, she looked like she was about to go back while I was trying to get the boys so I blocked her path.

The boys weren’t coming over so I got the last of some trail mix / peanuts, with the peanut dust /powder on top, and m&m’s, dumping it on a paper plate and taking it out there to see if the raccoon and others would eat it so that I could get the cats.

When I got back to the animals, only the cats were there. The others were on the other side of a dark stack of things that were there so I grabbed them both and brought them over.

I dreamt something about Kyle and Sowin, who also had died. We were there with a group of people. Sowin was being friendly with the people there, and standing straight. I noticed that he was wearing different shoes so I went over and mentioned this to him. I don’t remember if he responded or not.

I dreamt about an older tall slender guy with grey hair who was wealthy. He seemed to be around the same age as Kyle. He introduced me to his son, who could’ve been in his twenty’s. He grimaced before smiling and shaking my hand. I then said to the person on my left that he was fake.

I dreamt that the garage was at the end of the cul-de-sac, with the house a couple houses down on the right (when looking down the street). I went to the garage to get something. I wasn’t wearing pants, and was wearing the shirt I wear to bed. I was thinking that if the young family who lives on the street sees me, they would know what my garments are, because I had been told that they were members of the church.

Explosive

I asked, “What is the meaning of the numbers coming from the bird?” I dreamt that I was lying down on some grass. There was a small explosive ball chained with a short chain to my left (?) leg. I knew that I had been through this two persons ago, dying. I was thinking about my consciousness and what it would be like after I died / was gone.

There was a fire down to the explosive below my knee but never made it there. There was an open fence on my right and some friends / family drove through when they saw that nothing happened. I frantically waved them back in case something did happen.

(From yesterday) Future

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with Greg and mom. The space reminded me of the garage area from the San Bernardino teenage house. Greg’s military boots are on the floor. The right one, which is placed on the left with the toe facing me as I’m on the floor, has a crack on the inside side up top.

A guy passes us, stopping on the way to check the boots out first. He says he would like them but we tell him about the crack and that otherwise I would have taken them for my future children. He then leaves.

Water comes flooding in and rising. I’m lying down on a bed trying to ignore it and get to sleep but it keeps rising. I ask mom something about it and then started crying because of her answer.

I dreamt (same?) that I forgot to pick up my glasses when I got up in the morning and am now walking around looking for them. I’m dressed except for a shirt. I’m thinking I need to put one on because my dad is there. I have to walk around different things on the floor, as if moving in / out, such as a short dark bookcase.

There’s a room in the middle where a guy has a bedroom, that I need to walk through. He has the doors closed, so I open them. He is lying on the bed and says that he is having a hard time getting back to sleep. I tell him that I hate it when that happens. I wanted to tell him about the leg lifts I do to help me get to sleep but decide not to.

He is walking and smiling at me. I look in the mirror and notice a few pieces of spices / herbs around my mouth area from the last time I ate. I assumed that he didn’t tell me because he thought it was cute.

He is now up and wearing a suit, excited to show me his Trump doll with a pull string that he has. It doesn’t work as he is showing it to me.

We are in New York state and he is saying something about Queens. I get excited when he says that it’s only half an hour away.

I saw a chalkboard on the wall to the right. I see written that there’s a show I used to watch is coming back and the premiere is next Tuesday. There is a website listed.

I hear a guy talking, trying to sound like a woman. I turn and see a tall broad man with dark hair to a little past his shoulders. He is talking to dad who is sitting on his right. They are both facing away from me, in front of me.

I dreamt that I’m awake and editing the dream with mom and Greg on a plastic bag (?), adding Amy’s name to it.

The lyric, “She’s got it. Yeah, Baby, she’s got it” from Bananarama’s Venus song comes to mind.

I dreamt that I’m awake and telling someone that I remember a dream where I’m driving on a two lane road at night that turns into a one lane road on the left. It looks like a mountain road.

I stopped right where the lane on the right ends, before merging to the left, and cried. Someone was in the car with me.

Before stopping, I drove over another car coming my direction, like Inspector Gadget, though I didn’t see when I dd. The car could’ve been a reddish maroon.

I dreamt that I was looking up at a building to a height this is roughly where a door would’ve been. There are three sculptures on the building of men. The one on the left is facing right (?). I’m asking if the (Utah) girl is finally gone. As the guy on the left is about to answer, some people show up, interrupting him.

(From August 5, 2019) Expecting

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in a backyard, looking right, singing the words, “Can you hear me Major Tom? Can you HEAR me?” from David Bowie. I was thinking of Sowin, and expecting to see him.

