Heaven

I asked if Ali has any mortal children. I saw 4 young children placing green sturdy / durable plastic stars in my (left?) hand. I didn’t look at them much, but they were holding the stars in the middle, as if there was a small handle / bridge for them to hold on to. There also may have been a string attached.

I dreamt of an 80’s band who re -released an album because it wasn’t popular the first time. There was a song on it called “Heaven”. 

I was reading something about them and it mentioned the lead singers name. It was something like Ozy, or Ozilund / Osilund.

I was also watching the video for the song which was about a brother / bandmate who had died.

I dreamt that I was eating a big piece of chocolate cake that had an extra / different flavor to it.

I dreamt that I had come back (from Vegas?) from a vacation. Briana wanted to take me somewhere. She was anxiously / frantically searching for two other people to go with us (because of our ages?). I had the impression that she wanted to have sex with me.

The word “Kalaliel” came to mind while I was sleeping.

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If There Was One

I asked, “What is the significance of the late apology?” ( earlier this year I asked if there was something I could say to Ali and the song “Apologize” from OneRepublic showed up.)

I dreamt that a car could park at the corner (where it turns), or straight in, where the curb is straight, depending on the direction the car to the left is parked, if there is one.

I dreamt of two wolves wanting to get out of the (yellow?) fenced yard of a house in the mountains. I saw one able to get through the right corner because there was enough room / space in between the boards. 

There was a dirt path / road next to the house that he crossed over, stopping in the middle first. I was worried that he would get run over by the cars. I then saw that there was a wooden (?) fence blocking the path so that the cars would have to turn left. I was relieved. The house extended some on to the path.

I dreamt of being with a big group of people during the summer up in the mountains. We were there for camp. We were walking to our destination, which must not have been too long. I saw other groups going to their own respective camps. I was thinking how we were all here at the same time for the same reason.

I saw (small piles of) bones along the way / path for the intent of being used in evil rituals. When we got to our destination we started campfires / bonfires on the outside perimeter to protect us from these.

I had my hair wrapped up in a towel because I had (recently) washed it (before coming?). I took it off / it had been taken off and the people were impressed with my hair, even though it was still wet.

There were two black guys with dreads. I asked if I could have them (if it was possible because of being wet). One of them started messing with my hair but was called away to do something else (address the group?), so I started combing it out, starting on the right.

I dreamt something about doing something with / for a child only until they were 6 years old.

I dreamt of being naked, or only topless with a covering around my pubic / mid section. I don’t remember what it was about.

 (From Nov. 19, 2018 Water)

I asked, “What energy does Mando have?” I dreamt of being under water (?), standing between two tree trunks. The one on the left was thin and the one on the right was protruding, as if pregnant. There was something about flushing tiny fish down a toilet, which would end up in (the) water.

Wait

I asked, “How do I go back to my past?” I dreamt that mom, Amy, and Carla (Starbucks customer) all had cancer and had to wait for New Year’s for the results.

I dreamt of a house behind a black iron fence. There was a huge boulder (mountain / hill) to the left of it, and a pool to the left of that. There was a space in front of all of these for people to walk through.

I dreamt of being in a church. There was an African family and they had been given an old African song to sing. They weren’t sitting next to each other. When they were singing, I could feel the power of their voices.

(From Aug. 7, 2018 Danger)

I dreamt that I was sleeping during different flights to different states though the last one I was awake at the end of the flight. 

I dreamt that there was a rectangular hole in the second floor of a house (?). A young guy took away an iron gate that was by it. I was worried that there was nothing to warn others of the danger of falling through.

(From Aug. 6, 2018 Gather My Thoughts)

I dreamt of an overweight youngish black lady with newborn twins on a tv commercial. 

I dreamt of Tracy in a gymnasium, asking if she’s seen Steve. She asks what he looks like. I say that he has blonde, Marine style hair, short. She says that I can stop remembering there. I don’t remember if she had seen him or not. 

We’re going to Mark and Val’s baby blessing. I was in a bit of a hurry to get going. 

I had two different, but almost the same, blankets for two different beds. 

There was something about (a) toy train tracks?

I dreamt of newborn kittens dieing and seeing a mother eating a kitten, with the head in her mouth. 

I dreamt of little girls singing and watching them with other people. There was a guy there with black hair, shoulder length, with his son (pre – teen?). I thought this guy might have an interest in me but I wasn’t sure.