I dreamt something about having papers in / on my left arm and blood on top. There wasn’t actual blood though. I was mentioning to a guy how ironic it is that there’s blood on top and bottom.

Give More Heat

I asked, “What do I do with the limes?” I saw a black family coming through a door to visit one of the females. The door opened to the right with the female standing at the end. One of the guys stopped in front of her and kissed her face, having fun. His hair was about to the nape of his neck and was twisted / spiraled / curled.

I dreamt that I was with someone and we were finding coins outside by a grate. I mostly was finding pennies but occasionally found dimes. One of the coins I found said, “Queen of S—–“. I think there were A’s in the name. There may also have been a profile.

I dreamt that I was in the kitchen of a Mexican family (don’t know why) on the other side of the sink and microwave, which was in the right corner. There was a girl who was upset that her slice of yam wasn’t soft / cooked enough to eat. I said to give it more heat. I don’t know if she heard.

I dreamt that I was overwhelmed with water and I was crying out loud, asking God for help. I don’t remember what I said.

(From yesterday) Got The Girl

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I didn’t know where I was.

I dreamt that I was looking at a newspaper and a square on the right page played a short film about Ali and the Utah girl. It showed some guys passing him on his right as he was facing forward in my direction. One of the guys said to Ali that Ali got the girl.

Ali then turned around and there were several girls at a distance sitting on a concrete step. The scene closed in and I saw the girl on the left. She had blonde hair darker than mine that was just below the shoulders. She had the top part up in a ponytail. She then gets up and walks over to Ali. Her nose had the beginning of a pig’s nose. I think to myself that she isn’t as ugly as I thought but she sure isn’t pretty. I still don’t understand why he would have sex with her. I also realize that this is the girl who keeps bothering me and entering me.

I then see her lying on a beach, at dusk?, behind another girl on the left, facing to the right. They are lightly / softly singing a song about the guys in their lives. They are both clothed. The area where they are looks secluded, from what I see.

I dreamt that I was exhausted and a family wanted me to see a baby monkey they had. I wasn’t up to it, though it was there and I saw it. It had tan hair.

(From July 31, 2019) Feed the Bear

I asked the same question. I got the phrase, “Feed the Bear”. I saw that a college guy wasn’t in class so his classmates went to check on him. They found him lying beside his bed on the left, when looking down. He is then in a hospital bed with his classmates on either side of the bed.

I dreamt that Mina (Good Bones tv show) and a black girl have been “comparing” their lives as business owners. The black girl suggests to Mina to take the buyers to the neighborhood 100 houses down and around the corner where there’s a dark feeling, then bring them to a safer area to show them the difference.

Terence Howard was walking on dirt, holding the black girl upside down / folded over with head down, bouncing her head on the ground for fun. She didn’t see any harm, or didn’t want to complain. I was marking / making notes of when he abused her to show her later.

I dreamt that I was writing something on the inside bottom of a bathtub about a guy who was there with me.

The words “Roniga” and “Tamalawaxalaweel” came to mind. I don’t know the last four letters of the second word, so it could also be “wiel” or “weal”.

Misogynist

I asked, “What is the language?” I dreamt that a neighbor was known to take all the limes before I moved in. I was on a top bunk that was next to a window. The neighbor was in his house that was next to the window. The window was to my left, with someone in between. There was someone else, or more, on the bottom bunk. I had the limes up on the bed with me.

Someone entered through the door on the right. I didn’t see who it was but felt it was the neighbor. I then felt the bottom of the bed pressed up against my left leg. I then felt shocks coming up to my leg which were caused by a stun gun. It was kept there for several minutes. I woke with it still there.

Amy had gone out before this. When she came back, she said that she had met a guy and that they had “gotten fresh”, meaning that they had taken their shoes off. I think they were going to get married.

I dreamt something with Greg.

I dreamt that I was sitting with Steve when Greg came from behind and said something about me calling him a homo. I went over to him and he started squeezing my left arm so I pressed a pencil into his.

The word “Misogyny” came to mind.

I dreamt that I was looking for a space to park in a near empty parking lot. The spaces were diagonal to the left. There were some black people there.

I was then in a warehouse that was there. Near the entrance, I was on top of a stack of designed maroon low carpet floor tiles. I was hopping back and forth from side to side having fun on top of them.

There was a guy older than me outside who saw my head through the top windows and grinning, wondered what I was doing. He came in to check me out but also because he had ordered some tiles.

The ones he had ordered weren’t all there so a girl was subtly trying to suggest the ones I was on. He was paying more attention to me than to her.

(From yesterday) Killer

I asked the same question. I dreamt that people were hurriedly trying to get out of a building because a lady who was a killer was on the loose.

(From July 28, 2019) Turn On The Heat

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was inside a white garage with Ali. I think there were others as well. There was a section on the left that was an open path to the inside of the house.

I went there to turn on the heat for inside the house but not quite as high as usual because Ali didn’t want it.

There was an intercom in the wall. I yelled to the spirits to leave the house. Ali may have warned / cautioned me before I did so.

The words “If I were a bird” came to mind.

I dreamt that Shane and another guy are getting / going to get married. There was a big black dog who wanted inside the house.

The phrase “I wanted you to experience the new me” came to mind. I don’t know if it was part of the dream, or on it’s own since it came directly after.

I think I dreamt that the Siamese got outside.

I think I dreamt of being in an earlier era with a woman.

I dreamt that I was sitting on the right side of a lady older than me who had a bob. She may have had blonde hair. She felt like she was taller than me. She had gone / was getting her ring back after getting it resized. I don’t remember if she said it was a 7 or 8 but I was thinking how it was the same as me. It’s possible that we were sitting at a jewelry store.

I dreamt that I was in Cape Cod at night , or near nighttime, with a bunch of people. Someone mentioned that the trees needed to have those stringy things hanging on them (like down South) for fear that something bad would happen otherwise.

Someone was asking about mountains and I said that there were some in front of us and pointed them to a spot on the left and on the right. Both spots were tall hills instead.

I then showed an area in the distance in front of us and said that that’s where they are. There were mountains but were only slightly visible because of the smog.

I then saw a couple giant structures in front of me to my right with power lines in between me and them. The one closest to me was of open cement squares on top of each other. They were stacked slightly in differnt directions / angles. I may have said out loud that depending on how the earth shook, would depend on our safety from getting hit or not.

Dwayne Wade was there. He was wearing makeup and acting gayish, as if he was bi. I knew that he would act this way off season but would act manly during the season.

I was walking, with other people, behind a blonde couple. The guy was on the right. He wouldn’t let anyone get in front of him. I got upset and was asking why he was more important than us. I finally got in front and was telling him that he would have to pay for nor letting us in front. I later found out that he had become paralyzed from the waist down.

I saw from friends and tiredly laid down on a blanket that was there. They knew that it was because of what I went through during the day with my own family. I was thinking that meant that I had twins, or a bigger multiple birth.

I looked behind me and saw about 7 – 8 mixed race children from the ages of preteen to young adult. They were walking my direction in a bunch. I knew that they were mine and was hoping the father wasn’t Ali. I’m not sure if the father was there or not, even though I was looking. I noticed that the girl who looked like me who I had seen in a previous dream wasn’t there.

Flow Energy

I asked, “How do I block unwelcome entities from entering the house?’ I dreamt that it was Halloween. Inside the house was bright white. The sun hadn’t gone down yet.

Greg was in his room doing something with his music with his door closed. It was dinner time. I noticed that his place setting was at a different table so I asked why. Mom said that his could be brought over with the others.

We had a white rabbit hopping around a flat Easter bunny that was on the floor, ending up facing away from me toward the dinner table. I told someone to make sure not to let it out.

As I went to knock on Greg’s door, I saw two young children walking up the driveway on the left for trick – or – treating. I had turned on the porch light on earlier.

I knocked on his door to let him know that dinner was ready and he started to make a snoring sound so I let him be.

As I was walking back, I noticed a short older witch looking woman standing at the left end of the porch on the driveway. She was looking at the porch and saying something about the house not being taken care of like when she was younger, even though it was bright white out there.

I wasn’t going to pass out any candy but on the way back to the table, I decided that I would. The two children were walking away by then. I noticed that there were several other children across the street. The older lady was the only adult I saw.

Before waking, the words “Stagnant energy” came to mind and that the energy needs to move.

I dreamt that as I was letting one of the outside cats out, I also let the Siamese out. They both walked to the right alongside the house.

(From July 17, 2019) Open Space

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a pregnant woman who was at the end of her pregnancy. She was on the outside middle of a two / three story building. There was an open space in the middle where she was standing. It was dark (?). She was wanting to jump. She then slid down on a rope.

I was telling her not to do it and to think of the baby. I asked her if she was going to keep the baby and she said yes. I then mentioned something about what it would be like for the child without a mother.