I dreamt of dropping some papers and the top one had a religious poem that I had copied. I was a little anxious at people seeing it, that they may have thought I had written it. I didn’t do anything, watching to see what happens. A lady gathered some of my papers and put them on top, helping me gather my thoughts (?).

Release

I asked, “How do I go back in my past?” I dreamt of watching a movie, seeing a lady come out of a black limo, and thinking that this movie was released when Ali left the Utah girl (she didn’t want to leave Utah).

I dreamt something about being / lying in a room with other people and having a blanket over me that I had taken from somewhere else and figured that they wouldn’t realize / care that it was gone. 

There was a dirty streak going from bottom halfway to the top, on the left side. I was thinking that it needed to be cleaned / I needed to clean it.

(From Aug. 10, 2018 Sun Will Set)

I think I dreamt of warning someone not to go to Hawaii because of being poisoned.

I dreamt something about / to do with a salt lamp. 

I dreamt of telling Ali about something that was going in the hallway, which I had actually heard in the morning.

The Sun will set for you. The shadow of the day. (Linkin Park)

(From Aug. 9, 2018 Still Had Weight)

I dreamt of a house with different colored rooms, representing the chakras. I was hesitant / not sure I could go through.

I dreamt that I was at Briana’s house (?). She was wearing blue short shorts. Her dad mentioned that she had lost 300 pounds (she wasn’t that big). I noticed that she still had weight on her. I was wondering what the people who she was involved with thought about her weight and body. 

She put her new looking quad scriptures, several of them, out in the garage (?). The edges looked as if parts of my name were written on them. I mentioned this to her as she was walking away. She seemed non affected by this. 

I dreamt that I had gone somewhere with my family. I think it was Amy, Micalanne, and mom. Not sure / don’t remember if anyone else.

I realized that I wasn’t wearing my glasses, and forgetting them. I mentioned that my sight was / seemed clear and that must’ve been why I forgot them. My vision now seemed blurry but I still wasn’t concerned about my sight. 

There has been a wildfire in Orange County the past couple of days (From date of dream). I learned that a guy with mental illness started it. I dreamt that I was telling Ali this. 

I vaguely dreamt something about a bell, like the Liberty Bell (without crack), but not as big. There were cats who were scared of it and I was reassuring them not to be. 

Portal

I asked, “Can I go back in my past?” There was something about my knee(s).

I dreamt that me, Amy, my mom and dad (didn’t see them but knew were there) recently moved to a new place. There were some open near empty boxes of cereal lying down, couple of them on the side, on a top shelf. I think one of them was Life. There were some saltine crackers, along with open wrappers / packaging. I was thinking that dad was the one to eat the cereal. I had eaten breakfast and was feeling to eat some crackers with peanut butter, but didn’t.

Back in the bedroom, I was lying across the end of my bed, which was against the right wall. There was a dresser between my bed and Amy’s bed on the left, and a dresser at the end of her bed. She put a garment under her mattress where other dirty laundry was. She said something as she was doing so, but don’t remember.

She then was standing at the end of her bed and said something about that area. I responded, “Like a portal.” She agreed.

She had put a short brown extension cord under, and through, the bottom of the dresser between the beds, saying something about it being there / the placement of it, and about power (?). 

I was holding a water bottle shaped like a jug. Even though I was feeling a bit sick / ill I got up to refill it because there was a bit of cleaning to do in the house. The lid / cap was on the floor at the end of the bed.

As I got up, the front left leg of the silver tabby (neighbor messed with her back claws earlier this year) was “stuck” to the Siamese as she was walking. The tabby was acting as if it hurt a little. She finally got “unstuck” and I picked her up to rub her leg.

(From Aug. 11, 2018 Red Storm)

I saw 4 African guys / men at / in a restaurant (El Pollo Loco?) walking to a table. I was thinking, “If I was to go to Africa,” not finishing the thought. 

I dreamt that I was watching tv (?). I (?) was able to choose what scenario the people were in.

I then am calling out, barely at first, “Heavenly Father, help me so that I can live (my?) life.” I kept repeating this until I was loud enough for Ali to hear me (in the dream).

Zach River band

I dreamt that I was in a chapel, up by / in the stand, on the right of the microphone. Obama was sitting on the Bishop’s right side. He looked intently at me, and sinisterly said, “There’s going to be a red storm.”

The small congregation was black. There may have been one, or two white people / families? There were only about between 50 – 100 people. The people were standing? The words to the song / hymn they were singing were only “blah blah blah.” 

 I dreamt of a young black lady with small children (part of the congregation?) I was telling her that she needs to tell her girl (less than 8?) that she’s mixed because she’s going to find out. I then saw her toddler boy, with shorts, with chubby legs.

I dreamt that I was out in the (church?) parking lot. It was dark / night time. I was standing looking for my car, not finding it. I think I finally saw it but there were big cats there and I would have to pass them but was too scared to.

There were lions. I don’t remember the other ones. The lions weren’t paying attention to me. I only saw one but knew that there were others. The other one was intent on me.

I told myself to stay calm, that these were God’s cats (I think) and also remembering what Anastasia (Ringing Cedars books) said, that they are helpers to us.

This cat walked back and forth in front of me. A couple times I had a finger that would end up in it’s mouth (like when playing with pets), not getting hurt. The cat always stayed ferocious looking but never did anything to harm me.

I dreamt of being on a water ride on an innertube (is that what they’re called?). There were other people there. Judy was there, by herself. We were at the beginning, which was a circular pool that pushed us in circles, going faster each time, before being dropped a steep drop. I decided that I didn’t want to be dropped, and so was able to get to the side to get out. Judy continued on.

I dreamt that I was outside somewhere naked, doing something, bending down. There were others around. I didn’t care enough about them seeing me (as I usually am since the other times I’m usually thinner) to cover up.

Stuck

I asked, “Were the voices involved in my (poor) performance in school?” The song “Stuck on you” by Lionel Richie came to mind.

I dreamt of lying down, being covered with a blanket on a couch, my head to the left. I may have slept there. Two boys were standing several feet in front of me, playing with their model / toy trucks.

I was worried that I may have been naked so I checked and saw that I was wearing my garments. I was relieved.

I dreamt that I was driving, not sure if Ali was with me. There was a road that merged into where I was, on my right. A car / pickup came from behind, cutting in front of me.

The traffic stopped, so I slowly got up close enough to lightly tap / bump the car. An undercover cop was nearby. He got out of his car, wearing clothes with white. He started walking towards me. I was thinking that I was in trouble but he went to someone else.

(From Aug. 13, 2018 Path)

I asked for the meaning of Mando. I saw a path between two rows of thin trees. I saw other paths, but this is the one I remember.

I dreamt of a pile of grass. I was by it (to check it out?) and got caught inside. It was high enough, and heavy enough, that I needed help to get out. 

There was a lady, who had a rope, and some other things, inside. I got tied in / with the rope. She was planning on killing me. I was crying out for help (to God?). A lady on the outside pulled me out.

I dreamt of an older couple in a hospital. The wife had stopped breathing. The husband soon died after. Several minutes passed and the wife started breathing again and (was) back to normal.

OK With It

I asked, “Can I go back in time?” I dreamt that I was on top of a grassy knoll / hill that had a paved path down a slope. There were two other girls. Something about another girl’s song. I got after one of these two girls about it. She was telling me that the other girl was ok with whatever was being done with the song.

There was a horrendous black beetle, that grew dark / purple grapes on the end of it’s body, on the path. I had tongs, trying to pick it up, bursting / squishing one of the grapes. I finally got a hold, dumping it into a sink of filmy bubbly water that was there, turning on the faucet to help it go down.

I dreamt of being in a clothing store with another woman. Another woman was asking about a swimsuit she wanted to buy, wanting to know if her husband would like it. I told her that he would. 

I then saw that I had been naked. I was holding a dark blue dress, in front of me, that was tightly laced up (front? back?) and thinking I could loosen it up (no one could fit in without loosening it). I wanted to put it on before they realized that I was naked.

I dreamt that I was at a guy’s place that is near where Briana used to live in San Bernardino. He lived in single story apartments (?). I was there with another guy. 

There was a window in front of us and the guy who lived there kept looking out, as if being on guard / nervous. He told us to watch out for the neighbor on the left. He had used two other words before saying “neighbor”. I wasn’t sure if he dealt in drugs, or if he had a lot of money.

I knew that the people who (used to) live across from him were black. The windows had curtains covering them so I don’t know if they were still there. There were two windows on the right and the door was to the left. The left window was broken at the bottom with a hole, as if a rock had been thrown in. The other window was gone, the curtain slightly blowing. 