I dreamt that there was a house that had been robbed. Karen and Mina (Good Bones tv show) decided to catch the thief.

For some reason, Karen wanted to take a look at the house that had been robbed, which was on the left, at night. She was saying something to Mina as she was standing in the driveway afterwards.

They then both heard a tap across the street. A man appeared, coming out to the front of a house. He was wearing dark colored clothes. His hair was short with the purposefully disheveled look.

Karen started making siren noises and he rushed to his ’80’s black Bronco (?) which was facing forward away from me. Mina had a VW Beetle / Bug. She was parked behind him and drove up next to him on the left, blocking him in. (I was woken so I don’t know how it would’ve ended. He could’ve backed up.)

(From July 16, 2019) Persevere

I asked the same question. The words “Hold on” “Persevere” and “Stay Strong” came to mind. Also to know the meaning and language.

Blurry

I asked, “Do I need to have children from Ali?” I dreamt that Briana had taken a picture while on the road of some small pillars (?) with what looked like an outline of a dog’s face on them. The picture was blurry from rain but clear enough to see what it was.

I dreamt that I was at the bottom of a ladder in a submarine (?). I was asking if I could come up. I was told I could. Someone with me said, “Be careful. They don’t let just anyone up” as if I might not be able to. I responded, “That’s why I asked.”

I dreamt that I was using a professional (?) digital weight scale. The number changed several times from the 500’s, 400’s, and around 150. I said to mom, “See, it’s 150.” She pointed out that that wasn’t what it was and that I wasn’t looking at the top of the numbers correctly.

I dreamt that I was being asked where my money went. I don’t remember who was asking.

I dreamt that I mentioned to someone that they still had the last two Costco / Sam’s Club chocolate muffins in the packaging on the tray.

I dreamt that I was with Greg, Mark, Judy (?), and Amy. There was another female there with down syndrome (?). I don’t remember where we were but I was hysterical that there was a man’s ghost head in a cupboard (twice the size of kitchen) that had some books in it. Greg was saying that by not seeing the ghost, that person (me) doesn’t have a normal brain.

They were also saying something about the house on the avocado street. (We had a house with a tree in back.)

(From yesterday) Held

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Sara was pregnant and when she held her belly, it looked like she already had the baby. Her stomach was in the form of a newborn baby. The head was to her left. She was wearing black.

I dreamt that a thin naked (Russian?) lady came to me when I was in a building with sweets against the wall in front of me. She was on my right asking me which option I wanted something from her. I don’t remember what I was getting, or the options.

Out of my peripheral vision I was noticing how she kept herself clean shaven. I was thinking how she takes the time to do that.

There was an office (?) to the left of the sweets that I was put in charge of while the owner was away. There were stairs to get up to it.

There was a chocolate (cookie?) with the sweets that I tasted. There was also some loose sugar on a cookie sheet.

I dreamt that Walid (online guy) sent me a voice clip of him drunk and singing a love song to me. It may have been in French, or partly. I was thinking that I liked his voice.

I think I had a dream with Kim Kardashian.

I also may have had a dream that had something to do with pictures on a camera disk.

(From July 13, 2019) Found It Funny

I asked the same question. I dreamt that it was Christmas time. There was something about the Mary Tyler Moore show. There was also something about a tv channel.

I dreamt that I put my hair in a ponytail. The front of my hair became red and fluffy, like a Southern lady. It was combed over to the left. I thought it looked funny because it looked like a wig.

I dreamt that the water for the cats was low and that I needed to give them some more.

(From July 12, 2019) Dumped

I asked the same question. I dreamt the orange cat was outside and I was scared for him because of the wolves out there.

I dreamt that an overweight girl was looking for change from the container that she dumped on a car.

I dreamt that the family moved into an older couple’s home while they were still there. Before we got there (?) they had left the house for a short time because of the floor being worked on.

I mentioned that the man’s hair moved in a way that looked like he was under water.

A short time after moving in, the couple decided to move. I said to the man that it would’ve been easier for them to move when the floors were being done.

They had some paintings that were leaned up against a wall where it would be easy to pick them up and take.

At night time I saw a black post, that is used for the “For Sale” signs, staked in the front right corner of the yard. I said that the sign would most likely be there on Sunday.

We were going to take over the mortgage. I mentioned to the man that it would be easier to take them over while they were still alive rather than dead.

I dreamt something with a black mustang vehicle. It was either backing up or out.