There was a path in between these apartments. The people across the way had two car seats lying on their backs with the head on the left. The door between them. It looked like the one on the left was angled into the path, but I saw that there was enough room to pass through.

The path was inside, but it was outside, with me being able to see the streets / neighborhood to the right of the building.

Inside the guy’s place I saw several cats run out past us from under some blankets that were covering couches.

I dreamt that there were people “locked up”. I saw Lorelei there in her own area. The others were in a big room free to roam. They were only there for a limited time. 

There was a tall slim girl with long blonde hair who had gotten it dampened. There were some beaters / mixers hanging from the ceiling and she was going to put her hair in them. I’m not sure why. Some people were suggesting not to do it because it could pull some hair out. As she was about to do it I closed my eyes and didn’t hear anything so I don’t know if she went through with it. I only saw the back of her.

Someone mentioned that people who “go down” fast ( into mysteries of the universe / God) is similar to being locked up.

I dreamt about an overweight Mexican man and woman. She started speaking Italian to him as he was grabbing something from her. He then repeated what she said but in Spanish. 

I dreamt of a man getting two gold Lexus’s, saying that he wanted two at the max. I saw them parked diagonally, pointing to the right. This man may have been the Mexican man.

I dreamt about the Siamese cat outside, sitting, but as I kept looking, I wasn’t sure if it was her, or a cat who looked like her.

Keep In Touch

I asked, “How do I get rid of the attached spirits?” I dreamt that I found out that Hollywood was going to pick me, but chose Beyonce instead.

I was with a couple other females looking in my mom’s bright white bathroom mirror getting ready for something.

My peach fuzz was back, with a little extra so that it was more noticeable / moveable.

One of the girls was asking me if I wanted her to write down something that I had been told (another blessing?) and I told her yes.

I then left the bathroom, letting mom know that I was finished.

I dreamt that I was in the city where there was a concrete ramp (?) that went down and curved to the right. There was greenery all around. There was a level area at the top. I was with a young guy and girl who were nicely dressed and playing around with a soccer ball.

He asked me about my pictures and I told him that I have them on several websites. He suggested I take sport(s) pictures.

I dreamt that I was with some people and they were talking about when there was a serial killer in Idaho who would first kidnap his victims. Everyone had to keep in touch every day.

I dreamt of physically watching the making of a Talking Heads video for “Psycho Killer” (?). There was a moveable model of David Byrne that was a stand in for him.

I dreamt of Ali negatively pointing out an overlapping stomach on a female.

I dreamt of being told of being divorced after 3 (years?).

I dreamt of being in (the back of?) someone’s car with one, or two, other people.There were train tracks parallel to our left and another lane on the other side. There was a line of cars ahead of us, moving slow, and then stopped (?). This guy was going a little fast and hit the car in front of him, not being able to stop in time, which hit the car ahead of them.

The car in front of us crossed over the tracks, to the left, into a dirt field, waiting for us. His car turned into a dune buggy when he crossed over. Cars kept coming on the other side, same direction as us, so we weren’t able to cross. The other guy then decided to come back over, behind the line of cars behind us.

I dreamt something about / with Drew and Jonathan Scott.

How To Pick A Partner 

I asked the question, “What should powerful moms (or was it parents?)  know?” I dreamt of a young (3 / 4) blonde girl walking on my right, going ahead of me. She was wearing shorts and I was noticing her long legs. I was wishing that I could go back in time and start over.

I dreamt of an old man, going deaf (only in the right?), asking if I would consider him. I don’t remember my response. He then gave me advice on how to pick a partner. 

I dreamt of Madonna as part of a British tv show. 

I dreamt of watching one of her music videos. She was skating down a street. I only saw the top half of her but knew that she was skating. Something caught her eye on her right. I remember seeing her eyeliner. I was wondering what it would be like to be her and to see what she sees.

I dreamt something about 4 (?) black young adults (2 male, 2 female?) leaning back in the trunk of a car, with it closed a bit. They left (don’t remember why) but had come back later. 

I mentioned to them that I didn’t think / wasn’t expecting for them to come back. The females were wearing wavy (relaxed wave) striped pants with a dark background. For some reason I asked one of them if those were animal prints, or just prints. She said that it was just a print.

Ali told me to only speak Spanish to him. I told him “No”.